The Cry of a Stone: OR A RELATION OF Something spoken in Whitehall, by Anna Trapnel, being in the Visions of GOD.
RELATING To the Governors, Army, Churches, Ministry, Ʋniversities: And the whole NATION.
UTTERED In Prayers and Spiritual Songs, by an Inspiration extraordinary, and full of wonder.
In the eleventh moneth, called January. 1653.
London Printed. 1654.
To all the wise Virgins in Sion, who are for the work of the day, and wait for the Bride-grooms coming.
IT is hoped in this day, a day of the Power of God, a day of wonders, of shaking the heavens and the earth, and of general expectation of the approachings of the Lord to his Temple, that any thing that pretends to be a Witness, a Voice, or a Message from God to this Nation, shall not be held unworthy the hearing and consideration of any, because it is administred by a simple and unlikely hand; far be that from us, who have soon the foolish things of the world to confound the wise, babes and children to bring to nothing the Scribes and Disputers of this world, the first to be last, and the last first: far be it from us, who are and shall yet be named the Vally of Vision, to bind up the goings forth of the most free and Eternal Spirit at any time, especially in these last dayes, Within any Law, custom, order, or qualification of man, how antient or accustomed soever; or within any compass narrower then the Promise it self, Joh. 7.37. who may binde where God hath loosed? canst thou binde the sweet influences of the Pleiades, or loose the bands of Orion? he openeth, and no man shutteth; and let it be considered, if upon this stumbling stone of the Spirits freedom, the wise and learned Ones, both in the dayes of Christ and of the Apostles, and in our dayes, have not stumbled and fallen, and been broken to pieces?
Two things are foretold by all the Prophets, shall be brought to pass, which seal up the Prophesies and finish the mysterie of God; The Lords appearing in his Glory upon Mount Sion, and the darkning of Sun and Moon, that is, the shaming, confounding and casting out of all wisdom and power, and whatsoever is but the excellency and glory of man; now [Page]if we see these high and precious effects beginning to put forth either in sons or daughters, in handmaids or servants, let us rejoyee and be glad, for the summer is nigh at hand: It was the desire of this Maid to present this her Testimony to you, though it is not for you only, but for all.
If any may be offended at her Songs; of such it is demanded, If they know What it is to be filled with the Spirit, to be in the Mount with God, to be gathered up into the visions of God, then may they judge her; until then, let them wait in silence, and not judge in a matter that is above them.
There being various reports gone abroad concerning this Maid, too many being such as were not according to truth, Whereby it comes to pass that the things shespake, do not appear to men as they came from her, but as deformed and disguised with the pervertings and depravings of the Reporters; therefore it was upon the heart of some that heard her, (as judging it might be a service done to many, hurt to none but such as fear the Light) to present to publick view a true and faithful Relation of so much as for some 7 or 8 dayes could be taken from her by a very slow and unready hand; whereby a fair opportunity is laid before offended and unsatisfied spirits to examine, try and judge, and happily to correct their Censures; and also the things herein related may come to the knowledge, and reach the hand of them whom they especially concern, if so be they will in meekness search and enquire, whether it be the Lord that hath spoken to them in it.
VPon the seventh day of the eleventh month, called January. 1654 being the sixth day of the week, Mr. Powel Preacher of the Gospel in Wales, being according to Order from the Council now sitting in Whitehall, come thither to give an account before them of some things by him delivered in his publique Exercises in London, among other friends who came thither to see what would be done with him, there came a maid, Mrs. Anna Trapnel by name, who waiting in a little room near the Council, where was a fire, for Mr. Powells coming forth, then with a purpose to return home: She was beyond and besides her thoughts or intentions, having much trouble in her heart, and being seized upon by the Lord: She was carried forth in a spirit of Prayer and Singing, from noon till night, and went down into Mr. Roberts lodging, who keeps the Ordinary in Whitehall; And finding her natural strength going from her, she took her bed at eleven a clock in the night, where she lay from that day, being the seventh day of the month, to the nineteenth day of the same month, in all twelve days together; The first five days neither eating nor drinking any thing more or less, and the rest of the time once in 24. hours, sometimes eat a very little toast in small Bear, sometimes only chewed it, and took down the moysture only, sometimes drank of the small Bear, and [Page 2]sometimes only washt her mouth therewith, and cast it out, lying in bed with her eyes shut, her hands fixed, seldom seen to move, she delivered in that time many and various things; speaking every day, sometimes two, three, four and five-hours together; and that sometimes once a day, and sometimes oftner, sometimes in the day only, and sometimes both in the day and night. She uttered all in Prayer and Spiritual Songs for the most part, in the ears of very many persons of all sorts and degrees, who hearing the Report came where she lay; among others that came, were Colonel Sidenham, a member of the Council, Colonel West, Mr. Chittwood, Colonel Bennet, with his wife, Colonel Bingham, Captain Langdon, Members of the late Parliament; Mr. Courtney, Mr. Berconhead, and Captain Bawtrey, Mr. Lee, Mr. Feak the Minister, Lady Darcy, and Lady Vermuden, with many more who might be named: The things she delivered during this time were many; of the four first days no account can be given, there being none that noted down what was spoken. For the rest of the time, from the fifth day to the last, some taste is herein presented of the things that were spoken, as they could be taken by a slow and imperfect hand.
And to hold out all just and full satisfaction to those Questions, Scruples or Demands, which a Relation of this nature is apt to beget; touching the condition of the Party, where? or what she is? to whom is she known? is she under Ordinances? what hath been her conversation formerly? &c. Before you come to the Relation it self; Here is first offered to you an account of the Parties condition in her Relations, her acquaintance, her conversation, the dispensations of the Lord to her in Clouds and bitter storms of Temptations, in Manifestations of light and love, in Visions and Revelations of things to come; all this is presented to you in the following Narration, taken from her own mouth.
I Am Anna Trapnel, the daughter of William Trapnel, Shipwright, who lived in Poplar, in Stepney Parish; my father and mother living and dying in the profession of the Lord Jesus; my mother died nine years ago, the last words she uttered upon her death-bed, were these to the Lord for her daughter. Lord I Double thy spirit upon my child; These words she uttered with much eagerness three times, and spoke no more; I was trained up to my book and writing, I have walked in fellowship with the Church meeting as All-hallows, (whereof Mr. John Simpson is a Member) for the space of about four years; I am well known to him and that whole Society, also to Mr. Greenhil Preacher at Stepney, and most of that society, to Mr. Henry Jesse, and most of his society, to Mr. Venning Preacher at Olaves in Southwark, and most of his society, to Mr. Knollis, and most of his society, who have knowledge of me, and of my conversation; If any desire to be satisfied of it, they can give testimony of me, and of my walking in times past.
Seven years ago I being visited with a feaver, given over by all for dead, the Lord then gave me faith to believe from that Scripture. After two days I will revive thee, the third day I will raise thee up, and thou shale live in my sight: which two days were two weeks that I should lye in that feaver, and that very time that it took me, that very hour it should leave me, and I should rise and walk, which was accordingly: From this time, for a whole year after, the Lord made use of me for the refreshing of afflicted and tempted ones, inwardly and outwardly. And when that time was ended; I being in my Chamber, desired of the Lord to tell me whether I had done that which was of and from himself. Reply was, thou shalt approve thy heart to God, and in that thou hast been faithfull in a little, I will make thee an Instrument of much more; for particular souls shall not only have benefit by thee, but the universality of Saints shall have discoveries of God through thee: So upon this I prayed that I might be led by the still waters, and honor God secretly, being conscious to my self of my own evil heart, looking upon my self as the worst of all Gods flock; the Lord upon it told me, that he would out of the mouth of babes and sucklings perfect his praise; then I remained silent, waiting with prayer and fasting, with many tears before the [Page 4]Lord for whole Sion: And upon that day called Whitson-monday, which was suddenly after, I finding my heart in a very low dead frame, much contention and crookedness working in my Spirit; I asked of God what was the matter, he answered me thus; I let thee see what thou art in thy self to keep thee humble, I am about to shew thee great things and visions which thou hast been Ignorant of: I being thus drawn into my Chamber: after this there was a day of thanks giving that I kept with the Church of All-hallows in Limestreet, for the Army that was then drawing up towards the City, in which I had a little discovery of the presence of the Lord with them, in which day I had a glorious Vision of the New Jerusalem, which melted me into rivers of tears, that I shrunk down in the room; and cryed out in my heart, Lord, what is this? it was answered me, A discovery of the glorious state of whole Sion, in the raign of the Lord Jesus, in the midst of them, and of it thou shalt have more visions hereafter; So then when the day was ended. I retired to my Chamber, at that time living in the Mineries in Aldgate Parish, where I conversed with God by prayer, and reading of the Scriptures, which were excellently opened to me touching the Proceedings of the Army.
It was first said to me that they were drawing up toward the City (I not knowing any thing of it before) and that there was a great hubbub in the City, the shops commanded to be shut up; Upon this I went down, and enquired of the maid of the house, whether there was any stir in the City; She answered me, you confine your self to your Chamber, and take no notice of what is done abroad; We are commanded, said she, to shut up our shops, and there are great fears amongst the Citizens; what will be the issue, they know not; With that I answered, blessed be the Lord that hath made it known to so low a servant as I; Then repairing to my Chamber again, I looked out at the window, where I saw a flag at the end of the street; this word I had presently upon it, thou seest that flag, the flag of defiance is with the Army, the King of Salem is on their side, he marcheth before them, he is the Captain of their Salvation; At the other end of the street, I looking, saw a hill (it was Black-heath) it was said to me, thou seest that hill, not one but many hills rising up against Hermonhill, They shall fall down and become Vallies before it: It was then said unto me, Go into the City, and see what is done there: where I saw various things from the Lord in Order to his appearance with the Army; as I was going, hearing of a Trumpeter say to a Citizen [Page 5]these words, we have many Consultations about our coming up, but nothing yet goes on; presently it was said to me, the Councels of men shall fall, but the Councel of the Lord stands sure, and his works shall prosper: So repairing home, I had many Visions, that the Lord was doing great things for this Nation.
And having fasted nine days, nothing coming within my lips, I had upon the ninth day this Vision of horns; first I saw in the Vision the Army coming in Southwark-way, marching through the City with a great deal of silence and quietness, and that there should be little or no bloud spilt; this was some weeks before their coming in.
Then broke forth another Vision as to the horns; I saw four horns, which were four Powers, the first was that of the Bishops, that I saw was broken in two and thrown aside; the second horn more white had joyned to it an head, endeavouring to get up a Mount, and suddenly it was pushed down and broken to pieces; the third horn had many splinters joyned to it, like to the scales upon the back of a fish, and this was presented to be a Power or a Representative, consisting of many Men, having fair pretences of love to all under all forms; this I saw broken and scattered, that not as much as any bit of it was lest. As to the fourth horn, that was short but full of variety of Colours, sparkling, red and white; it was said to me, this is different from the three other, because great swelling words and great offers of kindness should go forth to all people from it; like unto that of Abfalom, speaking good words to the people in the Gate to draw them from honest David.
I was judged by divers friends to be under a temptation, as H. I. and Io. S. to be under a temptation for not eating; I took that Scripture, neglect not the body, and went to the Lord and enquired whether I had been so, or had any self end in it to be singular beyond what was meet; it was answered me, no, for thou shalt every way be supplyed in body and spirit, and I found a continual fulness in my stomack, and the taste of divers sweet meats and delicious food therein, which satisfied me, that I waited to see the issue, which was exceedingly to be admired; I remaining ever since in much health.
Some years after, when the Army was designing a war with Scotland, I was dissatisfied, judging many that were godly in those parts might be cut off ignorantly; and upon this I sought the Lord, and the Lord after prayer directed me to the 9th of Zecharich verse 11. The [Page 6]eyes of the Lord shall be seen over them, and his Arrow shall go forth as the Lightning, the Lord God shall blow the trumpet, and shall go through with the whirlewinds of the South; The Lord said, that his eye, not only his al-seeing eye, which runs to and fro through the Earth, but an eye of Gráce and Love to them as his peculiar treasure, was over them of the Army, and not only so, but they should see it; and as to his Arrow, it was that sharp dealing of his with the enemy; as to the Lightning, it was those burning devourings of those several places that should be ruinated by the Army in those Parts; and as to the Trumpet, that the Lord would shew forth a mighty alarm to his people, before whom many high and great ones of the Scots should tumble down, and that he had raised up a Gideon, bringing that of Iudges 7. to me, to prove Oliver Cromwell, then Lord General, was as that Gideon, going before Israel, blowing the trumpet of courage and valour, the rest with him sounding forth their Courage also; that as sure as the Enemy fell when Gideon and his Army blew their trumpets, so surely should the Scots throughout Scotland be ruinated: Upon this I praised for some hours together, that God had provided a Gideon, and this I saw both by Vision, and Faith, and Prayer and Praises, that God had appointed him for the work of that present day to serve this Nation; and told me that great things should be done, and that he should take his circuit through Scotland, and the Enemy should draw neer to us, even to the gates of the City, and there be defeated.
