THe greatest cause of my Relating of this Discourse, and bringing these few Lines into such a publicke view, is, because John Moone in his lying Book, entituled, The true Light hath made manifest darknesse, hath cast false aspersions, and lying accusations upon the Saints in Wales, beginning with Hugh Evans, who is now ceased from his labours: I being one that was very well acquainted with his Doctrine, life, and conversation; and the certainty I have of those sweet, Divine, Spiritual, and Eternal enjoyments that his Soul hath had, and hath, and shall enjoy to Eternity, out of the mortal body, doth remove much grief and sadnesse from [Page 33]my Spirit, in consideration of his absence in the body: I also having a discovery of the lying and equivocating of John Moone, and Alexander Parker, and others that tread in their erronious steps; therefore I am engaged to manifest some of it, to the end that the tongues of publicke known liars may not easily passe their false aspersions, and that truth and Justice may take place, and that falshood, and all false dealers may be found, and taken in their own snares, and wounded with their own Weapons. Although I acknowledge my self the weakest amongst many, yet seeing the uncircumcised rejoyce, and Goliah standing vapouring in the field, viz. John Moone with his lying Book, desying Israel, I am emboldened to presse into the Battail: for who is this uncircumcised Philistine, that he should defie the Armies of the living God?
I being both an eye and an ear-witnesse unto that Discourse between John Price and John Moone, where John Moone falsly in his Book accuseth John Price, in saying, that he said, There was three wayes: This is false; and therefore this is one cause, Why I publish John Moone for a known lyer; for the Discourse was grounded upon three distinct things, viz. God, Man, and Devil: Whereupon John Moone Denied one of these three; John Moone did bid him prove them distinct, the which he did prove, God the Creator creating, and man created, and the Devil deceiving; which three were punctually proved: But because the Letter of the Scripture did not name them in this term distinct, it should not passe with him.
Then John Price asked him, Which of these three would he deny? Then one of John Moones fellow-Teachers, or rather I may say, his Fellow deceiver, named Hugh Lloyd, said, that they denied man: Whereupon John Moone being the more subtil, drew the same Hugh Lloyd back by the shoulder, and said, Let me alone with them. Then we spake something [Page 34]to this purpose: If it were so, to whom was the Gospel Preached, and to what end Christ came in the flesh? But John Moone, as his manner was usually before, said, There was but light and darknesse, God and Devil; although he would not deal so plain as the other did, as to deny man; yet he would not deny what the other had said: whereupon we brought this consequence upon his own words; and we told him what absurdities would follow: That is, That if God and man were not distinct, if man did fall, as the Scripture declareth, then the onely pure wise infallible God must also fall, which is blasphemy in a high measure: And also we told him, That if man and Devil were not distinct, that then it must unavoidably follow, that that Christ which came from the bosome of the Father to redeem Sinners, came also to redeem Devils: The which is most erronious. With this, his mouth was stopped for the present, as unto these things, and had nothing to say; and then the nearest way they had to escape, the said Hugh Lloyd stept up upon a feat, or some other high place, and there began to speak to the people, and to thunder our such railings, and cursings, and Plagues towards us, that we could not have any further opportunity to speak: and then, when I got a little time to speak, I spake something to the people, concerning those mens erronious Doctrines: then John Moone having recruited himself afresh, amongst other railings spake these words: Thou Bownd, thou Serpent, thou Son of the Devil, thy brains shall be dashed against the stones; and so I was silenced by their confounded Babel-uproar.
Then I having by the goodnesse of God some insight into their Tenets; I went nearer unto the said John Moone, and asked him what part in me was that which he thundered all those Plagues against; or whether that part through being obedient to that light which he said was in me, might escape them: he answered, The Candle of the wicked shall be put out: I told him that he spake non-sense, as in answer [Page 35]to that which I propounded: then he endeavoured to inform the people that I said, That the Scripture was non-sense.
