HEART-SALVE FOR A WOUNDED SOUL.
Hear me speedily, O Lord, my spirit faileth, hide not thy face from me, lest I be like to them that go down into the Pit.
IN this Psalm we have the Picture of David without his Harp, having laid aside all his pleasant Tools, he is now in his poenitential plight: sadness sorts not with Musick: If we ask the reason of the metamorphosis of this holy man, from his heights of joy to such depths of sorrow, he may answer with him [Page 2] who was a Patriarch of the same Tribe of affliction,Job 30.30, 31. My skin is black upon me, and my bones are burnt with heat, my Harp also turned into mourning, and my Organ into the voice of them that weep. Or with the words of this Verse, My Musick fails, for my spirit fails: Let the living rejoyce, but I am as one dead and ready to be laid in the pit. The Septuagint intitle the Psalm, In Hieronym. quadrupl. Psalterio. Quum furgeret Saulem. Piscator. A Psalm of David when he was persecuted by his son Absalom; the Original has no such matter. The ground of the former is fetcht from the 3, and 9, and last Verses of the Psalm: True it is, this wicked Son often made his Father sing with a heavy voice, where David was deceived in imposing on him the name of Absalom, his Fathers Peace, his life signified no such thing, he being Benoni, a Son of sorrow and mischief to his Father; whatsoever were the occasion, the matter of the Psalm is evident, the light of Gods countenance, Gods audience of his Prayers, the comforts of his Spirit, [Page 3] his power to sustain him, his Grace to quicken him, all earnestly desired; these are the substance of this holy Psalm: what the Father saith of that Verse,Monachus qui non vigilat hunc versum non potest dicere. Hieron in Psal. 77. Psal. 77 4. Thou holdest mine eyes waking, &c. a sleepy Monk cannot say that Verse; the same may I say in another kinde, a sleepy secure Christian, that mourns not for his sins, and by faith and patience not earnestly trusting and waiting upon God, cannot truly say this. The Psalm is a congress for a Combat, or a pitched field 'twixt faith and distrust, the old and new man in the Soul of a sanctified man; distrust of the flesh arms it self with a multitude of sorrows, and fainting with waiting for Gods delayed help: Faith in the new man comes strengthened with a multitude of Gods mercies against the multitudes of miseries, waiting to spie Gods face, though he do for a while hide it; yea, as winning the Battel,Ver. 9, 10 stedfastly concluding, Though thou hide thy face, yet art thou my God, and my hiding place. Here, about [Page 4] Gods help, we have David requesting and reasoning with God. The request are two, the reasons two, to move the Lord to grant his re-requests. 1. Request is for audience, and that speedily. Hear me speedily, O Lord. And that is backt with reason, why? What haste? why begest thou for so speedy hearing? He gives the reason, My spirit fails, I can hold out no longer. 2. Request is for light of Gods countenance, Hide not thy face from me.
2. Reason, for that is the present peril he is in, even ready to die: If thou hide thy face, Lord, I shall perish, and accompany them that lie in the pit. We may frame him to our understanding, as if he thus pleaded with the Lord,Sum and Sense. How long, O Lord, wilt thou shut out my prayers, look upon me, and behold how low I am brought; O hear me quickly, lest my tired spirit give over, lest my faint heart, which has now no more strength to subsist without thy help, do quite break off, as drowned [Page 5] in the whirl pit of my deep sorrows. Now at length, O Lord, after my long waiting, send, and let shine the light of thy countenance upon me, which may glad my Soul, shew me thy face, which may raise me up again, else if thou still delay, what is there can keep me alive any longer from the company of them that are laid in the grave, and sleep under the c [...]o [...]s of death; my life (without sense of thy love) being worse than death..
