Compassions Called for.
An ESSAY OF Profitable REFLECTIONS On Miserable Spectacles.
To which is added, A Faithful RELATION of Some Late, but Strange Occurrences that call for an awful and useful Consideration. Especially, The Surprising Distresses and Deliverances, of a Company lately Shipwreck'd on a Desolate Rock, on the Coast of New-England.
Boston, in N. E. Printed: Sold by Timothy Green, at the Lower [...] Middle Street. 1711
Preface.
WE read of such a Remarkable Thing once falling out; Psal. CV. 41. He opened the Rock, and the Waters gushed out. O Heart of Mankind; What art thou but a Rock? Harder than the Rock; than the Nether Milstone. The Essay we are now upon, is to Smite the Rock. Heart-breaking Objects are in this Essay brought unto the Readers. May the Issue be, that the Smitten Rock, shall break and flow. Let the Waters of agreeable Tears now Gush out; The Tears of Repentance for thy own Miscarriages, O Sinful Man; and the Tears of Compassion for the Miscarriages and Miseries of Other Men. Come, Take a Prospect of Aceldama; make it become a B [...]chim.
Profitable Reflections ON Miserable Spectacles. Made at BOSTON. Lecture. 28. d. 10. m. 1710.
I Wish, that another Sense may now have the like Operation; That the Ear may also affect the Heart; That when the Heart-affecting Objects your Eyes may find in the World about you, do strike upon your Ears in our Enumeration of them, the Hearers may be Heartily affected with it. My Hearers, You must shut your Eyes, and stop your Ears, & stupisy all your Affections, if you take not an Affectionate Notice of the Things, which [Page 4] I am going to set before you. Among the rest, I intend a very Particular Notice of some Observable Things which seem to be Evident Judgments quickly overtaking such as have been given up to more than ordinary Wickedness, both here, and in some other Places.
It was an Ancient Observation; Eccl. VIII. 11. Because Sentence against an Evil Work is not Executed speedily, therefore the Heart of the Sons of Men, is fully set in them to do Evil. But since we have seen more than once the Wrath of God Executed Speedily, and so Dreadfully upon some Evil Workers, it may be Hoped, the Hearts of men will be Affected with it, and the Hearts of some, not so fully set in them to do Evil, as they use to be.
The Prophet and Poet, who made the Lamentations, that afford our Text unto us, had at this time a most Heart-affecting sight before his Eyes. The whole BOOK of Lamentations is written, to tell you what it was. And the Clause that next follows the Text, more particularly does tell you, [Page 5] It was, Because of all the Daughters of my City. The Chaldeans had made fearful Ravages upon the Country Towns, which were the Daughters of the Capital City. Jerusalem was the Mother of them all. Jerusalem was also expecting the same Lamentable Fate, with her Daughters. Yea, She had already Drunk very deep of the Cup; she had already been once Taken, and Plundred, & Spoiled, & miserably Circumstanced. Now, says he, Mine Eye affecteth mine Heart! O Servant of God, what was in thine Eye? He had in his Eye, whole Towns laid in Ashes, by a Barbarous Enemy, a Bitter & Hasty Nation; tho' far less Barbarous & Bloody than One at this Day running amuck among the Nations! He had in his Eye, multitudes of his Brethren, led away Captives by Cruel Babylonians; Multitudes Massacred and Murdered, and made a Sacrifice to the Fury of a Terrible Tyrant. He had in his Eye, the Effects of raging Famine & Sickness; All Order overturned; Universal Confusion raging every where; the Symptoms of a Total Desolation approaching. It must be an Heart of Adamant, that would not be affected with the [Page 6] Report, which an Eye beholding such Spectacles must give unto it.
But the DOCTRINE which I am now to give you is this.
When we have Heart-affecting Spectacles before our Eyes, we should be Heartily affected with them.
The Eye should affect the Heart, when we see with our Eye, what should not be seen without an affected Heart.
First. Wonder not at it, That the World is filled with Heart affecting Spectacles; yea, with Miserable Spectacles.
The First of the Heart affecting Spectacles, is the Worst of them all; that is, The SIN, the SIN of the world: this tis that has brought in the rest. The Sum of the Heart-affecting Spectacles in the world, is that; Lam. V. 16. We unto us, that we have Sinned. First, we see Sin breaking in upon the World; a Flood of Sin, by our Fall from God▪ breaking in, and carrying all before it. O Spectacle full of Horror! O Hard Heart, O Base Heart, that is not Affected with it! The Death which we see to be the [Page 7] Wages of Sin; the Evil which we see Pursuing of Sinners; the Wrath of God which we see Overtaking and Overwhelming the Children of Disobedience; This 'tis, that makes every Corner of the world, full of Heart-affecting Spectacles. I am sure, the Redeemer of the World so accounted of them.
Secondly. How should our Hearts be affected with such Heart-affecting Spectacles?
Not with Wonder, or Murmur, I have told you. But I answer; Variously. According to the Various Nature of the Spectacles.
When our Eye shows us a Miserable Spectacle, it must affect our Heart with Commiseration. We should heartily Commiserate the Miserable; our Heart should be touched with a Compassion for them. So we read, Job XXX. 25. Did not I weep for him that was in Trouble? Was not my Soul grieved for the Poor?
If there be Sin joyned with Misery in the Spectacle, there must be Anger, there must be Anguish, joyned with the Compassion. We must be angry & not sin; we must therefore be angry at sin. Our Heart must be [Page 8] Affected with a just Indignation at every Sin. So we read, 2 Pet. II. 7, 8. Just Lot was Vexed with the filthy Conversation of the Wicked; That Righteous man dwelling among them, in Seeing and Hearing, Vexed his Righteous Soul from day to day, with their unlawful Deeds.
Nor is this all the affection that is now called for. When we see Sin committed, we should be moved with Fear. Sin does Expose men to the Judgments of God. When we see Sin, we should Fear, lest the Judgments of God befal the Sinner; yea, and those that are about him also. Thus we read; Psal. CXIX. 118, 120. Thou hast trodden down all them that Err from thy Statutes; My Flesh trembles for fear of thee, & I am afraid of thy [...]udgments.
But then, methinks we may see occasions for Thankfulness, even in every Miserable Spectacle. We should have our Hearts Affected with a Thankful Admiration at the Distinguishing Favours of God unto our selves. ‘Lord, Why am not I such a Spectacle? Why is not this my Unhappiness? Tis what I have deserved, as much as any in the world.’ In the [Page 9] midst of Lamentations, we have those Acknowledgments; Lam. III. 22. It is of the Lords Mercies that we are not Consumed: because His Compassions fail not.
The proper affections on such Spectacles are not yet all fully to the Life Expressed. Something must be produced in the Life. Our Affections must produce Affectionate Resolutions to Do all the Good that we can. We are affectionately to Devise Good, for the Relief of the Heart-affecting Spectacles. Or, the Spectacles are to mind us of some Good that we must Resolve to do for our Selves, or Others. We must be provoked unto some Holy and Useful Resolutions. We must fetch some Good out of Evil Spectacles, Think, ‘Wherein must I be the better, by what I see?’ Think, ‘What shall I do, that Others may be the Better for what I see?’
To Illustrate this matter, there can be nothing so Suitably, nothing so Cogently, set before you, as the Example of the admirable JESUS. To introduce on all Occasions, the mention of His Glories, you know, tis the Spirit, the Study, the Salt of our Ministry.