I was accused also in another Paper jointly with John Price, for saying, That the Devil was Eternal, as to Eternity, or without end, by John Moone, and one Edward Stephens, who in that Paper said, That they both bare witnesse that there was nothing Eternal but God, and that which is one with God.
Now seeing that the aforesaid John Price hath already replied unto the same accusation, for brevity sake, I shall return the Reader unto his reply fore-mentioned in this Book; but onely I shall lay down some absurdities, that must unavoidably follow.
First, concerning Angels, they all having their arise in the same Original Root, are either Eternal, or external.
First, if they be external, then it followeth that all the Angelical quire of Heaven, and also those that fell from their first estates, shall be annihilated, and come to nothing; which is to say, Heaven, or God's Throne will be found void of Angels; and also Hell will be void of Devils.
Secondly, If the fallen Angels are Eternal, according to John Moones saying, That there is nothing Eternal but God, or that which is one with God: Then it followeth that the holy and unchangeable God did also fall: the which sayings are fearful to expresse.
Secondly, Concerning Adam's Soul, or all mens Souls in Adam, in his fallen condition, before the Sprouts of the humane Tree, or the variety of Nations sprang forth, they were also all either Eternal or external: if external, then it followeth, that the Souls of all the Saints must cease from their sense and feeling of all their sweet enjoyments; and [Page 36]likewise the Souls of the damned from all their woe and torments.
And if they are Eternal, then it followeth according to Iohn Moones sayings, as aforesaid,
That the Souls of all men in general are either God, or one with God, and cannot be defiled with sin, nor damned for sin.
Doth it not here plainly appear, that all the Plagues and woes which they pronounce against men, are but against the external, or outward part of man, and the Astral Souls or life, the which is but for a time, and shall be done away?
Is not here the ground of all their sayings found out? Iohn Moone affirming that there is but two things, which is to say, Light and darknesse, Heaven and Hell, God and Devil.
And is not here their beginning (as they call it) and the arise of Alexander Parker's own saying, That the Soul was under sin and slavery, but could not be defiled with sin? And is not this that pure principle of God, which they say is in every man in bondage and slavery, and must be redeemed?
How now Moone and Parker? have I not prickt you here in your right wound? yea, are ye not here found out? Is not all your lying, and equivocating, and false accusing of others, proved too short a covering for you to hide you in?
But it may be that you will say, That I have wronged you, and brought a scandal upon you.
To the which I reply, that if you are here wronged, it is by your own words; for I have here but onely made use of your own expressions from your own mouths, and followed [Page 37]your own foot-steps unto this denne, whence you sprang forth.
Let this be told you out of the Bowels of love unto your poor Souls, that if you had come to the right and true beginning, you should have seen the arise and Original Root of Angels, and humane Souls, how they were generated, and came forth out of an Eternal Root in love and anger; and how the Angels that fell from their first estates, advanced, or domineered over, or above the meek love, and are held captive, and are reserved in everlasting Chains under darknesse, unto the Judgement of the great day.
And how Adam's right, true humane Soul, or all men's Souls in Adam, fell from their happy estate, and became dead, as to the light and love, and were defiled with sin, and captivated in the anger, and yet no part of that undivided God corrupted.
Now unto you poor besotted Souls that are taken by the fair out-side shews of these forementioned Errors, and yet have not altogether swallowed up the very dregs of their poisoned Cups; notwithstanding you have soon learned that same Lesson of opposing, railing, cursing, and condemning of all those that tread not in your foot-steps, because they are not taken with those fancies that you have fixed in your own braines; although thousands of them are more Heavenly and Spiritual then you your selves. Also you use your uttermost endeavours, to make the Saints names odious in the sight of others: By these and other meanes you have caused the blind to go out of the way, and the seeking Souls to look back; have you not also quit and sold all your reading, your meditating, and your earnest seeking of God, for railing and frivolous contending about you know not what, yea about a false Doctrine, that was never found in the Rowles of God's Divine Court, and never owned nor confirmed by [Page 38]his dear and onely Son, nor published by his Holy Spirit; which is to say. That all mens Souls are either God, or one with God, and cannot be defiled with sin, nor condemned for sin; and that all the Plagues and woes that are pronounced, are but against the external, or outward part of man, the which shall be done away.