Doctr. First request, Hear me speedily: David he is in trouble and he betakes him to prayer: Prayer is the sovereign Remedy the Godly flie to in all their extremities. The Saints in sorrows have fled for comfort and healing unto Prayers and Supplications. Heaven is a shop full of all good things, there are stored up blessings and mercies; this the Children of God know, who flie to this shop in their troubles, begging for help from this holy Sanctuary;Psal 77.2. In the day of my trouble I sought the Lord. [Page 6] When any vexation makes our life grievous unto us, what should we seek but help? of whom should we seek, but of the Lord? how should we seek,Psal. 116.3, 4. but by prayer? My sore (saith he) ran and ceased not; so his Soul ran and ceased not to pray to the Lord. When the sorrows of death compassed him, and the pains of hell got hold upon him, what was his course? then he got hold of the Lord, and prayed unto him right humbly: Then called I upon the name of the Lord, O Lord, I beseech thee deliver my Soul. We have to confirm this, for a sure and saving way, Precept, Practice, Promise, Performance.
1. Precept, God commands us to pray at all times, especially in sad times.Psal. 50.15. Call upon me in the day of trouble, I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorifie me. He commands us to depend on him for deliverance, and calling upon him is the best dependance.
2. Practise, the Godly have walked in this way, which God has prescribed: All Davids Psalms [Page 7] will witness, that he coupled his troubles and prayers together, Psa. 6. Psal. 38. So Hezekiah, Esa 38.2. at hearing the message of death, sent to the Lord a message of Prayers. So Nehemiah in Jerusalems destruction,Nehem. 1.4, 5. sought succour to her distress by prayer.
3. Promise, the Lord hath armed us in our Petitions with hope,Esa. 65.24 John 16.23. which is made up of sure Promises; we shall not pray to one that is deaf, assoon as we can finde our tongue, we shall finde his ear: Every humble praying sinner, shall have a hearing and helping Saviour.
4. Performance; all Saints are ready to subscribe, We prayed, the Lord has performed and delivered, This poor man cried, Psal. 34.6. and the Lord heard him, and saved him out of all his troubles. This poor woman, even Hannah prayed,1 [...] a [...]. [...].19, 2 [...]. and the Lord heard her, he gaver her Samuel, the thing she asked of God, as the name signifies: All the Saints cry, and by experience witness the Lords performance [Page 8] upon their prayers: we have swimmed (say they) in all Seas of sorrows, ready to sink, but prayer hath held up our heads. I was in the stocks, I prayed and am delivered, saith Joseph; in the Lyons den by prayer I muzzeled those cruel Beasts, that they did not bite, saith Daniel: our bed was made in the fire, our coverings violent flames, prayer prevailed with the Lord to cool all this heat, say the three Children. God has thus performed, he will still perform; our evils are no greater, God is not deafer; he can still deliver, for he is as strong; he will still deliver, for he is as loving and gracious; he must hear and deliver us, for he is faithful, and will not deny his Seal and Promise, which he hath given us.
Use. Away then with all broken reeds, learn we not to lean on, or to trust to vain confidences, & flying to carnal remedies in our evils. Is there any evil which the Lord hath not wrought? Are we in some trouble? the arm of Heaven [Page 9] sent it, the arm of flesh cannot remove it. Has God wounded thee? seek not then to the Devil, or the Witch his Agent for a Plaister: Art thou in poverty? trust not to unlawful shifts, they may raise thee up again in the world, they cast thee twice as low in the world to come. O the folly of worldly men, who think with pleasures to drown their sorrows, with mirth to stop the mouth of Conscience, and to laugh away the burden of their evils.Jer. 3.23. In vain is salvation hoped for from the mountains; if God wound, worldly comforts are but foolish Physick. There is no way like this, to fly to him by Prayer; when we trust to earthly helps, we take no notice of Gods hand.