Our Amiable and Admirable JESUS, [Page 10] had often before Him, Heart-affecting Spectacles. How did He Entertain them? We read, He was Grieved. We read, He Sigh'd. We read, He Wept. We read, He was moved with Compassion. His Holy Soul was full of Agony. Oh, How He laid to Heart, the Evil which He saw that the First Adam had brought upon the World! His Heart broke, and bled upon it! When He saw any Good, He Cried out, I thank thee, O Father, Lord of Heaven & Earth! And for the Good He did! He went about, still doing of Good. Yea, the Sun in the Firmament, it never did the Good, that was done by this Brighter Sun of Righteousness.
¶ I am now ready to set before your Eyes, O Congregation of the Lord, a Number of Heart-affecting Spectacles. They are Made already. They need only to be Shown. It may be, some of you have never taken due Notice of them. I am going therewithal to show you, How your Hearts are to be Affected with them.
I. Look Inward. The First Counsel, to [Page 11] be always given; Look Inward. Let every Man, and especially every Unregenerate Man, Look Inward upon the state of his own SOUL; And, Oh, Let him own it, a most Heart-affecting Spectacle. Man, Cast an Eye upon thy own Soul! Say, was there ever such a woful, such a rueful Spectacle? What a Spectacle is the Leper? Or, the Creature described, Isa. I. 6. From the sole of the Foot, even unto the Head, no soundness; but wounds, & bruises, & putrifying sores! Thy Soul, thy Soul, is under such a Leprosy. A Soul Wounded in all its Faculties. Blind, unable to see Truth; Lame, Unable to do Right. A Soul, full of Enmity to GOD, and all Goodness. A Soul, Depraved with most Vicious Inclinations. A Soul, Enslaved unto Satan, and the Powers of Darkness. A Soul, Born under the Guilt of Original sin, and by the Guilt of That; and, Oh! what an Enormous Heap of Actual sin! bound over to suffer the strange Punishment, which the Justice of God assigns to the Workers of Iniquity. A Perishing SOUL! A Soul every moment in danger of Eternal Perdition! Verily, An Unregenerate [Page 12] Soul, is the most Lamentable Spectacle in the World! Imagine a man Deformed in every Limb, Deprived of every Sense; Over-run with Loathsome Ulcers. Imagine a Poor Man, Starving to Death, or Burning at the Stake, or Breaking on the Rack; Tragical Spectacles! O Unregenerate, Thy SOUL, Thy SOUL, is worse than all of This. What a Spectacle is foretold; Deut. XXVIII. 67. In the Morning thou shalt say, Would God it were Evening: And at Evening thou shalt say, Would God it were Morning: for the Fear of thine Heart, wherewith thou shalt fear, & for the sight of thine Eyes, which thou shalt see. Alas, Alas, Unregenerate; The sight of thine Eyes, which thou mayst see, is as Astonishing!
My Friend, This, this is the Spectacle before thine Eyes. How canst thou turn away thine Eyes, from the Beholding of it? The first thing that in the Name of God, and for the Love of thy Soul, I demand of thee, is, To consider the state of thy own Soul. Oh! Take Time to do it in secret places.
[Page 13]But then; Shall not Thine Eye affect thine Heart? The Heart of an Unregenerate sinner, should be Affected, first, with an affrighting Ashonishment at his own Condition, Sinner, Let thine Eye Affect thine Heart, into that Cry; Rom. VII. 24. O wretched One that I am, who shall deliver me? Think; ‘Oh! The Wretchedness of my present Condition! What, what will become of me, if I Dy in this Condition!’ Retire for such Thoughts. Devote some Time to these Thoughts. If this One Thing were obtained from the Hearers, what an Introduction might it prove, to all manner of Good! Oh! Most Obdurate Heart! If the Condition of thy SOUL will not Affect it, so much as this comes to; not so much as to make thee Think upon it.
But then; Secondly; The Heart of such an one, should be Affected into Earnest Essays, to make Haste out of this Condition. O Heart of stone; Be at last, at least, so much Affected as to say, ‘I must not continue in this Condition! I Resolve that I will immediately Cry to the God of all Grace, that He would [Page 14] bring me out of this Horrible Pit!’ An Heart suitably Affected with the Mischiefs and the Dangers of Unregeneracy, will immediately fall down before the Lord, with a Supplication, the Cry where of shall reach and pierce the very Heavens; That Supplication; Psal. CXVI. 4. O Lord, I beseech thee, Deliver my Soul. A Person whose Heart is Affected with the doleful Chains of Darkness, which Unregeneracy holds him in, will Immediately fly to the only Saviour; Immediately Plead the Sacrifice of his only Saviour, that God may be Reconciled unto him; Immediately lay hold on the Righteousness of his only Saviour, that he may stand in that with safety before the Judment-seat of God; Immediately Embrace the Laws of the Holy Lord, as the Rules of his Life; and Enter into Covenant with God; Comply with all the Articles in the Covenant of Grace; Cry out, Lord, I am Thine, save me. O Unaffected Heart; How canst thou bear, to let thy Soul remain an Exile from God, a Brand of Hell, a Prey to Devils! Let the sight which thine Eye gives thee in thy own Soul, have that Issue; Psal. CXIX. 59, 60. [Page 15] I thought on my ways, & I turned my Feet unto thy Testimonies. I made haste, & I delayed not to keep thy Commandments.
II. Look Abroad. There is a world of SIN committed in the world; This is the most General, but indeed the most Sorrowful Spectacle, in the world. We read, 1 Joh. V. 19. The whole World lies in wickedness. The World is Drowned in Ignorance, in Corruption. Satan, the Wicked One, Rules: When he goes to and fro on the Earth, and walks up and down in it, he does little other than go in Progress thro' his own Dominions. Idolatry Reigns Superstition Reigns, Vice Reigns; Oppression, Fraudulence, Impurity, all manner of Wickedness. Few Nations have any really or visibly Godly People in them. The Body of Mankind are in Actual Rebellion against God; Actually up in Arms against the Things that are Holy and Just and Good. Where any Godly People are to be met withal, they are but Few; A Little, Little Flock! Their Enemies fill the Countrey's. The World hates them; They are most Unreasonably Persecuted by the World.
[Page 16]In our Nation, what Abominable Things are done continually! Our late King, often spoke it unto the Clerk of his Closet; That he found the English Nation a very wicked Nation. Great Britain, is a very Polluted Island; a Land full of Bloody Crimes. There goes up a Cry from that Land, in the Ears of the Lord of Sabaoth; Such a Cry that we may stand amazed at the Patience of Heaven, that it is Reprieved from fearful Desolations; we may tremble to see the Predictions of our Famous Hooker making such Approaches towards a dreadful Accomplishment. [See, His Life, in Magnalia Americana, Book III. Pag. 62, 63.]
There is a Faithful, and Worthy Man, Dr. John Edwards; who has lately obliged the Publick, with a Printed Sermon, on the Heinousness of the Sins of England. That Servant of God, with a Courage well becoming such an one, hath Enumerated horrendous Instances, wherein the Land hath grievously Sinned. I will Recite some of his words. He says; ‘There has been a shameful Degeneracy from those Christian Principles, which some brand with the Odious Name (as [Page 17] they accout it) of Calvinism. But it is plain to any Discerning man, that the Preaching of the Contrary Doctrines, hath given a New Turn to our Manners. It is Evident unto an impartial Observer, that for these Thirty or Forty Years, (the time they have been upheld and maintained by the Generality of our Preachers) Profaneness, Impiety, Scepticism, Debauchery have had an unusual Ascendent over us.’ He says, ‘The Countrey was known in former Times, to be a place of Innocency and Simplicity. But it may cause Amazement to see, how these Places are changed of late, & over-run with all manner of Vice; Those Disorders which were, as it were, proper to Cities, are now come among the Inhabitants of these Parts. He sayes; It is true, God may Save us, by His Sovereignty and Prerogative; which we have no Ground to Rely upon. But if He proceeds according to His usual Method, and according to the Laws of His Declared Will, we have no Reason to look for any thing but Ruine and Destruction!’
