CHRISTIAN Purposes and Resolutions.
I.
IT is easier for a man to propounde vnto himself those thinges which are seemlie to be don, then to do those,Rom. 7.23. which were seemly [Page 2] to bee propounded. There is a Lawe in our members, saieth that mortified Apostle Paule, rebelling against the law of our minds, and leading vs Captiues to the Law of sinne; so that we can no sooner incline to what is good, but euill is ready to seduce vs. The Lambe of God, Christ Iesus, is no sooner come into the worlde, but Herod like a bloody Wolfe doth eagerly pursue him. A thought of Piety cannot bee conceiued, but Sathan seeketh to destroy it He would crush [Page 3] it in the womb for feare it shoulde escape him in the Cradle. I will labour therfore by feruent praiers, and godly Meditations for a daily supplye from the Spirit, and neuer cease to continue my suite, till a good inclination become a perfect will.
II.
THe soule of man, the more it desireth the fruition of any temporal & changeable good, the more it differeth from [Page] [Page 2] [...] [Page 3] [...] [Page 4] that incorporeall, eternall, and vnchaungeable God, in whose seruice is perfect freedom, and the knowledge of whome is life euerlasting. I will no longer therefore doate vppon the specious outside of this deceitfull world: I wil diuorce my selfe wholy from the vanities thereof, & espouse my best affections to none but him: I will affect similitude with him in his operations, & that I may the safelier flye frō him, I wil fly vnto him, borne thither on the wings of Contemplation, [Page 5] and Action; of Faith and Charity.
III.
IT is not enough for vs to forbeare that whych is bad, we must giue our selues withall to do that which is good. Cease to do euill, learne to doe well; Isaih 1.17. seeke iudgement; releeue him that is oppressed, reuenge the fatherlesse, and defend the Widdowe; then will I reason with you, saith the Lord, and were your sinnes redder then the Vermillion, I will make them [Page 6] whiter then snowe; Mar. 7.21. were they redder then Scarlet, I will make them whiter then wooll. Not euery one that cryeth Lord,Psal. 15.2. Lord, but hee that walketh vprightly, & worketh righteousnesse, it is hee that shall dwell in the Tabernacles of the highest, it is he that shall rest in his holy Mountaine, and be neuer moued. It sufficeth not that we haue Lamps in our hands; for vnlesse they flame out in loue towards God, and Charity towards our Neighbour, we shall neuer bee suffered to followe the [Page 7] Bride-groome into his nuptiall Chamber.Mat. 12.13. Many are inuited to the feast, but he that presumeth to come, not hauing on his wedding garment, shal be bounde in Chaines, and cast into vtter darkenesse, where there is nothing but wailing & gnashing of teeth. I will not onely therefore shun the blindnesse of Egypt, but I will seeke for the light that shineth in the land of Goshen: and howsoeuer it shall please the lord to bestow vpon me but a meane Talent, I will husband it so well, [Page 8] that when he shal cal me to giue vp an account of my Stewardship, I may return it back with good encrease.
IIII.
THe Soul dieth when it is forsakē of God; the bod [...] when it is forsaken of the Soule; the whole Man, when the Soule which is forsaken of God, dooth likewise forsake the Body; for then neyther dooth the soule liue by GOD, nor the bodye by the soule. [Page 9] For how can that bodie properly be saide to liue, which hath a Soule annexed to it, not to giue it life, but to make it sensible of paine. Whilest I soiourne therefore heer on earth, I wil order my actions in such manner, that as my bodye receiueth being frō my soule, so may my soule frō her Creator. I will labour alwayes to liue vnto righteousnesse, that I may neuer die but vnto sinne.
V.
WHatsoeuer a mā soweth, that shal he also reape. If hee sow to the flesh, he shal reape corruption; if to the spirit, life euerlasting. Let vs therefore not be wearie, saith the Apostle,Gal. 6, 9. of dooing well, for in due season shall we reape, if we do not faint. He that striueth for a Maistry, vnles he striue as he ought to doe,2. Tim. 2.5. shall neuer bee crowned. I am the true Vine, sayeth our Sauiour, and my Father is the husband man, Iohn. 15.4. euerie braunch that beareth not fruite in me, hee taketh away: & euerie one that beareth, [Page 11] he purgeth that it may bring forth more. But as the braunch cannot bear of it selfe, except it abide in the Vine; no more can we, except we abide in him. Whosoeuer putteth his hande to the Plough,Mat. 24.13 and looketh backe, shall neuer enter into the ioies of heauen; but he that indureth to the end, he shalbe saued. Christ Iesus would not descend from the crosse, when he was willed vnto it by the Iewes, bee cause he woulde not leaue the worke of our Redemption vnperfect: and when [Page 12] the Prince of his Apostles Peter, vpon the relation which hee made them, of those particular troubles hee was to suffer vpon his arriual at Ierusalem, out of the abundance of his loue, desired him to haue some pittie and compassion on himselfe, and not to goe; Get thee behind me Sathan, said he,Mar. 8.33. thou art a scandall and a stumbling blocke to my proceedings; Thou vnderstandest not the things that are of GOD, but onely the thinges that are of Men; such was his perseuerāce in accomplishing the [Page 13] fulnesse of our saluation. In my iourney therefore to the Land of Canaan, Num 11.5. how tedious, and howe wearisome soeuer it may seeme, I will not long after the Flesh-Pots of Egypt: I will be mindefull alwaies of the Wife of Lot, Gen. 19.17. and in my passage vnto Zoar, I will followe the directions of my blessed guid, and neither linger on the plains, nor looke once backe vppon the ruines of sinneful Sodome, for feare I displease the Author of my safety, and that my punishment be made the monument [Page 14] of my disobedience; I will forget that which is behind, and endeauor my selfe to that which is before;Philip. 3.13 I will follow hard towardes the marke, for the price of that high calling of God in Christ Iesus, and neuer cease to runne, till I haue finished my course.
VI.
GOds wrath, though it come softly, yet if commeth surely, and in the end, what it wanted [Page 15] in swiftnesse, it bringeth with it in seuerenesse. I will not therefore abuse his gentlenesse, nor presume too much vpon his patience. He is beautiful as Tirzah, comely as Hierusalem; Cant 6.3. but terrible with al, as an Army with banners. Hee is like those Cherubins in Ezechiell, Ezech. 41.19. he hath the face of a Lyon, as well as of a man. Hee will send his tempest abroad with fury, and like a Whirle-winde shall it light vppon the head of the vngodly:Ier. 30.23. Aram shall come before, the Philistims shall come behind, [Page 16] and deuoure the rebellious Israell with open mouth. I will seeke vnto him therfore in the morning, and at noone-day; yea in the euening will I call vppon him: I will make my praier vnto him in an acceptable time,Psal. 69.13. & he shall heare mee in the multitude of his mercy, and in the trueth of his saluation: The Lord shal teach me his way, and I will walke in his Commaundements; hee shall knit my heart vnto him, and I wil feare his name.
VII.
GOD hath not any neede of the bloud of Bullocks, or of the fat of Beasts, or of any other corruptible and earthly thing, no not so much as of the verie righteousnesse of man. If wee worship him according to the rules prescribed vs by his word, in Spirite and in Truth, the profite heereof redoundeth not to him, but to our selues. For who so [Page 18] senselesse as to thinke he benefites the Sun, when he beholdes his beames, or that he pleasureth the Spring, when hee drinketh of the water. Whatsoeuer therefore my deedes are, I will desire but acceptance, and that which followeth after, I will attribute to his mercy, not to my ovvne merite.
VIII.
THe omnipotency of the word, appeareth in nothing more, then [Page 19] in that it maketh all those omnipotent that doe hope in it. Ioshua commandeth the Sunne to stand,2. King. 20.10. and it obeyeth him: King Ezechias desireth that the shaddowe of it may retire, & Isaiah graunteth it. Yea Christ himselfe assureth vs, that were our Faith but as a graine of Mustard-seede,Mat. 17, 20. we should no sooner say vnto a Mountaine, Remooue; but it should presently be remooued, and nothing at all should be impossible vnto vs. I wil not therefore with the Scribes and Pharises, require [Page 20] a signe for the reforming of my incredulity;Mat. 12.38. but without putting my fingers with Didymus into the printes of his Nailes,Ioh. 20.25. or my handes into his wounded side; I will beleeue without inductions or demonstrations, the sacred mysteries of the Incarnation, Passion, Resurrection, & Ascention of my most holy and blessed Sauior; humbly beseeching him,Luke 17.5. with his Apostles, that hee would vouchsafe to strengthen and encrease my Fayth,Col. 1.23. that I may continue grounded and [Page 21] established therein, and not bee mooued away from the hope of that glorious Gospell, which hath beene preached by his chosen Ministers to euery creature that is vnder heauen.
IX.
MANS intention without Gods assistance, auaileth nothing. Peter was but a while forsaken,Mat. 26.27 and howsoeuer he did abound with loue and zeale, yet was hee notwithstanding supplā ted by the Enemy: his [Page 22] faith was ouerwhelmed with feare; hee forsooke him for whom he swore to dye. Gods assistaunce without mans intention profits as litle; For what action, circumstaunce, or exhortation could be thought requisite for the reclayming of Iudas, which Christ omitted; but al was to no purpose hee was a Deuill, and so he dyed. And heereupon the Lord himselfe complaineth in the 23. of Mathew, Hierusalem, Hierusalem, Mat. 23.37. which killest the Prophets, and stonest them that are sent vnto thee; [Page 23] how often would I haue gathered thy Children together as the Hen gathereth her Chickens vnder her Winges, and ye would not? GOD pointes vs to the springs of heauēly grace, but vnlesse we stoope to the Well, we cannot be refreshed with the water. We lie wallowing heere in the mire of earthly cogitations, and in vaine shall he assay to raise vs if wee be not willing to rise; If hee lende vs his hand, wee must giue him our heart, or rot and putrify in our own infirmities. In al humility therefore, [Page 24] & singlenesse of spirit, I will desire the Authour of my saluation that he would vouchsafe to second my holy Resolutions, and so quicken mee according to his louing kindnes, that whensoeuer it shall please him to call vnto me, I may be instantly ready to runne vnto him, applying my selfe without delay, to keepe his Statutes and commaundements.
X.
1. Sam. 18 22.OBedience is more acceptable to the Lord [Page 25] then sacrifice, & to hearken then the fat of Rams. To what purpose, saith he, bringest thou incense vnto me from Sheba, Iere. 6.20. and sweet Calamus from a far Countrey? He desireth not the bloud of Bullocks, neyther is he delighted with the multitude of burnt offeringes;2. Cor. 12.14. so hee may haue vs, he careth not for what is ours. When I sacrifice to my Creator therefore, I will not offer vp the Calues of my lippes, without the treasures of my heart; I wil not giue part to him, & keep the choisest for my [Page 26] selfe. All the Fat is the Lordes,Leuit. 3.16. & he that eateth it shall bee cut off from his people.
XI.
THE Couetous man is like a Christmasse Boxe; whatsoeuer is put into it, nothing can bee taken out of it, till it bee broken: Hee soaketh vp the waters like a Spung, and till death doe come and squeeze him with his Iron Graspe, he will not yeeld one drop: his hand is sound and nimble to receiue, but when hee [Page 27] shold vse it to relieue the wantes of his distressed Brother, it lyeth withered in his bosome, & can by no meanes possible be stretched out. Hee weareth out himselfe in labouring for that whereof hee hath no vse. Hee knoweth no God of Sabaoth, but his Gold: his restlesse purchase of it is his rest, and with religious admiration doe his thoughtes adore it: hee thinkes it Sacriledge to diminish the least heape, but the time will come, when he shall goe as naked out of the world, as [Page 28] euer he came into it, and then those Aungels in which hee gloried heere, shall bee so many Deuils to torment him there. Whereas he that dealeth his Bread vnto the hungry,Mat. 25.34 and bringeth the poore vnto his House; his light shal break forth as the morning, and his health shall growe with speede: his righteousnes shall go before him, and the glory of the Lorde shall embrace him.Esay 58.7. He shall bee like a Garden that is watered, and like a Spring, that can neuer faile; his very [Page 29] bones shal fatten, and his Soule bee satisfied in the midst of drought. I will continually therfore cast my Bread vpon the waters, and according to that portion which the Lord hath lent mee, bee alwaies ready to releeue the needy.
XII.
I Will not mortify my selfe in part, nor in cō flicting with those spiritual Amalekites that seek the ruine of my Soule, will I make Saul my precedent; but according to [Page 30] the mandate of my God, Demoliar vniuersa, 1 Sam. 15.3 I will bring downe all; I will not spare Man, woman, nor Childe. For here are those three sins to which we are all subiect: First, the sin of frailty, behold the Woman. Secondly, the sinne of Malice, behold the Man: Last of al the sinne of Ignorance, behold the Childe. Nay I will labour as much as in mee lyeth, to destroy the very heardes, with euery other thing, & not leaue so much as the least circumstance, that may either aggrauate or [Page 31] extenuate my offences; So shall I fight the good fight, and in the ende receiue that inestimable price which is laid vp for mee in the Kingdome of glory.
XIII.
GOD is not an Italienated Courtier; nor doth hee euer entertaine vs with Lippe-courtesie. When he inuiteth vs,Hos. 11. we must in no wise say him nay; Hee will pull vs to him with the Cordes of a Man, and drawe vs on [Page 32] eeuen with the bands of loue; And when he seeeth, that this is not sufficient, hee will sende his Chasticementes and his Corrections for vs, who like faithful Messengers, will not be satisfied with any vain excuses,Luke 14.23 but wil compell vs by violence to come vnto him. It is not the purchase of a Farme; the buying of an Oxe, nor the marrying of a wife, that will serue our turne. The Mayster of the Feast hath sent for vs, and we must goe. His Dinner is prepared; hee hath killed his Fatlinges,Mat. 22.4. [Page 33] and all thinges nowe are in a readinesse. If hee see that his Table bee not thorowly furnished with Guests, he will instantlie grow exceeding wroth, and woe be to vs, if once hee send his Warriours forth.Esay 41.2. For then shall we bee giuen as Dust vnto their Swordes, and as scattered Stubble vnto their Bowes. I will not therefore slightly regard his inuitatiōs. He shal no sooner call but I wil free my selfe from all encumbrances and come:Luk. 14 15 Blessed, I know is he that eateth Bread in the KingdomReuel. 19, 9 [Page 34] of God, and sitteth at Supper with the holy Lambe.
XIIII.