Secondly,2 Use. Lawful means may not be neglected; carnal and sinful means may not be used: Better use none but prayer, then use all without prayer: As carnal and evil helps are to be avoided, so let this give an exhortation for direction to the Sovereign means of help in all our necessities and exigencies, [Page 10] to betake us unto prayer, that, even for the time we pray, will mitigate and alleviate the evil, and in Heavens appointed time will obtain a removal of it. The voice of a good heart is that of the Prophets,Hos. 6.1 [...] Come let us return to the Lord, for he hath torn, and he will heal us, &c. Tender before God your troubled spirits, lay before him all your sorrows, he will be overcome by fervent prayer, to lay unto them an equal, yea a far more surpassing weight of mercies, in giving a gracious deliverance. The Prophet knew the vertue of prayer to be so powerful, that he falls a wondring why God can be angry with his people that prays:Psal. 80.4. For how can God be angry with a [...]ruly praying heart? unless he will be angry with his own Spirit, which teaches to pray, yea which frames the Petitions his Children put up unto him. God cannot be displeased, and continue his wrath, if there continue in me his Spirit of prayer, for then there should be discord 'twixt God the Father [Page 11] and the Holy Spirit, when yet they are but one God. If we pleaded with the bare spirit of man, our Weapons were but Vitrea tela, Weapons of Glass, Austin. as the Father calls Hereticks Arguments, quickly broken, of no force, but being assisted by the Spirit of Grace, what shall stand in our way? not tribulation, not anguish, not sorrow of minde, not temptations of Devil, not malice of men, not the failings of our own hearts, for he that hath given us his Son to intercede above, and his Spirit to intercede below for us, and in us, how shall he not wtth them give us all things else, especially things concerning his Service? If God have any marks for his sheep, sure this is one, that they call upon God, and are accustomed in all their needs to shew their rent fleeces, their weakness, their evils to the eye, and ear of the great Shepherd of their Souls by prayer. If there be and so carnally foolish, as will cavil at, and se [...]m this Heavenly habit of prayer, saying, Who can [Page 12] shew us any good that comes from it? many pray, but where is their Cross removed, and blessings conferred by it?Zcch 12.10. to such this good we can shew, that though their deliverance do not appear, yet this appears a signe of their adoption, and which shall certainly bring them peace at the last, when all carnal men shall be accursed,Psal. 14.4. who have carried this mark of Goats, that they loved not to call upon God. Besides, this good shall certainly come, their afflictions are sanctified to them by prayer, and a sweet communion and fellowship is maintained 'twixt God and the Soul, which is the only Heaven to be had upon earth.
Verse.Here are two errors about prayer would be avoided. The first of wicked men, who despise small evils, and use not to fly to the remedy of prayer, but at some sore plunge and last pinch, when the Boat has tried all other Oars, and cannot be brought safe into the Haven. It is not the custom of them that are unaccostomed to Godliness, [Page 13] not to betake themselves to prayer, till worldly helps are out of joynt and cannot help them? Then when worldly means will not delp our decayed estate, the last refuge is to call on God. When the Apothecaries pots cannot draw them out of the bed of sickness, (after all) prayer chuses God for the Physition.Mark 5. When 12 years Physick will do no good, then the diseased woman cares not to ask Christ his counsel. When death or the utmost end of any evil approaches, then doth the worldly spirit turn to God, because he cannot work it out himself: an evil ordering, when God must be put in the second and last place. Thus justly doth God suffer men to despise small Crosses, till they by neglect of prayer grow vehement and immense, like waters from the ankle to the chin. Well worth St. Austine, who,In Confess. lib. 9. when his teeth did but ake, did flie unto prayer, and desired them that were present with him to pray for him, and with him: whereas we [Page 14] only foolishly, ungodlily, do desire the prayers of others, and fly to our own prayers, only when evils are grown great and ripe. Be our evils never so small, yet they may grow greater, unless we take prayer the remedy for prevention.
Second error is of Godly men, who by the greatness of their sins, or afflictions are kept and affrighted from prayer, as if it were only able to remove lighter burdens; nay rather, they should be more diligent in prayer, by how much more vehement their anguish is. If your evil be so great, why do you encrease it? Expectation of deliverance from the most leaden and heaviest weights is not hopeless, unless we be prayerless. This is as if some silly one should argue, Strong ropes and good tacklings, firm Masts, and whole Sails are profitable in a calm Sea, but in a storm and violent tempest nothing will hold, all will be broken with the Win [...]s, yea, [...]less, if in our calm or evil [...] [...]e [...] be profitable, [Page 15] much more is it necessary when the winds blow, the rain fall and the storms beat, for this will underprop and stablish a Christian to keep him from falling.
