THE LIFE OF William Annesly; From that Celebrated Modern NOVEL, THE MAN OF THE WORLD.
MR. HARRY BOLTON having passed several years of his life in the town which he was now engaged to [...]isit, trusted implicitly to his own knowledge of the way; but soon after his leaving the inn the moon was totally darkened, and it rained with such violence, accompanied with incessant peals of thunder, that in the confusion of the scene, he missed his path, and had wandered a great way over the adjacent common before he discovered his mistake▪ When he endeavored to regain the road, he found himself entangled in a very thick brake of furze, [Page 18] which happened to lie on that side whence he had turned; and, after several fruitless efforts to make his way through it, he was obliged to desist from the attempt, and tread back the steps he had made, till he returned to the open part of the heath. Here he stood, uncertain what course to take▪ when he observed at a distance the twinkling of a light, which immediately determined him. On advancing somewhat nearer, he found a little winding track that seemed to point towards the place; and after following it some time he could discern an object which he took for the house to which it led.
The lightning, which now flashed around him▪ discovered on each hand the earth raised into mounds that seemed graves of the dead, and here and there a bond lay mouldering on the walk he trod. A few paces farther, through a narrow Gothic door, gleamed a light, which faintly illuminated a length of vault within. To this Bolton approached, not without some degree of fear▪ when he perceived at the farther end a person, in a military uniform, sitting by a fire he had made [Page 19] of some withered brush wood piled up against the wall. As Harry aproached him, the echo of the place doubled the hollow sound of his feet.—"Who is there?" cried the stranger, turning at the noise, and half un [...]heathing a hanger which he wore at his side. "A friend," replied Harry, bowing, "who takes the liberty of begging a seat at your fire." "Your manner (said the other) belies your garb; but whoever you are, you are welcome to what shelter this roof can afford, and what warmth my fire can give. We are for the time, joint lords of the mansion; for my title is no other than the inclemency of the night. It is such a one as makes even this gloomy shelter enviable; and that broken piece of mattock and this f [...]int are precious, because they lighted some bits of dry straw, to kindle the name that warms us. By the mols-grown altar, and the frequent figures of the cross, I suppose these are the remains of some chapel devoted to ancient veneration. Sit down on this stone, if you please, Sir, and our offering shall be a thankful heart over some humble fare which my knapsack contains."
[Page 20]As he spoke, he pulled out a loaf of co [...]rse bread, a piece of cheese and a bottle of a [...]e. Bolton expressed his thanks for the invitation, and partook of the repast. "I sear, Sir," said his companion, "you will be poorly supped▪ but I have known what it is to want even a piece of bread. You look surprised, but though I am poor I am honest." "Pardon me," answered Harry, "I entertain no suspicion; there is something that speaks for you in this bosom, and answers for your [...] ▪ It may be in my power to prevent for the future, those hardships, which I fear you have formerly endured." The soldier held forth the [...]it of bread he was putting to his mouth "He to whom this is a [...]ury, can scarcely be dependent; yet my gratitude to you, Sir, is equally due;—if I have felt misfortune, I have deserved it." He sighed, and Harry answered him with a sigh. "I see a sort of question in your face Sir; and, I know not why it is there are some faces I cannot easily resist. If my story out [...] is the st [...]rm, it will take from the [...]ness of its duration."
The Stranger relates the History of his Life.
IT is now upwards of twenty years since I left my native country. You are too young, Sir, to have obtained much knowledge of mankind; let me warn you from sad experience to beware of those passions, which at your years I was unable to resist, and which in the comme [...]ce of the world will find abundant occasion to overcome incantious and inexperienced youth. Start not when I tell you, that you see before you [...]e, whom the laws of his country had doomed to expiate his crimes by death; though from the mercy of his prince, that judgment was mitigated into a term of transportation some time ago elapsed. This punishment I incured from the commission of a robbery, to which some particular circumstances, joined to the poverty consequent on dissipation and extravagance had tempted me.
The master to whom my service was adjudged in the West-Indies, happened [Page 22] to die [...]oon after my arrival there. I got my freedom, therefore, though it was but to change it for a service as severe as my former: I was enlisted in a regiment then stationed in the island, and being considered as a felon, unworthy of any mild treatment, was constantly exposed to every hardship which the hardest duty, or the most continual exposure to the dangers of the climate could inflict.
Had I revealed my story, and taken advantage of that distinction which my birth and education would have made between the other convicts and me, it is probable I might have prevented most of the evils both of my former and present situation: but I set out from the first with a fixed determination to bear every part of my [...]hment which the law allots to the meanest and most unfriended. All the [...]verities therefore, which were now imposed upon me, I bore without repineing, and from an excellent natural constitution, was not only able to overcome them, but they served to render me still more patient of fatigue, and less susceptible of impression from the [Page 23] vicissitudes of the weather; and from a sullen disregard of life, with which the remembrance of better days inspired me, my soul became as fearless as my body was robust. These qualities made me be taken notice of by some of the officers of the regiment▪ and afterwards, when our regiment was ordered to America, and went on some indian expeditions, were still more serviceable, and more attractive of observation.
By these means I began to obliterate the disgrace which my situation at enlisting had fixed upon me, and it still regarded as a russian, I was at least acknowledged to be a useful one.
Not long after, on occasion of a piece of service I performed for an officer on an advanced guard, that was attacked by a party of hostile indians, I was promoted to a halbert.
The stigma, however, of my transportation was not yet entirely forgotten, and by some it was the better remembered, because of my present advancement. One of those, with whom I was not on good terms, was particularly offended at being commanded, [Page 24] as he termed it, by a jail-bird; and one day, when I was on guard, had drawn on the back of my coat, the picture of a gallows, on which was hung a figure in caricature, with the initials of my name written over it.
This was an affront too gross to be borne; having sought out the man, who did not deny the charge, I challenged him to give me satisfaction by fighting me. But this, from the opinion conceived of my strength and fer [...]city, he would not accept: on which I gave him so severe a drubbing, that he was unable to mount guard in his turn, and the surgeon reported his life was in danger. For this offence I was tried by a court-martial, and sentenced to receive five hundred lashes, as a punishment. When their sentence was communicated to me, I petitioned that it might be changed into death; but my request was refused.