Here I have briefly out of love, and not in opposition unto any, but onely unto the man of sin, given you a discovery of the snare, that is secretly layed before your Souls; but if you will shut your eyes, and stop your eares, and so wilfully remain blind, your blood shall be upon your own heads, and I shall here wash my hands from the guilt of your erronious revolt.
Now unto you the Cainish Cathedral Stone-church Priests, and Tithe-mongers, and new upstart Hirelings, you are all for what you can hear said against any that in any measure do oppose you in your function: Although I have put my hand to the publish of the discovery of some men's Errors; think not that I shal put my least finger to the maintaining of yours: you are all for the back and belly, and for your own glory, if you had but wherewith to attain it: some of you have been for these many years daunted with the fear of your own ruine; yet you usually rejoyce to hear, that any are cryed down besides your selves.
Let the sight and feeling of your own covetous carnal corrupt mindes, stop your mouths.
Let your proud and haughty hearts become meek and lowly.
Let your confounded Languages become silent.
And let your Babel-building cease.
Let your own eloquence and Scholasticke wisedom become foolishnesse: So that you may be wise.
Let those that stole, steal no more: Let shame cover your faces; and let your glory fall to the dust.
Let God arise, and let all flesh be silent before the Lord.
Your dumb Ministry is fruitlesse, and your words are empty, vain, and pithlesse, and shall not profit the people, saith the Lord.
Your Spirits are benummed by your unlawful gain, and you and your Souls are become Servants and Slaves unto the unrighteous Mammon.
Your calling is by a mortal and inferiour Power, and your places have you purchased with your corrupt Silver.
Your strength is in the Arm of flesh.
Your Authority is of mortal men: And they that authorize you, are like unto you: The Lord God hath a controversy against you, and you are all abuilding of a confounded tottering Tower, that shall shortly fall upon your own heads.
Now unto you blind-folded worldlings, and prodigal proud stone-Kirke Members, the Devil hath found you a Toy to play withall in these dayes; those seldom times that you come under the means of grace, & true Preaching of the word, whereby you, in being attentive & diligent to hear, might have a right and true salve applied unto your wounded and corrupted Souls: But instead of so doing, your wanton scoffing minds are then (by your Driver) fitted for another design: you slight all that is said concerning your own dangerous sinful slavish condition, and you also are all for [Page 40]what you can hear is said in opposition against others. And thus you idlely and vainly wear out your few dear-bought dayes, and spend them in fulfilling of your own false wills.
The minor Party you scoffe and jear at, and all that they maintain, be it true or false.
The Major party and their sayings you brag and boast, be it right or wrong.
Your opposing of the one Party, is more out of the bitternesse of your Spirits against the truths they sometimes speak of, then out of any sensible knowledge that you have of the Errors they maintain.
And the other Party that you sometimes vainly prate for, it is out of your partiality, and outward respect you have to their persons, or rather would be respected by them, more then out of any love you have to any truth that they hold forth: for you know not truth from falshood; neither can you discern between Errors and found Doctrine, because you have forsaken the God that created you; and ye know not your Redeemer: your hearts are made fat, your eyes are shut, and your ears are stopped; you see, but discern not▪ you hear, but do not understand, Isai. 6.20. You sleight the meanes of grace, and you know not the day of your Visitation.