But against prayer in those cases the Godly (deeply afflicted) have to shifts.
Fain would we pray,1 Shift. but in our prayers we finde no delight, no spiritual rellish in this duty: and what shall we get in that if we go about it, for which we are so unfit and indisposed? so shall we rather provoke God than any way please him. This is called driness and barrenness in spiritual exercises; yet why should this hinder us? be our hearts never so dry and barren, this is the way to moisten them: It may be through the trouble of our hearts we finde no delight in our devotions;John 5. we know the Angel was in the Pool when the waters were stirred and troubled; so though we think our troubled tumultuous thoughts, unfit to meet and commune with God in prayer, yet even then Gods [Page 16] Spirit can move in those troubled waters: our unfitness cannot hinder the fitness of Gods Spirit, whose best and most prevailing language is troublesome groans and sighs that cannot be exprest.Rhm. 8. We may go to God unfit for prayer, and yet be marvellously fitted by him that works upon hearts in the very act of prayer. Yea, surely, a prayer which is put to God constrainedly, not to please our selves, for we find no tast pleasant in it, but reemly to obey God, because it is his will, is very acceptable to him. The more humble we are in misliking our prayers, the more commonly doth the Lord like them. This hindred not the Prophet in his distress,Psal. 77.34 I am so troubled (saith he) that I cannot speak; yet for all this he prays:Esa. 38.14. And Hezekiah, when his great sorrow so disturbed his prayers, that he seemed rather to chatter like a reasonless Crane, than to speak like a man or pray like a Servant of God; yet this cackling, chattering, troubled prayer brought to him the sealed [Page 17] Patents of Gods Promise, for spinning out the thred of his life to fifteen years length; what better prayer could the freest prayer have brought? God knows our broken fighs, and loves our undigested troubled groans, for he commonly dwells most pleasingly in troubled hearts; he takes our prayers, not as they are heavy and distracted, dead and dull, but such as we would have them, quick and fervent, lively and earnest.
Yea,2 Shift. but God seems to be our enemy, he hides away his face, and if the face be turned away, the ear goes with it. Here the Serpent shews his tail, this is one of Hells Arguments, to withhold the humbled heart from approaching the welspring of comfort. Suppose God seem to be thy enemy, is not Christs counsel good,Matth. 5. to agree with thine adversary quickly, to appease him and make him thy friend by supplication unto him? When two are at odds, the best way is to bring a third person, to mediate betwixt them. Dost thou feel a [Page 18] seeming sense of Gods displeasure, then say I in like advise to that given to Abraham, Go take his son, his only Son Jesus, offer him up to his Father upon the Altar of thy contrite heart, pray him to be the third Person to mediate betwixt God and thee; beseech this Heavenly Proctor and Advocate, to plead the causes of thy Soul unto his Father; say unto Chrip, I dare not speak to God, he seems to be my enemy, let thy blood speak for me, stand thou betwixt him & me & be my reconciler, for in thee he is well pleased. The Prophet was in this case, he would gladly pray to God,Mat. 3. Tantum aberat ut cogitatio de Deo mentem inquietam micaret, ut contra nil aeque me perturbaret. Beza in Psal. 77.3. in Paraphrasi. but the remembrance of God troubled him, when he saw (to his judgment) that the tokens of Gods displeasure were upon him. But against this fear we may be bold and confident in it, that if God be displeased, he cannot refuse the sighs of a contrite heart, let this sacrifice smoke before him, and Gods displeasure cannot long smoke against thee; Satan may be displeased at it, but believe him [Page 19] not when he tells thee, that for all this God is displeased.