That very day, therefore▪ I received one hundred lashes, (for the sentence was to be executed at different periods) and next morning was to suffer as many more. The remainder, however, I resolved, if possible, to escape, by an [Page 25] act of suicide. This I was only prevented from putting in execution by the want of opportunity, as I had been stripped of every the smallest weapon of offence, and was bound with ropes to one of the vests of my [...]ed▪ I contrived, nevertheless about midnight, to reach the fire place with my feet, and having drawn out thence a live em [...] disposed it immediately under the most combustible part of the bed. It had very soon the effect I desired▪ the room was set on f [...]e, and I regained my liberty, by the [...]pe [...] ▪ with which I was tied being [...]. At that moment the desire of life [...] rekindled by the possibility [...] ▪ The flames bur [...] out fiercely at one side of the house where I [...]y, the attention of the soldiers, whom the fire had awakened, was principally turned to that quarter, and I had an opportunity of stealing off unperceived at the opposite side. We were then in [...] of wooden huts which had been built for our accommodation on the outside of one of our frontier forts; so that, [...]hen I had run two or three hundred yards, I found myself in the shelter of a wood, pretty [Page 26] secure from pursuit; but, as there it was impossible for me long to subsist, and I had no chance of escaping detection if I ventured to approach the habitations of any of my countrymen, I formed the resolution of endeavoring to join the indians, whose scouting parties I had frequently seen at a small distance from our out posts.
I held therefore in a direction the most probable for falling in with them and a very little after day break discovered a party, seated after the manner of their country, in a ring, with the ashes of their newly extinguished fire in the middle. I advanced slowly to the place, which I had almost reached before I was perceived▪ When they discovered me they leaped up on [...] feet, and, seizing their arms, screamed out the war who [...]p, to alarm the different small parties near them.
One of them presenting his piece took aim at me, but I fell on my knees and shewed them my defenceless state, holding out my hands as if imploring their mercy and protection Upon this one of the oldest amongst them made a sign to the rest, and advancing [Page 27] towards me, asked me in broken french, mixed with his own language, of which too I understood something, what was my intention, and whence I came? I answered as distinctly as I could to these interrogatories; and showing the sores on my back, which I gave him to understand had been inflicted at the fort, made protestations, both by imperfect language and significant gestures, of my friendship to his countrymen and hatred to my own.
After holding a moment's conversation with the rest, he took my hand, and leading me a little forward, placed me in the midst of the party. Some of them examined me attentively, and upon some farther d [...]course together, brought the baggage, with which two prisoners lately made from some adverse tribe had been loaded, and put it upon me. This burden, which to any man would have been sufficiently heavy, you may believe was much more intolerable to me, whose flesh was yet raw by my whipping; but as I knew that fortitude was an indispensible virtue among the indians, I bore it without wincing, and we proceeded on the [Page 28] route which the party I had joined were destined to pursue. During the course of our first day's march t [...]y often looked stedfastly in my face [...] see if I showed any signs of unea [...]iness. When they found that I did not, they lightened my load by degrees▪ and at last the senior chief who had first taken notice of me freed me from it altogether, and at the same time chewing some h [...]rbs he found in the woods, applied them to my sores which in a few days were entirely healed. I was then entrusted with a tomahawk, and shortly after with a gun, to the dexterous use of both which weapons I was frequently exercised by the young men of our party, during the remainder of our expedition, which lasted some me [...] during which time I had also become tolerably acquainted with their language. At the end of this excursion, in which we warred against some other indian nations, they returned to their own country, and were received with all the barbarous demonstrations of joy peculiar to that people.
In a day or two after their arrival, their prisoners were bro't into a large [Page 29] plain, where the kindred of those who had been stain by the nations to which the c [...]ptives belonged, assembled to see them. Each singled out his expiatory prisoner; and, having taken him home to his hut, such as chose that kind of satisfaction, adopted them in place of the relations they had lost; with the rest they returned to their former place of meeting, and began to celebrate the festival of their revenge. You can hardly conceived a species of inventive cruelty which they did not inflict on the wretches whom fortune had thus put into their power; during the course of which, not a groan escaped from the sufferers; but while the use of their voices remained▪ they sung in their rude, yet forci [...] manner, the g [...]ry of their former victories, and the measure they had received from the death of their foes; concluding always with the hopes of revenge from the surviving warriors of their nation.
Nor was it only for the pleasure of the reflection that they coroled thus the triumphs of the past; for I could observe, that, when at any time the rage of their tormentors seemed to subside, [Page 30] the [...] po [...]re [...] f [...]rth those beautiful strains, in order in rekindle their fury, that in [...] of pain might not be wanting in the trial of their f [...]rtitude. I perceived the old man when I have before mentioned, keep his eye fixed upon me during the [...] ▪ and frequently, [...]hen an [...] degree of forbare [...] with that calmness [...] I [...] [...]escribed, he would point with [...] look, to [...], as if he had desired me [...] take a particular notice of his resolution.
I d [...] not [...]he [...]fully [...] the meaning of [...] ▪ [...] I afterwards understood it [...] preparatory [...] of what I myself [...]word to endure▪ for the next morning upon the last surviving prisoner had expired, I was seized by three or four indians, who [...] me of w [...]at little cloaths I had, [...] me in a hor [...]zontal posture, between the branches of two large trees▪ [...] had [...] the ground, and after [...] had [...] round me▪ [...] of a barbaroes [...]o [...]l, they [...] to react upon me nearly the [...] they had been engaged in the day before.
[Page 31]After each of a certain select number had stuck his knife into my body, though they carefully avoided any mortal wound they rubbed it over, bleeding as it was with gunpowder, the salts of which gave me the most exquisite pain. Nor did the ingenuity of these [...]ri [...]ed tormentors stop here. They afterwards laid quantities of gunpowder on different parts of my body and set [...] to them, by which I was burnt in some places to the [...].
But I see you [...]udier at the horrid recital▪ Suffice it to say, that these, and some other such experiments of wanton cruelty, I bore▪ with that patience, with which nothing [...] a life of hardship, and a certain ob [...]c [...] of spirit, proceeding from [...] contempt of existence, could have endowed me.