IN this World there is a threefold roade. The one is, that of Christ frō ill to good, from sinne to Grace, which beginneth at the Valley of Hinnon, & reaches to the Mount of Oliues, and thorough this haue al the holy Patriarches, Prophets, and Apostles iournyed from time to time to theyr eternall happinesse. The other is that of ADAM, from good to ill, from [Page 35] life to death, and goeth downe from Hierusalem to Ierico: Luke 10.30 It is a way that is exceeding dangerous, and beset on euery side with Theeues and Murderers, that wil rob vs of those vertues wherwith wee are arayed, and hauing wounded vs wil go their way, leauing vs there alone to languish in our misery. The third and last, is that of sathan, which is round and Circular. He compasseth the earth, and like a roaring Lyon he walketh about,Iob. 1.7. seeking whom hee may deuour.1. Pet. 5.8. To go right forward [Page 36] is no pace for him; he must continually bee turning, and the reason hereof is this; he would not rest himselfe when time did serue in the lord his God, who as he is to all Creatures, the first efficient of their beeing, so is he the last final cause of their working, & as it were the breathing stop and period of their operations. But his motion hath no center, & therefore must bee alwayes wheeling. Frō amongest them all then I wil select the first. It is straight and ready, and will quickly [Page 37] bring a man to his expected harbour:Luke 10.4. Being entred once into it, whomsoeuer I meete, I will let him passe according to the precept of my blessed Sauiour,1 King 4.29. and not salute him; If hee salute mee, I will not aunswere him. He treads a path directly contrary to mine, and I will not seeme by complementing to affect his company.
XV.
THE wicked man is a great Linguist. Euery [Page 38] desire in him hath his peculiar speech, and euery passion his proper dialect. His bosome is the very Babell of al confusion: Wisedom may notwithstanding cry till she bee hoarse, there is not one that vnderstands her accent. The toongs they speake withal are forked, but not fiery,Actes 2.3. and cannot therfore serue for vnion, but diuision. They are such as will sooner bring a punnishment vpon the speaker, then cause astonishment in the hearer. I will leaue them therefore to him that liketh [Page 39] them; and not suffer a Thought within my breast,Esay 19.18 that speaketh any language but that of Canaan.
XVI.
THe Lord is liberall,Iames 1.5. and reproacheth no man. There is not the least, & meanest of those benefites, which euery moment wee receiue frō him, but is farre more then wee could deserue, farre more then we durst desire. Hee neuer values that which he giues, yet [Page 40] giues hee alwayes that which is pure and perfect. He will not flatter our hopes with verball Complements,Ioh. 16.24. nor torture them with vaine delaies. Aske, and you shall receiue (saith our Sauiour Christ) that your ioy may bee fulfilled. Luk. 12.19 The world doth otherwise: Faire promises, but slowe performance: & in the end, Insteade of bread it offereth vs a stone; instead of fish it feedes vs with a Serpent: we looked for a substance, and beholde a shadow. My Soule (said the rich man in the Gospell) [Page 41] thou hast much goods laid vppe for many yeares; liue at ease, eate, drinke, & take thy pastime; when loe that very night it was taken from him; and the goods, which he had gathered were he knew not whose.Iere. 4.23. The earth is desolate and void (saith the GOD of Israell) by the mouth of his holy Prophet: it can afforde no pleasure, which is not counterfaite and Adulterate; the best things in it are sophisticated. The Wine therof is mingled with water;Esay 1.22. and the Siluer of it is turned into [Page 42] drosse. I will take no thought therfore for my life,Psal. 55, 22. what I shall eate; nor for my body, what I shall put on; but cast my burden on the Lord,1 Tim. 6, 19 and hee shall nourish mee; I will labour to bee rich in good workes, laying vp in store for my self a sure foundation against the time to come, that I may obtaine a blessed and euerlasting life: still crauing somewhat at the handes of God, that hee may still haue occasion to giue.
XVII.
BEtter it is (saith Salomon) to bee of humble mind with the lowly,Prou. 19, 9. then to deuide the spoyles with the proud. Wrath & confusion shal follow these; but grace and glory shall be giuen vnto those. Ephraim shall be preferred before Manasses; & Ishais little one before the rest of his brethren: Adonijah may pretend his eldershippe,Gen: 48, 20 1. Sam. 16, 11. 1 King 1.30. but Salomon shall enioy the Kingdome. It is Humilitie that maketh vs acceptable to God and Man, [Page 44] whereas the contrarie maketh vs hated and abhorred of both. While Saul was little in his own sight, GOD made him head ouer the tribes of Israell. 1. Sam. 15.16.17. Let vs but looke vppon the life of our blessed Sauiour, and wee shall see that hee drew more people vnto him in his Eclipsed and obscure estate, then hee did in the transcendent of his glory. Only three were present at his transfiguration in the Mount;Mat. 17.12. but lying in a Manger ther came kings to worshippe him,Luke 9.28. and [Page 45] Sheepheardes to adore him.Math. 2.2. And when he humbled himselfe so farre, as to become obedient vnto death,Ioh. 12.32. yea to the death of the Crosse, then was his exaltation; for then he drew all thinges vnto him. Learne therefore of me (saith he) for I am meek and lowly of heart. Mat. 11, 29. And indeed where shall we find a more glorious precedent, then is the Patron of all glory,Phil. 2.67. who beeing in the forme of God, did clean annihilate himself, & took on him the shape of a Seruant. The pride of Heauen became the [Page 46] scorn of Earth: The son of God, the slaue of man. He left his fathers court, (such was the loue hee bare vs) to come and cure the Vlcerous Inflamations of our infected Soules.Phil. 2.5. Hee did abase himselfe that hee might honor vs; and was carelesse of his owne dignity to purchase ours. I will labour therfore that the same mind which was in him towardes mee, may likewise bee in mee towards others. I will not boast my selfe against the Publican, nor as one that had tasted of the LeauenLuk. 18.11 [Page 47] of the Pharises, thinke better of my selfe then I am, or worse of others then they are, but desire God that he would deck mee inwardly with lowlinesse of Spirite,1. Pet. 5, 5, 6 that I may be exalted of him in due time.
XVIII.
OVR Sauiour is not of that outward appearance, that worldly Princes are: his traine is small, himself not chargable; He doth not looke for sumptuous preparation. [Page 48] The Holy-Ghost is his Harbinger, who (so the heart bee cleane) respectes no Ceremonies.Luke 11.40.41. Martha busied her selfe about his seruice, but Christ reproued her: he tolde her shee was troubled with many thinges, but one alone was needfull; and that her Sister Mary, who sate at his feete, and heard his preaching, had chosen the better part, which shold neuer be taken from her. For indeede it is not the statelinesse of the house, nor the sumptuousnesse of the Table, that he delights [Page 49] in. He visiteth the Sonne of Alpheus at the receite of Custome;Mar. 2.14. he goes in with Zacheus; Luke. 19 5 & sits at board with Publicans and Sinners. There is no man so meane, but may find meanes to content him: Hee that heareth and beleeueth his worde, dooth feast him royally. Let any Man,Ioh. 14.23. (saith he) harbour in his bosome a louing affection towards mee,Reuel. 3, 20 and beholde, I and my Father will come and dwel with him for euer. I will endeauor therfore to clense my Soule from all impurity. [Page 50] I will cast out of it those many vices & imperfections, wherewith euen from my Cradle it was tapistred. It shall no longer be a Denne of Theeus and Murtherers. It shall no longer bee a Rendez-vous for Sin and Sathan; I will make it a House of Prayer, a Tabernacle for the liuing GOD. I will adorne it with Faith and hope, but aboue al,1. Cor. 13, 1. with Loue and Charity,Mat. 21, 14. without which the very voice of Angels is but as sounding brasse or a tinckling Cymball: and there will I present [Page 51] vnto him my halting Thoughtes, and blinded vnderstanding, that hee may heale them.
XIX.
IT were better neuer to haue knowne the way of Righteousnesse,2. Pet. 2.21 Heb. 6, 4. then hauing known it, to forsake the holy Commandement which was giuen vnto vs. It is impossible, that such as haue tasted of the heauenly guift, & were made partakers of the Holy-Ghost, if once [Page 52] they fall away, should be renewed by repentance: They crucify again vnto themselues the Sonne of God, & count the bloud of the Testament as an vnholy thing.Mat. 12.43 The Spirit of vncleannesse is retired vnto his former home, and with him seauen others worse then himself are come, so that the latter end of these, is more disastrous far then their begining. They are returned like the Dogge to their own vomit;Prou. 26.11 and like the Sowe that was washed to the wallowing in the Myre: Ephraim [Page 53] is gone backe to Aegypt, Hos. 9.3. and eateth thinges that are vncleane in ASHVR. They hadde the victory of sinnefull flesh, but they knew not how to vse it. 'Tis snatched againe (as it were) out of their Iawes; and loe; Of Conquerours, they become Captiues. Their actions haue a fair beginning, but the ende is faulty: They resemble Nebucadnezzars Image;Dan. 2, 32. their head is of fine gold, but the feete of them are Clay. They hold forth a Rod with Aaron, and behold it flourisheth,Num. 17, 8 Exod. 14, 3. but by [Page 54] and by it falleth to the ground and becommeth a Serpent. Last of al, they are like him, that offereth a Lambe for his Oblation to the Lorde,Leuit. 3, 9. but the taile of it is wanting; which God himselfe cō maunded the Priest so strictly and precisely, to take euen altogether to the very Chine, and burn vpon his Altar. I wil endeuour therefore to bee constant in my vndertakings; and like the Bee till I haue sucked the sweetnesse which I look for out of one floure, not range vnto an other: being [Page 55] wel assured, that the Apostls themselues, had they not continued in Prayer, & Thanksgiuing to the Lord, could neuer haue receiued the holy Comforter.
XX.
THE Foxes haue holes,Math. 8.20 the Birdes of the Heauen haue nestes; but the Sonne of man complayneth, that hee hath nothing whereon to rest his head. Tis compassed about vvith [Page 56] Thornes, and few there are that dare suffer him to approach them. The Couetous man will not endure him: Whosoeuer he be, Luke 14.33 that forsaketh not all hee hath, can neuer bee my Disciple, woulde pierce him to the quicke. The proud cannot away with him:Mat. 11, 29. Learne of mee, for I am meek and humble, wold much disquiet him. The carnall and voluptuous liuer will by no meanes entertain him: for shold hee but looke vppon the austerenesse of his life, & consider with himselfe, that,Math. 5.8. Blessed onely are the [Page 57] pure of heart, it would so goar his conscience, that hee shoulde not possibly rest. In a worde, all men in a maner vtterly forsake him Hee commeth into the Countrey of the Gadarenes, Marke 5, 17 and ere he enter their Citty, they beseech him to depart theyr Coasts. He repaireth vnto Hierusalem, and there they seeke to stone him. Som of the meaner ra [...] would willingly recei [...] him, but the Pharises [...] terre them from i [...] [...] bid them looke i [...] [...] the Rulers did [...] He fin [...] [...] [Page] [Page 56] [...] [Page 57] [...] [Page 58] in the breast of Pilate to shade him frō, [...]nas 4.6. that canicular & scorching heate, wherewith his aduersaries did pursue him: But alasse! It sprung vp in one night, and perished in another: Priuate-Respect came as a Worme, and wasted it. And now behold the burning Sun and the blasting Winde begin to beate vppon [...] head; hee brings him [...], and deliuers him, [...] [...]sse! It is to bee [...]. The Heire [...] [...]ineyarde, accor [...] [...] is Fathers a [...] [...] comes [...] [...] [...]ites t [...] [Page 59] but the husbandmen are agreede to cast him out of it, and slay him. So that his complaint is not without iust cause. For want of harbor, he seeks the desert places, and is forced in the night to rest his weary Limbes euen in a Garden, where hee hath no Bed, but the cold Earth; no sheet, but the moyst Ayre; no Canopy, but the wide Heauen. I will runne th [...] fore and meete him [...] Lot and Abra [...] [...] Angels.) I [...] him to wit [...] [...] selfe vnd [...] [...] [Page 60] my roofe, and when his Enemies shall come and aske for him, I will not part with him. I will bring forth my Daughters, my beloued Sins, that they may glut their malice vpon them: He shall rest in my bosome: I will make for him a little Chamber (as did the Shunamite for Elisha) and set therin a Bed, a stoole, [...] Table, and a Candle [...]e, that he may dwell [...] [...]e for euer. Let his [...] neuer so sharpe, [...] [...]ll bolster it. [...] [...]hinke that [...] [...]ge hath [Page 61] tooke impression there, vnlesse I see it like himselfe, all bloudy and full of woundes.
XXI.
THE Prince of darknes is exceeding politicke, & much abounds with craft in his proceedinges. He knowes th [...] things which were o [...] [...] bruised, may bee [...] broken; He kno [...] [...] Wood whi [...] [...] times kind [...] [...] [...] ly burn [...] hee st [...] [...] [Page 62] commit such sinnes as in former times they were accustomed vnto. Hee is withall a cunning Rhetoritian, and doth vse much Sophistry. Iudg. 19.5. He neuer comes to the point but by insinuatiō: He vsurps vppon them by degrees, and deales with them as the father of the Leuites did with him; by little & little hee procures theyr [...]nsent vnto that, which [...]e it summarily pro [...] [...]ed, would perad [...] [...] [...]tterly reiec [...] [...] are twoe [...] oftentimes [...] captiuate [Page 63] the Soule of Man. The one is Pleasure; which whē he saw that Christ resisted, hee did assaulte him with the other, which was Griefe, the surer Engin as he thought for battry of the twaine. And lo he stirred al men vp against him; his Disciples hee caused to deny their Maister; the Souldiers to deride their ca [...] taine; the passengers [...] blaspheme their Gu [...] and in a word, th [...] [...] to crucify their [...] that hee forc [...] [...] out; Beh [...] [...] [Page 64] see if euer there were any griefe that may bee thought to parallel this of mine.Lam. 2, 12. But notwithstanding this hee findes him still inuincible. The cruell dolours of his torments cannot make him forget to praye for his Tormentours. I will alwaies therefore striue to fortify the weaker place; and where the Foe shall haue made a breach, I [...]ll erect a Bulwarke. [...] the perswasions of [...] [...]baddon, of that Bad [...] euer so enticing. [...] [...]te my Maister [...] [...]eeke t [...] [...] [Page 65] them with a Seriptum est. When God hath giuen mee a precept, I will endeauour to performe it. The Spirite of Vntruth, 2 King 13.18. though in the mouth of a Prophet, shall not be strong enough to diuert mee from it. The Lorde will sende a Lyon to deuour the disobedient, & his Carkase shall bee denyed the Sepulcher of his Fathers.
XXII.