So I remained praying, keeping many fasting days in my Chamber, till six weeks before Dunbar fight; and then I had Visions given me concerning that first overthrow of the Scots, where I saw my self in the fields, and beheld our Army, and their General, and hearing this Voice, saying, Behold Gideon and the lapping ones with him! with that I was much taken, that they were likened unto that old Gideon and his Company; and then I saw them in a very ill posture for war, and much dismayed, looking with pale countenances, as if affrighted at the multitude of the Scots that were come out against them; whom I saw at a little distance from them, the light of the sky being over their heads, which prompted them the more to the Battail, seeing our Army with darkness over them and much disheartned, and they thinking that our Army was running away, they marched up with very great fury against them, and suddenly as our Army turned, who seemed but a little while to stand before them, the light of the Sky [Page 7]being drawn from the Scots to our Army, they were encouraged, and immediately I saw the Scots fall down before them, and a marvelous voice of praise I heard in our Army: then was I taken weak in my outward man, keeping my bed fourteen days, neither drinking nor eating but a draught of small Beer, and a bit of toast once in twenty four hours; and as soon as this Vision was over, I broke forth to the singing of their deliverance in Scotland; in which time many resorted to me of them that were for the Presbyterian Government, viz. Dr. French's Wife, Mrs. Bond, who was then Mrs. Kendal, Mrs. Smith, who all lived in Hackney, and Mrs. Sansom of Tower-hill, and they related this Vision to Mr. Ash the Minister, who waited till they saw it accomplished, and then admired.
Upon the fifth of November last save one, 1652. The Lord brought that Scripture to me, Who is a God like unto thee, glorious in Holiness, fearful in Praises, working Wonders? from which the Lord shewed me, that his Glory, and Praise, and Wonders he was bringing forth as upon the Land, so now upon the Seas; and the Lord again shewed me in a Vision, that many men of account should be taken away in the first great Battail; and I lay in this Vision from the first day of the week at night, untill the second day at night, and stirred not, nor spoke, but sometimes sang of a great Victory that I saw upon the Seas, Ships burning, bones and flesh sticking upon the sides of the Ships, the Sails battered, and the Masts broken, and many such dreadful things as to the Hollander; seeing many godly friends also dropping into the Sea, and their bodies beaten in pieces, it remained a long while to my view, but the Victory that I saw in the Conclusion, produced many Songs, crying out, oh, Who is a God like unto thee? according as thou saidst thou wouldst be, so Lord I see thee: At this time, I keeping of my bed seven whole days and eight nights in Mark-lane, at widdow Smiths, Glasier, where were many Spectators of account, both sea-Captains and others; Mr. Allen a Common-Councel-man, Mr. Smith, Mr. Radcliffe, Captain Palmer, Mr. Knollys, and several other men of account in the City; at this time for seventeen days I eat nothing but two broyled Herrings, and drunk Water and small Beer.
Two moneths after this, in the twelfth moneth, called February, 1653. The Lord suffered Sathan to buffet me, yet I questioned not the truth of any of my Visions and Revelations, but said, if I shall be thrown into hell, yet they were the truths of the Lord God, and [Page 8]should certainly come to pass: but I remained in grievous bitterness, being hurried by Sathan, and he prevailing over me in a very high nature, moving me to blaspheme; but the Lord kept me from uttering any such thing, though I was tortured in my body, as if he had the full possession thereof, and being perswaded that he had power over my body, and natural life to make an end of it, though I believed from the seal that I had had eight years before, that I should be saved through the fire: This temptation remained with me from the first of the twelfth moneth, 1653. till the latter end of the second moneth, called April, lying in the Mineries seven days, in which time I had two Godly men, and a Godly woman watched with me every night; temptations of all sorts were so violent upon me: And at the end of those seven days, my body was freed from that torture caused by Sathan, and I repaired home to Hackney, to my Kinsmans house, Mr. Wythe, and there I remained till the latter end of April under very bitter storms, being forced by Sathan to walk up and down the fields, attempting to throw my self into a Well, saying, God shall not be dishonored; For it shall be thought, said Sathan, some put thee in, and so thou shalt be in happiness presently; For what can pluck thee out of thy Fathers hand, he hath made an everlasting Covenant with thee, Ordered in all things, and sure, and this is all thy desire, and all thy Salvation, which thou hast made mention of to many; and I was forced to lye in ditches frequently, till it was dark night, that some found me, and led me home; And again frequently I took Knives to bed with me, to destroy my self, and still they were snached out of my hand, I know not how, not by any Creature: I durst not eat nor drink for four days together, because it was said to me, If thou doest, thou worshippest the Devil; For in every thing give thanks, whether thou eatest or drinkest, do it all to the glory of God: but thou canst do nothing to the glory of God, therefore thou gratifiest Sathan; And do not add sin to sin by so doing; In this time still Sathan came as an Angel of light, though I was so full of terror, he still affrighted me in every thing; If I did so and so, I should sin, that I durst not speak to any that feared the Lord, nor I durst not have any prayer, because he said, I sinned if I prayed, or suffered any to pray for me; and I was exceeding affraid to sin, though he drew me abundantly by his false pretences to vow against coming ever among the Saints, or into institutions more; and said to me also, That if I did, I were the most notorious lyer that ever spake; and that made me affraid, because of that [Page 9]dreadful Scripture in the last of the Revelations, where the fearful are ranked with those that shall have their portion in the Lake. Many other dreadful assaults I had, and casting my self at length down on the ground, said, Lord there is no recovery, I shall surely go out like a snuff; presently there shone a light round about me, and this saying, Arise, why lyest thou upon thy face, pray and eat, this day is Salvation come to thy house, behold this is the day of Salvation, this is the acceptable time; Ask now what thou wilt in the height or in the depth, and see whether God will not give thee the desire of thy soul; I replyed and said, I would not tempt the Lord; he answered me, it is not a tempting of God, when he requires this of thee; I said, then Lord, give me an humble, broken, melting frame of Spirit, pour upon me a Spirit of prayer and supplication, which immediatly the Lord did in abundant measure, and many singings concerning the excellent nature of faith: And now having procured a very terrible ague and feaver upon my body, in locking my self up in such bitter cold weather, coming at no fire, not among any, lest they should speak to me of my former experiences, which I found did aggravate my sorrow very much; But the Lord as he had cured me in my spirit, so by faith he restored my body; and as to that Temptation mentioned, never to come among the Saints again, which was that grand temptation that drew in the other; It being first setled in my heart, I desired that the Lord would give me a Scripture to enform me that this was slain, and should no more have the least puttings forth in me: at which time, opening my Bible, this was given to me in Job, Thou hast been tied in Fetters, and holden in Chains of Affliction, and it is that the Lord might shew thee thy work, and thy transgression which hath exceeded in this time of thy Assaults; Now he openeth thine ear to discipline, and he commandeth that thou return from iniquity; Lord said I! what is my work? Reply was, to go forth to the tempted, and whatever their temptations were, I should have to speak forth to them; And also he having opened mine ear to Discipline, I should go among the Saints, and that company that I walked in fellowship with, and there I should manifest a departing from that iniquity that Sathan had led me into, in drawing me from all institutions, making me believe that I should find the presence of God in reading and praying, and in the book of the Creature, and that should satisfie me; But I found him a lyer to purpose; though he told me that God had delt all along singularly with me; and though I were not to forsake the Assemblies of the [Page 10]Saints, yet if God would deal in a singular way with me, it should not go upon my account, but the Lord might do what he pleased; And so he endeavoured to bring me into those Familistical ranting Tenents, that I had almost spent my lungs in pleading against: the Lord having thus freed me, he hath kept this upon my heart to begg the life of faith, and self denyal, to hold forth these his dispensations towards me, both in Gath and Ashkelon, whom he bid me tell them unto.
After my storms, I went down into the Countrey, to Hillington, near to Ʋxbridge, and so soon as I came thither, at one Mr. William Atcrosts house, the Lord filled me with many spiritual Hymns, as to my temptations, promising me that my joy should abundantly outpass my sorrow: And while I was thus singing and triumphing over Sathan, challenging now a battel, and seeing the Lord so glorious before me; I was drawn into my Visions, as the calling in of the Jews, the over-throwing and shaking all Nations; And a Vision I had concerning the Dissolution of the Parliament about four days before it was, not knowing any thing of that nature was intended, which I sung; the manner of it, that suddenly Gideon (as I called him) and M. G. Harrison came into the Parliament-house and desired removal of them; desiring Mr. Speaker to deliver up his Commission, and so I saw suddainly a departure of them, though they were very loath thereunto; And this many in the Country can witness: the Minister of Hillington, Mr. Taverner by name, whose wise sent me word of it within four days after I had the Vision of it: In these Visions I lay seven days, and then arose, having strength as formerly.
Nine weeks after this, coming up to London, Mr. Smith a Linnen-draper in Newgate-Market, at the golden Anchor, asked me what I thought of this New Representative that was then in choice? I answered, that I had faith to believe that little good should be done to the Nation by their sitting.
So after this I had divers Visions at times; wherein I saw their breaking up; I lying frequently, sometimes ten days together, sometimes seven, sometimes eight days or thereabouts; The time I lay ten days was at Hackney, at my Kinsmans habitation, where the Lord gave me Visions of their breaking up, and of the deadness of Gideons spirit towards the work of the Lord shewing me that he was laid aside, as to any great matters, the Lord having finished the greatest business that he would employ him in; And I singing forth their breaking up, [Page 11]Colonel Bingham, which was one of them, being present, hearing what I spake, as to Gideon, and to the rest of the Representative, he was pleased (as I was told) to call it a Prophesie; saying, that he was glad of that Prophesie of their breaking up, for he thought little good would be done by them; This Vision I had the third of the seventh moneth, called September, at Hackney, 1653.
Then again, within one moneth after I had at Mr. Barrats house at Dowgate, more visions concerning the breaking of the same Representative, and many other Visions I had concerning the Nation.
And then again, about fourteen days before the breaking up of them, I had clear discoveries of the departure of those from the house, whom I had called the Linsey-wolsey-Party, which the Lord said, he would not have in his Tabernacle-work; But if those whose hearts were upright sat for Temple-work, and for the building of that latter house; which Christ saith, shall be more glorious then that of the former, if they come from among them, the Lord will make them glorious instruments for himself in those great concernments that he had spoken forth in his word; And upon it I saw their coming from them, and I sung the Passing-bell between them: singing forth another Passing-bell to those that are in present power now; Nominating him that was the Chair-man, Mr. Rowse, the Lord shewing me that his heart was very hypocritical, and that he was not for the work of the Lord; So that I had many songs and discoveries from the Scripture against him, not hearing the least word, but that he was a very Godly man, as Creatures said; But what I had against him, it was from the Lord, which I spake then in the hearing of many; saying, though he and the rest of them (which are now a Councel) said, let us separate from that factious Part, casting them out with the prayers of Christs poor flock; Reporting that God thereby should be glorified, according to that Scripture in the last Chapter of Isa. But I said, God will appear to your comfort, and they shall be ashamed; This Vision I had at Mr. Marsh's house at Dowgate.