After this [...] was over, I was loosed from my bonds, and set in the middle if a circle who showed the cry of victory, and my aged friend brought me a bowl of water, mixed with some spirit [...], for drink. He took me then home to his hut, and laid [...]pplications of different simples to my mangled body.
[Page 32]When I was so well recovered as to be able to walk abroad, he called together certain elders of his tribe, and, acknowledging me for his son, gave me a name, and fastened round my neck a belt of wampum.
"It is thus, said [...]e, that the valiant are tried, and thus are they rewarded▪ for how shouldst thou be as one of [...] the soul [...]ere as the [...] little [...] worthy to [...]t the [...]chet with the Cherok [...]es, to whom so [...] intolerable then the stab of the knife, or the burning of the fire."
A continuation of the stranger's story.
IN this society I lived, till about a year and a half ago; and it may seem extraordinary to declare, yet it i [...] certainly true, that during the life of the old man who had adopted me, even had there been no legal restraint on my return to my native country, scarce any inducement could have tempted me to have left the nation to which he belonged; except perhaps the desire of visiting a parent and a sister whom I had left in England, sunk beneath that ignom [...]y which the son and the brother had drawn on his guiltless con [...] ions. When we consider the perfect freedom subsisting in this rude and ample [...]e [...] of society, where rule is only acknowledged for the purpose of immediate utility to those who obey and ceases whenever that purpose of subordination is accomplished; where greatness cannot use oppression, nor wealth create envy; where the desires are native to the heart, and the langour of satiety is unknown; where, if there is [Page 34] no refined sensation of delight, there is also no ideal source of calamity; we shall the less wonder at the inhabitants feeling no regret for the want of those delicate pleasures of which a more polished people is possessed.
Certain it is, that I am far from being a single instance, of one who had even obtained maturity in Europe, and yet [...] his mind to accommodated▪ by the habit of a few years, to [...] manners▪ as to leave that country with regret▪ The death of my parent by adoption loosened, indeed, my attachment to it; that event happened a short time before my departure from America.
"The composure with which the old man met his dissolution, would have done honor to the firmest philosopher of antiquity. When he found himself near his end, he called me to him, to deliver some final instructions respecting my carriage to his countrymen. He observed, at the close of his discourse, that I remained so much of the European, at to shed some tears while he delivered it.
[Page 34] "In those tears" said he, there is no wisdom, for there is no use. I have heard, that in your country, men prepare for death, by thinking on it while they live; this also is folly, because it loses the good, by anticipating the evil. We do otherwise, my son, as our fathers have better instructed us, and take from the evil by reflecting on the good▪ I have lived a thousand moons, without captivity and without disgrace: In my youth I did not fly in battle, and in age the tribes listened while I spake. If I live in another land after death, I shall think of these things with pleasure if the present is our only life to have done thus is to have used it well. You have sometimes told me of your countrymen's account of a land of souls; but you were a young man when you came among us, and the cunning amongst them may have deceived you, for the children of the french king call themselves after the same God that the English do; yet their discourses concerning him cannot be true, because they are opposite one to another. Each says that God shall burn the other with fire, which could not happen if both were his children.
Besides, neither of them act as the sons of truth, but us the sons of deceit; they say [Page 36] their God heareth all things, yet do they break the promises which they have called upon him to hear; but we know that the spirit within us listeneth, and what we have said in its hearing that we do.
If in another country the soul liveth, this witness shall live with it; whom it hath here reproached, it shall there disquiet; whom it hath here honored, it shall there reward.
Live therefore my son as your father hath lived, and die as he dieth, fearless of death.
With such sentiments the old man resigned his breath, and I blushed for the life of Christians, while I heard them.
I was now become an independent member of the community, and my behaviour had been such, that I succeeded to the condition of my father, with the respect of a people, amongst whom honour is attainable only by merit. But his death had dissolved that tie, which gratitude, and indeed affection for the old man had on my heart; and the scene of his death naturally awakened in me the remembrance of a father in England, whose [Page 37] age might now be helpless, and call for the aid of a long lost son to solace and support it. This idea, once roused, became every day more powerful; and at last I resolved to communicate it to the tribe, and tell them my purpose of returning home.
"They heard me without surprise or emotion; as indeed it is their great characteristic not to be easily awakened to either.
"You return," said one of the elders, "to a people who sell affection to their brethren for money; take therefore with you some of the commodities which their traders value. Strength, agility, and fortitude are sufficient to us, but with them they are of little use; he who possesses wealth, having no need of virtue, amongst the wealthy it will not [...] found.
"The last your father taught you, and amongst us you have practised; the first he had not to leave, [...] have we to bestow; but take as many [...]e [...]e [...]-skins as you can carry on your journey, that you may reach that parent whom, you tell us, you go to cherish▪"
"I returned thanks to the old man for his council, and to the whole tribe [Page 38] for their kindness; and having, according to his advice, taken a few of the furs they offered me, I resumed the tattered remains of the European dress which I had on when I escaped from the sort, and took the nearest road to one of our back settlements, which I reached without any accident, by the assistance of an Indian who had long shown a particular attachment to me, and who now attended me on my way. "Yonder smoak," said my conductor, "rises from the dwellings of your countrymen. You now return to a world which I have heard you describe as full of calamity; but the soul you possess is the soul of a man. Remember that to fortitude there is no sting in adversity, and in death no evil to the valiant."
When he left me, I stood some minutes, looking back, on one hand to the wilds I had passed, and on the other, to the cultivation which European industry had formed; and it may surprise you to hear, that though there wanted not some rekindling attachment to a people amongst whom my first breath had been drawn, and my youth spent, yet my imagination drew, on [Page 39] this side, fraud, hypocrisy, and sordid baseness, while on that seemed to preside honesty, truth, and savage nobleness of soul.
"When I appeared at the door of one of the houses in the settlement that was nearest me, I was immediately accosted by its master, who, judging from the bundle of furs which I carried, that I had been tra [...]ing among the Indians, asked me, with much kindness, to take up my lodging with him. Of this offer I was very glad to accept, though I found a scarcity of words to thank my countryman for his favor; as, from want of use my remembrance of the English language had been so much effaced, as not only to repress fluency, but even to prevent an ordinary command of expression; and I was more especially at a loss for ceremonial phraseology, that department of language being unknown in the country whence I was just returned. My landlord was not a little astonished, when I could at last make shift to inform him of my having passed so many years among the Indians.