[Page 18]And this Our Land; a Land under such Obligations to be a Land of Uprightness: what prevailing Iniquities threaten the Ruine of it? The Glorious Gospel of the Blessed God, we may see, tis very Little, very Little, Hearkened to. We may see, the Spirit of this World, Eating out, Eating up, the Spirit and Power of Godliness. We may see a Scandalous Dishonesty in the Dealings of too too many. We may see Drunkenness likely to Extinguish all Good Order in many places; and a Flood of Rum and Ruine, Vomited out of the Mouth of the Dragon, likely to swallow up the Woman fled into the Wilderness. We may see the Crimes of Unchastity Debauching too too many; yea, the too well known House of the Harlot resorted to. And we may see many Ungoverned Families, Unnurtured Families; a scandalous Neglect of Household Piety. O horrid Spectacle! Where, where shall we look, and not see such a Spectacle!
But, How should our Heart be Affected with what we see?
[Page 19]First; Be sure, Sorrow, Sorrow, is the Affection, which the Spectacle does call for. The sight of Sin, wherever we see it, should always broach our Sorrow. Oh! Let the Sinfulness of the World, and particularly, peculiarly, our part of the World, which lies most nearly before our Eyes, let it affect us at that rate; Psal. CXIX. 136, 158. Rivers of Waters run down mine Eyes, because they keep not thy Law. I beheld the Transgressors & was Grieved, because they kept not thy Word. No doubt, Here are some, that in their Travels have had a sight of Bedlam. If they were in a Sober Mind when they saw it, it Grieved them to see such a Collection of Madmen; the sight is a Grievous One! Sirs, The Sinful World, is little better than an Entire Bedlam; Tis full of Mad-men; All Sinners are Mad-men! With what Affliction, if we have any Love to Mankind, with what Affliction, must we say of the Foolish and Hurtful Things that we see done every Day; Poor Creatures, They know not what they do! Oh! To see Mankind almost every where, acted with nothing but Madness: Every where playing the parts and [Page 20] pranks of Mad-men; It should afflict us wonderfully! If we are the Children of God, or have any Hope, of His Looking on us, as He uses on them that Love His Name; it must affect us and afflict us, to see His Name Dishonoured among the Children of men.
But then, I must add, That Abhorrence is another affection, which belongs to the Spectacle. Our Affection must be an Aversion, for the Sins that we see in other People. When others make void the Law of our God, Therefore, Therefore, Let us Love it above Gold, yea, above fine Gold; and Hate every False way. When we see Ill Things, Vile Things, done by other men, it should so Affect us, as to make us Avoid those Things, and be able to say with him; Neh. V. 15. But so did not I, because of the Fear of GOD. I have known some, who have Lived with Parents or Masters, which took very Bad Courses. The fight of the Sin in those whom they Lived withal, it look'd so Odious to them, it has made them abhor those Bad Courses. Children, You make an Excellent Improvement of what you see.
[Page 21]This is not all. The sight of the sin in Others, must affect us with a Fear of our Selves. Be afraid, be afraid at what you see. Think, ‘If the Sovereign GOD should leave me to my self, I should soon do as Bad, as the worst in the World.’ We see no sin any where, but we have in our own Heart, the Seed of that very Sin. Christian, Thou dost not Know thy own Heart, if thou dost not Fear thy own Heart. It is wholesome Advice; 1 Cor. X. 12. Wherefore, let him who thinks he stands, take heed lest he fall.
Finally; Labour to Suppress, to Restrain, to Reform, the provoking Evils that we see. When we see Sin gaining upon our Neighbourhood, it must Affect us, and Excite us to Do what may be done for the Reformation of these Evils. The sight must make us Unite in our Endeavours, according to every ones Ability and Capacity, for a Reformation. Thus, Thus we shall procure a precious Mark from God upon us; That Mark; Ezek. IX. 9. Go thro' the midst of the City; set a Mark upon the foreheads of the men that Sigh & Cry for all the abominations done in the midst thereof.
[Page 22]III. The Calamities of the World, the Destructions of the World; Methinks, They are Heart-breaking Spectacles. I now make you that Invitation; Psal. XLVI. 8. Come, Behold the works of the Lord, what Desolations He hath made in the Earth. Look where you will over the face of the whole Earth, you may see the God of Heaven, Distributing Sorrows in His Anger. The Earth under the Curse of God for the Sin of Man, brings forth, Oh! what Thorns unto him! That word is every where fulfill'd in the world; Isa. XXIV. 4, 6. The Earth Mourneth & Fadeth away; The Curse has Devoured the Earth, & they who Dwell therein are Desolate. The World is every where full of sad Things! What is the World, but a very Aceldama! In what wretched slavery do most of the Nations Languish? The Negro's in some Countrey's are a fearful Spectacle. God will consider the Inhumane way of treating 'em! What a Wolf is one man unto another? What Wars do Embroil the World? What Wants Distress it? What Woes Confound it? I beseech you, what are the Relations & Histories of what [Page 23] is done in the World? Let this be the Running Title of all; A SINFUL WORLD MADE MISERABLE BY THE VENGEANCE OF GOD.
But, How should our Hearts be affected with what we See? Methinks, A Servant of God, may proceed at this rate. Sirs, Accompany him. Let it not be a meer Soliloquy.
‘Mine Eye affecteth mine Heart. O my Soul, Tremble, Tremble at the Tremendous Justice of God, which will not let Sin go Unpunished. Be willing, O my Soul, to Leave such a World; a World every where Embittered with Vanity & Vexation of Spirit. Long, O my Soul, Wish and Pray for the Coming of thy Saviour; who will bringe Peace unto the World, & make it a Blessed World.’ This tis to be right [...]y Affected.
IV. The Afflicted that are about us in our next Neighbourhood; These are Spectacles that we have near unto us; before our Eyes; Heart affecting Spectacles. We read, Psal. XLI. 1. Blessed is he that Considers the Poor. There are those that Consider, who [Page 24] are the Poor, and Consider, what may be done for them. If you look about you with a Considerate Eye, you may See some Sick & Weak; perhaps they are Chastened with Pain, with strong Pain. You may see some Conflicting with Poverty. I certainly know, that there are some Scores in this Town, real Objects of Charity, on that one Score of Straitning Poverty. There are many more, whose Afflictions are heavy. Can there be so many Widows, and so many Orphans, and not very many under sore afflictions? Many there are, whose Temptations make them Cry to us, Have Pity on me, O my Friends, Have Pity on me; You see what an Hand has touched me!