THere is a league of amity between God and the good; nay, there is an inward familiarity; a very neer affinity. They are his friendes; they are his followers; they are his true borne Sons. But notwithstanding this the Lord of might, the strict exactor of all vertues, is no way fonde of them; he carrieth a sharp hand ouer them, and doth invre them to hard-meate [Page 67] euen from their Cradle. Hee loues not to make a wanton of the least. Hee doth try them; hee doth traine them; and maketh them fit for his own purpose. There is not any thing wherein hee more delighteth, then in seeing thē encounter stoutly with aduersity. Thrice onely were the Heauens opened: First,Ezech. 1, 1. to Ezechiell, when at the Riuer Chebar he did addict himselfe vnto diuiner contemplation: Secondly to Christ,Mar. 3.16. when on the bankes of Iordan he was Baptized of Iohn; And [Page 68] last of all to Stephen, Actes 7, 56 whē in honour of his deceased Mayster, he plaid his prize with Death, & wrastled with the Deuill and the damned; and thē were they opened wide, that both himselfe and his whole Court might behold the braue performance of the Combattant. The Earth is as his Theater, whereon hee stageth such as are his, & maketh them a spectacle (as the Apostle saith) for the World,1. Cor. 4, 9. for Angels, and for Men. Sloath shal not consume their Mettle; nor ease effeminate [Page 69] their mindes. Hee will make them sweate euen vppon Holy-daies. One accident or other shall prouoke their valour,Gen: 32, 28 & keepe it from growing sluggish thorough want of exercise. An Angell if all shoulde faile, must come down from aboue and wrestle with them till the breaking of the day, to keepe them continually in breath, and to preuent their Sinnewes from waxing numbe for lacke of motion: And they themselues are well contented with it. They count affliction but a recreation; [Page 70] and are in pain but when they are imployed. They know not what it is to yeeld: when they can stand no longer on their feete, they will fight vppon their knees. Theyr death shall be the Trophy of their victory, their patience the monument that must adorne their graue. Though there be cries and lamentations throughout the Land of Aegypt, yet rest and quietnesse is found in Goshen. Aug. de Ciu. Dei. 1, cap. 8. The fire may consume the wood, but it makes bright the gold; the Flaile may bruise the [Page 71] Huske, but it cleanseth the Corne: Pharaoh and his Hoast are ouerwhelmed in the Sea, but Moyses and the Israelites doe march with safety thorough the middest of it. The wicked shrink vnder the burthen of temptation, but the courage of the righteous is no more altered therewith; then is the saltnesse of the Sea with the violent and impetuous fluxe of those many waters which continually doe fall into it. Let affliction therefore come, I will meete it patiently as Iob did; I will [Page 72] desire it for the loue of Christ, as the Martyrs did; yea, I will reioyce in it as the Apostles did,Actes 5.41. who after they had been beaten by the appointment of the Sadduces, departed from the Counsell, reioycing that they were counted worthy to suffer rebuke for his Name,Iames 2.2. I will not thinke my ioy accomplished, but when I see my selfe hedged in on euery side with crosses, hindrances, and tribulations. The thought of the price shal make me delighted with the paine.1. Cor. 5, 5. I will not care [Page 73] for the losse of my flesh, so my Spirite may be saued in the day of the Lord.
XXIII.
THere are some vices of that Nature,1. Cor. 6, 8. they cannot bee vanquished but by auoiding. Fly Fornication; saieth the Apostle Paule: Trust not to thine own strength; presume not vppon thine owne sufficiency: Her faction is exceeding strong; there are those in thee, and about thee, [Page 74] which vnlesse thou ouerlooke them with as many eyes, as had those mysticall Creatures of Ezechiell, will treacherously betray thee. The Flesh is an alluring Dalilah: Cant. 3, 7. Not Sampson with his strength; nor Salomon with his Wisedome are able any way to preuent her Stratagems. The sixty strong men of the valiant of Israell that were about his bed could not protect him. If shee get within thee, shee is sure to foyle thee. When I see her therefore make towards me, I wil thinke [Page 75] it no disparagement to turne my backe. There is valour euen in retreate. Our Sauiour fleeth, and Herod followeth; yet in the ende the Tetrach becomes his Captiue; and notwithstanding the aduantage which hee had, must grace the triumphall Charret of Christ the Conquerour. But whether I bee forced to fly from Herod, or from Aegypt; from Sinne, or from Sathan, I wil desire the Lord I may be stil accompanied with Mary, Math 2.13 Ioseph, and the litle Babe; the first is the bitternesse [Page 76] of Repentance; the last is the purenesse of Conscience; and the other an augmentation or supply of Grace, with which euery where euen in the mouth of Hell: without which no where, not in the Gates of Heauen, can we rest securely. We may crye out vnto him with the foolish virgins, Lord, Mat. 25, 11. Lord, open vnto vs; but if these bee away, his answere will be, I doe not know you.
XXIIII.
THere was not any thing in the world after the fal of Adam, which did not in some measure beare a part of his punnishment. All things did degenerate from theyr creation; and from that time became obnoxious to corruption. The Elements themselues did waxe impure. The earth brought nothing foorth but Thornes & Thistles: It had in it that mightie Behemoth to molest it;Gen. 3, 18. Iob. 40, 10. & the Water that monstrous [Page 78] Liviathan to infect it. But Christ the holy one of holy ones, came downe from Heauen, and sanctified the one by walking too and fro vpon it; & the other, by causing himselfe to be Baptized with it: He purified the Ayre by suffering in it; and the Fire by sending his holy Spirite in the likenesse of it. Man who was indeed that sower Leauen, which corrupted the whole lump, was to be cleansed from his impurity, not vvith the fat of Buls and goats, nor with the Ashes of [Page 79] an Heyfer,Heb. 9, 14. but with the precious bloud of that immaculate and spotles Lambe, who thorough the eternall Spirite offered himself without blot or blemish to the Lord, that he might purge the Conscience from dead workes, and make it fit to serue the liuing God. As the Childe of obedience therefore I will no longer fashion my selfe to the former lusts of an vnbrideled Affection;1. Pet. 1.13. I will bee sober, and relye wholly on the grace which is brought vnto me by the reuelation of [Page 80] my blessed Sauiour. The Meditatiō of his wounds shal be the Iordan wherein I wil alwaies wash my loathsome, leaprous, and exulcerated Soule. I will endeauour, that as hee which hath called me, is holy, so may I likewise be holy in all manner of conuersation, that both of me, and of others hee may bee glorified in the day of the visitation.1. Pet. 2.12.
XXV.
PRofanenesse is the badge of basenes, but [Page 81] a religious and vpright heart is the ensigne of true gentry. Such as are the Children of Abraham will doe the works of Abraham. Iohn. 8.39. They will bring foorth nothing to disgrace their birth, to preiudice their breeding.1 Ioh. 3, 10 Their Actions shal haue alwaies written in theyr fronts the liuely Characters of their Progenitors. Others may boast of their descent, but they are no better then the spurious Issue of an Heroike Father.Gen: 16, 12. They are a wilde and sauage generation: The Bond-Woman [Page 82] is their Mother. They haue nothing in them that is truely generous:Gen. 21, 10 and shall therefore be cast out with Ishmael, from beeing partners of the promise with the lawful Heire. The father of Canaan for his impiety shall be made a Slaue; and the King of Babell for his pride shall become a Beast. The Wealth and and glory of the World, with those hydropicall and puffed vppe Titles, which are the foode and Fodder of Ambition. what are they else but imaginary and fantastick [Page 83] graces, of slender substaunce, of short continuaunce? The feare of the Lord is the height of Honour, and hee that is vertuous is only Noble. I wil labor alwaies therfore to doe righteously; & teach my hart the way of Gods Commaundements.Actes 17.11 The Men of Berea were preferred by the holy Ghost before those of Thessalonica, because they searched the Scriptures with more diligence, and receiued the word which was taught them with morewillingnesse. I will doe as they [Page 84] did, and obtain the same stile which they had. I will delight in the Statutes of my God, & with his precepts will I solace my Soule.
XXVI.
THE Lord is a good God, slow to anger, and of great kindnesse. Hee desireth not the ouerthrowe of a Sinner; (Why will ye dye, saith he, O House of Israell? Eze. 33, 11) But rather that he should returne from his wicked waies and liue. Though [Page 85] in the heate of his wrath and indignation, he pronounce the fearefull sentence of Death against him; yet notwithstanding, if he fal from his former courses, and subiect himselfe vnto his ordinaunce, hee will reuerse his iudgements, hee will annihilate his doombe. Hee knoweth of what Moule we be made; hee remembreth that we are but Dust;Psal. 103, 14 that our daies are but Grasse; and that as the flower of the field, so flourish we. He excuseth our manifold transgressions vpon our weaknesse, [Page 86] that hee may not punish them as proceeding from wilfulnesse. I know (saith he) ye did it of ignoraunce. Actes 2, 17 There is in his bosome a louing and kinde affection towardes vs. Hee pleadeth our cause himselfe; and seeketh to remooue the guilt, that hee may spare the guilty. He forgetteth the place of a Iudge, to performe the part of a father. He inuiteth them that are thirsty to the Fountaines of liuing Water; and willeth such such as are heauy laden to come vnto him, that [Page 87] he may ease them; And when thorough vile and obstinate contempt of this his kindnesse, they fall into a bottomlesse & immeasurable Gulfe of miserie, his hart is ouercome with pittie and cō passion, and out of the commiseration which he hath of the wretchednes of their estate, he cryeth out by the mouth of his holy Prophet; Oh! That thou hadst hearkened to my Commandements, Esay 48.18 Iere. 48.31 then had thy prosperitie beene as the Floud, and thy righteousnesse as the Waues of the Sea. Hee is in all thinges [Page 88] GOD omnipotent; yet there are three thinges which lye without the compasse of his power: He cannot deny his pardon to him that seeketh with inward sorrow and deiection for it, nor with draw his grace from him that is vnwilling to part with it.Cadant amici, dummodo inimici intercidant. Farewell Friendes so Foes may perrish, is no principle in his Politiks, no precept of his propounding; Hee cannot punish the wicked, where there is danger of offending the godly, hereupon, when hee intended the ruine and subuersion [Page 89] of Sodome and Gomorrah: Gen. 19, 22. Hast thee (said he to Lot) from hence and saue thy selfe, for I can doe nothing til thou be gone. And in the Gospell, he would not suffer the Seruants of the houshold to pluck vp the Tares, for feare they should offende the Wheate, Mathew 13, 29. Hence-forward therfore I will forsake my wicked wayes;Psal. 123, 2. I will abandon mine own imaginations, and with speede returne vnto the Lorde. As the eyes of a Seruant looke vnto the handes of his Maister: or the eyes of a [Page 90] Maide to the handes of her Mistris, euen so shal mine without ceasing or interruption waite vpon my GOD, till hee doe crowne me with mercy, till he receiue mee to his glory.
XXVIII.
THe Maiesty of christ is wondrous great; his Empire is exceeding large. There is nothing in all this spacious Vniuerse which lyeth not within the compasse of his iurisdiction. The heauens [Page 91] are his by birth, as he is the onely Sonne of his Father, begotten before all Worldes; And heere are those selected troopes of Saintes and Martyrs, those triumphall Conquerors, that haue giuen the ouerthrowe to Sinne and Sathan, and doe now waite vppon the Throne of the Lambe, hauing their bodies clothed with white aray, and their Temples crowned with wreathes of victory. The Earth is his by donation. I will giue thee the Heathen for thine inheritaunce, Psalm. 2, 8. and the [Page 92] endes of the World for th [...] possessions; and here had he planted those renowned Colonies of Warlike Combattants,1. Thes. 5, 8 Ephe. 6, 14. that haue their loynes continually girded about with Verity, and vpon their head the Helmet of Saluation; that holde the Shielde of Faith in one hand, the Sword of the Spirit in the other, and are ready at the least alarum to rescue both their owne honour and their Maisters from the fierce inuasions and assaults of the aduersary. The lower partes are his by Conquest.Colos. 2, 15. Hee hath [Page 93] spoyled the principalities, and powers; hee hath made a shew of them openly, and hath triumphed ouer them in the Crosse: And heere is as it were the Gaole, which himselfe appointed & prepared for those faint and crauen Spirits, that make a glorious florish in the time of peace, but abandon their Captaine, and forsake his colours in the day of tryall, yeelding thēselues basely before the conflict prisoners of Temptation. Legions to Angels are at his command. The winds are obediēt to his voice, [Page 94] and the Waues are [...] at his rebuke. God himselfe hath mightily exalted him, and proclaimed by the sound of his trumpet: That at the Name o [...] Iesus euery knee shold bo [...], Ph l. 2.10. both of thinges in Heauen, and thinges in Earth, an [...] thinges vnder the Earth and That euery toong shal [...] confesse him to bee the Lor [...] vnto the glory of the F [...] ther. Yet there are some that out of the p [...]ofanenesse of their minds, an [...] hardnesse of their he [...] deny his power, and w [...] at no hands acknowled [...] him for their Superiour, [Page 95] They cry out with the Iewes,Ioh. 19.15. We haue no K. but Caesar: But these are reserued for the black of darknes, and shall for euer be disabled from being fellow-heirs with him in his euerlasting Kingdom. I wil alwaies therefore do homage to him as my Lorde; I will take heede how I fall from so great a GOD; I wil fight as I ought to do, that I may be crowned when I haue doone: Hee that is the righteous Iudge shall reward mee at the latter day, and not mee onely, but likewise all those [Page 96] that loue his appearing▪
XXVIII.
THere is no fellowship between light and darknesse; 2. Cor. 6, 15 betweene Christ, 1. Sam. 5, 4 and Belial. The Arke, & Dagon cannot lodge vnder one roofe. The Rod of Aaron will deuour those of the Soothsaiers and Inchanters; and the Walles of Iericho fall downe,Iosh. 6, 20. before the Tabernacle of the Lord. Hee that will follow GOD, and retaine him, must haue no dependency [Page 97] at all on wicked Mammon. Psal. 104, 5 The Holy-one of Israell is exceeding great. It is he that set the Earth on her Foundations, and couered it with the deepe as with a Garment. He will not brook a partner in his Dignity, nor yet resigne his glory to a third. Mans heart is that which he demands; and he will haue it all, or none. He that thinkes to shift him of with parte, may peraduenture perish in his owne Hypocrisie,Actes 5, 5. as Ananias and Sapphi [...]a did. I will not therefore put newe Wine into anMath 9.16 [Page 98] old Vessel, nor piece out an olde Garment with new Cloath; I will cast away all the woorkes of darknesse,Rom. 13.12 and put on the compleat armor of light, I will worship the Lord my God, and him onely will I serue.
XXIX.
THe Sunshine of the wicked lasteth but a while:Iob. 20.6. It is quickly ouercast; and the ioy of Hypocrites doth vanish in a moment: though his excellency mount vp to [Page 99] Heauen, and his head do reach vnto the Cloudes, yet shall he perish foreuer like his Dung, and they which haue seene him shall say, Where is he? The worldly pleasures whereon he feedes with such a rauening and vnsatiable Appetite, shall fr [...]t asunder his entrails. His meate shall turne within his Bowels into the Gall of Aspes; and howe sweete soeuer it seeme in his mouth, it shall bee most vnsauorie in his Maw. Nor shal his State and condition bee so wretched in this [Page 100] World, but it shall bee more in the Worlde to come. Such feare and horrour shall hedge him in on euery side in that dreadful day, that he shal not know which way to runne, nor whether to retire.Reuel. 1, 16 Aboue him shall hee see an angry Iudge, out of whose mouth cō meth a sharp two-edged Sword;Ibid. 6, 16. and well may he then entreate the Mountaines to fal downe vpon him, and the Hils to couer him from the presence of him that sitteth on the Throne, and from the wrath of the Lambe, [Page 101] but it shall little auayle him. At his right hand hee shall discouer the hideous & distorted brood of his transgressions, which challenge him for their patron, and will by no meanes be induced to forsake him. At his left, will stand the Deuill his Accuser, who then vnfolds his Ephemerides, & leaues not the least of all his sinfull actions vnatomiz'd. Hee quotes them like a cunning Register, with euery particular circumstance, both of time and place. Hee bringeth forth to his reproach & [Page 102] disaduantage those filthy and polluted Garments in which he took him, and as Iosephs Bretheren to their Father, so saith he vnto the lord. Behold, this haue I found, see now whether it bee the Coate of any of thy Sonnes, Gen: 37, 32 or no. If he turne back his eyes into himself, he shal meete there with the Worme of Conscience, Esay 66.24 that doth neuer dye; If he reflect them on the World; he shall perceiue it to be nothing round about him but a burning flame. If hee cast them downewardes he shall there descry [Page 103] to his perpetual terrour and affrightment, that vnquenchable Lake of Fire and Brimstone, which is prepared for him; The plentiful years are past; the yeares of dearth and scarsitie are come, and nowe not so much as one drop of water shall euer be granted him,Luke 16.24 to quallifie the heat of his inflamed tongue. The Moth-eaten. Robe shall exclaim against the proud, and the cankered Gold against the Couetous: The stone shall cry out of the walagainst the Vsurer,Iames 5.3. Hab. 2.11, that buildes his [Page 104] nest vppon the ruines of the oppressed, and the Beame out of the Timber shall answere it. The whole world and whatsoeuer is therein contained, shall stand vppe in iudgement, and witnesse against the Reprobate. Then shal they confesse, that it had beene better that they had neuer been borne, or that a Milstone beeing tyed about theyr Necke, they had been taken from out their Cradle, and cast into the sea. While I haue time therfore,Mat. 18.6. I wil wash my hart from all vncleannesse, I [Page 105] will take my leaue of all iniquity, and bid farewel for euer to al profanesse and impiety.1. Tim. 4.7. I will altogether exercise my selfe to godlines, which hath annexed vnto it the promise of the life present, and of that that is to come.Psal. 71, 14. The Lorde is my helper and deliuerer in the time of trouble, he is my Rocke, and my defence, I will continually waite vpon him, and wil praise him more & more. My mouth shall rehearse his righteousnesse, and my tongue shall speak of his saluation.