Speedily: his request is not only for hearing, but for speedy hearing: Hear me, and hear me speedily: answer, and answer quickly; this is the tone and tune of men in distress. Man in misery earnestly sues for speedy delivery. In our afflictions and troubles, deliverance though it should come with wings, we never think it comes soon enough. Weak man cannot content himself to know he shall have help, unless it be present help.Accelera quia magna esset poena mea tarditas tua. Card. de Aliaco in Psal. 31. Qui nunquam Solem nec orientem, nec occidentem viderunt. Cicero de finib. lib. 2. Smyndirides the Sybarite bragged of his blessed voluptuous life, that for 20 years he never saw the Sun either rising or setting. Athen. Dipuos. li. 6. c. 8. If evil fall upon us in the night, we would have it removed ere the morning; if in the morning, we would not have it our bed fellow in the evening. We would have the Lords Promise run thus, Your sorrows shall not endure the whole night, your joy shall come long before the morning. The luxurious Emperour and his drunken mates [Page 20] eat and drank all the night, and slept all the day, in so much as it was said of them, they never saw Sun-set nor Sun-rise. Such would we have our evils we suffer, of so short continuance, as might neither have Sun-set nor Sun-rise, to see us in our misery. Which makes me marvel at that strange Aegyptian Beast called Pharaoh, who being demanded by Moses, when he would have Gods Plague of the Frogs removed, answered,Exo. 8.1 [...]. To morrow. Surely here he spake not as a man, to whom an hours trouble is accounted a day, a day a month, a month seems a year. For in leaving of two things we change our desires, and are much different.
1. In leaving of sin, there we procrastinate and put off; and when God says, to day hear my voice, we answer, to morrow, and are like the Levites Father too kind hosts to such bad Guests;Judg. 19.6. O my sins, you shall not be left to day, tarry till the morning; our pace to repentance is slow, far from haste.
[Page 21]2. But for afflictions to leave us,Psal. 55.6. there we wish they had feet like hindes feet, to run away from us, or we the wings of a dove to fly away from them, and be at rest. The Prophet, who had good shoulders to bear much, yet cares not how soon the weight were off them:Psal. 40.13 Be pleased (O Lord) to deliver me. How long time would he willingly lie under his troubles? doth he desire God to help him after some months and years? alas, no, within some few hours; Make haste (saith he) to help me. Yea, because God seems to come slowly, he intreats him to amend his pace, Make no long tarrying, O my God, Ver. 17. in the day when I call, answer me speedily. He would be helpt the first day of his trouble; nay,Psa. 102.2. and he would not have the day spent neither; speedily let it be, betimes, even in that day. What Prisoner desires not to be presently set free, and that liberties soft hand may loose his Iron knots? what Mariner wishes a long storm? what Servant sighs not for [Page 22] his hard Apprentiship? yea, who is he, th [...] if there were an appear [...] of [...] offering to take the C [...]p o [...] calam [...]ty [...]om his mouth, saying, Thou shal [...] [...]ri [...]k no more, would answer, This Cup shal [...] not yet pass [...]om me. I delig [...] to carouse and drink deeply of these bitter waters: yea, this desire extends so far, as it comes to the Son of Man, the blessed Seed of the Woman, who was so clad with our humane weakness, as that he earnestly prays for speedy help from his heavy anguish, and that not once, but often, O my Father, if it be possible, &c. and when his Father answers not, he cries like one ready to fall under the burden, Reas. 1 My God, my God, &c. The reason in Christ thus complaining is to be fetcht from thence, whence his flesh came, even from us; it was our humane flesh not his divine Spirit which was so weary of suffering; his Spirit was willing, it was our flesh that was so weak.
And the reason in us is that to the Hebrews, Heb. 12.11. all chastisement for [Page 23] the time is sharp and uncoo [...]h some; affliction is grievo [...] [...] present to mankind [...], [...] [...] mong some Priests [...] Baal, th [...] [...] [...]e lancing of [...] foolish [...]rs of the Romans Baal, [...] d [...]ght fo [...] penance to lash and whip their own skins; few or else none but they shrink at the Cross.
Or we may fetch the Reason Reason. 2 from the common appetite, and desire of the unreasonable Creatures; the withered hand of meer sense leads the poorest Creature to seek for its own ease and quiet; the simple Bird would have speedy deliverance from the Cage.