Such Things we may see every Day. But, How should our Hearts be affected with the fight? Why,
First; Be Thankfully Affected. How Thankful, How Thankful should we be, that the Afflicted Case, which we may cast our Eye upon, is not our own Case! When we see any Spectacle of affliction, verily it Preaches to us, the Lessons of Thankfulness. As it was said; Luk. XIII. 2. Suppose ye, that these were sinners, above the rest, because [Page 25] they suffered such things? I tell you, No. Thus are we to argue with our selves; ‘Must I suppose, that they who suffer these things are Greater Sinners, than I that am yet preserved from them? No, But then, O my God, What shall I render to thee? Tis thy Sovereign Grace that preserves me from these things! Oh! What shall I render to the Lord?’
But then, in the next place, we are to be Charitably Affected, Mercifully Affected. We read of such a Lovely thing, as that; Prov. XXII. 9. He that hath a Bountiful Eye shall be blessed, for he giveth of his bread to the Poor. What is a Bountiful Eye? Tis an Eye that is upon the Look-out for Subjects to Employ Bounty upon; and an Eye that affects the Heart with Dispositions to bestow the Bounty. Oh! Be ready to succour all that are under any Difficulties, any Exercises. Afford them all the Succours imaginable. My Brethren, Suffer this word of Exhortation. Enquire after such as may need your Help, any sort of Help that you can give them. Then Help them with all possible Alacrity. Take an unspeakable pleasure in Helping of [Page 26] them. Let it be the First-born of your Delights, to be Helpful unto such as want your Assistences. To Do Good Offices, Oh, Fly to it with Rapture. Never be weary of this well-doing. Tho' you meet with Monsters of Ingratitude, as I will assure you that you shall, yet be not Weary; But Overcome Evil with Good.
V. Can't you See; Oh, fearful Blindness if you cannot See! — most sensible Judgments of GOD, arresting many Sinners before your Eyes? These are awful Spectacles, and Heart-affecting ones. We read; Psal. IX. 16. The Lord is known, by the Judgments, which He Executeth. There are plain Judgments, ever now and then Executed among us. There are Sinners, as it were hang'd up in Chains, by the Judgments of God. Formidable Spectacles; But God can make them to be Profitable Spectacles.
Don't you see Notorious Drunkards, meet with very Disastrous Events? They Live Sordidly; They Dy Wretchedly▪ The profane Proverb, that says, They get us Harm, has terrible Confutations.
[Page 27]Don't you see, That Whoremonger & Adulterers God will Judge. Their Estates have a secret Curse upon them; They fall under Unaccountable Impoverishments. Their Follies not being wisely Repented, are strangely Detected; Their Names are incurably Wounded. Their Bodies too anon become very Hospitals of Maladies. Yea, They Dy in Youth, because their Life is among the Unclean.
What becomes of them, wh [...] distinguish themselves as the Topping [...] of the Town, for Pride, Vanity, Luxury? God soon distinguishes them with abasing Humiliations.
Undutiful Children, Disobedient Children, what becomes of them? Their Days are not long in the Land.
Mockers at Religion; Railers at the Instruments of promoting Religion; tis often seen, that when People arrive to this, Then, their Damnation slumbers not. God smites them; God makes them very Magor-missa [...]ibs. They go Quickly, and Roaring out of the world; Roaring for the Prayers & Aids of the very Men, whom once they Ridiculed.
[Page 28]And, I pray, what has been the Fate of them, who have Got Riches & not by right? Men who have been False-Dealers; used abundance of Under-hand Dealing; Rapaciously reaching after all that could be got, Right or Wrong; Over-reaching all that they could be too Cunning for; Breaking their Promises; Lying in Debt unto all men, but not letting any manly in theirs; Defrauding the Hireling of his Wages; Hating to do an Honest Thing; Scarce ever doing it, but when Forced unto it. What has become of them? There has been a strange Blast from God upon them. Lo, I have seen them spreading themselves like a green Bay-tree; Yet they have passed away, & lo, they are not.
I could add one thing more. There have been Knotts of Young Men, who have been Bewitched with the Gaming humour. Riots and Revels have been frequent with them. Anon, some of them have gone to the House, that is the way to Hell, going down to the Chambers of Death. Of the [...] also I repeat the Question; What has become of them? God has marvellously Destroyed them. They have marvellously [Page 29] come to Nothing! Ah, Young People; Will you not yet say, Destruction from God is a Terror to me?
Such Sights we have had among us. But, How should our Hearts be affected with them? Truly, so Affected as to be Cautioned. Oh, Beware, Beware of the Impieties, which you see Punished by God. When Corah was fearfully Swallow'd up with an Earthquake, we read; Numb. XVI. 34. All that were round about them, fled at the Cry of them; for they said, Lest the Earth swallow us up also. Verily, the Sinners whom you have seen swallow'd up, with the Scattering and Consuming Judgments of God, and who have Perished from among the Congregation, make a fearful Cry in our Ears. At this Cry, Oh, Fly from their Impieties, and say, Lest the Judgments of GOD swallow us up also!
I now look on it, as a seasonable Discharge of a Duty, to take some Notice of some Astonishing Spectacles, in the Iudgments of God upon some, whom Satan seems to have had an uncommon Possession of.
There is a Report of some things Extraordinary [Page 30] in some Late Judgments of God. It is likely, there may be various Misrepresentations of many Circumstances attending that matter. I will not therefore depend upon every thing that may be Reported. But I suppose, no body doubts, There has been a very High Degree of Profaneness discovered by some Unhappy Men; and that God presently singled out some of them, in a manner that much Awakened the Neighbourhood. But whether that matter have so much in it, as has been said, or no, yet you may Remember, that a little while ago in this Town, A Poor Woman, was very much Discontented with her own Condition; but she had Recourse unto the Bottel of Rum, to quiet & allay her Discontent. In that, she drowned her Soul; But with the Rum there entred Satan into her; Satan took a strange Possession of her; She imagined she must go where Satan would carry her. Tho' she were carefully shut up, such was the Efficacy of Satan, that he help'd her out of a Window, it was thought into the River; but with Circumstances that fill the Neighbourhood with Consternation. Her Carcase was afterwards [Page 31] found, where it could scarce have been imagined!
Several such things have occurred among us; The Judgments of God, making a Quick Dispatch of Sinners, that have grown Outragious in the Efforts of their Impiety.
I think, Our Heart should be affected at this rate, on such Occasions.
First; We ought to Bawail the scarce conceiveable Wickedness, yea, Devilism, that Mankind may sink into. When we see men Defying their Maker; Deriding all that is Venerable and Reasonable; Burlesquing Religion and Eternity; Not only moved by the Instigation of Devils, but even Turned into Devils; How can we do any other than Mourn, that ever any part of Mankind should fall into such a Depravation! Alas, That any of our Race ever should be so prodigiously Depraved! ‘How art thou fallen from Heaven, O Mankind! Thy Throne might have been Exalted among the Stars of God. Thou art brought down to Hell, to the sides of the Pit. Hell from beneath is moved for thee; The Devils there come to meet thee; [Page 32] They Triumph over thee; and their Hoarse Notes upon thee are, Thou art become like one of us!’ When the Man of God saw a Spectacle of Profanity, very short of what we have seen, he rent his Garments; he pull'd off his Hair; He sat astonished; he fell down on his Knees; he Cried out, Ezr. IX. 6. O my God, I am ashamed, & I blush to lift up my Face to thee, my God. Blessed Ezra! What wouldest thou have done, if thou hadst been in our Horrible Times!