[Page 40]He asked a thousand questions about customs which never existed, and told a multitude of things, of which all the time I had lived in that country I had never drea [...]ed the possibility. Indeed, from the superiority of his expression, joined to that fund of supposed knowledge which it served to communicate, a by-stander would have been led to imagine that he was describing, to some ignorant guest, a country with whose manners he had been long conversant, and amongst whose inhabitants he had passed the greatest part of his life.
At length, however, his discourse centered upon the fur trade, and naturally glided from that to an offer of purchasing my beaver skins. These things, I was informed by my courteous entertainer, had fallen so much in their price of late, that the traders could hardly defray their journey in procuring them; that himself had lost by some late bargains in that way; but that, to oblige a stranger, the singularity of whose adventures had interested him in his behalf, he would give me the highest price at which he had heard of their being sold [Page 41] for a long time past. This I [...]ented without [...], as I had neither lang [...]ge [...] for hagg [...]: and having [...] as [...] me to [...] part▪ I proceeded [...] my journey, [...] by an [...] of [...], who was [...] from an an [...]al [...] to a [...] on the back [...] which he [...] purchased [...], who [...] upon▪
He seemed to be [...] and, [...] my former [...], that I [...] several years among the [...] all the [...] with [...] their country [...] as he was less [...] of his [...] knowledge in the [...] ▪ I was the [...] i [...] [...] a g [...]a [...] [...] made himself [...] some of my [...] [Page 42] regiment in which I had served, down to the day on which I delivered my recital.
When I mentioned my having sold my beaver-skins for a certain sum, he started aside, and then lifting up his eyes in an ejaculatory manner, expressed his astonishment how a Christian could be guilty of such monstrous dishonesty, which he said, was no hefter than one would have expected in a savage▪ for that my [...] were worth three times the money. I smiled at his [...] of comparative morality, and [...] the intelligence with a calmness th [...] seemed to more his admiration [...]e thanked God that all were not so ready to take advantage of ignorance or misfortune▪ and [...] my hand, begged me to make [...] at Willemb [...]rg my own▪ [...] as I could procure my passage to England.
Conclusion of the stranger's story.
"PURSUANT to this friendly [...]vitation, I accompanied him to his [...] on our arrival at this place, my landlord behaved to me in a most friendly manner, and furnished me of [...] own accord, with linnen and wearing a [...]arel several ar [...] of which the [...] necessaries in the [...] society of those amongst wh [...] I now [...], my idea of [...] simplicity ma [...]e [...]e consider super [...].
"During this time I frequently attended him at [...] store, while he was receiving consignments of goods [...] and assisted him and his servant in the disposal and a [...]ortment of them. At first he received this assistance as a favour; but I could observe that he soon began to [...] as a matter of right and called me to bear a hand, as be [...] in a manner rather too per [...] [...] my pride to [...] to.
At last, when [...] me with some [...] of [...] [...]lity, I [...] him I [...] not consider myself his [Page 44] dependant, any farther than gratitude for his favors demanded. Upon which he let me know, that he looked upon me as his servent▪ and that, if I did not immediately obey his command▪ he would find a way to be revenged of me. This declaration heightened my resentment and confirmed my refusal.
I desired him to give me an account of what money he had expended, in those articles with which he had supplied me, that I might pay him out of the small sum I had in my possession, and if that was not sufficient, I would rather fell my new habiliments, and return to my rags, than be indebted for a farthing to his generosity. He answered, that he would clear accounts with me by and by. He did so, by making oath before a magistrate, that I was a deserter from his majesty's service, and according to my own confession, had associated with the savages, enemies of the province.
As I could deny neither of those charges, I was thrown into prison, where I should have been in danger of starving, had not the curiosity of some of the town folks induced them to visit [Page 45] me, when they commonly contribute [...] some trifle towards my support till at length, partly, I suppose, from the abatement of my accuser's anger, and partly from the flagrancy of detaining me in pri [...] without any provision for my maintenance, I was suffered to be enlarged▪ and a vessel being the [...] ready to sail for England, several of whose hands had deserted her the master agreed to take me on board for the consideration of my working the voyage. For the indeed I was not in the [...] qualified as to s [...]ill; but my strength and perseverance made up, in some operations, for the want of it.
"As this was before the end of the war, the ship in which I failed was taken by a French privateer, who carried her into Brest. This, to me, who had already anticipated my arrival at home, to comfort the declining age of a parent, was the most mortifying accident of any I had hitherto met with▪ but the captain and some passengers who were aboard of us, seemed to make light of their misfortune. The ship was insured, so that in property the owners could suffer little; as for ourselves [Page 46] said they, the French are the politest enemies in the world, and till we are exchanged, will treat us with that civil demeanor, so peculiar to their nation. We are not (addressing themselves to me) among savages, as you were.
How it fared with them I know not, but I and other inferior members of the crew were thurst into a dungeon, dark, damp, and loathsome▪ where from the number confined in it, and the [...] want of proper circulation, the air became putrid in the most horrible degree; and the allowance of our provision was not equal to two pence a day.