After this I went home to Hackney, and the first week I came home, not knowing any thing of the dissolution which was then drawing near, I had these Visions: First I saw a great Tower, and the rooms thereof were like to the Counsel-rooms at Whitehall, which I saw strawed thick with Gun-powder; And at a little distance I saw a white Tower, for whiteness and sparkling glory, I never saw any [Page 12]thing to parallel with it; and looking into it, I beheld many very precious Saints with their eyes fixed toward Heaven, their countenances shining as the Sun; and neer to them, between that white Tower and the other Tower, were a great many of the Colonels and Chief of the Army, with their Pistols cock'd, and lighted Match in their hands, beating the fire upon the gunpowder, endeavouring to drive it up toward the white Tower, but they could not, for the fire would not take; presently upon this, it was said to me, whereas thou seest this high Tower whereon the gunpowder is, it is a great many of men of the wise and politick, grave and judicious so called, that are drawing up together, and their Wisdom, Power and policy is that gunpowder that thou seest, and the match and Army-men, or the chifest part of the Army that shall assent and joyn with that Tower, and gunpowder against the white Tower, saying, it was not to destroy the white Tower that they were come forth, but the factious ones that sat therein; Presently this Scripture likened them to those of the Old World, that said, let us build a Babel that may reach to heaven, and God came down and confounded their language; so he will do by these that were rising up against the white Tower, as it is written in the Proverbs, The Name of the Lord is a strong Tower, wherein those factious ones, as they called them, sat in safety, and shall be preserved all their days.
Another Vision I had at the same time, of many Oaks, with spreading branches full of leaves, very great limmed; I looking to the root, which lay but very little in the ground, & look't dry, as if it were crumbling to dust, and above the ground was only a little dry bark, on which limmed and spreading Oaks were set; a few shrubs which being by, were very lovely and green, these great Oaks fell suddenly down, and cover'd the other; presently I saw a very lovely tree for stature & compleatness every way not to be paralleld by any thing that ever I saw, and before which the great Oaks crumbled to dust, and the little shrubs were raised up, growing and thriving exceedingly; then I desired Scripture to this Vision; Reply was, in the first of Isaiah it is said, They shall be confounded in the Oaks that they have desired: And as to that lovely Tree, it was declared to me to be the Lord Jesus, which I had sometimes seen in the new Ierusalem, which is spoken of in the Rev. ult. That that Tree was the very same that is there mentioned whose fruit should be very many and beautiful, held forth to the Shrubs, which they feeding upon, should immediately grow [Page 13]up to a lovely Stature; which said the Lord to me, thou here feest, that no sooner doth this Tree appear, which represents my Son, but immediately those despised Shrubs that the great Oaks endeavored to scatter and hide in their holes, they shall come forth, and all the Oaks shall crumble into dust; this is not by Might, nor by Power, or Arms, but brought in through the pourings out of my Spirit.
Two nights before the Protector was established, I had a glorious sight of a Throne, Angels winged flying before the Throne, crying, Holy, holy, holy unto the Lord; The great One is coming down with terrour to the Enemies, and Glory and Deliverance to the sincere, and them that walk uprightly; hearing of this, I broke forth with much Melody, singing also Halleluiah, Praise and Honour unto thee O Lord, will I render with them that thus cry holy.
Then another Vision followed, A great company of Children walking on the Earth, a Light shining round about them, a glorious Person in the midst of them, speaking these words; these will I honour with my raigning presence in the midst of them; others shall dye in the Wilderness, which Wilderness I will shew thee by and by; So that departed.
A third vision followed, wherein I saw great darkness in the Earth, and a marvellous dust, like a thick smoak ascending upward from the Earth; and I beheld at a little distance a great company of Cattel, some like Buls, and others like Oxen, and so lesser, their faces and heads like men, having each of them a horn on either side their heads; For the foremost, his Countenance was perfectly like unto Oliver Cromwels; and on a suddain there was a great shout of those that followed him, he being singled out alone, and the foremost; and he looking back, they bowed unto him, and suddenly gave a shout, and leaped up from the Earth, with a great kind of joy, that he was their Supreme; and immediately they prompting him and fawning upon him, he run at me, and as he was neer with his horn to my breast, an arm and an hand clasped me round, a Voyce said, I will be thy safety; he run at many precious Saints that stood in the way of him, that looked boldly in his face; he gave them many pushes, scratching them with his horn, and driving them into several houses, he ran still along, till at length there was a great silence, and suddenly there broke forth in the Earth great fury coming from the Clouds, and they presently were scattered, and their horns broken, and they tumbled into Graves; with that I broke forth, and sang praise, and [Page 14]the Lord said, mark that Scripture, Three horns shall arise, a fourth shall come out different from the former, which shall be more Terror to the Saints then the others that went before; though like a Lamb, as is spoken of in the Revelation, in appearance a Lamb, but pushing like a beast, being not only one, but many and much strength joyned together.
Thus far it was conceived meet and requisie to represent the spirit and condition of the party; Not from thence to borrow the more esteem, or belief to the Relation following, let that adventure forth upon its own score, and stand or fall in that spirit that gave it being; But that the truth may shine forth, as to the particular state and condition of the Party, through that cloud of unchristian condemnings, odious censures, and black defamations of unsatisfied, interested, envious, and unbelieving persons which are gone forth; whereby, that in this dispensation, which to many that were witnesses of it seems to be the Glory and Beauty of it, may be confounded and darkned, and the eyes of them that would see, be blinded in judgement.
Now concerning her speaking in Whitehall, this account we have to Offer of the state and condition of her spirit in that work; which was received from her own lips in the hearing of some then present, in answer to the Questions which the Relator moved unto her; One Question was asked her some weeks after she left Whitehal, and was this. What frame of spirit was upon you in uttering those things in Whitehall, was it only a spirit of faith that was upon you, or was it Vision wrapping up your outward senses in trances, so that you had not your senses free to see, nor hear, nor take notice of the People present? She answered, I neither saw, nor heard, nor perceived the noise and distractions of the people, but was as one that heard only the voice of God sounding forth unto me; besides her own word, the effects of a spirit caught up in the Visions of God, did abundantly appear in the fixedness, and immoveableness of her speech in prayer, but more especially in her songs: notwithstanding the distractions among the people occasioned by rude spirits, that unawares crept in, which was observed by many who heard her, who seemed to us to be as one whose ears and eyes were locked up, that all was to her as a perfect silence.
Another Question was, what moved you to silence at any time when you ceased from speaking? was it with you as with other good men, Ministers, &c. who cease at discretion, either having no [Page 15]more to say, or having spent their strength of body, or having wearied the people? She answered in these words, It was as if the Clouds did open and receive me into them: and I was as swallowed up of the Glory of the Lord, and could speak no more. To give you the Relators observation for the further perswading him of the truth of this; He took notice twice in her ceasing from speaking; Once she ended with prayer, wherein being sweetly and highly raised in her admirings of the glory that she saw, she uttered these, or like words: Oh what brightness! what glory! what sweetness! what splendor! which last word she hardly expressed in a full sound, and said no more; Another time ending with a Song, in three or four of the last words, in the last verse, her voice sunk into her breast, that they could not be understood, like the words of a man falling asleep.
Now follows the Relation of so much of her Prayers and Songs, as by a very slow hand could be taken for eight days.
VPon the Tenth day of the Eleventh Moneth, 1653. The Relator coming into the Chamber where she lay, heard her first making Melody with a spiritual Song, which he could not take but in part, and that too with such imperfection, as he cannot present any account of it to the understanding of others: After her Song, she without intermission uttered forth her Spirit in prayer, wherein among many other, she expressed the passages following.
What is marvellous or can be in the eys of the Lord? the resurrection of Jesus was marvellous in our eyes, but not with the Lord, for nothing could keep down a Jesus; thy people could never have come out of their graves, had it not been for the Resurrection of Jesus; as thou risedst, so should they, as thou dyedst, so should they, thou wilt make all things death before them; what endeavourings were there to have kept thee in the Grave? oh, but what fastness, what locks, what bolts that could keep in a Jesus? oh, but they thought that the Lord Jesus was but a man, they understood not that the Divine Nature was wrapt up in him in the Humane Nature; when thy time came the Sepulchre was open, and the Lord Jesus came forth with great Power and Majesty; oh blessed be the Lord that brought forth the Son, the Heir, him that was victorious over his enemies; so shall there be a Declaration against all things that would keep thine down; faith is that Victory; how so? because faith brings into the bosom, and it draws forth the Death and Resurrection of Jesus upon us: thou art a bringing forth a great Resurrection: Jesus Christ is upon his appearing; there are some do think so, but they say it is not yet begun, God will bring it about another way, and another time; but the Lord says, he will cut short his work in Righteousness; thou knowest who are the Babylonians that are now about thine; as thou didst to thy people of Old, thou wilt come forth speedily,—thy thoughts are so exceeding high and glorious that none is able to reach them; Man cannot bring forth his own thoughts, they are so tumultuous, and run unto the ends of the Earth; oh then what are thy thoughts O Lord, —though the Enemy begin to jeer them concerning those blessed songs; well says God, are my people jeered concerning their Excellencies, their Songs, their Hallelujahs that are of my own making, that are before my Throne? the Lord cannot endure that these Excellencies of his Saints should be trampled upon, which are so perfect, so pure; how pleasant are the songs of thine, [Page 17]when they are brought forth out of the Churches of thine Enemies: —Tis not all the force in the world that can strike one stroak against thine, but thou sufferest them to come forth to try thine; oh that thine could believe thee for thy breakings of them, as well as for thy bindings up; all things under the Sun, all things before you, in you, shall work for your good; when they come to understand more of the Mysterie, and of the entrals of Scripture, how will they praise thy Highness? The Enemies are strong, Satan is strong, Instruments are strong, Temptations they are strong, what Strengths are against thy flock! They cannot be without the Lyon, and Lyon-like creatures: Oh if thy Servants suffer, let them not suffer for passion or rash words, but as Lambs; there is a zeal which is but from Nature, a mans own spirit may prompt him to, but the zeal of God is accompanied with meekness, humility, grief for Christ.—Since thy Handmaid is taken up to walk with thee, thy Handmaid always desired that she might be swift to hear, slow to speak; but now that thou hast taken her up into thy Mount, who can keep in the rushing wind? who can bind the influences of the Heavenly Orion, who can stop thy Spirit? It is good to be in the Territories, in the Regions, where thou walkest before thy Servant; oh how glittering, and how glorious are they, what Sparklings are there!—Thou hast a great gust to come upon the Earth, a great wind that shall shake the trees that now appear upon the Earth, that are full of leaves of Profession; but they have nothing but outward beauty, an outward flourish; but thy trees O Lord, they are full of Sap: A great number of people said, oh let our Oaks stand, let them not be cut down: oh but says the Lord, I will make you ashamed in the Oaks that you have chosen; and because you will have these Oaks, I will now give you other Oaks, and what are they? A first, a second and a * third Power, and thou breakest them one after another; oh thine own have had a great hand in these things; thine have said, we will have Oaks and Gardens, how have they run too and fro! says the Lord now, I will give you Gardens, but they shall have no springs in them, they shall be as dry chapt ground, they shall be as the falllow ground: what loveliness is there to walk upon fallow ground? you shall have stumbling walkings upon them, you shall have no green grass in these Gardens; what have all the Gardens of the Earth been? they have been to thine places of stumbling: O thou wilt by these thy strange ways, draw up thine into thy upper and nether springs: thou hast deceived thy [Page 18]Saints once again about these Gardens: let them now run after them no more, but be ashamed and abashed: we have hankered from mountain to hill, we have said salvation is in this hill and in that, but let us say so no longer: when we shall thus be drawn up to thee, then we shall prosper, and thou wilt give us Vineyards, and Gardens, and Trees of thine own, which shall abide.—Thou calledst thy servant to come sometimes neer this place, to witness against some, who said that the Kingdom was already given up to the Father, and contemned the Man Christ: but now hast thou sent thy Servant again to witness for thee, for the Kingdom of thy Son.
Having uttered much more in Prayer, which the Relator, because of the press of people in the Chamber, could not take; She delivered the further enlargements of her heart in a Song, so much whereof as could be taken, is presented to you as follows.
After she had breathed forth this Song with more enlargement then could be noted by the Relator; She proceeded in Prayer, which for the press of people crowding and darkning the Chamber, could not be taken; She continued that day in prayer and singing four or five hours together, and was then silent.
The next day, being the eleventh day of the moneth, the Relator came in and heard her in prayer, wherein she delivered many things: some whereof being of publique nature were taken: And are presented in the account following.