Secondly; I am afraid, I am afraid, that the Language of Fiends passes too much Unpunished. Yea, that most Hellish and Roaring Blasphemies, are too patiently heard among us. It is to be fear'd, we are too Chargeable with that Error; Jer. V. 28. They overpass the deeds of the Wicked; Their nefarious Deeds are passed over, without any due Punishment inflicted on them. The Swearing, and Cursing, & Blaspheming, that is grown to Fashionable with some Satanic People, will never be Suppressed, if it be not Punished. The Magistrate cannot Punish it, if he be not Informed of it. Be sure, We all justly Expect, [Page 33] That in his own Presence, he will never Endure it. But men think it hardly Honourable or Charitable to be Informers against these Offendors. That is to say; If a Mortal Man or Woman in Authourity shall be Reviled, or have their Authority Denied, Information ought to be given. But if the Great GOD be Affronted, Abused, Vilified, and His Authority Spit upon, this must not be worthy of an Information! Ah, Zeal of Piety, When wilt thou return to the Earth, which thou hast so much Forsaken! There are Two Parties, into which the World is divided; God [...]s Party, and Satans Party. O Sons of Indifference, which Party do you belong unto?
But, Sirs; You cast off Charity too! The very Charity pretended for! Did you Rebuke the Delinquent; And on the Rebuke did he promise Amendment? In some Delinquencies, this may go a Good way. But if it has not been so, the best Charity you can show him, is to procure him that Gentle Punishment, which the Laws have provided for him. Tis Charity, to have him thus Admonished, and Check'd, & Stop'd, in his Fatal Career. God Sanctifies the [Page 34] Strokes given by the Sword of the Magistrate. He is the Minister of God for Good, even unto Them, when he is a Terror to Evil-doers. If you let him go on without Controul, you Murder him; you see him running on to Perdition, & you do nothing to hinder him. Where's your Charity?
And, Methinks, Charity to the Publick should prevail a little with you. If you knew of a man, that were going to Fire the Town, or to bring the Plague into the Town, would you give no Information of it? Verily, These Criminals are doing so. They do what they can, and it is a Great Deal that they do, to bring down Desolation from the Incensed Wrath of Heaven upon the Town. The Desolations are hastened, by their being left Un-chastised. Chastisements on them, are some of the Sacrifices, which would avert and keep off the impending Wrath of Heaven. Man, Loth to be called, An Ill Neighbour; Alas, Thou art a very Bad Neighbour. All the Neighbourhood is like to fare the worse for thy Pusillanimity.
If all other Charity wax Cold, as I doubt it may; Yet, My Friend, A Little Charity [Page 35] for thy self may move a little. By bearing due Testimony against such Criminals, a, Liberavi Animam, is obtained; thou deliverest thy own Soul, from a share in the Guilt of their Transgressions. It is an Easy and a Common Thing, for men to make the Sins of other men their own, by this; They hear them & bewray them not. Because they do not what they may, to have them fairly brought to Light, and Censured, they Contract a Guilty Fellowship in the Unfruitful works of Darkness. It is to be Suspected, very many, very many among us, have lying upon us, the Sins of Other Men, deeply to be Repented of.
I have one Proposal more to make; but one that I am not my self the Author of. There are beyond-Sea, many Societies for the Reformation of Manners. They have Informed against many Thousands of Swearing, and Cursing and Blaspheming Wretches; and procured a Legal Animadversion upon them. They Publish many Discourses and Perswasives, to Encourage men in that Action of Informing. And one of their Encouragements is; A Charity to the Poor. Very much of the Fines on [Page 36] the Offendors, is by the Law there, [And so tis here!] assign'd unto the Poor. There is a Charity to the Poor, in Punishing such Offendors, according to Law. I will take leave then to add this Consideration. This TOWN has in it abundance of Charity to the Poor; The Town has many Charitably-disposed People in it. M [...] Brethren, I dig open for you a New Spring of Charity. Spring up, O Well! The Fines which you procure to be laid on some whose demerits do call for [...] Poor, the Poor will fare the better for them!
Thirdly; When, when will Riotous and Blasphemous Wretches t [...]ke the Warnings of God? There is a Loud Voice in the Tragedy's that sometimes are seen among us; A Voice, to a Drinking and a Damning Generation. Tis that Voice; Psal. L. 22. Consider this, ye that forget God, lest I tear you [...]n pieces & there be none to deliver you. You see, O ye hardy Fighters against God, you see what befals your Fellow-sinners. Will not your Hearts be now at last affected with what you see? You see the Fulfilment of that Word; Eccl. VII. 17. Be n [...] overmuch Wicked, neither be thou Foolish▪ [Page 37] Why shouldst thou dy before thy Time? And will you not leave off your Wickedness, till tis cut off by your dying before your Time?
Yea, I am to tell you, That you have seen Two Things in this World, sometimes hapning to some of your Self-murdering Brethren, which may give you awful Intimations of what you must Expect more dreadfully to suffer in another World.
One thing is. You have seen them Siezed by Evil Spirits; hurried out of their Lives, by the undoubted Energy & Agitation of Evil Spirits. Into the Hands of such Evil Spirits will you one day be cast, by the Indignation of God. And Oh! how horribly will they handle you! Souls, You will be in the Place of Torments, when you are in the Place of Dragons.
But None, Oh, None in such Danger of having Satan Enter into them, as those Prodigies, who when they have been Blaspheming of God, and Debauching of themselves, will a few Hours after Presumpteously come unto the Table of the Lord. It may be fear'd, Satan will so Enter into them, that they shall anon be astonishing Spectacles!
[Page 38]Another thing is this. You have seen the Rage and Force and Fire of a provoked Conscience in them. When Conscience has been Provoked and Awaked in them, they have been a Terror unto themselves, and unto all round about them. They have chosen Strangling rather than Life! If you go on, you must undergo the Tortures of a Conscience, which will be as a Worm that never dies, a Fire that never shall be quenched. And such a wounded Spirit, Oh, Who can bear it! Who can bear it!
Consider these things. Let your Eye affect you Heart! After such Spectacles, Oh, Hear & Fear, & do no more so Wickedly!
VI. Are we not Surrounded with Unconverted Sinners? O Deplorable Spectacle! Deplorable Spectacle! Man, Thou art thy self yet Unconverted▪ if thou art not Affected with it. How dismal Spectacles was Egypt once filled withal, when there was not an House in all the Land, wherein there was not One Dead! For many Ages they kept up an Anniversary Commemoration of it, with very dolorous Ejulations▪ Alas, My Friends; It may be fear'd, there [Page 39] is hardly an House in the Town, but there is in it One Dead. In many, they are All Dead; All Dead! People not Converted unto God and Christ and Serious Piety, are, Eph. II. 1. Dead in Trespasses & Sins. Oh! Lay to Heart the Spectacle! If there were Two or Three Hundred Coffins with Corpses in them, laid in the midst of our Assembly, it would be a Frightful Spectacle. As many Unconverted Sinners as are now here, so many Coffins and Corpses there are in the Assembly.
But I must bring the Spectacle a little nearer. PARENTS, Don't you see your CHILDREN yet Unconverted? Yet alienated from the Life of God? Oh! How can you bear to Look upon such a Spectacle? A Blind Child would be a sad Spectacle. Thy Unconverted Child is Blind: It cannot See the things of its Everlasting Peace. A Deaf Child, would be a sad Spectacle. Thy Unconverted Child is Deaf; It cannot Hear the calls of Heaven. What a sad Spectacle were a Dumb Child? Thy Prayerless Child is a Dumb one. A Child Shrieking with the Stone, were a sad Spectacle; enough to break an Heart of Stone. [Page 40] There is a Stone in the Heart of thy Child, that will not be perswaded unto Religion. Yea, an Unconverted Child is one Possessed with the Devil. O Mournful, Mournful Spectacle!