XXX.
IT is not good for a mā to bee confident in his owne strength: It is a broken staffe and wil deceiue his trust. Hee that is in heart a Christian, must worke out his saluation with feare and trembling.Mat. 26.35 Who before hand so bold in vaunts & protestations to followe Christ as Peter, and yet alasse!Iohn. 11.16 who at the point more timorous? Who so ready to dye with him [Page 107] as Thomas, yet in the end who more incredulous? Vnlesse hee might see in his handes the printes of the Nailes,Ioh. 20, 25. he would not beleeue his resurrection. Let him that standeth, therefore looke well vnto his footing that he do not fall. Let him not think vpō Security while hee is heere; It is not a Creature of this world. The Angels are not sure of it in Heauen; There Lucifer did fall euen in the presence of the Godhead. Poore Adam found by woefull experience, that it was not amongst [Page 108] the Trees of Eden, for there fell hee from that estate of blessednesse in which hee was created; Much lesse ought we to hope for it in this Vale of misery,1. Pet. 5.8. where our aduersary like a roaring Lion walketh about, and seeketh whom hee may deuoure. I will alwaies therefore stand vpon my guard,Mat. 26.41 I will continually keepe Centinel ouer my heart, and without ceasing wil I pray, that I enter not into Tentation. The GOD of Abraham; the Shielde of Isaac; and the strength of Iacob shal [Page 109] protect me. The watchman of Israell, that neyther sleepeth nor slumbereth, shall stil preserue mee as the Apple of his Eye.
XXXI.
HEE that walketh in the Sunne, shall bee tanned; and he that medleth with Pitch, shall bee defiled. A Man can hardly conuerse with such as are infected, and yet rest free from all contagion. Ioseph was but a while in [Page 110] Aegypt, Exod. 34, 5 when he learned to sweare by the life of Pharaoh. And hence it was, that the Children of Israell were commaunded by the Lord, to make no Couenant with the Inhabitantes of Canaan, nor to take their Daughters eyther for thēselues, or for their Sonnes, least when they went a whoring after their Goddes, and did sacrifice vnto thē, they likewise might bee induced by them to do the like.Iudg. 16, 18 But notwithstanding the strictnesse of this Mandate, Sampson would haue his Dalilah; [Page 211] and shee indeede did dally with him, till shee had destroied him. Dauid would entertain a league of amity with Hanun for the courtesies he had receiued from his Father Nahash, 2 Sam. 10.4 but the euent of it was this: His kindnesse was suspected, his Messengers disgraced. There were not women enow in Israell for King Salomon, 1 King 11.1. but he must take vnto him the Daughter of Pharaoh: and he must haue with him them of Moab, Ammon, Edom, Zidon & Heth. 1 Kings 11.11. But the lord grewe angry with him [Page 112] for it. Hee rent his Kingdome from him, & gaue it to his Seruaunt. For these had weaned him from God vnto Idolatry, and had enticed him to builde high places vnto Chemosh, Gen. 24, 3. & vnto Molech. The holy Patriarks were more obedient: Abraham would none of them for Isaac; Ibid. 27.2. Isaac woulde none of them for Iacob; nor Iacob for himselfe: Hee went according to his Fathers wil to Padan-Aram, to the House of Bethuel for a wife, when wicked Esau, of purpose as it were to spite both [Page 113] God & his Parents, did go to Ishmael, and tooke vnto the wiues he had already, of the same stocke Mahalath, his Daughter; but for this his disobedience, the promise vvas confirmed vnto his Brother, and he himselfe was made a Seruaunt vnto him. Though I soiourne therefore here on earth, my conuersation shall be in Heauen, frō whence I looke for my Redeemer, the Lorde Iesus Christ,Ph [...]l. 3.20. who shall chaunge my vile body, and fashion it in glory like vnto his owne, according to the [Page 114] working, whereby he is able, euen to subdue all thinges vnto himselfe Let the Daughters of men bee neuer so faire,Gen. 6.2. I will auoyd their company. I knowe the World had net beene drowned, if the Sonnes of GOD would haue forborne them. Our heauenly leader is exceeding iealous, If he see vs familiar with his Enemies, hee misdoubtes our hearts, and thinkes that eyther wee are already of the party, or may in time bee easily made so. The destructio [...] of Ahaziah, the Son o [...] [Page 115] Iehoram King of Iudah, came of God, in that he went downe to see Iehoram the Sonne of Ahab, who lay diseased at Izreel. 2. Cron. 22. If mine eie do therefore cause me to offend, I will pluck it out; if my hand, I will cut it off, and cast it from me.Math. 18, 6. Better it is that I should want a member, then my whole body should be cast into Hell. There is not any one, eyther in bloud or otherwise, so neere vnto mee, but if hee fall from God, I will fal from him. Our Sauior Christ hath taught me, both by precept [Page 116] and example, that I shold acknowledge non [...] for my Brother, my Sister, or my Mother, bu [...] such as do the will of my Father,Mat. 12, 50. which is in Heauen.
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MY Sonne, saith Salomon, Prou. 3, 11. despise not the chastening of the Lorde, nor faint with griefe at his rebuke. Hee correcteth him whom hee loueth best, euen as the parent doth the Childe in which he delighteth [Page 117] most. Hee will see how patiently hee can endure his wrath, & with what constancy abide the smarting of his rod. For there are some that are onely followers of his Table, and not of him; let neuer so little euill come vpon them, they will presently put in practise the counsell of that foolish Woman, and like vnnaturall and disobedient children,Iob. 2, 9. Blaspheme the name of God, and dye. Let not the Shuhite then vpbraid the afflicted Iob, Ibid. 3.8. nor alleage his punnishment as an argument of his [Page 118] vnrighteousnesse. Those eighteen persons who [...] the fall of the Towers Siloam slew, were not assuredly greater Sinnes thē all the rest that dwel in Hierusalem. Luke 13.2. Let no [...] him therefore, that hat [...] not so much as tasted the bitternesse of his indignation, say in his vants▪ My holinesse hath preserued me. For howsoeuer he cōceiteth of himselfe, surely the Lord accounts him but a bastard and cares not (it shoul [...] seem) what doth beco [...] of him;Heb. 12, 8. Did he esteem him as a Sonne, he shol [...] [Page 119] not want his portion; Hee would looke more neerely to his bringing vp. With all humilitie therefore and lowlinesse of heart, I will submit my vnderstanding and my will, with all the powers and faculties of my Soule to the sharpnesse of his Censure. The Fathers of our bodies corrected vs, and wee gaue them reuerence, howe much the rather should we subiect our selues to the Father of Spirites, that wee may liue. They verily for a fewe daies chastened vs after theyr [Page 120] owne pleasure; but tha [...] which he doth, is for ou [...] profit, that we may for euer bee partakers of his holinesse. The Flesh w [...] thinke it peraduenture grieuous for the present, but the Spirite will reioyce in the quiet fruite of righteousnesse, which afterwardes it bringeth vnto them, that are exercised thereby. It is a bit wherewith he Curbs the head-strongnesse o [...] our affections; and a bridie, wherewith he reines them vp, from running head-long with vs into euerlasting damnation. [Page 121] Shall Dauid in the meeknesse of his minde,Psal. 141, 5 account the smiting of the righteous as a benefite; and his reproofes a pretious Oyle, that shall not break his head? And shall I thinke hardly of the Rodde of the Lord? No, no: Let him beate mee, let him bruise mee, let him hewe me, let him hacke mee heere in this World, so he saue me in the World to come. Let him strike me heere with the Hasel-wand, so he cast me not there into the boyling Cauldron. Hee maketh the wound and [Page 122] bindeth it vp;Iob. 5.18. he smiteth and his handes make whole.
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THIS World was once a Garden, which abounded with delightes, but Man which was the Gardiner of it, neglecting both himselfe and it, suffered the Plants thereof to ryot, and the fruites thereof to be choaked vp with weeds, so that now alas! It produceth nothing which is either pure or [Page 123] perfect. The Comforts of it are defectiue; and the ioyes thereof are not without their mixture. There is no Wheate in it without Darnell; no Siluer in it without drosse. Euery Rose therin hath his Thorne; and euery conueniency his discommodity. Health and Sicknesse are neere Neighbors; Pleasure & Paine, thinges differing in Nature, if they be not confounded in it, they are surely coupled: Mirth and Melancholy heere, if we marke them well, resemble one the other very [Page 120] [...] [Page 121] [...] [Page 122] [...] [Page 123] [...] [Page 124] neerely; The same folds and motions of the countenance that serue for weeping, do likewise serue for laughter, and indeede the extreame of this dooth continually mixe it selfe with teares. Vertue and Vice are vtter opposites, yet stand they alwaies in each others view, and there is nothing to bee found so absolute heere belowe, but howsoeuer it haue the constitution of that, it will some way showe the complexion of this; If it be faire as Rachell, Gen. 29, 17 it will bee tender-eyed as [Page 125] Leah; If it haue the voice of Iacob, Ibid. 27, 22. it will haue the handes of Esau: Something is alwayes absent from the full perfection. The Lord of Hoasts deliuered the Children of Israell by a strong and mighty hand from the slauery of the Aegyptians, Exod. 15, 25 but yet hee forced them to drinke the Waters of Marah; In the Desert of Zin they wanted foode, and hee supplyed them with the Bread of Angels; hee fed them with Quailes from his owne Table; yet at Rephidim, Ibid. 16, 1.13. both they, their Childrē, [Page 126] and their Cattle were well-nigh killed with thirst; and howsoeuer the Rock in Horeb did afterwardes affoord them drinke,Ibid. 17.1. yet still was there somewhat to dash the fulnesse of their contentment.Ibid. 12.8. He would not suffer thē to eate the Passeouer but with sower Hearbes; In a word, it was not at the birth of Isaac, Gen. 21, 8. but at his weaning, that Abraham made a Feast, to signify vnto vs, that while wee sucke the breasts of the church our Mother, our ioy is but in part, and cannot bee accomplished [Page 127] till the time of our admission to the Table of our heauenly Father. God hath in his hand three cups, the one is full of pure Wine,Psal. 75, 9. whereof the Saints that are already glorified do onely tast; the other is full of nothing else but Dregs; a draught reserued onely for the damned; the third is mingled, and is for vs that soiourne heere in Houses of Clay, the weaknesse of whose condition is such, as nothing in his owne simplicity, and natiue purenesse can fall [Page 128] within the cōpasse of our vse. The elements which wee enioy are altered and disguised. The Gold of Ophir, must of necessity be empaired with som baser stuffe, to fit it for our turne.Heb. 5, 12. Vertue it selfe vnlesse it bee compounded, is beyonde our strength. As long as we liue in the Flesh, we haue neede of Milke, and not of strong meate. Let vs take our selues euen at the best, and alasse! what are we more then brittle Earth, then frailty it self. Our sight cannot endure the brightnesse of Gods [Page 129] Maiesty, no not by reflection.Exo. 34, 33 Moses must put a vaile vpon his face, when he commeth down from Mount Sinai, or the glory of his countenaunce will daunt the eye of the Beholder. I will followe therefore after loue, and couet spirituall guiftes;1. Cor. 13, 12. I will attend with patience the cōming of that which is perfect. I see now but darkly through a Glasse, but then shall I see face to face; I knowe now but in part, but thē shall I knowe, euen as I am knowne.
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THE Eyes of a Christian soule, are Faith and Charity. If the right Eye be out, the left Eye serues but for little vse. For without faith, good workes are not auaileable.Heb. 11, 6. This alone is the ground of all thinges, which are hoped for, and the euidence of thinges that are not seene; and without this it is impossible to please the Lord. The Deuill, when hee fighteth with vs, neuer [Page 131] aymeth but at this. Hee knoweth, if once hee hit it, wee must needes giue ouer. Nahash the Ammonite will haue this,1. King 11.2. or he will make no couenant with thē of Iabesh Gilead; but let him knowe that grauntes it him, hee disableth himselfe for euer from making Warre but to his owne exceeding disaduātage against his Aduersary. For either hee must fight vnarmed for his owne defence, or he shall neither see how to put by the blowes of his Antagonist, nor how to follow his owne. The [Page 132] Eye of Faith is out, and that of Workes is shaddowed with his Shielde. I will alwaies therefore haue a care that my Beauer be strong enough on that side, to rebound his fiery Dartes vppon himselfe, or at the least, to quench them vtterly as fast as they come. If I perceiue it to waxe dull and dimme through the fiercenesse of his encounter, I will hast mee to the Lorde, and buy of him a Salue to annoint it with,Reuel. 3, 18 that I may see: hee alone is my Phisitian, & he alone shal cleare it by [Page 133] that enlightning power of his holy Spirite, by which hee openeth the Eies of them that sit in darknesse, and in the shadow of Death. Then shal I bee able with blessed Stephen, Actes 7, 55. euen in the heat and fury of the skirmish, to behold through al the heauens the glory of the Lorde, for which I doe contend, and my Redeemer Iesus standing at his right hand, ready to succour me if need require; and then with an vndaunted courage will I abide the fight, and die vpon the place, ere I giue [Page 134] ground in any fainting manner to the raging of his might. Christ is my second, who I know wil witnesse my valour, and reuenge my quarrell. Why should I feare the powers and principalities of Hel? When God is with vs, who shal stand against vs?