Must thy Servant that now is upon the Throne, must he now die and go out like a candel? Oh that thy servant could mourn day and night for him! Oh that he might be recovered out of that vain glorious Counsel, out of their Traps and Gins! Oh his soul is in bondage, he will not hear New Jerusalems Sermons if thou convince him not! Oh that he might be laid in thy bosome, that he might not refuse to come among thy people! Oh that he might hearken to a praying people, rather then to a wicked Counsel, rather then to a Politique crue about him! Father, that he might Lord God come out of those Fetters and Chains; And then do thou shew him his work, and his transgression wherein he hath exceeded, and open his eyes to receive instruction; He is in Chains by reason of that outward-glory and pomp that is round about him: Oh he thinks he is taught by thee thus to go and to act! Oh, but blessed Lord, let thy handmaid intreat thee to perswade him; For thy perswasions are more then the perswasions of all the great Doctors and Rabbies that are about him! Oh that they also might consider what they do, they have been Preachers of free Grace to thy people: Let them not now come forth with the voice of Haman, but with the voice of Mordecai; let them be faithful, and say unto him, thou art but a man that doth thus; let them not joyn with that that thou art breaking in pieces, Thou wilt not have thine to sit upon thrones now, till all thine shall sit together upon those twelve Thrones; Is it not better that he shall pry into the Laws of King Jesus, then of those that are about him? he little thinks that they would bring him into jeopardie; Let him not entertain any upon the account that they are grave, wise, judicious men; But let him look whether Godliness be in them: Oh, but he will say, they are Godly too! Oh, but let him look at actions, whether these actions do speak them Godly! Oh, this is a day of Jacobs trouble, thine looked for refreshment, and behold greater trouble, they looked for a birth, and behold it is yet in travel; Many of thy children are put to a stand, and know not what to do; though he doth repulse them, yet let them tell him of his sins, and tell him with humility, and with tears; not as those deluded spirits, that go running about the streets, and say, we have such Visions and Revelations, who come out with their great speeches of vengeance, and judgement, and plagues: Oh, but thine that come from thee, thou givest them Humility, Meekness, Bowels and Tears. Pluck out those of the Counsel that are thy Children, tell [Page 23]them that thou dost not love linsey wolsey garments, linnen and wollen mixed together, neither in the thrones, nor in any building, or Temple, or Concernment of thine. It is true, Authorities and Powers are by the permission of the most high; He gave Commission to the Assyrian to be a rod to Israel, till he had accomplished his work upon Mount Sion; But here is the difference, that was an enemy, whom God would destroy with eternal fire, and perpetual burning; But these come forth as brethren, as thy children; and therefore thine do not know how to bear it from them: Oh, it is a grief to the heart that they should smite and grieve thy Saints; Besides, the Kingdom of the Lord Jesus is at hand, all the Monarchies of this world are going down the hill: Now is a time that thine should look off from these things, and lift up their head, for their Redemption draws near; Now thou requirest a greater going forth of the Spirit; What manner of persons ought ye to be in all holy conversation? we are not to be for our selves but for Christ; Now the treasury is open, and every one is to cast into it; now all is spread open, for all to come, to cast in something: Oh come forth thou great Builder in thy glory! Oh what sheddings of blood have there been in order to this work! Let there be days of Glory; Hear the voice of thine, yea, thou dost hear them, though thou wouldest have them to wait, they shall not be ashamed; they that tarry and rest upon thee, thou wilt come and lead them with thy sweet spices: Oh that the souldiery might now come forth out of their bravery, and say, shall there be some that shall come up to that glorious building, shall they reign in that day, and shall we that have gone forth for the Lord thus far come short thereof, and be laid aside! Oh help them to entreat thee that thou wouldst not spue them out of thy mouth as luke-warm ones, nor let them not be cast out of thy Temple; Now is a measuring time that thou art measuring thy own Temple, not the world, but thine own Saints, there is a little silence from Trumpets and Battels, and now is a time of silence: Oh but there is a time of the shooting of bullets, and they will come forth again! Oh that thy Temple might not fall to pieces, the stones that are joyned to the Corner stone, that they may not have the hammer come upon them; no, nor any Iron tool come into thy work.
Oh let him be willing to part with such things as may hinder the prosperity of his soul; make him out of love with the wine and feasts below, and bring him in love with thy liquors and flagons from heaven! Oh but their vains are so full of blood before, that they have no [Page 24]room, but do thou cast the overflowing blood, and then what can hinder thy work! Oh but can these dry bones live? give thy handmaid leave to tell thee that thy children are like dead bones now in the Valley; But thine say Lord, thou canst make them live, thou canst bring nerves and bones, and knit them together again; Let thy servant never be silent till they be brought out of the Valley, out of the slimy pit! Oh do thou fill their pools, thou causest rain to come and fill the pools! Oh fill all places, all things with water from above, that thine may drink thereof; bring forth that water, that may make them Warriours for thee, and not any longer for themselves, and let them know that thy servant doth abundantly tender them! Oh let all that thy servant hath go for Sion; First, Second and last breath; Were it not for thine, thou wouldest send the Nations into this Nation; thou hast a people in this Nation, who have thy name upon them, therefore thou wilt not let out the boars, and the wild beasts against them, for they would spare none; Thou hast a few names that are cloathed in white, whom thou dost abundantly delight in, and they delight in thee; they commit their way unto thee, and thou wilt not destroy them, though they live in Sodom; thou hast many precious lights in this Nation, in this City, or it would be suddainly burnt with fire: Oh how beholding is this tumultuous City to thine inheritance!
THerefore Father teach him, let him know that he may reign as one of thine: Oh, is it not a sweet thing to be crowned by thee? and that is sweeter then to be crowned by man: Oh says Gideon! I will not be your King, the Lord shall reign over you: Oh, it is enough for him to be one of thy Kings! Oh let him now deny, and cast it down, and say; Without these Dignities, and great Titles, I will serve the People and Commonalty; and then wilt thou say to him, thou art my Gideon; Let him consider that thine shall rule over all Nations; and let him say, why may not this be the time that it does draw near? Let not him say as they said of old, who put the day far from them, that the Vision was for many days; for a time yet afar off; But let them accept of the day and time that thou hast put into their hand; The Lord is building his Temple, it is no time now for them to build Tabernacles; Now thou art upon thy Temple-work, shall they be building great Palaces for themselves? The Souldiers slight thy handmaid, but she matters not, they shall and must consider in time; they say these are Convulsion-fits, and Sickness, and diseases that make thy handmaid to be in weakness; But oh they know not the pouring forth of thy Spirit, for that makes the body to crumble, and weakens nature; In these extraordinary workings thou intendest to shew what is coming forth hereafter; something is a coming forth, there is so Lord; and oh how does thy handmaid bless thee!
Having Prayed for, and made much mention of the Merchants, she Sings the following Hymn to them.
Another Hymne.
These were uttered and sung the twelfth day of this eleventh month.
Upon the thirteenth day she uttered many precious things in Prayer and Songs, which the Relator could not for the press of people write down.
Here followes some short account of some things she uttered the 14th. day, as the Relator could take them in some scattered expressions.
LEt thy Servant beg high springs for Saints; come in with full springs in such a time as this, when that the waters are brought so high, that thy poor children are ready to be overwhelmed by them, in their snares and entanglements; they say these waters are very clear and sweet that come from men, but at length they make the Soule very muddy; Why is thy Handmaid so long with thee upon the Mount, seeing thy sparkling glory, and those reviving springs, but that thy Handmaid may plead with thee concerning thy Saints, thine Inheritance, and that her heart may take in the things concerning thy Saints. There is now a great deale of provision for a poore man, and yet hee will wither and come to nothing; certainly folly will be writ upon his labour, Thou wilt not commend it as a peece of wisdome, Thou wilt not give it a badge of honour, Thou wilt rather put a blot upon it, Thou [Page 36]wilt never write faire concerning it; Thou art coming to write faire concerning the Palace of the Lord Jesus, and the Glory of that Kingdome; oh, but they have a veil over their eyes that they cannot see it; Oh, but saies God I have a Jacob, a dew, a Lyon, and they shall know it: I have but a few names among you, in whom my Name is found, though I have a great many soules; Thou wilt find. Lord, but a few that have kept themselves undefiled from the world, that are pure Religious ones; there are may fleshly, nationall, formall religious ones, but the poore, fatherlesse and widow are the companions of the pure religious ones. They think it scorne if one should tell them they are not Religious, they will say you are censoririous, Oh, but thou wilt tell them, that they doe not doe that which is pure Religion, that is so before God; who is such a burning and shining light as John was, who gives forth such a Testimony of Jesus as John did? Is it not said, that they who faint in adversity, it is an argument that their strength is small? When they are in prosperity then they can speake large and high things of Jesus Christ, but then to hold out in time of temptation, that hath a good report with God; God saith, I will judge righteous Judgement, I will not judge what you doe, when you meet, and speake and pray together, but I will follow you into your secret places, your Houses, your Callings, your Offices, &c. those that breath after thee Lord, they are searching after their secret sins, for thou commest into the heart; they cannot prosper that cover their secret sins; there is such a covering of secret sins, that prosperity flyes from us, and takes wings and flies away.—
It is not a time now to raise States, and Names, and great things, for thou art now pulling downe, they will set up their Beacons upon their owne hills, when thou sayest thou wilt have thy Beacon upon thine own hill, and thy Standard set up there; oh how do men set up their posts by thy posts?—
When thou dost make Bars and iron gates they will endeavor to break them open, and beat them down, that the enemie may come in among us; they think if they have armied men about them, it is well with them; O, but to have thy armed men which are Chariots of fire about them that were safe indeed: When thou commest with thy hand, what are all these before thee? they are crushed on a sudden. Take away Lord all that sowre leaven that is upon the earth, it savors all the meal, that it has a brackish taste; though many of thy children in their affections and judgements may bee sowred by this leaven, yet thou hast some [Page 37]into whom this sowre leaven cannot enter: Take it out of thy Children that are in the midst of the earth, and keep thy lump that it may not be infected; many are infected, their language is infected, it was sweet before, but now it is confused, it had an harmony, but now it hath no rellish.—
Thou hast declared the comming of the Lord Jesus, that he shall come suddenly, so the transactings of things here below do come suddenly, and poore man, how is he confounded, he is in a smoother in his own judgement, he is in the smoak, and cannot find the door! Let not thy Children be blinded and blood-shed, oh take them out, and let them take heed that they do not return into such smoaky houses againe; oh, let thine blesse thy Name, that thou hast proved a cleare flame for their eyes, a burning flame, that shall burn up all smoaking things, as crackling thorns under their feet
Oh, that thy Children should drink up inflaming Wine, not like thy inflaming wine, for that's a beautifull inflaming, but an inflaming to rednesse and burning.—
Thine that thou keepest from such things, they shall walk with thee, thou wilt make them partakers of glorious Priviledges, thou wilt bring them into thy Territories above, into thy sweet Walks, how wilt thou hang them about with Hony-Suckles? not like the hony that is of the earth, that is clogging, but pure hony that is reviving; thy Ezekiels that behold thee by the River Chebar, Oh what sights, what glories, what rivers, what springs do they enjoy! and yet thy children are affraid to suffer; Oh what a spirit of slavish feare hath seized upon thy own children! though thou hast said the Lord will be with you in the fires and in the waters, yet what pale faces are there amongst thine, oh, is this to professe Jesus!—
Thou wilt make the whole earth to be thy children, and wilt make them to be the honourable ones, and yet they will not know, nor confider it; Oh this is a time not for man to reign, but for the Lord Jesus, and this voyce sounds out here and there by a Son or a Daughter; Oh, but when shall all the Sons, and all the Children cry for King Jesus? the Reason is, Because of the infirmities of the flesh, and because thine are of a stammering speech, and of stuttering tongue, but thou hast premised that the time shall come that there shall not be a people of a deeper speech then thy people, and they shall not be of a stammering tongue. Come O all you Disputants, Monarchs, Scribes [Page 38]and Rabbies of the world, come forth now, and let us see what Arguments you can bring forth against the Spirit, the pourings forth of it, the rising of the Sun of Righteousnesse upon the world, against the influences of the heavenly Orion; oh, you shall be the men that shall be of a stammering lip and of a stuttering tongue.—
Oh what a doubting is there now among thine, what disputing, what reasoning what they shall doe, whether they shall cry up a Man or King Jesus! let them take the engagements of Man, and lay them under their feet, and take the engagement of Jesus, and lay that to their heart; Let thy servants now be of a publique spirit, let them now flie high above the Skies, not into vaine conceits, vaine speculations, and high notions; oh but thou callest to an exalting high through Jesus unto thee; they that have kept to a crucified Jesus, they are thine: Oh, here are good words, great allegories, and high expressions, oh, but they that honour thy Sonne, thou wilt honour them; they that honour the Son honor the Father; Oh, they that say they will honour the Father alone, and live in the Father alone, and lay aside the Son, they are deceived, thou wilt have them keep within thy bounds, and not to stretch the Point beyond the Compasse. Oh, let thine take a thorow view, and not rashly take up any thing: Thou wilt have thine try the gold as well as the drosse; thou wilt not have thine take up any thing, while they know not the life of it.