To hard living I could well enough submit, who had been frequently accustomed among the Cherokees, to subsist three or four days on a stalk of indian corn, moistened in the first brook I lighted on; but the want of air and exercise I could not so well endure. I lost the use of my limbs and lay motionless on my back in a corner of the hole we were confined in, covered with vermin, and supported in that wretched state, only by the infrequent humanity of some sailor, who crammed my mouth [Page 47] with a bit of his coarse brown bread, softened with stinking water. The natural vigour of my constitution however; bore up against this complicated misery, till upon the conclusion of the peace, when we regained our liberty, I had not strength to enjoy it; & after my companions were gone, was obliged to crawl several weeks about the streets of Brest, where the charity of some well disposed Frenchmen bestowed now and then a trifle, on the pauvre sauvage, as I was called, till I recovered the exercise of my limb [...], and was able to work my passage in a dutch merchantship bound to England. The mate of this vessel happened to be a scotchman; who hearing me speak the language of Britain, and having enquired into the particulars of my story, humanely attached himself to my service, and made my situation much more comfortable than any I had for some time experienced. We sailed from Brest with a fair wind but had not been long at sea till it shifted, and blew pretty fresh at East, so that we were kept for several days beating up channel; at the end of which it encreased to so violent a degree [Page 48] that it was impossible for us to hold a course, and the ship was suffered to scud before the storm. At the close of the second day the wind suddenly chopped about in a westerly point, though visibly without any abatement of [...] violence, and very soon after day break of the third we were driving on the south west craft of England right [...] leeward. The consternation of the crew became now so great that if any expedient had remained to save us, it would have scarce allowed them to p [...] it in practice. The mate, who seemed to be the ablest sailor on board, exhorted them at least to endeavor running the ship into a bay, which opened a little on our starboard quarter, where the shore was flat and sandy: comforting them with the reflection, that they should at least be cast on friendly ground and not among savages. His advice and encouragement had the desired effect; and notwithstanding the perils with which I was surrounded, I looked with a gleam of satisfaction on the coast of my native land, which for so many years I had not seen. Unfortunately a ridge of rocks ran almost across the babason [Page 49] into which, with infinite labor, we were directing our course; and the ship struck upon them, about the distance of half a league from the shore. All was now uproar and confusion. The long boat was launched by some of the crew, who, with the captain, got immediately into her, and, brandishing their long knives, threatened with instant death any who should attempt to follow them, as she was already loaded beyond her burden
"Indeed there remained in the ship at this time only two sailors, the mate, and myself; the first were washed overboard while they h [...]ng on the ship's side attempting to leap into the boat, and we saw them no more; nor had their hard hearted companions a better rate; they had scarcely rowed a cable's length from the ship, when the boat overset, and every one on board her perished.
"There now remained only my friend the mate, and I, who consulting a moment together, agreed to keep by the ship till she should split, and endeavor to save ourselves on some broken plank which the storm might drive on shore.
[Page 50]"We had just time to come to this resolution, when, by the violence of a wave that broke over the ship, her main-mast went by the board, and we were swept off the deek at the same instant. My companion could not swim; but I had been taught that art by an Indian friend to the greatest degree of expertness.
"I was more uneasy about the honest Scotchman's fate than my own, and quitting the mast, of which I had caught hold in its fall, swam to the place where he first rose to the surface, and, catching him by the hair, held his head tolerably above water, till he was able so far to recollect himself, as to cling by a part of the shrouds of our floating main-mast, to which I bore him. In our passage to the shore on this slender float, he was several times obliged to quit his hold, from his strength being exhausted; but I was always so fortunate as to be able to replace him in his former situation, till, at last, we were thrown upon the beach, near to the bottom of that bay at the mouth of which our ship had struck.
[Page 51]"I was not so much spent by my fatigue, but that I was able to draw the mate safe out of the water▪ and, advancing to a crowd of people whom I saw assembled near us, began to e [...]treat their assistance for him in very pathetic terms; when, to my utter astonishment, one of them struck at me with a bl [...]dgeon, while another making up to my fellow sufferer, would have beat out his brains with a stone, if I had not run up nimbly behind him, and dashed it from his uplifted hand. This man happened to be armed with a hanger which he instantly drew, and made a furious blow at my head. I parried his blow with my arm, and at the same time seizing his wrist, gave it so sudden a wrench, that the weapon dropped to the ground. I instantly possessed myself of it, and stood astride my companion with the aspect of an angry lioness guarding her young from the hunter. The appearance of strength and fierceness which my figure exhibited, kept my enemies a little at bay, when fortunately we saw advancing a body of soldiers, headed by an officer, whom a gentleman of humanity in the neighborhood had prevailed [Page 52] upon to march to the place for the preservation of any of the crew whom the storm might spare, or any part of the cargo that might chance to be thrown on shore.
"At sight of this detatchment the crowd dispersed, and left me master of the field.
"The officer very humanely took charge of my companion and me, brought us to his quarters in the neighborhood, and accommodated me with these very cloths which I now have on. From him I learned that those Englishmen, who (as our mate by the way of comfort observed) were not savages, had the idea transmitted them from their fathers, that all wrecks became their property by the immediate hand of God; and, as in their apprehension that denomination belonged only to ships from which there landed no living thing, their hostile endeavors against the Scotchman's life and mine proceeded from a desire of bringing our vessel into that supposed condition.
After having weathered so many successive storms, I am at last arrived near the place of my nativity; fain would I hope [Page 53] that a parent and a sister, whose tender remembrance mixed with that of happier days, now rushes on my soul, are yet alive to pardon the wanderings of my youth, and receive me, after those hardships to which its ungoverned passions have [...]u [...]e [...] [...]. Like the prodigal son I bring no worldly wealth along with me; but I return with a mind conscious of its former errors, and seeking that peace which they destroyed.— To have used prosperity well is the first favored lot of heaven; the next is his whom adversity both not smitten in vain▪
Bolton and his companion meet with an uncommon adventure.
WHEN the stranger had finished his narration▪ Bolton expressed in very strong terms, his compassion for the hardships he had suffered.
"I do not wish," said he, "to be the prophet of evil; but If your expectations of the comfort your native country is to afford you be disappointed, it will give me the truest pleasure to shelter a head on which so many vicissitudes have beat, under th [...] roof of which Providence, has made [...]e master."
He was interrupted by the trampling of horses at a distance. His fears, wakeful at this time, were immediately roused; the stranger observed his confusion.
"You seem uneasy, Sir, said he, but they are not the retreats of houseless poverty, like this, that violence and rapine are wont to attack."
"You mistake (answered Harry, who was now standing at the door of the chapel) the ground of my alarm; at present [Page 55] I have a particular reason for my fears, which is nearer to me than my own personal safety."
He listened—the noise grew fainter; but he marked by the light of the moon, which now shone out again, the direction whence it seemed to proceed, which was over an open part of the common.
"They are gone this way," he cried, with an eagerness of look, grasping one of the knotty branches which the soldier's fire had spared. "If there is danger in your ways said his companion, "you shall not meet it alone."