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BEhold (saith the Prophet) the day commeth rhat shall flame like an Ouen,Mal. 4.1. and they that [Page 135] sweare by the sinne of Samaria, and say;Amos 8.14 Thy God O Dan liueth, and the manner of Beer-Sheba liueth; yea the proud, with all such as doe wickedly shall bee Stubble; the day that commeth shall cleane consume them; it shal leaue them neither root nor branch. The Lorde will hast him from Teman, Hab. 3.3: and the holy one from Mount Paran: His Maiesty shall couer the Heauens, and the Earth shall be full of his glorie: Consuming fire shall march before him, and burning coales [Page 136] shall cōpasse him about. Hee will summon all the Nations of the Earth to make their appearaunce before his Tribunall seat and giue to euery one according to what he hath don,1. Pet. 4.17 whether it be good or euill. To put the wicked out of al comfort, he will begin his iudgments in his owne house, and call euen the righteous according to that of Iob, vnto a strict account of euery idle word. Thou writest bitter thinges (saith he) against me, Iob. 13, 26. and makest mee possesse the iniquity of my youth; Thou puttest my [Page 137] feete into the Stockes, and lookest narrowly vnto my pathes: The printes thereof are in the heeles of my feet. Now if the Caedar of Lebanon be shakē thus,Luke 23.31 what shal becom of the bramble in the Wildernesse? If this bee doone to the greene Spring, what is remaining for the dry Stumpe? If the iust man be so hardly saued, wher is the hope of the vngodly? I will high me therefore to the lord my God, with al the speede I can: I will not deferre my going to him by repentance till the seting of the Sun;Ibid. 24.25. [Page 138] O fooles, and slow of heart, saith he to such, and will not stay with them but with great constraint. Nor will I put it of vntill the euening,Ibid. 24, 37. least hauing found him I should bee doubtfull, and think I see a Spirit when I looke on him. No, no, I will rise betimes with Mary Magdalen, Math. 28.1. and with the Mother of Iames, will I seek for Iesus of Nazareth before the dawning of the day:Prou. 8, 17. Hee loueth those that loue him; and they that seeke him early shal sind him.
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GOD is no respecter of persons.Ephe. 6, 9. Iohn. 4.47. The Ruler entreated him to come vnto his Sonne, & he would not:Luke 7.2. The Centurion did but sende vnto him for his Seruant, and immediatly hee went. It is not the beauty of outward obiectes that attractes his Eye, nor the quality of ambitious Titles that stirres vp his respect. When he past thorough Iericho, Ibid. 17, 5. there were many that came [Page 140] foorth to see him, mo [...] specious to the viewe of weaker sence, & of hig [...] er place and ranke in the Cittie then Zacheus was yet he alone was grace by him aboue the re [...].Ibid. 7.25. The Baptist was not cl [...] thed in soft rayment,Math. 3.4. no [...] fed with delicates. H [...] meat was Locustes with wilde Hony, and his ga [...] ment of Camels Hayre yet did hee make him greater then a Prophet Peter was not arrayed it Purple,Ibid. 16.18. nor did hee liue deliciously in Courtes of Kinges, and yet he made him Prince of his Apostles. [Page 141] So the body bee sound, hee cares not for the bark. If the liuing be good, let the outside bee as ragged as it will. I wil not therefore greatly eie my present condition: Though I bee rich, I will not presume vppon my wealth; though I be poore, I wil not despaire for my want. He that called vnto the Fisher-men that were in their Ship,Mat. 4.21. mending their Nets, not minding him, and sayde vnto them; Come followe me: will out of question giue kind and courteous entertainment vnto him, [Page 142] who out of loue, and of his owne accord, do [...] humbly sue vnto him f [...] his Liuery. Againe I know, that Diues was [...] torments,Luke 16, 23 when Laz [...]r [...] was in Abrahams boson
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Esay 21.28 IVstice is a worke when with the Lord is scare acquainted; It is a stra [...] ger, and an alien to him he knowes not how, no which way to begin i [...] In Sodom there was no [...] righteous, but only [...]a [Page 143] or he would neuer haue wasted it with fire; none in the whole world, saue onely Noah, or he would neuer haue destroyed it with the floud. Till the Tree bee past hope, hee applyeth not his Axe. No, nor then but with much vnwillingnesse and great commiseration. He looketh at Hierusalem, Luke 19.41 & weepes to thinke on the destruction that shoulde come vpon it. He houles for Moab, he cries out for it; his heart doth mourn for them of Kirhareseth; Iere. 40.31. He weepeth for the vine of Sibmah, as he wept for [Page 144] Iazer; he watereth Hes [...] bon with his teares,Esay 16.9. are Elaleh is drunke with th [...] showers of his cōplain, because of the destroye which is to fall vppo [...] their Summer fruites, & vpon their Vintage. H [...] wrath and indignatio [...] hath many Motiues t [...] incite it;Iob. 64 6. but his mercy none. For all our righteousnesse is as a filthy Cloute; wee fade like a leafe, and our iniquities like the windes doe carry vs away; yet notwithstanding he lookes down vpon vs from the throne of his heauenly grace [Page 145] with the eye of Pitty & compassion; he remembers that wee are the workemanshippe of his handes, and in the ende, out of the zeale of his affection towardes vs, he crieth out;Ose, 13.9. Thy iniquities O Israell, haue destroyed thee; but thy help is in me. He doth not onely tolerate our imperfections, but oftentims he dissembleth the knowledge hee hath of them; he turneth away his face, and will not see the sinne because he would not punish the Sinner. There is no daie wherein to fauour the [Page 146] transgressour hee doth not breake the Tables of the Law. Our GOD is a iealous God;Exod. 20, 5. he visiteth the sinnes of the Father, vpon the Children vnto the third and fourth generation of them that hate him; but sheweth mercy vnto thousands of them that loue him, and keepe his Commaundements. The Kingly Prophet therefore speaking of them both, saieth of the one; Thy mercy, ó Lorde, Psal. 103, 11 is in the Heauens; and of the other; Thy Iustice, ô God, is like the hils, to signifie vnto vs, that [Page 147] his mercy doth as much exceed his iustice; as the high Heauens doe surmount the Hils. The holy one is milde and ful of gentlenesse; free from anger, and of long patience.Esay 27.4. Wee haue seene the Lord, said the Disciples, but Thomas beleeues thē not; yet Christ forbeareth to reproue him, and commeth not till eyght dayes after to rebuke his incredulity, and euen then, the vttermost of his wrath, is onely this: Put thy Fingers into my woundes, Ioh. 20.26. and thy hand into my side, and bee no longer [Page 148] faithlesse. When sinfull Adam after his fall, had stoln as he imagined out of the sight of his Creator, idly conceiting peraduenture, that himselfe being hid, his fault wold not bee seene,Gen. 3, 8. God came not to correct him with a furious and hasty pace; he did but walk, and that against the winde, desirous (as it were) to bee detained in his proceedinges by that gentle blast: He walked against the wind saith the Text, not in the Morning, nor at Noone-day, but towardes the Euening, at [Page 149] the very setting of the Sunne; so slow, so slack, & so remisse is this deare Father of ours in the execution of his iudgements. Hee dealt otherwise with the Prodigall; hee sawe him no sooner comming, but his heart was ouer-ioyed, hee ran vnto him, and hauing entertained him with kisses and kind embracements, hee calleth vnto his Seruants: Goe quickly, bring me forth for him the purest Robe, Luke 15.22 kill me instantly the fattest Calfe, that wee may eate it, and bee merry, my Son was dead, and is aliue [Page 150] againe, lost he was, but he [...] is found. Eze. 36, 25 So that his fauours are powred ou [...] vpon vs with some violence, but his chasticementes and his corrections are distilled drop b [...] drop.Cant. 5, 5. My hart (saith he) shall not drop down vpon Ierusalem by the hand of Shishak. 2. Cron. 12.7. He is patient, & wold haue no man perish, but willingly draw all men to repentaunce. I will not therefore despise the riches of his bounty,Rom. 2.4. and long sufferance; he seekes to leade mee by it to saluation, nor as one that is contentions, [Page 151] will I disobey the truth, and obey vnrighteousnesse; but I wil labour by continuance in well doing for honour, glory, and eternall life. I looke for new Heauens, and a new Earth according to his promise,Esay 65, 17. and will be therfore diligent, that I may bee found of him in peace, without spot, and blamelesse.2. Pet. 3.11.
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PRayer is the Mindes Ambassador to God. [Page 152] It is the onely Agent for the Soule; but if it haue not Faith and Humility for Assistants, it will neuer bee admitted to his presence. The one is so much interested in him, That whatsoeuer we desire when we pray,Mar. 11.24 let vs beleeue that wee shall haue it, and it shall bee done vnto vs. The Woman that had so long bin tro [...]bled with the fluxe, did but touch the Hem of his Garment, & withour further entreatie, he turned him about, and said vnto her: Daughter, be of good comfort, Math. 9.22. thy faith [Page 153] hath made thee whole. His graces are proportioned by this.Math. 9, 28. According to your Faith, be it vnto you: said he vnto the blinde, that came and besought him for their sight: And to the Captaine:Math. 8, 13. As thou hast beleeued, bee it vnto thee. The other is of that excellency, might, and power, that it maketh way for our Requestes, euen thorough the regions of the Ayre, & commands their passage thorow the thickest clouds. It vshereth them into the Priuy Chamber of his imperiall Maiesty, & [Page 154] obtaines both hearing and dispatch for them without stop or stay. The Prayer of the Centurion, sent forth in the behalfe of his diseased Seruaunt, was well accompanyed with both. I haue not found (saith our Sauiour of the first) such faith, Luke 7.9. no not in Israell; and for the last, it was not to be parallelled: I am vnworthy, (said hee, ô humblenesse of mind) that thou shouldst enter vnder my roofe: and by so saying, hee shewed himselfe worthy, not into whose house, but into whose heart the Lorde [Page 155] might enter. By making himself vnworthy (saith S. Chrisostome) to receiue Christ into his Gates, he was made worthy to bee receiued of Christ into his Kingdome. But beside these, it had with it the encouragement of Charity, that with the more assurednesse & better confidence it might appeare before him. To pray for our selues, proceedes from Nature, but to pray for others is the worke of Grace: Necessity enforceth vs to that; but brotherly loue exhorteth vs to this; And [Page 156] it is indeede a far sweeter sauour in the Nostrils of the Lord, thē that which ariseth from the sensitiue apprehensiō of our own misery: I aduise you therefore (saith Saint Paule to Timothy) that first of all Supplications, 1. Tim. 2, 1. Prayers, Intercessions, and Thankesgiuings be made for al men. The word which we professe, instructeth vs by precepts and examples, that the conseruation of duty to the publique, should bee much more vnto vs, then the conseruation of eyther life or being, and that whatsoeuer [Page 157] good is Cōmunicatiue should be preferred before that, which is but priuate and particular.Rom. 9.3. S. Paule desired to bee anathemized for his Bretheren; and Moses to bee razed out of the Booke of life for the Children of Israell,Exo 32, 32. such was their zeale vnto the Church, and such their feeling of Communion. I wil continually therfore labour to lift vp pure handes to Heauen without doubting.Luk. 18.13 I will imitate the lowlinesse of the Publican; and in my bosome will I cherish his meane [Page 158] conceite. When I pray I will not stand in the Synagogues, Math. 6, 6. nor kneele in the corners of the streets that I may bee seene of men; but I will enter into my Chamber, and hauing shut my doore, I wil cal vpon my heauenly Father. He seeth in secret, and shal reward me openly. In my Prayers I will bee mindfull of my afflicted Bretheren, that so the lord may be more mindfull of mee. God is exceedingly in loue with Charity;Cant. 1.1. the very name thereof to him is as an oyntment powred out. [Page 159] She is his onely darling; hee dooth kisse her with the Kisses of his mouth; when shee commeth to him, hee lodgeth her betweene his breastes, and neuer sendes her from him but with ladē hands. The G [...]oler washed Paul and Silas frō their stripes,Acts 16, 33 and by so doing, himselfe was washed from his sinnes.
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GOdlinesse is not a thing hereditarye, nor can true Piety be bequeathed [Page 160] by Legacie; an vpright heart requireth much manurance; and is not gotten but by great Husbandry.Esay 5.7. I had a Vineya [...]d (saith the Lord) in a most fruitefull Hill, what could bee done, which I did not to it? Yet in the ende it brought forth nothing but sower Grapes; in steade of iudgment, it gaue oppression; in stead of righteousnes it affoorded crying. The Nettle growes, where the Rose was looked for, and out of the Egge a Chicken is expected, but beholde a Cockatrice. The stock is often good, [Page 161] but without continuall pruning, the Plantes degenerate. Out of the lodge of ADAM came murderous Caine; out of the Arke of Noah, impious Cham; out of the House of reuerend Eli, Ophni, and Phinees the Sonnes of Belial; out of the Court of Dauid came trayterous Absalon; out of the Schoole of Iesus, perfideous Iudas; & out of the company of the Deacons, Nicholas the Hereticke. So that Vertues are not maintained by propagation; nor is a vertuous habite purchased [Page 162] but with much sweat; It will cost vs the breathing, ere we can actually possesse it as our own Free-hold. There is not an Elijah nowe to graunt so hard & difficult a suite at the redoubling of his Spirite;2. King 2.9 nor is there an Elisha residing heere, that is worthy to obtaine it. I will not therefore brag that I haue Abraham for my Father, but I will labour to doe the workes of Abraham; and when I glory,Iere. 9.24. I will glory in this alone, that I vnderstand & know the Lord to bee the only very God, who [Page 163] sheweth mercy, iudgement, and righteousnes in the Earth, and Iesus Christ, whom hee hath sent to be his onely Son,Luke 11.28 begot before all worlds, which who so doth, shal remaine for euer. For indeede it is not the womb that bare him; nor the Paps that gaue him suck which are blessed; but rather they that hear the word of his Father and do thereafter. Little had it auailed the Virgin to haue conceiued him in hir Wombe, or Simeon to haue receiued him in his Armes, if by the Eye [Page 164] of Fayth, they had not both perceiued, that hee was sent from heauen to redeeme the world.
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SAthan is a bolde Intruder. Hee resides not alwayes in the Graues, nor is hee still abyding in the Desertes. You shall finde him somtimes in the company of Gods electe and chosen Children: On a day, when they came and stood before the Lord, Iob. 1.6. he likewise came and stood among thē. Somtimes [Page 165] among his Ministers; Iehoshua, Zacha. 3.1. the High Priest standes before the Angell, and loe, the Deceiuer is at his right hand to resist him. Sometimes again with his Apostles; Haue I not chosen twelue, Iohn. 6.70. (saith Christ) and one of you is a deuil. He is a guest that will come without great bidding: the least cast of our eie doth serue him for an inuitation, & the slightest complemēt will embolden him to be insolent. If we make him our Companion, he will be presently our Master. If he get but a foot within [Page 166] our doores, hee will cast vs out, & like a merciles disseisour put vs by our right; nor shall it ought auaile vs to plead our Title, when hee is in possession. I will bee alwaies therefore verye carefull how I suffer him to approch me. If I canot barre him my presence, I wil deny him my countenance, and make him knowne by my lookes, that he shall not lodge in my heart.
XLI.