Use. Take we heed, that we do not so dote upon speedy help, that for it we venture the loss of Gods love, and the breach of his Commandments: Never so affect speedy release, unless it may come in at the right door. Do we suffer hard things, do we cry, how long, O where is he that shall deliver me! yet take we heed that Gods [Page 24] wisdom be not thrust out of the Chair, and carnal Policie put in the room of it. There are such unlawful shifts and shifters, that when they have waited a while and help comes not, they bid farewel to dependance on God, and as it were resolve, we will tarry no longer, come brains plod for release; now Policie and arm of fleshly helps play thy part; now carnal shifts invent a means of safety. I do confess, we may thus get a deliverance, but it's a deliverance with a vengeance, when there is neither Gods Hand and Seal at it, nor our faith in it; it proceeds from an incredulous, impatient heart to say, when help is deferr'd (with that impious King) Why should I wait for the Lord any longer? 2 King. 6.33. If we love help and release, let us cleave only to God that Rock of help, and look for it only at his hand, It comes soon enough, and in a good time, what time soever it come, if it come from him.
[Page 25] Use. 2 2. Let them that are in distress learn not only to call upon God, but to call waiting, and to tarry the Lords leisure, lest we make too much speed; God may love thee though he do not presently deliver thee, and thou must learn to trust in God, though (with Simon of Cyrene) thou travel a long way with an heavy Cross upon thy neck. He that believeth maketh not haste, for in too much haste we we may come to stumble in Gods service. As the Prophet confesses, his hastiness made him stumble; being long afflicted,Psal. 116.11. He said in his haste, all men were lyars, that thought there were hopes of deliverance. When we in passion cry out, God has forgotten me, do's not our patience stumble? our confidence, doth it not here cath a fall, and cannot keep his feet? Beware lest Satan give thee a reed instead of a staff, and cause thee in thy weakness to think God is weak, and I am now past remedy; or his truth is weak, he will not keep promise to deliver me. Oftentimes [Page 26] Satan raises in the minds of Gods afflicted ones an hard conceit of God, that he loves them not, that he cares not for them, and all is by dashing them upon this Rock, because he delays and doth not speedily help them. It is a point of precious wisdom to learn with Paul and Silas to sing in the stocks; to be a Scholar in Jobs form, praising God even upon the dunghil, patiently expecting deliverance, though it come with a slow foot.Quod non verisimile scribit, Joan. Gerar. 1 Vossius de Orig. Idololat. lib. 3. cap. 44. The Jews Hebrew Language ('tis thought by some) shall be used in Heaven, but their words in the desart are the very Language of Hell, to murmure, grumble, and repine at the Lords doings, if the Salve be not as ready as the sore, and meat as ready as their appetite. This same speedy deliverance is good, but to trust and depend upon the Lord in his Word of Truth, when help lingers and is long a coming, this is far better. Gladly would I with good Jonathan shoot some Arrows,1 Sam. 20, 55 36. to let David in his trouble [Page 27] know what to do, and how to collect, that we may have the Lords love, and the Lords Rod both together, and a long time to scourge us without ease, and speedy help: and thus I shoot them in these considerations, it may be some instead of Jonathans Boy will gather them, and take them up.
1. Consider that the Lords reasons are for thy good, though he do not speedily deliver thee; now the Lord means to try what is in thee; thou madest good shews in the day of prosperity and ease, now he has brought thee to the proof, to see if thou madest not false flourishes and gave the view of Clouds without any water in them:Jude ver. 12. He has brought thee into the field, to see how thou canst clasp hold of him, and wrastle with faith and patience. There were fair promises as great as Peters in thy mouth, he has brought thee into the High Priests Hall, to try what is in thy heart:2 Chron. 32.31. thus he tried Hezekiah. God loved Joseph, [Page 28] though in the stocks, yet he made not that haste he desired to help him; he suffered the Butler to forget him; this was harsh, that both God and man should seem to fail him, yet was it for his profit and proof, all this while was the Lord a trying him in his affiance, patient dependance, and then he must be delivered, and the Prince looses him, and sets him free,Psal. 105.28, 19, 20. when the time of Gods Word is come, and when the Word has tried him: our time of deliverance is come, when time of trial ends. Thus is it with thee, look to thy self, the Lord is trying thee, play thy part of confidence, and hope in God well in thy troubles & then for one blessing thou expectest, thou shalt have two; God will both release thee and praise thee. Art thou not yet helpt? why, suffer a while longer, thou art not yet tried, the Lord knows well enough the way he takes with thee, and when thou art tried,Job. 23.10 thou shalt not only come forth, but thou shalt come [Page 29] forth as gold that is tried in the fire, fitter by the fire to make a vessel of honour.