They sallied forth together, but had not proceeded above a quarter of a mile, when they perceived at a distance, the twinkling of lights in motion; their pace was quickened at the sight; but in a few minutes those were extinguished, the moon was darkened by another cloud, and the wind began to howl again. They advanced, however, on the line in which they imagined the lights to have appeared, when, in one of the pauses of the storm, they heard shrieks▪ in a female voice, that seemed to issue from some place but a little way off.
[Page 56]They rushed forward in the direction of the sound till they were stopped by a pretty high wall. Having made a shift to scramble over this, they found themselves in the garden belonging to a low built house, from one of the windows of which they saw the glimmer of a candle through the openings of the shutters. But the voice had failed, and all was silent within. Bolton knocked at the door but received no answer, when suddenly the screaming was repeated with more violence than ever.
He and his companion now threw themselves with such force against the door, as to burst it open. They rushed into the room whence the noise proceeded; when the first object that presented itself to Bolton was Miss Sindal on her knees, her cloths torn, and her hair dishevelled, with two servants holding her arms, imploring mercy of Sir Thomas, who was calling out in a furious tone, "Damn your pity, rascals, carry her to bed by force."
"Turn, villain," cried Harry, "turn and defend yourself."
[Page 57]Sindal started at the well known voice, and pulling out a pistol, fired it within a few feet of the other's face; he missed, and Bolton pushed forward to close with him, when one of the servants, quitting Miss Sindal, threw himself between him and his master, and made a blow at his head with the but end of a hunting whip; this Harry catched on his stick, and in return levelled the fellow with the ground. His master now fired another pistol, which would have probably taken more effect than the former, had not Bolton's now acquaintance struck up the muzzle just as it went off, the ball going through a window at Harry's back,
The baronet had his sword now drawn in the other hand, and, changing the object of his attack, he made a furious pass at the soldier, who parried it with his hanger.
At the second lounge Sir Thomas's violence threw him on the point of his adversary's weapon, which entered his body just below the breast. He staggered a few paces backwards, and, clapping one hand on the place, leaned with the other on a table that stood behind [Page 58] him, and cried out, that he was a dead man.
"My God!" exclaimed the stranger, "are not you Sir Thomas Sindal?" "Sir Thomas Sindal!" cried a woman, who entered half dressed, with the mistress of the house.
"It is, it is Sir Thomas Sindal," said the land-lady, "for God's sake, do his honor no hurt."
"I hope," said the other, with a look of earnest wildness, "you have not been a bed with that young lady?"—She waited not a reply—"for as sure as there is a God in heaven, she is your own daughter."
Her hearers stood aghast as she spoke! —Sindal stared wildly for a moment, then, giving a deep groan, fell senseless at the feet of the soldier, who had sprang forward to support him.
What assistance the amazement of those about him could allow, he received; and, in a short time, began to recover; but as he revived, his wound bled with more violence than before. A servant was instantly dispatched for a surgeon; in the mean time the soldier procured some lint, and gave it a temporary dressing.
[Page 59]He was now raised from the ground, and supported in an elbow chair. He bent his eyes fixedly on the woman— Speak," said he, "while I have life to hear thee."
On the faces of her audience sat astonishment, suspense, and expectation; and a chilly silence prevailed, while she delivered the following recital.
A prosecution of the discovery mentioned in the last chapter.
"I HAVE been a wicked woman— May God and this lady forgive me! But Heaven is my witness, that I was thus far on my way to confess all to your honor, (turning to Sir Thomas Sindal) that I might have peace in my mind before I died.
"You well remember, Sir, that this young lady's mother was delivered of her at the house of one of your tenants where a Mr. Camplin (I think that was his name) brought her for that purpose. I was intrusted with the charge of her as her nurse, along with some trinkets, such as young children are in use to have, and a considerable sum of money to provide any other necessaries she should want.
At that very time I had been drawn in to associate with a band of pilfering vagrants, whose stolen goods I had recived into my house, and helped to dispose of.
[Page 61]"Fearing therefore that I might one day be brought to an account for my past offences, if I remained where I was, and having at the same time the temptation of such a booty before me, I formed a scheme for making off with the money and trinkets I had got from Mr. Camplin; it was, to make things appear as if my charge and I had been lost in crossing the river, which then happened to be in flood. For that purpose, I daubed my own cloak and the infant's wrapper with mud and sleech, and left them close to the overflow of the stream, a little below the common ford.
"With shame I confess it, I was more than once tempted to drown the child, that she might not be a burden to me in my flight; but she looked so innocent and sweet, while she clasped my fingers in her little hand, that I had not the heart to execute my purpose.
"Having endeavored in this manner to account for my disappearing, so as to prevent all farther inquiry, I joined a party of those wretches whose associate I had some time been, and left that part [Page 62] of the country altogether. By their assistance too, I was put on a method of disguising my face so much, that had any of my acquaintance met me, of which there was very little chance, it would have been scarce possible for them to recollect it. My booty was put into the common stock, and the child was found useful to raise compassion when we went a begging, which was one part of our occupation.
"After I had continued in this society the best part of a year, during which time we met with various turns of fortune, a scheme was formed by the remaining part of us (for several of my companions had been banished, or confined to hard labor in the interval) to break into the house of a wealths farmer, who, we understood, had a few days before received a large sum of money on a bargain for the lease of an estate, which the proprietor had redeemed.
"Our project was executed with success; but a quarrel arising about the distribution of the spoil, one of the gang deserted, and informed a neighboring justice of the whole transaction, [Page 63] and the places of our retreat. I happened to be a fortune-telling in this gentleman's house, when his informer came to make the discovery; and, being closeted with one of the maid servants, overheard him inquiring for the justice, and desiring to have some conversation with him in private I immediately suspected his design, and having got out of the house, eluded pursuit by my knowledge in the bye paths and private roads of the country.
"It immediately occured to me to disburden myself of the child▪ as she not only retarded my flight, but was a mark by which I might be discovered. But, abandoned as I had then become, I found myself attached to the child by that sort of affection which women conceive for the infants they suckle. I would not, therefore, expose the child in any of those unfrequented places through which I passed in my flight, where her death must have been the certain consequence, and two or three times, when I would have dropped her at some farmer's door, I was prevented by the fear of discovery.