VNhallowed thoghts are the Scouts of Sathan. He sildome suffers them to lye idle in theyr Tentes, but sendes them alwaies forth vppon discouery: Hee fashioneth his attempts by their aduertisements, and as hee vnderstandes their passage, he restes assured of his own. Themselues delight in pillage, and are therefore glad of theyr imployment. They leaue [Page 168] not a corner about the heart vnsearched, to find out an entrance. If the doores bee barred; they will assay to climbe the Walles, and get in at the Windowes. They doe with cunning mannage their Captaines busines, and husband the least occasions to his best aduantage. It falleth out sometimes, that these stragling Aramites happen vpon some little Maide o [...] the land of Israell, 2 Kings 5.2 to wit, some simple and vntutored Soule, that strayeth from the way of Truth, and is altogether destitute [Page 169] of that heauenlie Conuoy of spiritual graces, which should protect it from the craft and fury of the Aduersarie, and hauing suddainely surprized it, lead it away Captiue to their leprous Generall. Sometimes againe these sons of Remmon, 2 Sam. 4, 6 these wicked Berothites, finding the minde vnfurnished of a Gaurd, and snoaring euen at Noone with honest Ishbosheth in her owne security, doe enter stealingly vpon it, and in an instant cut the throat of it. I wil not therefore with the [Page 170] reprobate put far awaie the euill day, nor promise safety to my selfe, where nothing can bee looked for but Death & Danger. Mans life is a continual Warfare. The Prince of darknesse is his Enemy, who if need require, hath wherewithal to piece out the Lyons skinne; and when he cannot preuaile by open battery, will neuer sticke to compasse his designes by hidden treacherie. I wil endeauour therefore alwaies,Mat. 24, 43 as much as in me lyeth, to bee well prouided for the comming of [Page 171] the Thiefe: Let it bee at what houre in the night he will, he shall finde me wakefull, if not watching; neuer sleeping, though sometimes peraduenture slumbring. I wil bruise the Serpent in the head, I will breake it in the shell. I wil not suffer a sinfull cogitation to come to perfect groth: It shal die in the conception, and ere it neede the Cradle, possesse the Toombe. The Soule in cases criminall (saith, [...]sidore) hath the precedency of weaker flesh; I wil driue it therefore from [Page 172] thence, that this may no [...] offend.Cant. 2.15. I will striue to catch the Foxes, the litle Foxes that destroy the Vines. Blessed (I knowe assuredly) is hee,Psal. 137, 9. that taketh and dasheth these against the stones.
XLII.
THE life of the iust is a continual day. It is not troubled at any time with stormes, nor ouercast with Cloudes, bu [...] is altogether calme and cleare. The Morning o [...] [Page 173] it is, when Christ the Sunne of righteousnesse doth shine out vpon the heart of one regenerate, and by the influence of his beames doth scatter & dispierce those mistie vapours and exhalations of ignorance & stinking errour, which Sathan himselfe had belched forth to hinder the soule from finding out the way of truth: the noon therof is that hourely progresse and ascent of spirituall grace, which brings them to the Zenith of all true perfection. The way of the godly shineth as the [Page 174] light (saith Salomon) beholde the Morne:Prou. 4, 18. It encreaseth more and more vnto the perfect day, beholde the Noone. After the iustification of wretched Sinners by the Law of Faith, there is a continued augmentation & supply of guifts, whereby their mindes are by degrees made fitter for the knowledge and vnderstanding of the loue of GOD, and by which afterwards they are entituled Children of the light, and Children of the day. 1. Thes. 5.3 They are gone out of Aegypt, and dwell now in [Page 175] the Land of Goshen: they neede no Torch-light to direct their steps: there is a pillar of celestiall fire in their bosome, which like a Taper giueth light vnto their feete, and maketh them treade aright the paths of Gods commaundements. But alas! With the wicked it is nothing so. Their waies are as the darknesse, nor do they know into what daungerous places they may fal.Iob. 5.14. They meet with blindnesse in the Morne, and grope at noone as in the night: they feele for the wall,Esay 59.10 as men that had [Page 178] no Eyes; and in the day their feet doe stumble as in the twilight. The greater Luminaries to them are alwaies in Eclipse, & the lesser so obscured as help them little or not at all. I will study therefore continually, for holines, for purenesse, and sobriety. The night is past, the day is come,Rom. 13.12 and nowe will I cast away the workes of darknesse, and put on the Armour of light. I will cloath my selfe with the Lord Iesus Christ, & take no thoght at all to satisfie the lustfull desires of the Flesh.
XLIII.
THe true Souldiour of Christ is known by nothing better then this valour. He that is faint and of a fearefull Spirit, is but a false vsurper of that name.Deut. 20.8. The Lord of hoasts will none of so soft an edge, of such an yeilding temper vnder his pay.Cant. 3, 8. Those of his band are strong and [...]aliant; they all handle the Sword, and are expert in warre; euery one hath his Fauchion on his [Page] [Page 178] [...] [Page 179] [...] [Page 180] Thigh for the feare by night. They see the heauenly Hierusalem, for which they fight before them, and had rather die one foot forwards, then adde many years to their life by one foote of retraite. They had rather faile in good and vertuous ends for the publike, then obtaine all that can be wished & desired for themselues in their own proper Fortune. The mouth of Wisdom hath taught them, that A good heart is a continuall Feast; Pro. 15.15. and that the Conscience of good intentions in [Page 179] themselues, let their successe be what it will, is a more continuall ioy to Nature, then all the politicke prouision a man can make, for still security and peaceable repose. Such as haue wedded their affections to theyr owne particular; or any way betrothed them to the things of this world, and are backwardes eyther for that, or other like respectes in the hazzarding of their life and liuing, he vtterly cashiereth. Gideon before hee doth encounter with the Midianites, Iudg. 7, 3. discardes the [Page 180] Cowards at Mount Gilead, & cleareth his camp of al such crackt and broken courages as fall to pieces before the presence of their enemy. So likewise Iudas Maccabeus, 1. Macca. 3.56. before he meete the forces of Antiochus at Emmaus, proclaimes a generall discharge to euery pale and milky liuer thoroughout his Army and with all willingnes doth license their departure. I will at no time therefore giue place to any timorous conceit, but fortifie my heart with such a setled and vnshaken confidence, [Page 181] that Afflictio [...], come she neuer so hideously disguised, shall not appale me. The Lord Iesus is my Generall, and the hire of my valour a Crowne of immortall glory. Base were the resolution, that would not wish to dye vnder the conduct of so braue a Prince, for the purchase of so great a price. Hee maketh himselfe my precedent, and marketh out the way that I must march with the precious bloud, that gusheth out of his owne wounds. He calleth me after him, and [Page 182] I will surely follow. No Death, nor Hell, sha [...] driue me to a stand: I w [...] suffer with him in th conflict, that I may sha [...] with him in the Co [...] quest.
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TO murmure again God argueth a w [...] of Grace; and to re [...] Affliction, sheweth a [...] fect of heauenly conso [...] tion.Eccl. 10, 26 He that hath kno [...] ledge and is well instru [...] ted, will vndergoe [...] crosse with patience, a [...] [Page 183] neither stamp nor storm to see himselfe reformed. The Lord (he knoweth) when hee shootes his Darts, doth leauell higher then at the downefall of a wretched Sinner; and that howsoeuer hee bruise him, it is not with a Rod of Iron;Psal. 2, 9. howsoeuer he break him, it is not like a Potters vessell, but as the Gold-Smith doth his Plate, to melt and fashion it anewe. The Fast is as delightful to him as the Feast, and the Vigile as welcome as the Holyday it selfe. Hee doth esteeme no otherwise of [Page 184] this Worlde, then of an outward place,1. King. 6.7 in which the hard & stony mindes of such as God affecteth, must be hammered and polished by the hands of Aduersity and Tribulation, before they can bee fit to set in the Temple of that newe Hierusalem, which is erected by one of greater power and Maiesty then Salomon. But alasse! The heart of the foolish cannot conceiue of this. 'Tis like the Wheele of a Cart; the vaue thereof is not moistened with the Oyle of the Spirit,Eccles. 33, 6 and doth nothing [Page 185] therefore, but creak vnder the burthen. It is a vessell, which indeede is void of all good vertues and abilities: It runneth only on the lees, let God but strike it with his hand, and the sounde it giueth, will be the signall of his emptinesse. In a word, it is an Earthen Pipkin, which wanting liquor in it,Wis. 1.11. is ready to cracke in pieces when it feeles the flame. I will beware therfore of murmuring, which auaileth nothing. The eare of iealousie heareth all things, and the noise of him thatNum. 11, 1. [Page 186] muttereth and repineth shall not bee hid. The Children of Israell were consumed with the Fi [...] of the Lord,Ibid. 14, 30. for their vniust complaintes: He would suffer none of th [...] to enter into the Land of Promise, saue onel [...] Caleb the Son of Ieph [...] nah, and Ioshua the sonn [...] of Nun. Whatsoeue [...] therefore it shall plea [...] his will to lay vpon me my will shall not refu [...] to beare it. I cannot [...] conscience but suff [...] somewhat for his sa [...] that indured so much f [...] mine. Let him deal wit [...] [Page 187] me therefore as he thinketh good, I will hold my toong with the Prophet Dauid, and keepe silence, because it is his doing.
XLV.
VErtue is great in grace and estimatiō with the king of heauen: they that embrace it are his onely fauorites. Hee dooth affect them wonderfully, and vseth them at all times with great familiarity. Fiue hundereth sixty fiue yeares did [Page 188] Henoch walke with him vppon the earth,Gen. 5, 24. and so delighted him with the softnesse of his carriage, and the sweetnesse of his conuersation, that hee took him wholly to himselfe, and of a Pensioner, made him one of his Chamber. Hee sent a Charret of Fire from aboue, to fetch Elijah to him,2. Kin. 2.11 and appointed a Guard of glorious Angels to attend it: hee did so long to enioy his company, that Death hee thought would bee to slow a Messenger to giue his desires a speedy satisfaction [Page 189] & contentment, and did therefore send a Whirlewinde foorth to hasten his arriuall: The Lord is exceeding tender ouer the godly: he will preserue his body as the Apple of his eye; he wil shield his soule from the power of the graue. The wickednesse of Man in former times was grown to such a height, and his minde so deepely rooted in all euill, that GOD grew sorry hee had euer made him, and was resolued to destroy both him and all thinges else from of the Earth; but when [Page 190] he thought vpō vpright Noah, great was the care he took for the safety & preseruation both of him and his. He doth impart his secrets to the iust,Esay 41, 8. and taketh the righteous for his bosome friendes. He would not hide from Abraham, that which hee meant to doe to Sodome and Gomo [...]ah. Gen. 18, 17. And when the Patriarke had begun to intercede for them, could but tenne persons haue been found vntainted with that foule corruption, wherewith the inhabitants of those two places were so generally [Page 191] infected, he would haue spared them all at his entreaty for their sakes alone: as hee did Zoar at poore Lots request:Gen. 19.21. so easily doth hee subscribe to the petitions and supplications of them that are sounde and pure in heart. Let who so listeth therefore ambitiously affect the countenance of worldly Greatnesse, I and my Thoughtes wil serue the Lord. One day within his Courtes is better then a thousande other where;Psal. 84.10. and I would sooner choose to be a doorkeeper in the House of [Page 192] my God, then to dwell in the tabernacles of profaine Impiety.Hos. 14, 7. They tha [...] rest vnder his shaddowe shall reuiue as the Corn and flourish as the Vine: their beauty shall bee as the Oliue-Tree, & their smell as Lebanon: But they that rely vppon the breath of man, their glory shal vanish as the morning Dewe, and as the smoak that goeth out o [...] the Chimney. I will abandon therefore with Moses, the delicates of Pharaohs Table, to bee a Partner in all disastrous accidents with the Children [Page 193] of Israell, and desire rather to lye at the gates of Mordecai, and be a sharer in the afflictions of my distressed Bretheren, then stand with Hamon at the Kings elbow. Heere now is Grace, and by & by a graue: but loue and honour commeth there in the riere-warde of all trouble.
XLVI.
MAns heart is like a House; the closer he keepeth it, the worse it is: The doores & windowes [Page 194] of it, must by a true confession of his sins bee set wide open to the Lord, that by the beames of his enlightning Spirit, the roomes thereof may be well ayred, and euery corner of it sweetned, against the comming of his Sauiour and Redeemer. Open to me, my Sister, my Loue, Cant. 5, 2. my Doue, (sayd Christ vnto his Spouse, and in the Reuelation, I stand at the doore & knock if any Man open, Reuel. 3, 20 I will com [...] in vnto him, and will s [...] with him, and he with me. He carrieth a good opinion & conceit, of those [Page 195] that are ready at the gate to giue him entertainement, or that at the least no sooner heare him, but with the greatest speede they let him in; hee will minister comfort and consolation vnto them, that by repentance make knowne vnto him theyr cares and grieuaunces. But such as will not acknowledge his voice, nor make him entrance when he calleth at the first, do but awaken his iealousy, and giue him cause to doubt, that all is not wel within; They haue assuredly some Vnder-sitters, [Page 196] that dare not abide the presence of authority, & either for that, or some such like cōsideration are slacke in his admission. I will confesse therefore against my selfe,Psal. 32.5. my wickednesse vnto the Lord, and hee shall forgiue the forfeiture of my misdeedes;Pro. 28.13. I wil discouer to him mine iniquities, and he shall cleanse me from all vnrighteousnes: who so hideth his transgressions shall neuer prosper; but hee that confesseth and forsaketh them, shal bee sure of mercy. The Thiefe before the Iudge [Page 197] approach, doth conuay out of his owne custody, euen euery trifling thing, the possession whereof he cannot iustifie to be lawfull, I will imitate him in this, and before such time as death shall come to apprehend me, I wil clear my hart of whatsoeuer may be any way suspected;Eccl. 17, 27 Whilst I liue, and am in health, I will disclose my faultes and imperfections to the Lord; I will giue him an inuentarie of my workes and weaknesses,Prou. 16, 3. that by so doing, my thoughtes may be established. If I [Page 198] perceiue at any time that my conscience hath surfeited vpon the seeming sweetes and pleasures of this World,Eccl. 13, 21 I wil according to the Wise-mans counsell, arise, goe out, and vomit, that then I may take my rest, & keep my Soule from sicknesse and distemperature. The guilt of Sinne is an Impostume in the minde; If I feele it in my bosom, I will apply that to it, which may draw the corruption to the outward partes; If it breake within, it endaungereth the life, but if the rupture of [Page 199] it chance without, there may be hope of recouery. I will vnwrap the Vlcers of my soule, and expose them to the viewe of Christ, that hee may heale them. Vnlesse I do acquaint him with my burthen, how can I hope to bee refreshed by him?
XLVII.