But, how should an Heart be affected with such a Spectacle? How! Be concerned, Extremely concerned, for the Salvation of the Unconverted ones, and therefore for their Conversion from the Error of their Way.
I will say this especially for that sort of Unconverted Ones; Our CHILDREN. A sad Spectacle! Children that, for ought we know, are brought forth for the Murderer? Oh! What shall we do on their behalf? Parents travailing over again for them, Speak to them; and Plead with them; and Pray for them; Yea, take them Alone with you, and cause them to Kneel down by you, and make them the Witnesses of your Prayers & your Tears for them. Ask for them that Blessedness; 1 Chron. XXIX. 19. Lord, Give to my Child a Perfect Heart; Oh! Travail, till you see it accomplished.
I no sooner turn my Eye from them, than I see another very sad Spectacle! Our [Page 41] Unconverted OLD MEN. An Old Man, just Going, but not knowing Whither he is going. An Old Man, just Entring into Heaven or Hell, but not knowing which of the Two. A very Melancholy Spectacle! O Men of God, Go to them; Talk with them; Set before them their true Interest; Make them Wise unto Salvation, if it be possible; And, Oh, Do all you can, to make these Old People, become New Creatures, before they dye. Tis to be an Article of your care; Tit. II. 2. That the Aged Men be Sober, Grave, Temperate, Sound in Faith, in Charity, in Patience.
The Profession of those Children of Death, who have often been so Punished as our Congregation has heard, brings to my View, one sad Spectacle more; A Spectacle at which our Bowels ought to be moved Exceedingly. We have it, in our Unconverted SAILORS. Poor Men; Always Asleep on the Top of a Mast! We have no Bowels in us, if we are not moved at the Spectacle. SAILORS who ought to be the Best men in the World, how Bad are very many of them! And it is now generally said, That tho' all the World knows they have had [Page 42] cause little enough, they have in the Last Ten years notoriously grown worse and worse. Ah! Evil Men! One would have scarce imagined them capable of Degeneracy: yet, they are sensibly Degenerated. Our Souls must Weep and Blood over them! They that have Understanding in the Times, apprehend, That (since we now see a Boyl on the Earth, or, a Plague raging in the Inland parts of the Old Roman Empire,) the next thing in the Prophecies to be Look'd for, is, that Second Vial of the Wrath of God; Rev. XVI. 3. Poured out upon the Sea, and it became as the Blood of a Dead Man, and every Living Soul died in the Sea. The Sea-faring part of Mankind, as well as the European Territories bordering on, or standing in, the Sea, may feel the Effects of this Vial. Ah! poor SAILORS; with what a Stupefaction on them, are they Preparing for it! Can there be nothing done for them? This may be done. If Religious OWNERS, would compel their Masters to uphold Religion and Good Orders aboard, and give them their Instructions, and make them know, that they shall be no longer for their Service, than [Page 43] they see them Executed; This would go very far, very far, in the Matter. Sirs, Take it into your Consideration.
VII. I ought not to break off, without Minding my Hearers, That in Comfortable Spectacles also, their Eye should affect their Heart, as well as in Miserable Spectacles. If you see Others comfortably circumstanced, Oh! Let it not be with an Evil Eye, with an Envious Eye. It is a very ill Character, that Some have not only so little Grace, but so little Wit as to manifest themselves under the Power of; Psal. CXII. 9, 10. A Good Man, his Horn shall be Exalted with Honour; The wicked shall see it and be grieved; he shall gnash with his Teeth & melt away. But then, Look on your own Enjoyments: What Spectacles have you, in your Houses fill'd with Good Things? Your Tables, your Lodgings, your Desireable Relatives. Oh, Let your Hearts be Affected with what you See. So Affected; Psal. CIII. 1, 2. Bless the Lord, O my Soul, & all that is within me, Bless His Holy Name. Bless [Page 44] the Lord, O my Soul, & Forget not all His Benefits. Go on; And Look on your Opportunities to Do Good; your Precious Opportunities. Let the Sight awaken you to Do all the Good you can for your Lives; to Spend all your Lives in the Doing of Good. Remember that Word; Prov. XIV. 22. Mercy & Truth shall be to them that Devise Good. I can't break off with a Word more Worthy to be kept in Remembrance with you!
An Appendix. Relating certain Modern, and very Remarkable Occurrences.
The Drinking & the Swearing Atheist Spoken to.
¶ WE have seen among our Selves more than once, the Quick Desolations, with which the Wretches, who abandon themselves to Debauchery and Profanity have been overwhelmed. I am willing to fetch over into America, some Ultra-Marine Exemples of the like Desolations, upon the like Offenders; and such as have been within our own Memory, and well-attested.
Theodorus Paludanus, a Protestant Minister in Friezland, has given us an astonishing Relation, of what happened in his Neighbourhood, in June, 1681. A Mason much [Page 46] given to Drunkenness, especially with Strong Liquors, was often in Vain reproved for it, by the Ministers. He would sometimes Vow a Reformation, and in his Vowes & Pangs, wish that the Devil might Si [...] upon him, if he Sinn'd any more. He Sinn [...]d on; And, behold, In the midst of a Night, when he had, with one or two more in the Evening Drank Three Quarts of Wine, he was found all on a Light Flame; whereof no Account could be given. He was all Burn't from Head to Foot, like an Over-roasted Fowl, and yet the Cloaths he had upon him not Sing'd at all. The Historian says, ‘God used the Devil, as the Executioner of His Judgment, to bring the Miserable mans own Curse upon him!’
Mr. Bateman assures us, That one Mr. [...]rrington a Great Swearer, not Speeding in his Hunting, went into the Ale-house at Puckrych, and began to Swear, as he use to do, By Gods Blood, this is an unlucky day! Presently he fell a Bleeding at the Nose, and could not stop it. Where-upon he proceeded Raging, and Swearing Passion, Wounds, Flesh, Nails, Blood and Body. He [Page 47] then fell a Bleeding at the Ears, Eyes, Wrists, joynts of his Body, Navel, and Fundament, in great Quantity, and with streams of Blood; and he blared out his Tongue in a fearful manner; which was as black as Pitch. Thus he continued, says my Author, Till the Devil & Death made an End of him.
Mr. Abbot has Published the awful Story of Mr. William Rogers, an Apothecary; a Young Gentleman of a very agreeable Temper; but one Extremely given to Drunkenness and Sabbath-breaking. He despised the Rebukes of his Pastor, till God Struck him Sick, and he dyed of the Sickness. Before he Dyed, his Horror was Wonderful. Among other horrible Expressions uttered by him, these were some; ‘I have been a fearful Drunkard. I would now be glad if I could take the least of Gods Creatures which I have abused. Oh! that I might burn a long time in that Fire, [Pointing to the Fire before him:] So I might not burn in Hell. Be warned by me to forsake your Wicked wayes, lest you go to Hell, as I must do!’
The very Acute Pen of Mr. De Foe, Speaking of D. Schombergs Army in Ireland, has this horrid Story.
Tis not amiss, to preserve the Memory of such Things. Nor will it be amiss to understand this as the Language of them; Psal. XXXIV. 12, 13 What Man is he that desireth Life, and Loveth many Dayes, that he may see Good? Keep thy Tongue from Evil.
THE MARINER Call'd upon.