Oh, But who is he or she that admires the Lord Jesus through all, in all, and above all; He is all in nothing-Creatures, the Creature is nothing, but thou hast said, thou dost great things through nothing: Oh, that thine were taken with Truth for Truths sake, that they would seek into the bottome, and goe into the golden Mine, and not onely gather up the shavings thereof, let them not take up the sparks but the fire it selfe.
That a poor Creature should subsist without sustenance, what a gazing is there at this poor thing, while you forget the glory that is in it, go into the Marrow, what matters it for the bone, let them have the Spirits, it is no matter for any thing else,—
Oh that thy poor servant should thus long converse with thee, and so long sit at thy fire, and feele the warmth thereof, and so beare testimony against all false fires, and all things that are against King Jesus.
Then she uttered forth this Song, the greatest part whereof, as much as the Relator could take, runs as followeth.
Then raising her note she proceeds as followes.
Having uttered forth this Song (as she did all the rest) with melodious voice, she proceeded to prayer without any intermission, somethings wherein were, as followes.
It is not now as it was in times past, that a Kingly Progeny should reigne, for that was but for a time, and then after they should be judged, destroyed, and taken off, and be no more, and then should the Kingdome of the Lord Jesus come forth, and all the Kingdomes of man throwne downe before it; And how has thy Servant disputed, declared, remonstrated and appeared in the field against Antichrist, and how is his language now confounded? it was the language of Canaan, but now it is the language of Ashdod.—
Oh thy Servant (speaking of her selfe) must now come forth against [Page 42]the great Rabbies of the world: Oh, thou knowest that thy Servant hath often wrastled with thee that thou wouldst employ some other, but thou hast over-ruled her, and hast put her to silence? and shall I not be willing to do or suffer thy Will?
And thou givest strength unto her, and bearest up the Spirit of thy servant to go thorow with the Work, thy servant is not an enemy to these men, thou knowest, but a friend; Oh, it is for thy sake, and for thy servants sakes, that thy Servant is made a voyce, a sound, it is a voyce within a voyce, anothers voyce, even thy voyce through her; Thy Servant knew that she was beloved of thee, and that she lay in thy bosome from a child, and there she might have lived without the condemnings or reproaches of men, or of this Generation; but since Father thou wilt have it so, thy Will be done. If the body suffer never so much, if it be for thy Selfe, thy Saints, thy Kingdome, it is better for her then to be in her own Habitation, and in pleasant Gardens; and when thy Servant has done thy work, she shall be willing to lock up her selfe in her Closet againe, and not to be seen of men; Oh Lord, thy servant knows there is no selfe in this thing.
Having further in prayer made mention of the University-learning and the National Clergy (as they are called) she proceeded unto singing, seven or eight of the first verses of the Song could not bee taken by the Relator, it being Evening, and no light in the Chamber: The rest were as follows.
She proceeded againe unto Prayer, and among many other, expressed these following passages.
They that are thy true Seers shal stand, when they that are false Seers shal fall, and wither, and dye; the true Seers they shal goe on and prosper, thou wilt provide for them sufficient maintenance; Oh, let not men thinke that thine doe cry downe the Ministry of them that are full of the Ministerial Office, and of thy Spirit, and doe speake from thee; but there are that are called Ministers, that doe deny Jesus Christ his coming to set up his Kingdome, O thine would have them throwne downe before thee, the Lord wil not let there be a famishing of the Word in the Land, and he wil take care of them; let there not be a cry among [Page 44]them, that if maintenance goe downe, the Ministery wil downe; let them know that thy servants are not enemies to them that are truly taught of thy Spirit; let them looke into the Scripture, and there see what is the true Ministry, and what is their pay; let them see what those were who were thy true Ministers, were they such as did pamper their bellies, and their backs? were not thine willing to feed upon any thing, to goe in Skins, to bee any thing for the Gospel of Jesus Christ? Has not their fulnesse brought blindnesse upon them? Oh, where has been that marrow and fatnesse flowing forth from them? Oh, let there be more of that, thou wilt delight in such as delight in thee, they that delight to serve Tables more then thee, and thy flocke, thou wilt not serve them, what ever judgement or opinion they are of.—Is not the Narrative come from Heaven concerning what thou art a doing? Oh, let all thine know it in time; they that are such as are true Students, doe thou fill them more and more, let them come forth as Trumpeters with a ful sound, for if they give forth an imperfect sound, how shal the Horse prepare to the Battel? let them not goe forth with the sound of their owne mindes, and their owne carnal studies, but with the sound of thy Spirit, and that is a right sound, and such wil follow thee with Timbrels, and with Musick; O let such rejoyce evermore, and let them pray continually; oh, they love alwayes to be praying, they can never be weary; not that Prayer that is called a Gift, or an Habit, but it is a spirit, it is the out-goings of thy Spirit, it is an Harmony that they that have only a Gift cannot understand, and it is but like a beating of brasse; true Prayer is an excellent talking to the most High, it kindles up the affections, and sokes into the judgement; for thy people are accounted by the world a people of much affections, but of little judgement; but by this thou dost try thy People, for they that have little affections doe soone change their note; but they that have sound judgements, soaking judgements, and then the affections right set, they Center then in thee alone, every way the Soule is raised that is indeed wrapt up in thee; there are raptures in the Tongue, and in the Braine, but the raptures of the Heart no flouds can drowne, no fire can quench; the Tongue, and the Fancy, and the Natural life may be taken away, but the Spiritual sense that returnes into the Sun; oh what is the Carcasse, the Vessel? they are [Page 45]nothing, but when these are gone, then where am I but there where I am made perfect in thy selfe; thou wilt bring thine into the Grave before thou raisest them up to live; til thou commest and puttest a sentence of death upon all things here below, they wil not look upon that which is glorious.
Here she passed off from Prayer to Singing, some, or most of the Song was taken, and was as followes.
The foure last words of the last Verse are added by the Relator, who could not take the Maids owne words, her voyce as it were dying, and sinking into her breast, with which the closed for that time.
The fifteenth day being the first day of the Weeke, she began with Prayer, the principall things whereof are noted in the following account, in the Language they were delivered by her, though much more largely then the Relator did, or could take them from her.
He that is entred into rest, hath ceased from his owne workes, as God did from his. Where Lord dost thou take up thy rest? O Lord, doest thou take up thy rest in man? thou art the Center of rest, yet the out-goings of thy rest were upon man; man must have thy Breath breathed into him, other Created pieces must have thy Name, but he must have thy Breath; O how great is his Fall, and thou hast showne kindnesse to him, yet he doth not consider, he doth not take notice what he fell from, and what thou hast restored to him; Oh, thy Servant loves to travel with [Page 46]thee in these created Pieces, to see thee the Alpha and Omega, the great beginning, and the end; O what sights of the world, what fashioning of curious Wits can compare with that infinite Wisdome! O that thy Breath should be life to Man, that thou shouldest come and breath upon him, that thou shouldest give forth substance about a poor shadow, and take counsel about a poor shadow. Oh Father, what disputes there are about the Souls mortality and immortality? Oh, it is because they do not thorowly search into things, they do see no more then the breath: Oh, who can set it out, who can give a definition of mans soul, which is the breath of God? Thou Lord alone knowest what it is! Thine that have conversed with thee in it, do see it is a most excellent out-going of God into a poor carkass: It is a most excellent breath of God into a poor creature: Mans life as confidered as the breath of God, and the work of the Counsel of God, Oh how watchful should they be over their breath, that they do not breathe against their Eternal Breath, against the Work and Language of God. When thou hadst made Man, then thou saidst thou hadst finished thy work, and wouldst take thy rest: Who was this Rest? why Jesus was this Rest from the beginning; he was the prepared Rest from the Creation: Thou broughtest forth a Seventh-day, wherein thou saidst thou restedst, and a work wherein thou restedst, and all to shew that Jesus Christ is the true Rest; who is the true Sabbath-day, the prepared Rest, the Eternal Rest; Oh, that there might be no more wallowing in Satans fires and quagmires! Oh they do miss of their Rest; they do not enter into their true Sabbath; they do not see their first-day: Let them see Jesus Christ to be the true Rest, the true first-day: Thou first appeared as the first day to poor contemptible Creatures, to poor Women. Oh Mary, I am thy Rest, and she answered, Rabboni. When thou appearst to be Rest, then how do they take thee into their bosom, then they see no Peace under the Sun but in thee? if he be gone, Rest is gone, Sabbath is gone, Peace is gone; that bright day of the Resurrection which is brighter then the rising of the Sun, does not then appear: When a poor soul knows not what to do, temptation weighs them down, corruption sinks them; they know not what way to turn from Bryars and Thorns. Oh, then, thou appears and gives Rest, and makes them go forth with joy- and leads them forth with peace, and then thou makes all melody [Page 47]before them. Tempted souls can tel what it is to enjoy their Maker, they can say he is their onely Rest. Oh, who would not make thee their Rest?
Thou singledst out a Day, because thou knewest mans cruelty, and covetousnesse, that he would not give rest to Man or Beast; but whatis a day, if thou in a day wert not the Rest? The time will come that the whole Creation shal have a Rest and Redemption which shall abide not for a day, but shall continue.
Lord it is a Fasting day, indeed when thou art a Rest, when thou commest out with a sparkling rest; if thou hadst given a rest in thy Ordinary way, that had been very sweet, oh but a rest in the Mount with thy selfe, a transfiguring Rest among Angels with the brightest sun, oh can there be eclipses upon this Sun, the Sun of Righteousnesse? who is the same, and there is no alteration, no cloud can cover it.
Who can mix Water and Oyle together? will not the Oyle be always above? so thou dear Jesus wilt stil be above upon the top; if trouble come, thou sayest begone; Surely Lord, I will make mention of thy Rest for ever; thy Rest hath so many Companions with it, Peace, and Quietnesse, and Regulation throughout the whole Man, all is put to silence before it.
Thy Servant wondered at those words, the Lord is risen, let all the earth keep silence; What art thou a coming forth? art thou putting a stop to all the Nations of the earth, their designs and projects, all enemies both by Sea and Land?
But I will put to silence (saith the Lord) all enemies within; O arise against all inward Enemies, and let them be put to silence; Let there be no more the voice of the Earth heard in thine; thou hast put the earth in thy poor Servant to silence, thou hast made thy Heavens to come down into her Earth.—
Whom the Son makes free, they are free indeed; Oh freedome indeed, other freedom what is it? a poor freedom; but this freedom within is through the resurrection of thee rising in the soul; there is such an harmonious company, there is such an abundance of thine, when thou putest the earth to silence: Oh put the earth to silence, that so they may come to the glorious stature of the Lord Jesus, which none can fathom nor reach the depth thereof:—
Oh that poor creatures might not heare of a Jehovah of Righteousnesse, but that they might also receive thee; thou sentest down [Page 48]a Ladder to the earth, the humane nature of Christ, to gather up our Nature to the Divine: Oh how did that humane Nature appear at the bottom of the Ladder upon the earth? oh what steps did he tread, what steps in the Divine Nature to gather up Humane Nature into it? thy poor shall lead up to the top, you are kept by the mighty power of God unto salvation.
Oh it is good to walk up that Ladder, where there is such precious Aire, and such sparkling Stars, where there is not only seven daies light, but seven thousand such as none can number; Oh how can any get near unto thee, if they will throw away the Ladder? poor hearts, they marvellously mistake, you cannot come to the Father but by the Son, you must take both together, therefore this Rest came forth, that so there might bee a compleatnesse, that there might bee nothing wanting; every way what a perfect rest is the Lord Jesus? Oh dear Christ, dear Christ, can any that have taken thee in, hear thee vilified? couldst not thou keep silence concerning them, and can they indure to hear thee contemned, to hear thee to be called onely a Form, and to cal themselves a Christ? How can they chuse but say wee will have a Scripture Christ? O dear Rest, the declaration of thee is marvellous sweet, the Declaration tels of thee that thou art the true rest in the power thereof.
Here she seemed to have 'over-flowings of joy and delight in spirit, and poured out her heart in a Song, as follows.