THE hart of the foolish is a broken Vessell;Eccl. 21, 14. Charity will none of it; It is not a Potshard that will serue her turne. Thou shalt loue the Lorde thy God (saith she)Luke 10, 27 with al [Page 200] thy Soule, and withall thy Thought, and withall thy Might. Such as vnderhand haue sworn allegiance to Hypocrisie, and are in minde the seruants of Imposture, cannot endure to heare of this. They will deuide themselues into seuerall portions,Hos. 10, 2. & what the world doth leaue, they will bequeath to God, makes no scruple if neede require, to holde a Candle for their owne aduantage, both to Michaell and the Serpent.Mat. 17.15. They are like that Lunatik in the Gospell; one while they fall [Page 201] into the Fire, another while they slip into the Water: And hence it is, that they be neither hot nor colde; by reason whereof the Lord so vtterly distasteth thē, that he will spue them out of his mouth,Reuel. 3, 16 and suffer thē to slide continually from bad to worse, till in the end, as men not sensible of their estate, they dye impenitent, and not so much as toucht with any detestation or dislike of their fore-past enormities. They stand in a degree of warmth, which doth embolden Sathan [Page 202] to assaile them; he neuer feareth to bee midling with them in this medling state: but were they thoroughly heated with the flames of a sincere and vndisguised zeale, as they ought to bee, hee would not dare once to come neere them. He resembleth the Fly, which neuer setleth it selfe vpon the seething pot, but is alwaies exceeding busie, where there is an indifferency of heate. Hee that contentes himselfe with the Water of Iohn, Luk. 3, 16. and doth not seeke to be baptized of Christ with [Page 203] fire and the Holy-ghost, is made the only But and scope of his attempts. It is not therefore a superficiall ayring that shall satisfy my cold desires; I will so heate them in the well-kindeled flames of true Deuotion, that like a searing-Iron, hee shall no sooner stretch out his hand to touch mee, but I will brand him for his bolde presumption, and for euer after make him so fearefull of mee, that when hee seeth me, though at neuer so great a distance, he shall come creeping towardes mee [Page 204] like a Spaniell with his belley on the ground, he shall cry out to me with an extended voice, and say;Ma [...]ke 5.7 What [...] to do with thee, thou Seruant of the mos [...] [...]igh GOD? I charge thee by thy Lorde and mayster, that thou torment mee not.
XLVIII.
THe Crosse of Christ is that Rod of Moses, by which the Deuil, that spirituall Pharaoh is strooke with such diuersity of plagues, that at [Page 205] the last he is enforced to driue from him, those which er [...] while he [...]old haue draw [...]e vn [...] [...]m. It is a glorious and immortall monument, erected as a Trophy by the hand of Victory, to the dishonour and confusion of that oppressor and insulting Tyrant. Hee standes aloofe, and stares vpon it with an enuious eie, but is affraid to draw neere vnto it, least hee and his temptations might chance to bee deuoured by it, as were by that the Serpents of the Enchanters. It is that [Page 206] blessed Tree, with the boughs whereof the waters of Marah were made sweete: It altereth the bitternesse of Tribulations, and makes the Cup of the Lord, which of it selfe is exceeding sharpe, delightful to the tast:2. Cor. 12.10. I take pleasure (sayth Saint Paule) in all repreaches and persecutions for his sake; & the Apostles, after they had been beaten by the appointment of the Counsell at Hierusalem, Acts 5, 41. departed thence with cheerefull countenances, reioycing that they were reputed worthy [Page 207] to suffer rebuke for his Name. It is that princely Scepter of Ahashuerosh, which beeing stretched out, dooth license our approach vnto the Throne of his Celestial Grace. It is that key of the Kingly Prophet, which hath opened vnto vs the greatest misteries, and the profoundest secrets that were euer heard of. It is that ladder of the Patriark, by which our passage inro heauen is easier nowe, then euer it was before. In a word, it is that golden Candlesticke, in which the life [Page 208] and light of men was set,Iohn 1, 4. whose brightnesse was so great, that the Centurion by meanes thereof, euen through the Aegyption darknesse of those times, was able to discouer his Diuinitie, when opprest with feare, hee cryed out and said; Truely this was the Sonne of the liuing God. Mat. 27.52 I wil not therfore reioice in any thing,Gal. 6.14. but in the Crosse of our Lorde Iesus Christ, by which the World is crucified vnto me, & I vnto the world. Night & day will I make it the subiect of my Meditation; and [Page 209] so I may attaine to the knowledge of this,1. Cor. 2.2 I will not esteeme of any other wisedome whatsoeuer. What doctrine is it, which is not heere comprized? His passion is the Epilogue of all. There is not any thing, either in Heauen or in Earth, but as the Apostle saieth, is recapitulated to the full in Christ.Ephe. 1, 10. Mount Caluary shall therefore bee my Schoole, and the Booke which I will reade, shall bee the lanched side, and bloudy bosome of my blessed Sauiour. I will thinke vpon his wounds; [Page 210] I will consider his skars; & the prints of the nails, shall bee as breathing-stops to helpe my Contemplation.
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AS Siluer drosse ouerlaid vpō a Potshard, so are burning lips,Pro. 26.23. and an euill heart. Hee tha [...] dwelleth in the Heauen doth abhorre it, and wil [...] for euer haue it in derision. It is not complement that pleaseth him. The Kinges Daughter was al glorious within,Psal. 45, 13. or little [Page 211] would the Lorde haue esteemed her sumptuous cloathing of Broidered Gold. If the in-side of the Vessel be not cleane, let the out-side bee as glorious as it will, our GOD will none of it. The Figge-Tree was delightfull to the Eye, but yet it could not escape the curse. He wold haue nothing seem that which it is not. Eyther make the Tree good, Mat. 12.33. and his fruite good (saith he) or the Tree euill, and his fruite euill; worship either God or Belial, and halt no longer betweene two opinions. [Page 212] For one to haue the Voyce of Iacob, and the handes of Esau, is a degree of Hypocrisie beyonde his knowledge, apprehension, and conceite. The thought of it doot [...] cleane amaze him; Ho [...] can you ô ye viperous bro [...] when your selues are i [...] wardly nothing else b [...] filth and putrifaction, Luke 6.6. vtt [...] thinges that are of a differing constitution? For [...] of the abundance of th [...] heart, the mouth speaket [...]. So that in vain it is to [...] him, Maister, Maister, vnlesse withall we doe the thinges which hee propoundeth. [Page 213] Our righteousnesse must exceede that of the Scribes and Pharises,Math. 5, 20. or we shall neuer ente [...] into the Kingdome of Heauen. I will not therefore be like the blinde and lame, that sit begging at the entrance of a Citty, and shew the way to them that passe along, but set no foote in it themselues; I will accompany them my selfe vnto the place; and alwaies as neere as I can, countenaunce a godly precept with a good precedent. The word of the Lord is called a Sword; [Page 214] Take the Sword of the Spirite, Ephe. 6, 16. which is the word o [...] God; It cannot bee employed but by the hand And hence it is, that i [...] sundry places of th [...] Scriptures we read in the originall, that it was i [...] the handes of his Prophets; as namely, in the hand of Isaiah, Esay 20, 2. in th [...] hand of Haggai, in th [...] hand of Malachi, Mal. 1.1. &c. t [...] signify vnto vs, that the instructions which we giue our brethren, shoul [...] not consist so much i [...] wordes, as in workes an [...] good examples. He tha [...] can doe that, which hee [Page 215] saieth, hee alone is that Salt of the Earth, Math. 5, 13. which shall neuer loose his sauour; hee alone is that Citty on a Hell, which cannot be hid; in a word, he alone is that Candle in the Candlesticke, which giueth light to all that are about it, and shineth out so clearely and so brightly, that they which see it cannot but glorifye the Lord which is in heauen. I will continually therefore so speake, and so do,Iames 2.12 as one that looketh to be iudged by the Law of Liberty. Christ Iesus hath left me an example,Ioh 13 15. [Page 216] that I should do, euen as hee that hath done, and surely I will striue to followe it in all thinges, as Moses did that patterne, which was shewed him in the Mount.Exo. 25, 40.
L.
THe World abounds with men of corrupted and depraued minds; It is the harbour of head-strong Rebelles, which haue sworne the downefall and destruction of true Piety; and much ado [Page 217] she hath to finde one angle out in al this spatious Round, in which she may rest secure from their assassinous & murthering handes. A vertuous deede cannot escape the forked tongue of venemous Detraction, nor a good intention finde passage for it selfe, but with exceeding opposition.2. Tim. 3, 8 Moses & Aaron shal no sooner goe about to discharge their dutyes, but Iannes and Iambres will bee ready to resist them:1. King. 22 11. the Baalites will continually be busy with Elijah: and plain Micheas [Page 218] shall no sooner stirre abroad,Nehe. 2.19 but Zidkijah will bee butting at him with his Iron hornes. Where Christ is, there are the Pharises; where Simon Peter is, there likewise is Simon Magus; and where Saint Paule is, there are the false Apostles, that what the right hand of the Lord doth raise, the left hand of the Deuill may destroy. Whilst our abiding place is here, we shall alwaies meete with many rubs and lets to i [...] terrupt the smoothnesse of our course in iust proceedinges: but this shall [Page 219] not abate my resolution: I will striue to franchise and surmount al difficulties: Nor Sinne, nor Sathan shall so strongly barricado vp my passage, but by the assistaunce of the holy Spirite I will make thorough them to my aymes.Phil. 2, 13. Hee that wrought in mee the Wil, shall likewise worke in me the Deede; and as he gaue me the grace to begin, so shall he grant me the power to goe on. I am freede from the yoke of bondage, and now,Rom. 8.38. nor death, nor life, nor Angels, nor principalities, [Page 220] nor powers; nor things present, nor thinges to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature shall be able to seperate mee from the loue of God, which is in Christ Iesus our Lord.
LI.
WIsedome is a princesse of extraordinary State and Dignitie,Prou. 9, 3. many honourable Virgins doe continually attend het. She hath hew [...] out her house of seauen pillers, and hath sent out [Page 221] her Maides to call men to the wals and Towers of her Citty; but there are some that wil not indure to haue their passage made by them: they are they say, inspired frō aboue, and as Elijah was fed by Crowes, so are they by Angels, not with meate nor breade, but with a hidden kind of celestial Manna. They scorn those grosser introductions of school Philosophy, and thinke they cannot admire Gods power and authority as they ought, if in things Deuine they shuld attribute any force [Page 222] to human reason.1 Cor. 2.14 Their vsuall discourses are, The natural man, not the things that are of God, for they are foolishnesse to him: he cannot comprehend them, because they are spiritually discerned; and That the Lord hath threatned to destroy the Wisedome of the wise, Cor. 1, 19 and to cast away the vnde [...]standing of the prudent. Againe, the word and preaching of S. Paul say they, stood not in the enticing speech of man,1. Cor. 2, 4. but in plaine euidence of the Spirit, and of power. What should we therefore do but vtterly abandon [Page 223] those needlesse Arts and Sciences,Colos. 2, 8 which are (as the Apostle saith) the rudiments of the world, and not after Christ? As if the way to bee ripe in faith, were to be rawe in wit and iudgement, as if reason were an enemye to Religion, Childish simplicity, the Mother of diuine sufficiency. The name of the Light of Nature, is growne hatefull to them, the Star of Learning is no better thoght of, then if it were a disastrous and vnlucky Comet; or as if God had so accursed it, that it should [Page 224] neuer shine out in things concerning our dutye any way toward him, but bee esteemed as the Star of Remphan, or as that in the Reuelation called Worme-wood, which beeing fallen from Heauen, maketh Riuers and fountaines of Waters,Reuel. 8, 10 into which it falleth so bitter that men in tasting them do dye therof. The word of GOD (say they) is a two edged Sword, as for the Weapon of naturall Reason, it is as the Armour of Saul, rather cumbersome about the Souldier of Christ, then [Page 225] needful, wheras indeed it is, as that which slew Goliah, if they bee as Dauid was, that vse it. Poyson may com frō out a Rose, and out of Hemlocke Honie may bee drawne; but then a Spyder must not sucke the one, nor a Bee the other. I will not therefore be affrayde to imitate the Hebrewes, who at their going out from amongst the Egyptians, took from them all the Gold and Siluer that they could, & afterwards made a Tabernacle of it to God in the desert; nor Salomon, who refused not [Page 226] to accept both Woode and Workemen, Caedar, and Firre from the hands of Hiram king of Tyre, for the erecting of a house vnto the Name of the Lorde his God. There is in the world no kinde of knowledge, whereby any part of truth is seene, but wee iustly account it precious; and that principall trueth in comparison whereof all other knowledge is vile, may receiue from it som kind of light. So that whether it be that Mathematicall Wisedome of the Egyptians and Caldeans, [Page 227] wherewith Moses & Daniel were so richly furnished: or that Naturall, Morall, and Ciuill wisedome of the Graecians, which the Apostle Saint Paul did bring from Tarsus: or that Iudaicall, which he learned sitting at the feet of Gamaliell, I will by no means detract from the dignity therof, least by so doing, I shuld iniure euen God himself who beeing that light, which none can aproach, hath sent out these lights whereof we are capable, euen as many sparckles resembling the bright [Page 228] Fountaine from whych they rise. That the lawfull vse and application of prophane authoritie, can bee no preiudice to sacred Writ; howsoeuer therefore I drinke of the Waters of life with Christ, yet will I not let as occasion serueth, to drawe at the Well with the Samaritan.
LII.
THe Pride of a man shal bring him low, but the humble in Spirit shall enioy glorie, [Page 229] He that delighteth himselfe in the contemplation of his own greatnes, and when hee vieweth the statelinesse of his high-built Palaces, doth vaunt out of a swelling Spirit with Nebuchadnezar; Dan, 4, 27 Is not this great Babel that I haue built for the house of the Kingdome, by the might of my power, and for the glory of my maiesty? A voyce from Heauen shall tell him presently, that he shall bee vtterlie depriued of the societie and commerce of men, and bee enforced to take vp his dwelling with the [Page 230] Beasts of the fielde. Hee that shal say in his heart, I will ascend vp into Heauen, Esay 14.13, and exalt my Throne aboue beside the starres. I will sit vppon the mount of the congregatiō in the sides of the North; I will climbe aboue the height of the cloudes, and I will bee lyke the most High; He shal be thrown with Lucifer the sonne of the Morning, downe into the lowest pit. And to him that presumeth on the multitud [...] of his merits, it shall bee sayd,Reuel. 3, 17 Thou sayest I am rich, and increased with goodes, and haue neede of nothing: [Page 231] and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poore, and blinde, and naked. The Publican did neuer boaste of his vprightnesse, nor did he brag of his tything Mint and Cumin, yet hee was iustified, when the Pharise, notwithstanding his former purity, was clean reiected. Hee that is proude, is like a Glow-worme, hee carryeth an outward shew of pomp and glory in the darknes of this worlde, but in the day of iudgement, when Christ the Sun of Iustice shall appeare, hee shall [Page 232] loose his luster, and hys light shall seeme as if it were extinct. The eye of Ignorance may highly value him, but the touch will shewe him to bee counterfait and base. Let who so listeth therefore go settle his ambition in the Plaines of Sennaar; Gen. 11, 2 let him depart with wicked and voluptuous Worldlinges from the East, and seeke to purchase a name vnto himselfe else-where; there is a Star, which calleth me thither ward, and I will follow it, till I come vnto the Maunger, where [Page 233] the meannesse of my Sauiours byrth shall make me cal to mind the basenesse of mine owne. I will obserue the lowlynesse of that blessed Lambe, and with the thought of his humility giue life to mine. There is nothing in mee that is ought, which I haue not receiued. When I shall therefore offer vppe my heart vnto the Lorde, I will bury all presumption in the apprehension of humane weaknes, and high conceits shall languish in the consideration of my owne vnworthinesse. [Page 234] It is a Turtle▪ the Feathers of it must be plucked off,Leuit. 1.16 and the maw thereof pulled out, and cast vppon the East side of the Aultar, in the place of the ashes, or god will not accept it for a Sacrifice.