Your terriblenesse and the pride of your hearts hath deceived you, O you that dwell in the clefts of the Rocks, and proudly walk upon the high Hills, and make your nests as high as the Eagle, or amongst the Stars: yet I will bring you down, saith the Lord. Jer. 49 20. Obad. 4. You forsake the Paths of uprightnesse, to walk in the wayes of darknesse; you rejoyce to do evil, and delight in the frowardnesse of the wicked. Woe be unto you that call good evil, and evil good, that put darknesse for light, and light for darknesse, [Page 41]that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter. Woe unto them that are wise in their own eyes, & prudent in their own sight: Woe unto them that are mighty to drink Wine, and men of strength to mingle strong drink, which justifie the wicked for reward, and take away the righteousnesse of the Righteous from him: therefore as the fire devoureth the stubble, and the flame consumeth the chaffe, so their Root shall be rottennesse, and their Blossome shall go up as dust, because they have cast away the Law of the Lord of Hosts, and despised the word of the Holy one of Israel. Isai. 5.20, 21, 22, 23, 24.
O Poor wretched and miserable men, let this be told you, that your temporal joy is the producing of your Eternal woe and sorrow; and that the time draweth near, when your laughter shall be turned into weeping, and your joy into heavinesse; and you shall be deprived of all your temporal enjoyments, and the object of your foolish mirth and youthfull rejoycing shall be done away, and then sorrow and grief will approach unto you, and horror and anguish will seize upon you, and you will be found naked, and void of the Wedding-Garment, and be bound hand and foot, and cast into utter darknesse, there shall be weeping and gnashing of Teeth.
Now unto you carnal Professors, and meer lip-labourers, that draw near unto God with your mouths, and honour him with your lips, but your hearts are far from him.
You have learned to talk of a God, and Godlinesse, but the onely true God, and the Power of Godlinesse you know not; your chiefest Treasure is transitory, and the object of your joy is but for a moment; your Webs shall not become Garments, neither shall you cover your selves with your works; your works are the works of Iniquity, and the Act of violence is in your hands; the way of peace you know [Page 42]not, and there is no Judgement in your goings; you have made unto you: crooked Paths; whosoever goeth therein, shall not know Peace: Woe be unto you that are at ease in Zion, yea you that have put your hands to the Plow, and are looking back; therefore you are not fit for the Kingdom of God Amos 6.1. Luk. 9 62. You sow the wind, and reap the whirl-wind; you conceive chaffe, and bring forth stubble; your words are empty, your Wombs are barren, and your brests are dry.
Your building is founded upon the Sands, you are a fruitlesse Vineyard. Isai. 5.2. Bearing sowre Grapes; you are Clouds without Water, carried about with winds, dry Branches, Trees whose Fruit withereth, without Fruit, twice dead, pluckt up by the Roots. Jude 12.
O blind, naked, and miserable men, let this be told you, that the work of regeneration and the new birth, is an earnest work, and that it requireth very much careful watching, and continual striving. Luk. 13 24. Marke 13.33, 35. And earnest pressing to be brought forth out of the corrupt something into the pure nothing, which is all in all.
Now unto the despised seeking Souls, who earnestly seek the Lord in truth, in sailing over this Ocean of misery; your Ship hath been grievously toffed by many a raging Wave, and by side-winds have been cast near many dangerous Gulfs; yet during the time of these storms and tempests, by great providence, and unspeakable mercies, you cast forth your Anchors upon a sure Rock; and when the calm cometh, so that you take a view of those dangers that you have escaped, and rejoyce; yet you ascribe not the glory of your deliverance unto your selves, but earnestly make toward the promised Land, notwithstanding you mourn over those that are over-turned; yet your mourning shall be turned into joy; your building is founded upon the Rock; your [Page 43]Treasure is not corrupt: You have a building of God, an house not made with hands, Eternal in the Heavens: No Lion shall be there, nor any Ravenous Beasts shall go up thereon; it shall not be found there, but the Redeemed shall walk there.
And the Ransomed of the Lord shall return, and come to Zion with Songs, and everlasting joy upon their heads, and they shall obtain joy and gladnesse, and sorrow and sighing shall flee away.
With whom I desire to commune and associate continually, who am your Friend and Fellow-traveller, WILLIAM BOWND.