Here closing her song, she proceeded without any pause to prayer, therein uttering here and there as the Relatour could take them, the things following. The poore carcasse shall moulder before thy being, through a fight of thy bosom thine are dazled; in thy nest they see none of their own feathers, but a new nest of thy own making: the very victualls dye before thee, that eternall life that is sweeter than naturall life, than all strength, all naturall parts, what are these to it? Father, when thou withdrawest thy glory from thy handmaid, thou shalt leave so much heat as shall refresh the body, and her health shall return again from thee to her, thou wilt give her strength to persevere to the end. Oh when shall men speak forth from the demonstration of thy Spirit? [Page 50]when shall they go forth in thy garments, not their garments, not with their Surplices and Tippets; Oh no, they say, these they have abhorred and put off, Oh but they speak their University language, their head-piece language, their own sense: Oh but where is the voice of the new Covenant-teaching, are not they hid and concealed: the Beast hath got in his foot, and hath mudded the waters; men are mudded, they speak a little of the new Covenant, a little of thee, and a great deal of themselves; but thine have hope in thee, they have confidence that way shall be made that shall be brought to light, which is thine indeed, men shall not alwayes be content with the outward relation of the word, without the whisperings of thy spirit. Oh saith Christ, when I come forth with my power, and spirit, and Majesty, then there shall be more converted: now they think they have done a great matter, if they have spoken twice a day, Oh but have they had spirituall appetites? is there quicknesse in them? is the Lord Jesus more drawn and set forth by them: let them wait that the Lord will come forth more than he did upon the Primitive Saints, that there were longing and panting after thy coming.
Here she closed for that day; upon the 16 day the Relatour came in and found her in prayer, wherein she uttered among other things, these which follow, the chamber being, as at other times, full of hearers.
If he were not (speaking of the Lord Cromwell) backsliden, he would be ashamed of his great pomp and revenue, whiles the poore are ready to starve, and art thou providing great Palaces? Oh this was not Gideon of old, oh why dost thou come to rear up the pillars, the stones which are laid aside? tell him, Lord, thou art come down to have a controversie with him; Oh sin will lay thee flat to the earth; Oh sin will bring down a dark smoke into thy judgement, oh sin will hinder that judgement thou intendest to bring forth in the earth oh Gideon, is it thy Statesmen shall carry on the work of the Lord, when they are together in brainwork. What is an head-piece to an heart-piece? O dost, thou think to joyn hand in hand with head-pieces? Oh thou thinkest, (because I cry out for heart-pieces for thee) thou thinkest hardly & jealously of me, Oh but thou art deceived, I am for the Lord Jesus alone, it is neither advantage nor disadvantage to me who is set up, or who is thrown down here below, for thy servant O Lord, is for that pure interest of Jesus. Who would care a rush or a straw, for [Page 51]the interest of man? What are they that are of his chief Councell? they are the chief men in the places of Judicature, but saith the Lord, I have said, that the Righteous, who are choice, who are dead to all outward things, they shall be my Judges: but they will say, oh but they are godly too, but saith the Lord, they are such godly as I will none of, for they are ready to joyn with any corrupt party that comes forth, they will own any thing, and say unto any, you are my King, so they may have their fat and Fleeces, and all bow down to them. Oh but know, the Lord is the great Redeemer in Israell, and he is risen now, and will break all yokes as fast as they can put them on.
Because the Pastors of Churches some of them do own thee; will the Lord therefore own thee. Oh no, the Lord will own such only, who are true in heart, and in his sight; some of these have made as great an Alarum as others, and have appeared as much as others; but now if they must suffer a little, they will flie, oh, this is a base frame of spirit, sayes Christ, where is a spirit for me; thou art going up and down the earth to seek where is a spirit for thee that will cast down the Jezabels, there are but a few such, but they are beautifull ones; Oh, thy servant hardly knows a volunteere that will go forth, though they be slashed in the first going on; but thou knowest where such are, oh fetch them out of their Cottages and holes where they lie in obscurity; they have kept their garments clean.—Israel would have a King, if you will have a King, saies God, you shall have him in my wrath; so it is now, people are of such a mad frame of spirit, when the Lord sayes, do not do thus, they say, they will do so, like old Israel, who were murmuring upon every occasion: because thou hast declared concerning the coming of the Lord Jesus, and wilst give them Judges as at the first, therefore because thou doest not give them presently, therefore they will not stay, but will have their own first: when the Resurrection did appeare, presently the very Disciples were doubting and begun to scruple; so it is now, thine have hardly faith to believe the second coming of the Lord Jesus: Oh say they, we thought it had been by this time, but now we see it is not yet, but for a longer time.—Lord, let it be sounded in their ears, and let them mark it, there will be as great superfluity, as great lust and filthinesse, as great wickednesse and enmity, yea and greater than were before, oh they are all for themselves and Sathan, does not he appear in their Feasts, in their garments, in their locks, yea, O [Page 52] Gideon, when in thy own family there shall be that shall go naked and wanton; Oh this is found in thy family! David had not such in his family as thou hast, so many of these: and must thou rule a whole Nation, and canst not rule thy own family: Oh, thou sayest, I cannot rule them! canst thou not, sayes God? but I will make thee know what I did, to Eli of old, because of his sons.—How can any go and cry out for King Josus, if they have him not in their own bosome? Oh, he is a sealed one; and they that are sealed ones can go forth for him! Oh Gideon, art thou one of those sealed ones? Then how beautifull would thy walks be? O, but he hath taken away thy glory here from among thy people? Oh Lord, help him to search into his own family; let him consider to have such evil doings, & actings in his own house, and shall he be afraid to reprove in his own family? Oh then, where is his courage? will he blinde his eyes, and bawlk as to them? then he will blinde his eyes as to other things; if the Lord Christ doe not raign in his soule, he cannot raigne for Christ; therefore you doubting Christians, have a care that you have courage given into your hearts from the Lord, and that the Throne of Christ be set up there, before you go out to plead against the Throne of Antichrist, and the Devill and wickednesse.—I hou wilt not have thy son so despised, therefore come you mockers, your bands shall be made strong, you that mock at the goings forth of the spirit of the Lord, at the wisdome that comes forth through fools; I tell you O ye mockers, your bands shall be made strong, the bands of filthinesse, flesh and carnality made strong upon you. Oh is it not better to have the bands of man, than to have the Lord put bands upon you? Can you break the bands of the Lord from off you? O you that have given your strength to the Delilahs of the earth; every thing shall overcome you, every threed shall bind you, every thing shall close your mouths, you shall be as weak as water, but they that have kept their garments clean, they shall have strength and might, and they shall stand up for the Lord, and shall have liberty, Oh but you will say, you were free men, and we were in bondage, oh but if so, where are then the works of zeal? of love and courage? the works of Abraham? Abraham was for five righteous ones: oh he breathed after such as had deeds not words of righteousnesse, oh to be wrapt up in that glorious Royalty, to have that compleat garment, oh the effects of that are precious, quietnesse and assurance for ever.—Come, acquaint your selves with Jehovah. You great Professours and [Page 53]Army-men, have you not acquaintance with God? then all you have is nothing: oh do Justice, and do it for Justice sake, and thou Gideon, that hast assumed the highest place to thy self, thou art not onely to do Justice thy self, but thou art to see Justice done in all places, Committees and Judicatures abroad, that they may not feed upon the poore; thou art not to wallow in pleasures at home, but thou art to be labouring for the Lord; are these like to be thy Judges that take any into office whomsoever; thou art to go forth, thou counsel (as thou art called) go and see that the flock of Christ have Justice done them, oh look to the whole Israel, to the earth, to the whole earth, for the earth is theirs, and so manifest that you love Justice and Mercy, as you would seem to do; oh remember Absalom, who was of a very fair carriage, and of good words, take him to thee, for thou shalt not have David, Absalom he was of a lovely nature, that he might steal away the people from his father David, oh do not thou bring in that rubbish now, that thou hast cast out before; they have cryed down the King, the Court and such things, and how are your tongues now tipt with their language, if your hearts had not now turned you aside? Oh Gideon, in Scotland thou didst read what great things were going forth against Jacob, and thou wast afraid, that thou wast that Jacob, but in the latter end thou didst take in, that Jacob was to overcome, to be a Conquerour; why? the Lord sayes, if thou be the true Jacob, thou wilt do then as he did, act, and glorifie, and sanctifie the Lord; he was not for great revenues, great increase, though the Lord gave him great increase; if the Lord gave in to your increase it were well, oh but you take it in from the poore, and from Gods Israel, oh that you would take up Jacobs practice, as well as you are willing to take in his comforts when you were in the fields.
Having added many other things, she uttered forth a large song, some part and parcells whereof, the Relatour, as he could understand her words, did take, and they are as follow.
Much more she uttered in her song, which the Relatour could not take, the presse and noise of people in the Chamber swallowing the voice of her words, that they could not be distinctly understood: After which she proceeded to prayer, wherein were delivered, besides, many other, the passages following,
O poore Souldiers, take heed that you never draw your sword against the Saints; do not smite with your tongue, as they did against Jeremiah! oh poore souldiers, why do you appear against those, you have had their breath, their tears, their prayers! do you think they are against you, when they would take you out of your quagmires, when they tell you, you are upon slippery places; they would not rest night nor day for you; and will you now mock them, who are for the designe for the Lord Jesus? Will you now speak that against them, which you would have bit your tongue in the field, rather then to have spoken? Do not the hearts of those pitty you, that you think are against you? If you draw spears against them, they will draw nothing but Faith and Christ against you, and can you then stand? Oh no, you will fall backward. When they came to seek Jesus and take him, they could not look upon him, but fell backward: Jesus Christ set his face like a flint against his enemies for you, that he might take you up and crown you, that so you might stand for him: Oh, the Lyon of the tribe of Judah calls upon you, will you not heare the voice of the Lyon? do men affright you to make you stoop and bow to them, oh here is the voice of the Lyon of the tribe of Judah, he will lend you priviledges, your golden cups and brave things you have in the earth; Oh Lord Jesus come quickly. Do thou tell them what a Lyon thou art; Oh, Lord thou wilt not honour them with the great things thou hast for thine that shall raign with thee. Oh that they would repent, that they would look with pale faces upon him.— Thy servant will leave a Testimony within these wals, this Palace against them, for that they have jeered against the kingdome and raign of Jesus Christ.
Oh you Serjeants! then your hearts shall tremble to put forth your hand against one of the Prophetss, or people of the Lord; must you Serjeants, that have prophesied and prayed with the people of the Lord, now put forth your hand against them? come Lord Jesus and fill them with trembling, and let them rather feed upon crusts, than to hold their places under these men: Know [Page 57]that the glorious time is coming, when that blessed Tribe of Judah shall come in, what will become then of the swift motions of your feet, where you have run for them that build calves in Bethel. Oh when the Glory of that thy People shall appeare, what Language shall then come up; Oh! you will say, if that were coming it were well, but will you make no preparation for it? If you will not stand up for the deliverance of the People, deliverance shall come, though we know not from whence: If thou art afraid to goe into the Kings Palace; thou shalt be ashamed when that day cometh: The Lord is bringing about a glorious Freedome, let them know that the time is drawing on, that your staffe of beauty and bonds that have been broken, the Lord will bring them together againe, and they shall be stronger than they were before— Lord, thou wilt suddenly come to thy Temple, the foolish Virgins shall then cry, but saies the Lord, I have an open gate onely for mine that have oyle in their Lampes. You great Professors, you who are but lamp ones, you shall not enter in, when he comes; he will not come as a torn, battered, crusht Jesus, but as a lovely king, as one full of favour; though many say, Io, here is Christ and there, but these are deceivers? but oh the children shall by thy spirit know the countenance of the true Christ, his true breath; his looks from all painted looks that are upon the earth. Jesus Christ will not come flashily, but with such a light as shall endure, such a light as you shall see that all other lights are counterfeit to him; though never so many languages utter their voices; but when thou commest, thy language shall be discerned: Many are come forth into the world, but thou sayest try the spirits, my Saints; it is not they can try the spirits that have read many volumnes: University men have great knowledge, but they cannot try the spirit; can those that have the form without the power, that have great arguments? No, they onely can try the spirits that are children indeed; the other by virtue of their literall knowledge, their own understanding, their own apprehensions, their own light, oh such are taken with flesh, and say, this is Christ, and that is Christ: but thy people will not onely try Ranters, for they are known in the face of the Sun, but they will try whether men be for a crucified Christ that suffered upon the Crosse, or a Christ within? thine indeed are for Christ within them, and they doe love Christ as he suffered [Page 58]at Ierusalem, and manifest within them; Oh, but thine are too apt to run away from the simplicity of the Gospel! though things be high, yet if they have not a footing in a crucified Christ, in God manifest in the flesh, then let not thine embrace them.