LIII.
SInne is a great burthen, the weight thereof did cracke in sunder the very heauens, and through the bowels of the earth did force a passage to the lowest he [...] [Page 235] It broke the backe of all the creatures, and made as I may say, Nature her selfe to hault. There was no part in all this vniuersall Frame, but was thoroughly bruised, if not broken. All things were vtterly disioynted vvith the fal. The Sphears were put beside their purer influence, & the Elements so confounded with the violence of the shocke, that cōtrary to their naturall and inbred motion the Fire came down and burnt Pentapolis; Gen. 7, 17 the water rose vp, and drowned the Worlde. There was [Page 236] not any thing could bee found so stiffe or strong which did not yeild. The euerlasting Mountaynes were shiuered,Hab. 3.6. and the auncient hilles did bow. Yea, God himselfe, who sate til then vnmoueable vppon the square base of his Mercy,Gen. 3, 8 and tooke no care but how to pleasure vs, did then arise out of his seat, & with the foot of Iustice measured the walkes of Paradice. The Earth did sink vnder the sinne of Dathan & Abir [...] as too weake a prop for such an vnsupportable loade:Num. 16, 32 And so indeede it [Page 237] doth euen vnder vs. For what are our Graues & Sepulchres, but so many proofes and witnesses of the heauinesse thereof: but for which, the verie waters would haue been able to haue sustained vs as they did Christ our Sauiour. But this alas! is nowe; In the day of Iudgment it shal be vtterly broken, it shall bee cleane dissolued; sa. 24, 20 it shal reel too & fro like a drunken man, and shall be remoued like a tent, the iniquitie thereof shall be heauy vpon it, so that it shall fall, and rise no more.
To him therefore that [Page 238] came into the World t [...] help the Lame, will I becom while the time doth serue, an humble supplyant,Mat. 11.5. and beseech him earnestly, that hee woulde vouchsafe to cure my Cripple spirit, and withall, ease it of that grieuous fardle vnder which it groaneth, that so I may be able to walke vpright in the path of Gods commaundements. The way to Heauen is exceeding steep, I must be free from all encumbraunce, or I can make no expedition.
LIIII.
WOrldly pleasure is the bane of heauenly contemplatiō; and a minde distracted with many thinges, cannot mind as it ought that one thing which is necessary. The blessed virgin during the time of her painefull flight, did neuer want the company of her beloued Son; hee was continually with her, whilst shee liued as an exile in the Land of Egypt, but when she went vp to Hierusalem to the feast,Luke 2.42. shee lost him presently. As long [Page 340] as the Thesbite remained in the solitary Wildernesse, he was deliciously fed by the Lordes owne hand, but when he made his repaire to populous and frequented places, his wantes grewe such, that a poore Widdowe was faine to releeue him with a peece of bread Our God is the GOD of peace; he wil not abide in a tumultuous breast. His Tabernacle is in Shalem, Psal. 76.2. and his dwelling in Zio [...]. Hee would not set foote vpon the earth, til all the Nations of the same had linked themselues together [Page 241] in loue and amitie, & that a friendly composition was made the period of all hostile differēce. His Image can no more bee seene in an vnsetled hart, then the shaddowe of a man in troubled water. We must calme the blustrig motions and distemperatures of our affections, or wee shall neuer enioy the sweetnesse of ghostly consolation. The Children of Israell did receiue no Manna, till they had past the raging Sea,Actes 2.2 and were come into the quiet desert. The Apostles were sitting in a [Page 242] Chamber priuately, whē they receiued the Comforter;1 King. 19, 12. and Elijah stood alone in the entring of a Caue, when the Lorde not in a tempestuous whirlewind, nor in a violent Earthquke, nor in a storme of fire, but in a soft and gentle sound appeared vnto him, who thereuppon couered his face immediatly with his Cloake, that nothing might withdraw his sight from the full beholding of such inestimable glory. I will retire my selfe wholy therfore from the world; I wil Cloyster vp [Page 243] my senses from the delights and vanities thereof; they shall no longer frequent the meeting places of profaner mindes; My hart shall bee a Cell, wherein my Thoughtes being throughly weaned from the desire of all trā sitory pleasures, shal sing cōtinually with a sincere and mortified affection, Halleluiah, Halleluiah to the King of Kinges.Luke 19.3. Zacheus could not possibly see Christ Iesus in the crowd, but when he had him in his House alone, his eyes were satisfyed with the view of that celestiall [Page 244] obiect. The short-liued recreation that Iniquity brings with it, shal not lodge within the circuit of my bosome, I knowe that the laughter of a mad man, is a griefe to his friendes; and the mirth of a Sinner dooth make an Angell mourn; I will from hence-foorth therefore furnish my selfe with a religious & godly sorrow, and being so prouided, I will run and seek for my blessed Sauiour. His Mother founde him not till shee had greeued exceedingly; nor Marie Magdalene, Luke 2.48. till shee had [Page 245] wept excessiuely; they both lamented & mourned bitterly,Iohn 20.11 as for the losse of an onely Sonne, Iere. 6.26. or they could neuer else haue heard of him. I will not hope for better hap, but encourage my selfe by their example.
LV.
THe blewnesse of the wound serueth to purge the euill,Pro. 20, 30 and the stripes within the bowels of the belly. For it is indeed the after-wisdome, and Epimethean had I wist of mortall men, neuer to looke vp vnto Heauen for help, but in the midst [Page 246] of their affliction. And then, Come say they, let vs returne to the Lord, for he hath spoyled vs, Hos. 6.1. and hee wil heale vs; he hath wounded vs, and he will bind vs vp. In their prosperitie they growe forgetfull of him that made them, and neuer thinke vppon the Crosse of Christ, til they be crost themselues. Till Paule was strooke with blidnesse, he neuer asked Iesus of Nazareth what was to be done; nor did the Prodigall acknowledge his fault, til hunger forced him to returne. Manasseh remembred not2 Cron. 33.12. [Page 247] to pray vnto the Lord, til he was in tribulation, & then he humbled himself greatly before the GOD of his fathers. The carnal man will quickly ryot in his groth; if he bee not, either by infirmities, reproaches, necessities, persecutiōs, or anguish suppressed and kept downe. When I am weak (saith the Apostle) then am I strong. 2. Cor. 12, 10. And hereupon the kingly Prophet desiring the conuersion of sinfulmen, Fill their faces, O Lorde, (saith he) with shume, Psal. 83.16. that they may seeke thy Name; and in another place. Let [Page 248] thy chasticementes and thy corrections bee multiplyed vppon them, and they will hasten to thee out of hand. They may be likened to a seruant that obeyeth not his Maister, but when his Sword is drawne; or vnto Swine, that till the comming of the storme, will not leaue their wallowing in the mire. Nay some of them there are, so desperately enamoured with that painted Iezabell (Iniquity) that no indifferent meanes can weane them from her allurements:1. Cor. 5, 5. they must of necessity be deliuered vnto [Page 249] Sathan, for the destruction of the flesh, or their Spirit will bee hardly saued in the day of the lord; And such were Hymenaeus and Alexander, 1 Tim. 1.20 whome Paule surrendred vp vnto him, that they might learne not to blaspheme. A thing exceeding strange, and like to Sampsons Riddle;Iudg. 14.14 That out of the deuourer shold come meat, and sweetnesse out of the strong; yet so it is. Vice sheweth it self vnder his Roofe, euen in the height of her bestiality; the nakednesse thereof is quite discouered: no part [Page 250] of hir deformity but here is stalled out to the full showe, and thrice thrice, wretched is that man, whome this cannot distast. With al submission therefore, both of heart and minde, will I drinke the Cup which my heauenly Father shal put into my hand; the bitternesse thereof shal not affright mee; 'tis for the strengthening and recouering of my crazy soul, and I will not grudge to take it. I will repaire vnto the Lorde for helpe while my hurt is green, if once it putrify, there is [Page 251] no vse of Linitiues; it cannot possibly be cured but by Cautere or Incision. I will obey the summons of his glorious ministers, and not stay til I be called by him: His voice is terrible as thunder; it breaketh the Caedars, and maketh Lebanon and Shirion leape like the younger Vnicornes;Psal. 29.6. it diuideth the flames of Fire, and maketh the Wildernesse of Kadesh to tremble: at the sound thereof, the Hindes doe Calue, and the Forrests are discouered. Let Moses therefore talk withExo. 20.19. [Page 252] me, and I will heare him; but let not God talk with me, least I dye.
LVI.
SLoath is an enemy to Christian Venues, & he that serueth vnder the Lord of hoastes, must labour to auoide it. His Souldiers must be still in action, and vppon their march. To make a stande in the way of righteousnesse, is as distastfull to the King of heauen, as to retyre. The man of God that came vp from Iudah, to prophesie to Ieroboam the destruction of the altar,King 13.24 [Page 253] though seduced by the Spirit of Vntruth, did pay the same forfeiture for hi [...] lingering, wh [...]ch the Wife of Lot did for her looking b [...]cke. And it is auouched by the Oracle of heauen, That he which is sloathfull in his worke,Prou. 18, 9. is euen the Brother of him that is a great waster. I will awaken therefore my slugg [...]sh thoughtes, and with the preceptes of my blessed Sauiour, will I quicken their dull motion. Standing waters doe quic [...]lie putrifie, and without exercise, the healthiest constitution [Page 254] waxeth faint & feeble. The Canker doth consume the Brasse, and rust the Iron, if they bee not vsed; yea, the lustre of the purest Golde abateth by beeing long imprisoned in the Coffers of the Couetous. The Lorde therefore shall enlarge my heart,Psal. 119.32 and I wil run the way of his Commaundementes. In vaine hath hee receiued the grace of God, that doth not showe some signe of his proficiency. I wil imitate those Kine, that carried the Arke from Ekrō; 1. Sam. 6.12 who lowed as they went, [Page 255] & alwaies kept one path, not turning till they cam vnto Bethshemesh, eyther to the right hand or the left; I haue already charged my shoulders with the yoake of my Redeemer, and am entred into the straight and ready way; no worldly consideration or respect shall make me slacke my pace; I will onwards still, and not cease to sigh vnder the burthen of it for my sinnes, till I come vnto the glorious habitation of my blessed Sauiour Christ Iesus, the Son of euerlasting righteousnes.
LVII.
GOD is the Well-spring of true knowledge & eternall wisedome, from whence those Fountaines of liuing Waters flowe, which who so tasteth of, shall neuer thirst. It is hee that searcheth the heart and reines; it is he, that declareth vnto man what is his thought. Hee knoweth all things intuitiuely, and nothing can bee hid from his discerning Eye. But yet such is the loue hee beareth vs, that willingly & wittingly hee suffereth himselfe to bee deceiued by vs. Hee proffereth vs the Kingdome [Page 257] of Heauen at a low rate, as if he knew not iustly the worth therof. The Apostles bought it of him for a leaking Fish-Boate, and some few broken Nets to boote: Zacheus had it for halfe his goodes: the Widdow for her mite: and some (O happinesse beyond all hap!) for a Cup of colde Water onely: Nay the good will alone, and sincere affection of many towardes it, hath beene accepted, and thought sufficient for the purchase. Whatsoeuer we haue of him is vndervalued; but he hath nothing from vs, which is not ouer-bought. Our earthly bodies cost him the shedding of his most pretious blood; our cankered soules the laying downe of [Page 258] his immaculate and spotlesse life; and what alas! is there in vs (poore sinfull wretches that we are) which may deserue such an inestimable price.Mat. 19.29. Hee giueth vs a hundreth folde more then hee taketh, and suffereth himselfe to bee beguild euen with vnequall shares. For many times wee giue our youth to Sathan, and our age to him, who notwithstanding hee should haue both doth take it quietly, and like a gentle Creditor is content with any thing from a bad Debter. But this conniuence, & kinde forbearance of his, shall not embolden me in any carelesse course. All that I haue will I giue vnto him, yet thinke that al too little for so [Page 259] great and glorious an inheritance. Whatsoeuer I pay, nothing can equall it in estimation. The whole world, in comparison hereof,Luke 15, 8. is not to be valued, no not at the lost groate. I will consider how dearly my redeemer bought me, and endeauor to render vp my selfe in that regard, into his hands, as pure and perfect both in mind and body as I can: I wil consecrate my selfe vnto the Lorde in the strength and vigour of my yeares, and in my flourishing and able daies will I deuote my selfe to the seruice, and inuocation of his most holy name. Hee that diuideth ill, though he offer well, cannot but offend.
LVIII.
THe waies of the Lorde are in the Whirle-wind and the storme; the cloudes are the dust of his feete. Bashan and Carmel wast at his rebuke, and the floure of Lebanon doth wither. The Mountaines retire from before him, & the hils do me [...]. His Maiestie is great, his power wonderfull; yet many wayes there are, and many meanes to vanquish & subdue him. At the sight of our dejection.Hos. 11, 8. His heart is turned within him, and his repertings [Page 239] are rouled together. He must of force reuerse his iudgements, and stay to execute the fiercenesse of his intended wrath. But when with a zealous and feruent spirit we doe encounter him in prayer, then doe we bind him (as it were) hand and foote, that hee cannot stirre. Let mee alone (saide hee to Moses) and giue my fury leaue to wax hot against this people. Exo. 32, 10. But the Prophet continued his charitable intercession, and would not suffer him to goe, till he had changed his minde.Esay 38, 1. Hee had determined the death of Hezikiah, & by the mouth of Isaiah willed him to put his house in order, for hee should not liue, but the King hauing notice [Page] [Page 234] [...] [Page 239] [...] [Page 262] of this firme arrest, turned his face vnto the wall, & by the vertue of his prayers and teares preuaild so farre, that in the end,Mat. 15, 22. Ʋixit & vicit, he both liued and ouercame. By this the woman of Canaan did surmount that setled hardnesse, whereof our Sauiour did make shewe vnto her.Gen. 32, 28 In a worde, this is that wrestling of the Patriarch, in which hee behaued himselfe so valiantly, that he bore away the glorious title, and renowned name of Israell, in token of his victorious & triumphall Conquest. But this doth maister but his person onely. The Saints and Martyrs by their paines and sufferances, doe breake into his territories, & make their [Page 263] station euen within his Confines. Himselfe beholdeth it, and cryeth out,Mat. 11, 12. The Kingdome of heauen suffereth violence; and the violent take it away by force. I will humble my selfe therefore before the Lord my God, and vnto him will I ingenuously confesse, how sinne and Sathan haue vtterly spoyled me of all spirituall graces and endowmentes, and that my conscience onely hath escapt their fury, to bring me tydings of the losse. With my misery will I excite his mercy, and awake his compassion with the vehemency of my owne passions. I will fasten on him by deuout and earnest supplications, and not let him goe, except hee blesse mee. [Page 238] With patience wil I arme my selfe against all hardnesse & slight, both Death and Danger, to make my passage to the top of Sion, and through the streetes of his imperiall Citty, the New Hierusalem.