¶ IN our Search and View of Spectacles for Commiseration, tis very Sensible to every One that we find (if the Last, yet) none of the Least, in the SEA-FARING TRIBE: I had no sooner Proposed these, but, Behold, what an One I have cast into my Hands. I will Expose it; and I cannot more Expressively do it, than in the Words of the Gentleman who was the Commander of the Ship in the Story, from whose Hands, and in whose Terms, I have thus received it.
A RELATION of a Remarkable Deliverance, after a Shipwreck of Uncommon Distress, received by Captain Iohn Dean and Company. [Communicated from himself.]
JOHN DEAN bound from Ireland, in the Ship Notingham Gally, about 120 Tuns, with 14 Men, laden chiefly with Provisions, for New-England; after we had been out above 9 Weeks we made Land to the Eastward of Piscataqua, about the beginning of Decemb 1710 & haling something Southerly for the Massachusetts Bay, betwixt 8 & 9 at Night, on the 11th. under a hard Gale of Wind at N. E accompanyed with Rain, Hail & Snow, and a very dark Air, we run upon the East end of a Rock called Bo [...]n Island; about 4 Leagues to the Eastward of Piscataqua: after two vehement Thumps upon the Rock, a third Sea hove the Ship along the side of it; the Sea running very high, and violently beating upon us, laboured the Ship so excessively, that we looked every Moment when she would fall to pieces; and the Weather so dark, that tho' we were not above 20 or 30 yards off, yet we could see nothing of the Rock: so that there appeared to us but a very small possibili [...]y of escaping with our lives; and we were [Page 51] justly thrown into a consternation at the sad prospect of immediately perishing in the Waters.
After we had spent some time in earnestly committing our selves to the Divine Mercy and Protection, we cut our Main and Fore-mast by the board, which Providentially falling to the Rock, I desired some of the Men to try, if by the help of the Masts they could recover the Shoar; and let us know their safety by their Calls to us: Two or Three of them did so; but the fierceness of the Wind, and the roaring of the Sea, perfectly drown'd their Voices, that we concluded 'em lost: However the Ship bilging, the Decks and Beams opening, and all things swimming out of the hould, obliged us to make the same attempt they had done before us, which thro' the wonderful goodness of God, we did with success; tho' much torn and bruised by the violence of the Sea against the Rock. When we had joyfully met those that left us, we sought for shelter to the Leeward of the Island, but found it so small, inconsiderable and scraggy a Rock that it would afford us none; nor indeed room enough to walk, to secure us from the Injuries of the Wet and Cold.
When the Day appeared, it presented us with a dismal Spectacle, a doleful little Spot in the Sea, of about an Hundred yards square, with only some ruins of our last Nights Shipwrack cast up, or dashing against it; and a Miserable number of us without Food or Shelter; saving some small pieces of Cheese, we pick'd from among the Sea-weed, and some old Canvas we spread on the Craggs of the Rock to stow under at Night: part of our yards came a shoar, with our Cables and some Junk [Page 52] conger'd about them, and our Anchor so Weighed by 'em, that a send of the Sea would shew it above Water; and some part of the Stern, with several pieces of Plank and Timber.
The next Morning, (13th) One Martin Downs our Cook dyed; and the best burial we could give him was to lay him where the Sea would carry him away: The rest of our Men were generally so ill and bruised, that but 4 or 5 of us were able to attempt any thing for our safety. This day finding some more Plank and Canvas sent us a shoar, we built a sort of a Tent, where we hous'd our selves from the Wind and Weather.
The 14th. after having Sang a Psalm, and been at Prayers, (which devotion we observed every Morning & Evening,) we attempted to get Fire, by rubbing the dryest Sticks of Firr we could get together; which proving ineffectual, we made a sort of a Drill, whose motion was more violent, but our Wood was so water-soaken, that we laboured in vain: and were extreamly pinch'd with the Cold for want of it, insomuch that our Feet swell'd, and many of them were nip'd with the Frost: This evening therefore I cut off my Boots, and desired the Men to get their Shoes off, but so frost-bitten and blister'd were some of their Legs, that in pulling off their Stockings, they fley'd off skin and all; and some of the Nails of their Feet: which we wrap'd up as warm as we could in O [...]um & Canvas. This Day the Sea flowing high came into our Tent, and carry'd away part of it; that we were necessitated to remove it to the highest Craggs of the Rock.
From about this time, (for I can't remember exactly the Day of every occurrence) as often as the [Page 53] Weather would permit, we hoisted a Staff & white Flag upon our Tent, in hopes that some Vessel passing by might discover it. And now the Mercy of God sent us a shoar three small Cheeses, which at the desire of the Company, I dealt forth daily to every man an equal allowance of.
We began now to build a flat bottom'd float of the Plank & Timber, laying three Plank's width for the bottom, and two up side, with some Canvas like a wast cloth upon that, to keep the Sea out the better; but so few hands were able to work, and our Carpenter rarely affording his assistance, because of his illness, it was about the 20th. ere we had finished it; and the 21st. proving moderate Weather, it was agreed that my Mate, with 4 or 5 of the Men with me, should endeavour to recover the Main, and send a Vessel for the rest.
Accordingly, with much ado, we got it down to the Water side, having first Commended our selves and our enterprize to the blessing of God by earnest Prayer; about Noon we lanched the float, being necessitated to wade deep into the Water to accomplish it; but the rowling Surff soon threw us along shoar, and over-set us; and it was a great Mercy that we escaped drowning, so feeble were we and unable to help our selves: The Boat presently stove against the Rock, and tho' our enterprize was dash'd, and our hopes baulkt, and the loss of our Ax & Hammer, with the Boat, was great, yet we could not but see the Mercy of God in the midst of Judgment, for in the afternoon, the Wind sprang up and blew hard, that had we been at Sea in that imitation of a Boat, in all probability we had perished; and those we were to have left behind [Page 54] would have fared no better because unable to help themselves: Thus our Disappointment (thro' the goodness of God) proved our Safety.
We were now brought into very Miserable & Melancholy circumstances; the men extream Weak, their Feet frozen, with deep Ulcers in their Legs; the very smell of them offensive to those of us that could go into the Air, and nothing to dress them with but a piece of linnen that was hove up; our small stock of Cheese spent, and nothing left us to support Nature but a few Mussels, scarce, and hard to get, and the Sea-weed that grew upon the Rock; we had now the black prospect of Starving, while our Limbs perished by piece meals; and we were under the afflicting apprehensions lest the Spring Tide, at the approaching Full Moon, should be accompany'd with a high Wind and quite over-flow us; besides the aggravating Affliction that all the Vessels we saw pass at a distance, took no notice of our Signal; That we were ready to lye down in despair, and the most of us not so much as hop'd for deliverance: Tho' I endeavoured to encourage them and my self to put our Trust in God, and patiently Wait for his Salvation; and I look'd upon it as a great favour, in this Distress, that the Mate struck down a Sea Gull, which we got and thankfully fed upon.