Having with these uttered many other things, she sung of the glory of the new Ierusalem, which escaped the Relators pen, by reason of the lownesse of her voice, and the noise of the people; onely some pieces were taken here and there, but too broken and imperfect here to relate: After her song, she proceeded again to prayer, wherein she uttered the words following:
It is now much, that great Ones do not tremble, that they have such greedy mindes after things here below, if they did take things into their understanding, least they should not be entertained at thy Table: How do they think, that are in high places, to manage their proceedings aright, if they have not the presence of God with them, if they have Prayer and Faith against them? O, saies Ioshua, I will rather have all the Armies of the world against me, than want the presence of God! oh, if they were jealous, that they had many enemies within, then they would doe as Ioshua did, they would set themselves to seek the Lord, they would say, come souldiers, let us seek the Lord: thou hast now put them to the trial, now let them examine whether their former prayers, promises and declarations came from a legal and slavish or a Gospel-fear, a fear that they should be smitten down to the earth, or a filial fear, a feare that the name of the Lord would fall upon the ground! O, what will become of thy great Name? had you had the name of God in your eyes, then you would have it still; if the true fear of God wrought in you such effects before, why does it not so now? why are you now so little for the name of the Lord, and so much for your own name? If you had acknowledged my supremacy then in truth, you would acknowledge it now? O, the Lord cannot endure hypocrites! Rational men themselves abhorre that which is flattery and dissembling, and what is not from an ingenious frame of spirit, and will not God much more? Now that you come to have fine houses, warm beds, sweet meats, doe you now pay your Vowes unto the Lord? Oh, let them not side with the crookednesse of this Generation; let them draw nigh to meet their [Page 59]God; Oh, come, come, when you were trembling Ones, praying Ones; then Israel exalted you, and delighted in you, and went to God for your sakes: and now you have offended in Baal, you are dead, your spirits are dead; will you not be told of it? You shall be told of it— Come, O you, that are in any Authority, in any Office, study what you are to doe for the Lord? wherein you might redeem the time? wherein you might serve the Lord? though you have given up your members to serve sin and vanitie; let the day suffice that you have recreated, sported, filled, feasted your selves: Now say, Lord, we will be for thee, and he will receive you: If they now set to Temple-work, thou wilt say to them, thou though test to have taken them away in the Wildernesse; because they have done thus, and have gone back in the wildernesse; Yet the Lord will say to them, as to David, I accept of it at thy hand, of the thoughts of thy heart, yet thou shalt not build my house: Pray for your children, that they may not be taken with crowns, nor with the summers increase, as their Fathers have been; O let them not die without a repenting frame of spirit: Oh thou lovest them that confesse their sinnes; true confession of sin will go with an endeavour against it: Or as David said, I have made the hearts of the righteous sad, and to mourn, and grieve; Oh, that they might say so; Lord I have been a back-slider, but I will yet return: Let them not harden themselves, and become accusers against thine; let them not think much to be accounted Revolters, when you are so, you shall be called Revolters when you are so, when you act like Demas, doe you think you shall go untold of it; the Lord will make you to know it by a witnesse within you: Doe thou recall them, they have been a pleasant voice to thy people, but now they have a confused language, and chill and cold spirits, thou wilt make them to know it, Lord; If they sin openly, then reprove them openly: Let not thy people feare to reprove them to their face; Let them do that which is just, Father; Shall they run into fiery Temptations, and shall we not tell them? They cast out thy people, but thy people will not cast them out; thy people pray that they might see thy kingdome, and partake of the breath of his nostrils, and of the brightnesse of his comming: Is it not pure Gospel for thine to tell them, that they are grosse finners against [Page 60]free Grace, against the Lord Jesus, the Sorr. Oh, the Sun discovers all things: that which is thrown up against the Sun, that appears most clearly; the sun will make you known what you are in secret? can you stand it out against the Lord himself? let not them that have given up their names to thee, be found flighters against thee; Shall thine, oh Lord, be swallowed up? O [...] no, thou wilt but hisse, and Armies shall comeeven from heaven for thine, and then those that do task and seek to lay on the burthens what shall they doe?
Having uttered these with some other things concerning the new Jerusalem, she sung forth the further enlargements of her heart in the song following.
Here she ceased and lay silent for the space of some two or three hours, untill about eight of the clock in the evening, the company being all departed, excepting about four or five persons, she coughed, and being asked by a friend or two with the Relatour how she did, with two or three such like questions, she answered in a very few words (this being the first time the [...]elatour had speech with her) and suddenly was carried out in singing, and after wards in prayer, wherein the Relatour left her about ten a clock in the night speaking to God.
The day following being the 17th day of the Monethand the last day she spake, in White Hall, she begun with prayer, wherein she was very large, and amongst many other, she uttered the things following.
Though they (speaking of the Souldiers) may build Tabernacles, and may strengthen their cords, yet thou art risen. O poore creatures [Page 62]that they should have no heart to hear. O Lord, they are given up to blindnesse, they will refuse to hear, they will turn a-and go away. Blessed father, wilt not thou follow them and shake them? Though they may shake off faith and prayer, yet they shall not shake off thee: oh when the hand-writing is come up in their veins, will not their knees smite together? They shall see that an evill heart is in them, and that godlinesse is another thing, than they thought on, though they speak of light, yet they shall know that they are darknesse, for they act nothing but darknesse, discover nothing but vilenesse and evill, that such creatures should live in a time of so much Mercy, and trample them under seet, wilt not thou reckon with them? Dost not thou reckon with the Nations throughout the whole earth? and wilt thou suffer them to go unreckoned with? it is not every one that hath a tongue to speak great things of thee, that are thy friends; for if it were so, this Nation would be full of excellent ones, oh but their heart is deceitfull. When Ananias and Saphira did ly against the Holy Ghost, they were struck dead; oh but how often have they lyed against the Holy Ghost, and yet thou forbearest: oh thy servane will not let thee alone till thou risest.
Up in thy glory and thy Majesty, thou wilt make some to rise that are feeble, poore, low creatures to utter forth against the wise ones of the world: oh they have not thy sap, thy spirit, what ever they pretend. Wilt not thou come forth and confound their language? Oh! thou wilt say, what have you to do to take the name of God in your mouths, when you act for your bellies? If all thine should hold their peace, thou wilt come thy self and appear against them: Oh they shall be called the Jeroboams of the earth, they have made I srael to sin: oh they would not be called Jeroboam, but the Israel of God, and therefore poore Israel is bowed under them, and drawn under their skirts, when Ephraim offended in Baal, then he died in spirit, in the affections of thine: oh then they will come off with a great deal of dammage and rust oh that they might now be ashamed, now whiles they are peeping in at the crevice, let them see their abominations; oh take them aside and tell them they ought not to do so; let them not go and assume that to them, which belongs to God; tell them thou wilt make them to (mart and seel thy rod for it: if they had stooped to [Page 63]the powers before, the sin would not have been so great; but to stoop to those Powers that have appeared against the Lord Jesus; Oh, who can be filent and hold their peace at this? Thou wilt poure out thy spirit upon sons and daughters, and they shall witnesse for thee against them: Thine may be Lambes and Sheep, meek and lowly; yet they shall be, as thou hast said; as a young Lyon, and shall teare all that rise up against them— Oh, where is thy voice, Lord, thou that speakest with a mighty alarum, and thy voice breaks the Cedars; oh, thy voice comes forth with much power! oh, let that voice come forth concerning Restauration, and Generation-work; Oh, thou hast put a price into the hand of thine, and they have no minde to it! You shew your selves to be very low; the Prophets of old were willing to look to the Lord, and he sent siery chariots round about them: Oh, if thine would go forth, who should be able to stand before that wisdome and spirit, by which they speak— Everlasting burning shall come forth in righteousnesse against you that have put your shoulders to a power that is against the Lord: Shall they go about to reare up that, which thou hast said fights positively against the crown of the Lord Jesus; It is not like the other, for them thou hast taken out of the way: but oh, these have raked up their honour out of the grave; If you will have a Resurrection of it again, you shall have prayer against you; and the voice of the Lord shall come forth against you: They think if they could get Nations on their side, then they were well enough! Oh but thou wilt scatter the Nations, thou wilt overturn them? and do they think they can hinder thine overturnings? Thine can rejoyce, though they mourn to see poore Israel cheated and cozened by them; the spirit blasphemed by them, they can mourn for the sin of the daughter of thy people; yet they can rejoyce, for new Jerusalem is coming forth through all this: Thou wilt go on, Lord, and strike down all their inventions, though they have a great company of great head-pieces together; yet a little true wisdome shall break down all their Policy: What is all their wisdome, if they have not thy feare, thy spirit among them? Thou hast told them plainly, but they cannot abide to heare it, that the wisdome of the wise shall perish; and thy poore and contemptible ones [Page 64]shall carry on thy work for thee in the world; the time is coming that they shall be fruit, that they shall bring forth no more fruit for thine; They pretend they will doe great things for thee and thine: Oh, but if the eyes were not blinded, they might see the partiality that is in them! Here is one, no sooner were the Powers put to him, but he took them: Oh, poore creature, how hast thou deceived us? if thou hast free grace, that must be admired indeed in thee! oh but thou shalt have no more, for he will honour thee any more. The people of the Lord cry to the Lord against thee, though thou was a sweet perfume and a lovely song to the people of the Lord; yet they doe not know how to speak for thee; and if all should come forth, and own thee, yet thy servant will never do it, she cannot do it, for the work is on foot, and it is not men nor Devils can stop it: when thine take a view of thy great works in the Nation; how thou hast taken away them that made the Nation nauseous and stinking, and did build up Babylon, shall now refined ones come & build up Babylon again? oh thy love to thy handmaid wil not let her alone, but she must cry unto thee, if thou lovest thy Saviour then stand up, it is no matter if that be laid aside and cast into the Dungeon. There are a great many whose God is their bellie, and they are willing to be filent; oh but you Saints, do you go and speak to such as would shut this open door, as is open to the sheep.—Do you thus requite the Lord who laid down his life for you? O Souldiers, you said you acted for Christ and his flock, oh but your heart is deceived, and hath turned you aside. Come you mockers, you Army-men that are mockers, the Lord saith your bonds shall be made strong, you do adde to the strength of that promise and vow-breaking which went before: you sometimes said, let us have the prayers of poore Saints, and now you can take turns in your Galleries, and say they are yours, you have fought for them? is it so? who gave you your life and fought for you? was it not the Lord Jesus? it is not yours, but the poore's and thy peoples, the Lord will cast you out, and whereas you were expected to be Oaks, full of shelter, of fruits and of refreshing, Oh but you have beene but blustering Oakes without root, without Sappe. [Page 65]Oh let thine be ashamed, that they have so much looked upon man, which to day is, and to morrow withers; Oh thy people suffer even for their own sin; for they have made Idols of men; and thou sayst, thou wilt not give thy glory to graven Images, and now thou wilt make thine to smart for it, and to smart a while; were it not for thine, that they shall be purged and purified to make them ashamed, and lay them in the dust, to mould them into thy fashion, and to take away their sowre leaven, were it not for this work, thou wouldst make these to crumble ere a day come to an end; the Assyrian must be burned, when thou hast done thy work upon Mount Sion. All you great Ones, you shall not at all fare the better for these manifestations of Grace which the Lords people shall have; oh that you might be humbled at the last breath; was there ever any laden with so many mercies, and yet so much tin and dross found in them? Oh poor Soldiers, your errour was here, that while you did strike down the Philistin without, you have not been watchful to draw your swords against that that is within; here you were not inquisicive, and this hath made you to fal so flat, and this hath deadned you: thou wouldst have thine full of eyes: poor Souldiers, you have had eyes without, but not as those creatures recorded, have you had eyes within?—Lord, they can resist the holy one of Israel; come, can you resist the Lord? you may shoot against the creatures mud-walls, but can you batter the Towers of the Lord? oh poor man, wilt thou contend with thy Maker? how wilt thou contend against so glorious a King? Dost thou think to come with thy brazen face, and jeering countenance against the Lord of glory? though Christ when he came at first, was willing to become weak, and to be thrown into the Grave, but he will come in flames of fire; you Soldiers, he will come as the Messenger of his Temple.—Oh poor creatures, this wine of the Earth will enflame your blood, but oh that you might have the wine from above, then would you be beautified, and then would he say, well done good & faithful servant.