[Page 64]"At last, I happened to meet with your honor. You may recollect, Sir, that the same night on which this lady, then an infant, was found, a beggar asked a [...]ms of you at a farrier's door, where you stopped to have one of your horse's [...] fastened. I was that beggar; and, hearing from a boy who held your horse, that your name was Sir Thomas Sindal, and that you were returning to a hunting seat you had in the neighborhood, I left the infant on a narrow part of the road a little way before you, where it was impossible you could miss of finding her, and stood at the back of a hedge to observe your behaviour when you came up.
"I saw you make your servant pick up the child, and place her on the fadble before him. Then having, as I thought, sufficiently provided for her, by thus throwing her under the protection of her father, I made off as fast as I could, and continued my flight, until I imagined I was out of the reach of detection.
"But being sometime after apprehended on suspicion, and not being able to give a good account of myself, I [Page 65] was advertised in the papers and discovered to be an accomplice in the robbery I have mentioned, for which some of the gang had been already condemned and executed.
I was tried for the crime and cast for transportation. Before I was put on board the ship that was to carry me and several others abroad, I wrote a few lines to your honor, acquainting you of the circumstances of my behaviour towards you daughter; but this I suppose, as it was entrusted to the boy that used to go on errands for the prisoners, you never received. Not long ago I returned from transportation, and betook myself to my old course of life again, but I happened to be seized with the small pox, that raged in a village I was passing through, and partly from the violence of the distemper, partly from want of proper attendance in the first stages of it, was brought so low, that the physician whose humanity had induced him to attend upon me, utterly despaired of my recovery. And I found that the terrors of death on a sick bed, had more effect on my conscience, [Page 66] than all the hardships I had heretofore undergone.
Under these impressions I began to look back with the keenest remorse on a life so spent as mine had been. It pleased God, however, that I should recover, and have since endeavored to make some reparation for my past offences, by my penitence.
"Among other things, I often reflected on what I had done with regard to the child; and being some days ago accidentally near Sindal park, I went thither, and tried to learn something of what had befallen her.
"I understood, from some of the neighbors, that a young lady had been brought up from her infancy with her aunt, and was said to be the daughter of a friend of yours, who had committed her to your care at his death. But upon enquiring into the time of her being brought to your house, I was persuaded that she must be the same I had conjectured, imputing the story of her being another's, to your desire of concealing that she was yours, which I imagined you had learned from the letter I wrote before my transportation; till [Page 67] meeting, at a house of entertainment▪ with a servant of your honor's, he informed me, in the course of our conversation, that it was reported you were going to be married to the young lady who had lived so long in your family.
On hearing this I was confounded, and did not know what to think; but, when I began to fear that my letter had never reached you, I trembled at the thought of what my wickedness may occasion, and could have no ease in my mind till I should set off for Bilswood to confess the whole affair to your honor.
"I was to-night overtaken by the storm near this house, and prevailed on the landlady, though it seemed much against her inclination, to permit me to take up my quarters here.
"About half an hour ago I was waked with the shrieks of some person in distress, and upon asking the landlady, who lay in the same room, what was the matter, she bid me be quiet and say nothing; for it was only a worthy gentleman of her acquaintance, who had overtaken a young girl, a foundling, he had bred up, that had stolen a sum of money from his house, and ran away [Page 68] with one of his footmen. At the word foundling, I felt a kind of something I cannot describe, and I was terified when I overheard some part of your discourse, and guessed what your intentions were. I rose therefore, in spite of the landlady▪ and had got thus far dressed, when we heard the door burst open, and presently a noise of fighting above stairs. Upon this we ran up together, and to what has happened since, this company has been witness."
Miss Sindal discovers another relation.
IT is not easy to describe the sensations of Sindal or Lucy, when the secret of her birth was unfolded. In the countenance of the last were mingled the indication of fear and pity, joy and wonder; while her father turned upon her an eye of tenderness chastened with shame.
"Oh! thou injured innocence! said he, for I know not how to call thee, child, canst thou forgive those—Good God! Bolton, from what hast thou saved me!
Lucy was now kneeling at his feet. "Talk not, Sir," said she, "of the errors of the past; methinks I look on it as some horrid dream, which it dizzies my head to recollect. My father! Gracious God! have I a father?—I cannot speak; but there are a thousand things that beat here! Is there another parent to whom I should also kneel?"
Sir Thomas cast up a look to heaven and his groans stopped, for a while, his utterance.
[Page 70]"Oh! Harriet! if thou art an angel of mercy, look down and forgive the wretch that murdered thee!"
"Harriet!" exclaimed the soldier, starting at the sound, "what Harriet? what Harriet? Sindal looked earnestly in his face—"Oh! heavens!" he cried, "art thou—sure thou art Annesly? Look not, look not on me—thy sister—but I shall not live for thy upbraidings—thy sister was the mother of my child!—Thy father—to what does this moment of reflection reduce me!—thy father fell with his daughter, victims of that villany which overcame her innocence!"
Annesly looked sternly upon him, and anger for a moment inflamed his cheeks, but it gave way [...]o softer feelings.— "What both! both!"—and he burst into tears.
Bolton now stepped up to his new acquired friend. "I am" said he, "comparatively but a spectator of this fateful scene; let me endeavor to comfort the distress of the innocent, and alleviate the pangs of the guilty. In Sir Thomas Sindal's present situation resentment would be injustice. See here, my friend, (pointing [Page 71] to Lucy) a mediatri [...], who forgets the man in the father."
Annesly gazed upon her. "She is, she is," he cried, "the daughter of my Harriet; that eye, that lip, that look of sorrow!"
He [...]lung himself on her neck; Bolton looked on them enraptured; and even the langor of Sindal [...] was crossed with a gleam of momentary pleasure.
Sir Thomas's servant now arrived accompanied by a surgeon, who, upon examining and dressing his wound, was of opinion, that in itself it had not the appearance of imminent danger, but that from the state of his pulse he was apprehensive of a supervening fever. He ordered him to be put to bed, and his room to be kept as quiet as possible. As this gentleman was an acquaintance of Bolton's, the latter informed him of the state in which Sir Thomas's mind must be from the discoveries that the preceding hour had made to him. Upon which the surgeon begged that he might for the present, avoid seeing Miss Sindal or Mr. Annesly, or talking with any one on the subject of those discoveries; but [Page 72] he could not prevent the intrusion of thought; and not many hours after, his patient fell into a [...]oving [...]ort of slumber, in which he would often start, and m [...]tter the words Harriet, Lucy, Murder, and Incest!