The last method of safety we could engage in was to make a Raft that would carry Two Men; but the labour of clearing the Fore yard, of which it was chiefly to be made, from the Cable & Junk, was so great, and our Hands so few & weak, that it was about the 24th. ere we had finished it; which proving a moderate Day, with a fine Sea-brieze, we [Page 55] got it down to the Water, and after having made our Supplications to Heaven for Success, two of the men, who were more especially desirous of venturing, were launched upon it, about two in the Afternoon; but the swell rowling high over set it, as it had done our Boat; and tho' one of the men (an English man that could not swim) refused a second attempt, yet the other (a Swede, whose Feet were so frozen that he was forced to crawl upon his hands & knees to the Water-side) continued resolute to attempt the shoar, tho' he should go alone; another of our men encouraged by his resolution undertook to bear him company: after they had put off from us, they desired me to go to Prayer for them & watch what became of them; I did so; and by that time the evening came on, I tho't they might be half way a-shoar; & the Wind blowing hard about 9 or 10 at night, at S. E. I concluded they might reach the shoar by 2 in the Morning; but it seems they fell in with some breakers, or the violence of the Sea overset them, & they perished; for a day or two after, the Raft was found cast up, with one man dead, some distance from it. We, upon the desolate Island not knowing what ha [...] befallen them, waited daily for deliverance; and [...]ur expectations were confirm'd by the smoak we [...]aw in the Woods two days after they left us; which was the signal I desired them to make, if they arrived safe; and we look'd upon their delay as occasioned by not being able to procure a Vessel so soon as we desired. And this hope under God was all we had to support us.
About the latter end of this Month, the Carpenter, who had been ill ever since his coming a-shoar, and now having his Feet frozen, an excessive pain in his [Page 56] back, and such a stiffness in his Neck, that he could not stir his head, and almost choaked with Phlegm, to our apprehension drew near his End; towards evening we raisied his head, and I Prayed over him; he shew'd himself Sensible, but was Speechless; about Midnight I enquired of them that lay next him, who told me, he was dead.
The next Day presented me with the most Melancholy view of the effects of Hunger; for our starving Company, who had now been for several Days without any sustenance, but Sea weed and 2 or 3 Mussels a day, desiring of me that they might have his Body to support their Lives with: This, of all I had met with, was the most shocking to me; to see us drove to such necessity as to eat what seemed to contrary to Nature: I begg'd of God that He would find out some way for our support, without feeding upon our Dead Companion; but all other means failing, and the Men incessantly calling upon me for it, I was forced to give my consent; and their own feebleness necessitated me, upon their request, to prepare it for them the best manner I could, that they might not all perish with hunger. I gave them some of it that Night; and the next day suffered them to Eat what they would of it; but finding some very ravenous, I was forced to keep watch over it, and let them have only their daily Portion; least, ere we obtain'd our deliverance, this should be spent, and we be obliged to feed upon the Living.
It having pleased God, in Mercy to us, to put it into the hearts of some People, where the Raft was cast a shoar, to come upon the search; the sight of a Vessel on the Morning of the 2d. of January [Page 57] half way from the shoar, standing directly for us, made our hearts leap within us: When they came within Call, I desired them to vere a Buoy to me, and I would fasten my self to the End of the Rope, and they should hale me on board; (for the swell would not suffer them to venture to the Rock) but expecting smoother Water, they hovered about the Island till Noon; when I told them we were perishing for want of Fire, which we had been without all this cold season; at length one of the Men came a-shoar in his small Canoo, and gave us the refreshment of a Fire; I thought to have gone on board with him, but the rowling Surff over-set the Canoo, and I was glad to tarry to dry my self; and the Man, after waiting for a favourable snatch, till near Sun set, was forced to go without me, the Canoo not being able to carry us both in such a swell.
It was an uncomfortable sight to see the Shallop stand away for the shoar without us: but that Night proving stormy Weather, our Good Friends lost their Vessel, tho' they Saved their Lives; but had we been with them, our feebleness would hardly have suffered us to have escaped: So that still the Goodness of God is to be seen in our Disappointment.
Upon their arrival, they sent an express to Portsmouth in Piscataqua; but the next day continuing very bad Weather, was a great addition to our sorrows, and tryal of our Patience. Tho' we were satisfyed the People a-shoar knew of our miserable Condition, yet our flesh now failing, and no drink all this while but the brackish Water in the Crags of the Rock, and our Tent rendred uncomfortable by the blinding Smoak, and the Weather such as [Page 58] we knew none could come to our assistance while it lasted, made our hearts to fail within us; and the near prospect we had had of deliverance, gave us but so much the more uneasiness at the delayes of it.
But it pleased God that in the Night the Wind abated, and by Sun rise the 4th. of January, we had a Shallop come for us, with Captain Long, and Captain Furbur, who were very brisk in getting us on board, and kind in their treatment of us. That Night about 8 a clock we arrived at Piscataqua, where we were very civilly received, and the kind People there made a Collection for the relief of my men: and tho' my Boy neglecting to pull off his Shoes, as I ordered, had his Feet so swoln and black that I never expected he would have the use of them again, was forced the next day to have half of one of his Feet taken off, yet thro' the wonderful Mercy of God, he and all the Men are in a likely way of recovery: My own Health and Stength by the distinguishing Goodness of God, having been continued to me the whole of our Twenty four Dayes Misery, beyond Expectation.
Boston, N. E. Jan. 26. 1710.
AN Affecting Story! And capable of being improved unto many Purposes of Piety! MARINERS, You above all men will take it into your Consideration. Of the Men rescued from the Evil circumstances of Boone-Island, I know, you think▪ They ought to be very [Page 59] Thankful unto God for their Preservations! But, I Pray, what ought You to be for Yours? Though you have not been in Distresses equal unto Theirs, yet you have seen your Distresses, and your Deliverances. Or, if you have never been at all Remarkably Distressed, even in this very thing the more signal your Preservations! When will you sit down and Ponder, What shall I render to the Lord for all His Benefits? And Resolve, Lord, I owe myself unto Thee, and I will be Thine for ever more! Were you in favour with God, What a Friend would you have! A Friend who can rescue you in the Worst & Last Extremites; A Friend, who can do for you, when all other Help fails you; A Friend who can turn your very Disasters into Benefits. If you will continue in ill Terms with Heaven, you run the Danger of being, how dreadfully dealt withal! Ah Lord, who Knows the Power of thine Anger! The Great GOD, You see, can Pursue you with His Horrible Tempest. He can Starve you to Death, in a Ship Laden with Provision! He can Sink the Strongest Vessel in the Ocean. He can show you the Land of your Desires & yet hold you uncapable of reaching it. Yea, He can Burn you, in the midst of the Water! The Scourges of Sin, the Arrows of Death, in the Hands of His Vengeance are Numberless; He can make your Plagues Wonderful. What is worse [Page 60] than all this; He can smite you with Spiritu [...] Plagues, and give you up to such Blindness of Mind, and such Hardness of Heart, and such a Possession of Satan, that you shall be desperately Impenitent in the very Jaws of Death, and utter the Language of Fiends in your last Breath, and just as you are Expiring into the Arms of the Fiends. I can tell of some that have done so; Perhaps without making much Digressi [...] from what we have been upon. And unto what yet more amazing Punishments, will many, many find themselves obnoxious, when the Sea shall give up its Dead! Oh! That upon the Consideration of these things, our Mariners would come into a Right Mind! And come into such Purposes as these.
O Great GOD, I Mourn for the Sins of my Heart and Life! Oh; Let thy Grace cause me to Mourn with a true Repentance. I Pray, That my Sins may be all Pardoned thro' the Blood of my Saviour; and I now put my self under the Command and Guidance of that Lovely Saviour. I desire, that from this Time, I may hate and shun every wicked Thing, and that I may every Day call upon thy Name, and that I may have all my Wayes governed by the Rules of Serious Piety. Lord, I am Thine; Save me, Save me to the Uttermost!