—O thy servant is come neer that Council, and thy servant will pray that they might see and hear, and be delivered from that great fury that is coming forth. Oh souldiers, can you stand against the sword of the Lord, that great shield? can you pierce the Breastplate that is from on high? Oh, the Saints are able to fight with you, not with material weapons, but with the sword of faith and the Spirit; oh where is the sword of Goliab that can come and fight against that? oh poor Souldiers, the Lord hath sent his servant [Page 66]to tell you of your wickedness, and to tell you what hath been done in Scotland, Ireland, and elsewhere: if you keep not Chronicles, others do; the Lord hath written them down, and he will bring them forth. — Thou hast a controversie with all languages, and they only that have the language of Canaan shall be taken into thy Canaan, and shall have the honey drops there; They cannot believe such great things are coming out, as the raign of Jesus Christ; that thou art staining the pride of all Glory, and that thou wilt have no more Monarchies till the Monarchy of Christ come forth: it is because they are so much seeking one from another; they are so taken up and wrapt up in their own mantles, that they have no eyes to look up for Elias his Mantle: They have the spirit of Man, and the courage of Man, but what is all that courage? says Elihu, I have seen that for all that, Ages should teach wisdom, and Years give understanding; yet you could not bring forth an answer in wisdom to the condition of Iob; so I waited for others, and was afraid my self to speak, untill the Spirit came upon me, then I was carried forth to speak beyond my own courage; Oh thy Spirit is above the spirit of man; thy Spirit informs and teacheth, and brings forth new things, and declares old things; thy Spirit brings forth what the ways of men are, it doth declare the great overturnings and disappointments that men shall meet with; when thou openest, who can shut? it is not all their jealousies and surmisings concerning designings, and this and the other thing, it is not all these things that can stop the pipes of Christ that are golden; can you hinder the oyl that runs so sweet? Blessed be thy Name for that glorious Priviledge that thine have, they are made partakers of thine Annointing, and he calls them fellows; oh they are poor Mortals that he should call them fellows! oh some poor creatures call themselves Christ: because of this oneness with Christ, they will have no distinguishing, thou wilt make them to know that there is a difference between Head and Members: there is a wicked Generation that are risen up about this place that do say so, that do pretend many spiritual things, who are enemies to Jesus; others come out more openly, others more secretly, how are they ready to joyn their evil spirit with the Spirit of the Lord Jesus? thy Servant sometimes contended against them neer this place, and now she is come to bear a greater testimony against them; when thy sweet wine comes forth, and thy Spirit is poured out, then they being in their false wine: oh but it shall never enter into thy treasury, [Page 67]where thine are; they say, they (speaking of some rude spirits which came to hear her) are one spirit with thy servant, but thy servant abhors it through the Spirit of that crucified Jesus. — This that thou hast now done upon thy servant, they will not understand that it is an intimation to them of the pouring out of thy Spirit upon thine own, wherein they shall go forth against the world: thy servant was one that was simple, an Ideot, and did not study in such things as these, and must thy servant now float upon the mighty and broad waters? [meaning of the Spirit] thou saidst indeed that thy servant should declare in Gath and publish in Askelon: They will say the spirit of madness and distraction is upon her, and that it is immodesty; but thou knowest Lord, that it is thy Spirit; for thou hast cast thy servant where she would not, and hast taken her contrary to all her thoughts; surely thou shalt be glorified and advanced by it; it is the Lord that comes, and enlarges, and fils with his Spirit, and lays his foundation with precious stones and sparkling colours; thy servant would not have any take it in without tryal: let them try whether it is from thy Spirit, or from what it is; Oh thy servant knows it is from thy Spirit; let them know that it is so too, by the language of it, by the Rule through which it comes; how is the written Word carried forth in it! thy Spirit takes the Scripture all along, and sets the soul a swimming therein; oh, those things that are concealed are made manifest, when thy Spirit comes forth; oh that they might know what is the true sountain, and what is pudled water; wilt thou dip them Father in the spiritual Baptism, this Baptism of Fire cleanseth: Zeal is another thing then a passionate humour, where true Zeal is, there the flame of the Lord is; there is much in nature that may deceive; A fine curious nature may seem to be Grace, which is not: an amiable carriage and good words, these are all nature: Tell the sons of Issachar that go forth to the work of the Lord, what qualifications, what manner of conversations should be in them, and in the World, sutable to such a day as this; this is a day wherein thou callest up thine to glorifie thee in the fires: or that the names, Courtier and King should never come up again; and though there be now a finer name yet there is the same thing, the same superfluity and vanity as was among the Kings of old; they come forth in sheeps clothing: you Councel, you think you have done well in this, but surely the passing-Bell shall ring for you: this is the saddest day that ever poor England had; formerly their Children had their black patches, and [Page 68]naked necks, and powdered locks, and so it is now; Kings must then sit alone, and so they do now; What David! thou whom I have raised up from the lowest of men, from the dust, wilt thou do this? these are crying things that are come up in thine ears oh Lord; how can they be fit to Rule and Judge a Nation, to reprove sin in a Nation, when they cannot Rule, and Judge, and reprove their own Families? they that will not hear of their sins, they shall feel of the smart thereof, That is, the sins they are galled within their Conscience; but it was not so with David; For when Nathan told him of his sin, he struck upon his brest and mourned.—Though the name of Gideon was upon him (speaking of the Supream Magistrate) in the field, yet now it is taken off from him, thou shalt no more be called Valiant, because thou canst not be contented with the name of thy righteous ones; therefore thy name shall not be long: As to the name General, thou hast Lord, been with him, and hast shewed him thy presence; But in thy other name, where is thy Victory, thy Righteousness, thy Zeal, thy Love, thy Conquest now? Will not the Lord shut thee out, thou that goest about to shut out the Saints? the Lord will shut out thee; It is a King, not Saints, but King Jesus that thou hast sought to shut out; hadst not thou better to have died in the field, to have fallen in thy Tent, then to come into this great Pallace which the Lord will rent from thee? Oh that he might be wrung out from among them, that he might not seek the living among the dead; He seeks to do living actions, and says he is not against us, but for us; How can he do any living things among dead men, dead things? Does not he confound himself in his own Language? do not his actions flye in his face? does not his conscience say, thou tongue, thou saiest not right? tell him Lord God, though he thinks he is so wise, and others about him; Yet tell him they are taken in their own wisdom, they do not think what a Poison it will become unto them? Art thou a rational man, a wise and a valiant souldier? how can the Commonalty be relieved, and thou hast such great things for thy Table? Wars shall come out against other Nations, and what will you do then for pay, Souldiers? Oh you old Prophets! that you should applaud him, and be Chaplains to him! I tell you the Lord God will Ecclipse your Glory, he will put a stammering speech into you, you shall not suck from Gods Wine-cellars, the Lord will not bring so much as a taste of his Wine to you: You have turned his Wine into water, will you sow your downpillows of flesh under his Elbows? Hast not thou a [Page 69]great deal to reckon with them for that greatness they have had above all other men? he hath now a greater controversie with you then he had before; you amended the matter well indeed, when you gathered up a Magistracy that might uphold you, when you must both fall down into the ditch; The Lord hath said, That both Prophet and Priest, and all that have cleaved together, they shall fall; You will say, why do you call us Priests? Indeed thy servant would not call you so, it is a grief to her heart; but you do their actions, and will not you be likened to them? You will not hear; you will say, do you think to contradict us who are wise, great Schollars, and Universitymen? Yea Lord, thou wilt make a poor silly Creature to come out against them, because they have acted so sillily, and thou Lord wilt now take away their glory out of this Nation: You will say, you are not to meddle with the Powers, but who meddles more then you, who have provoked the Magistrate to this, and have helped to lead them into the Pit? If you were the Daniels of the Lord, you would not care for the Kings Portion, as you do: Oh poor Clergy! you have put off the outward badge of Antichrist, and you have retained the inward: What is become of your Zeal and Exaltations of Christ, have you ever a New-Covenant-Sermon to bring to your great Ruler? you will mud it before you come; the Lord will have it set out in the freeness, and fulness, and Glory of it in all the tendency and fruits of it; Are they like to the Sermons of the Saints formerly, to the Apostles Sermons which the Lord Jesus brought forth? more of their own heads and fancies are in it, then of thy dainties; of their flowers, then of thine; Thou doest not, Lord, look at the curious decking of the dishes; No, thou lookest at the meat in it: Flowers will soon wither, and their fine adornings will come to nothing, but the true meat, that will abide for ever: Lord, rowse the poor Clergy; thy servant is perswaded some of them are thy dear ones; wilt thou bring up them as thy great Alarm to battel? Let their Trumpet sound forth, not with such an uncertain sound as they do, but with a compleat sound, that we may prepare to the Battel, to stand, appear, and go forth for the Lord; If you bring forth true salt, then all unsavory salt shall be discovered by it; the unsavory salt now comes in, which is fit neither for the Land, nor for the dunghill.—Hear oh house of Israel, you Clergy, and oh house of the King! Why is thy servant come forth in thy Spirit to proclaim your sin, and lay open your iniquity, and is not this to be considered by you? Oh, you cannot abide [Page 70]to think it comes from God; for then you would tremble; they say, we will not own it to be from God, but from some evil Spirit, some Witchcraft, some design or hiring of men; But oh! says God, though you would not acknowledge it, yet you shall acknowledge it, Says the Lord; I would have it come against you at your first entring in; those of the Clergy that are about you, they do not speak plainly, and faithfully against you; therefore the Lord hath sent a poor handmaid into the Pallace, and there she shall declare it, and though you will not come your selves, yet your Servants shall declare it to you, and it shall be left upon the beams and walls of this house against you: I have brought my word into thy place, thy very Pallace, and it shall enter the very walls and hangings thereof against thee; and at such a time, Lord, as now, if not now, it would not have been suffered; For when they had got in their great body, then she must not have spoken here, that they might see, that it is thou Lord, that makes a cry to come out against their transgression; The Lord would have your Protestations, Vows, Covenants and Narrrations brought into your Pallace against you, this shall be bitterness in your dishes; You shall have plenty and fulness, but without comfort.
Here she begun and continued her Song, much whereof the Relator did take, and was as follows.
Having Sung this Song with some enlargment, She breathed forth in Prayer; A short account of some things therein you have as follows.
YOu will say, have not our eyes seen this before, and have not our ears heard this before? Oh but when thou pourest forth by a vessell that is altogether unlikely that any such liquor should enter into it: though you that are the Great Ones, whom it concerned, would not lend your ears, yet the Lord hath accomplished his design in this work; and thy servant will leave this in the bosom of them that have heard these beatings of thy Spices, and have their senses open to feel the smell thereof: let thy servant request this of thee, that when she is at a distance, they would hold up a hand of prayer for her, that nothing may betray or enslave her; let them pray for the preservation of thy poor worm, that she may be delivered from all Satanical delusions and evil beasts: thy servant can as sweetly solace her self in thy bosom among the still-waters, as upon the great Seas.—Now any thing is taken for holiness, any thing is taken for the shining of the Sun, which is but the shining of a Glow-worm; these are but the shells and outsides, and the storm is coming, and where will all these be? — The Life of vision here is excellent, and precious, and glorious, when it is according to the Scripture, and comes from thy Spirit; but thine for their life of Faith can forgo vision, and live sweetly in that bosom that the Lord Jesus leads them forth unto; Vision! the body crumbles before it, and becomes weak: men are mistaken when they think that the great things of God will puff up; no, the more thou givest of thy self, the more they are humbled; they that have the flowings of thee, are self-denying; humility shall make a difference between that which is not, and that which is; let then thy servant to the end of her dayes be an example to all round about her.
Having uttered some more words, shee concluded for that night with the Song following, and therewith finished her testimony she bore in White-hall.
Herewith she closed, having layn in bed eleven dayes and twelve nights together; in all or most of which time her weakness of body was such, that after she had kept her bed the first two dayes and nights, being raised up while her bed was made, she was not able to go, but as she was carried in a Chair to the fire, and was ready to faint in the place, though they made hast to make her bed ready for her; notwithstanding this weakness, after she had kept her bed 11. dayes together, without any sustenance at all for the first five dayes, and with onely a little toste in small beer once in 24 hours for the rest of the time, she rose up in the morning, and the same day travelled on foot from White-Hall to Hackny, and back to Mark-Lane in London, in health and strength.