Bolton and Lucy now enjoyed one of th [...]se luxurious interviews, which absence, and hardships during that absence, pro [...]e to souls formed for each other. She related to him all her past distresses.
When she came to the close of her recital, the idea of that relation in which she stood to him for whom these outrages were suffered, stopped her tongue; she blushed and faultered.
"This story," said she, I will now forever forget, except to remember that gratitude which I owe to you." During the vicisitudes of her narration he had clasped her hand with a fearful earnestness, as if he had shared the dangers she related, he pressed it to his lips. "Amidst my Lucy's present momentous concerns, I would not intrude my own, but I am selfish in the little services she a [...] knowledges; I look for a return." She blushed again: "I have but little art," [Page 73] said she, "and cannot disguise my sentiments; my Henry will trust them on a subject, which at present I know his delicacy will forbear."
Annesly now entered the room, and Bolton communicated the trust he was possessed of in his behalf, offering to put him in immediate possession of the sum which Mr. Rawlinson had bequeathed to [...] management, and which that gentleman had more than doubled since the time it had been left by Annesly's unfortunate father.
"I know not," said Annesly, "how to talk of those matters, unacquainted as I have been with the manners of polished and commercial nations.
"When I have any particular destination for money, I will demand your assistance; in the mean time, consider me as a m [...]or, and use the trust already reposed in you for my advantage, and the advantage of those whom misfortune has allied to me."
Sir Thomas's situation. The expression of his penitence.
NEXT morning▪ Sindal, by the advice of his surgeon was removed in a l [...]tter to his own house, where he was soon after attended by an eminent physician in aid of that gentleman's abilities.
Pursuant to his earnest encreaties, he was accompanied thither by Annesly and Bolton. Lucy, having obtained leave of his medical attendants, watched her father in the character of a nurse.
Sir Thomas seemed to feel a sort of Melancholly satisfaction in having the company of those he had injured assembled under his roof.
He confessed the plans of seduction by which he triumphed over the virtue of Annesley, and the honor of his sister; and acknowledged the just retribution of heaven, in commissioning the hand of the injured, to avenge itself, a parent and a sister, by cuting [Page 75] off their assassin in the midst of his days.
In vain were all attempts to persuade him he might recover being told that in the punishments of the divinity there was no idea of vengeance; and that the infliction of what we term evil, serves equally the purpose of universal benignity, with the dispensation of good.
"I feel," he replied, "the force of that observation; the pain of this wound; the presentiment of death which it instills; the horror with which the recollection of m [...] incest [...]ous passion strikes me;—all these are in the catalogue of my blessings. They indeed take from me the world; but they give me myself."
A visit from his physician interrupted their discourse; that gentleman did not prognostic [...]e so fatally for his patient; he found the frequency of his pulse considerably abated, and expressed his hopes, that the succeeding night his rest would be better than it had been. In this he was not mistaken; and the next morning the doctor continued to think Sir Thomas fast mending; [Page 76] but himself persisted in the belief that he should not recover.
For several days, however, he appeared rather to gain ground than to lose it; but afterwards he was seized with hectic fits at stated intervals, and when they left him, he complained of a universal weakness and depression.
During all this time, Lucy was seldom away from his bed side: From her presence he derived peculiar pleasure; and sometimes, when he was so low as to be scarce able to speak; would mutter out blessings on her head, calling her his saint, his guardian angel.
After he had exhausted all the powers of medicine, under the direction of some of the ablest of the faculty, they acknowledged all further assistance to be vain, and one of them warned him, in a friendly manner, of his approaching end.
He received this information with the utmost composure, as an event he had expected from the beginning, thanked the physician for his candor, and desired that his friends might be summoned around him, while he had [Page 77] yet strength enough to bid them adieu.
When he saw them assembled, he delivered into Bolton's hands [...] paper, which he told him was his wi [...] ▪
"To this," said he, "I would not have any of those privy, who are interested in its bequests; and therefore had it executed at the beginning of my illness, without their anticipation."
"You will find yourself, my dear Harry, master of my fortune, under a condition, which, I believe you will not esteem a hardship."
"Give me your hand; let me join it to my Lucy's;—there! if Heaven receives the prayer of a penitent, it will pour its richest blessings upon you."
"There are a few provisions in that paper, which Mr. Bolton, I know, will find a pleasure in fulfilling. Of what I have bequeathed to you, Mrs. Wistanly, the contentment you enjoy in your present situation makes you independent; but I intend it as an evidence of my consciousness of your deserving."
"My much injured friend, for he was once my friend, (addressing himself to Annesly,) will accept of the memorial I [Page 78] have left him. Give me your hand, Sir; receive my forgiveness for that wound which the arm of Providence made me provoke from yours; and when you look on a parent's and a sister's tomb, spare the memory of him whose death shall then have expi [...]ted the wrongs he did you!
Tears were the only answer he received. He paused a moment; then looking round with something in his eye more elevated and solemn, "I have now," said he, "discharged the world. Mine has been called a life of pleasure; had I breath, I could tell you how false the title is."
"Alas! I knew not how to live. Merciful God! I thank thee—thou hast taught me how to die."
At the close of this discourse, his strength, which he ha [...] exerted to the utmost, seemed altogether spent; and he sunk down in the bed, in a state so like death, that for some time his attendants imagined him to have actually expired. When he did revive, his speech appeared to be lost; he could just make a feeble sign for a cordial that stood on the table near his bed: He [Page 79] put it to his lips, then laid his head on the pillow, as if resigning himself to his fate.
Lucy was too tender to bear the scene▪ her friend, Mrs. Wistanly, led her almost fainting out of the room. "That grief, my dear Miss Sindal," said she, "is too amiable to be blamed▪ but your father suggested a conso [...]ion which your piety will allow. Of those who have led his life, how few have closed it like him!"