2. Consider, the great benefit that the Lord would bestow on us by deferring help: the Lord by this means teaches thee an Art beyond all the seven liberal Sciences, the Art of prayer: In prayer we have special familiarity with God; but prayer in deep affliction comes nearer him than at any other time, and is more welcome to him! We should never learn to beg right and soundly, but by begging often and frequently. Often visits breed stronger and dearer acquaintance 'twixt friends. I will willingly be acquainted with troubles to get acquaintance with the Lord, and his Court of mercy. When we are fain to pray again & again, it teaches us to seek out several Arguments and motives to move God; some from his power, he is able to help us; some from his truth,Psal. 77.8, 9 Lord what is become of thy true promise, is thy Covenant come to an end for evermore? [Page 30] some from his love and mercy, Hast thou forgotten to be gracious? Art thou that God of whom they sing. His mercy endureth for ever; and hast thou no mercy to hear and help me? Thus like a scruple in our estates, which makes us seek all the Court Rolls, do our longing affections lead us to God with earnest and urgent prayers, and seek out the wisest and movingst Arguments to put life into our Prayers. O the excellent learning of afflictions, which teach us to search out all Gods Promises, to lay to our own hearts and before his eyes by faithful prayer. There is a great deal of difference betwixt a prayer in ease,Coloss. 4.12. Agonizein en tais proseuchais and that in adversity, especially spiritual troubles: there is more Art and Arms, more wisdom, more life, and feeling in the one, than in the other: it is one thing to pray, another thing to strive in prayer.
III.Consider that the longest trouble is but short in several respects
[Page 31]1. In respect of the time of our sinning: Thou sufferest but a week, thou hast lived in sin many weeks and months; or, thy grief lasts a year, hast thou not provoked God many a year?Job 11.6. We love indeed long faults and short rods: we should never be free from scourges, if the Lord continued striking so long as we continue sinning, God exacts less than our iniquities deserve.
2. In respect of God it is long to us, it is short to him: with him a thousand years are but as one day; we seem to suffer a thousand hours, this unto him is but as one minute.2 Pet. 3.8 It is not our sentence, but Gods Judgment that must stand for giving estimation to any thing. He calls our suffer [...]gs but a To 'nun, sufferings of this present time.
3. In respect of tha [...] [...] a [...]d en [...]less eas [...] [...] bo [...] suc [...]eds [...] [...]ese sorrow [...]d sufferings [...] now criest, make haste to help me, hear me speedily, how long shall I be [Page 32] vexed in my Soul? thou wilt one day say, O happy heavy afflictions, for a night, which have brought such joy in the morning: Blessed temptations, which though grievous and tedious in the end, have brought me to glory and peace without end. Who will be afraid of suffering a little while with Christ here, that he may be a partner of everlasting glory with him hereafter? Jacobs hard seven years service, he counted but short, compared with that sweet society he should have with his wife at the end. We suffer an hour, we shall reign for ever. Compare a moment and eternity together: we shall weep but a short time, we shall have a long time of joy for it. The Lord would have us consider how he will make amends for our sufferings.Esa. 54.7, It is but for a small moment that I have forsaken thee, but with great mercies will I gather thee: In [...] little wrath I hid my self from thee, for a moment, but with everlasting kindness will I have mercy on thee, [Page 33] saith the Lord thy Redeemer. It is good being scourged an hour, to have the Rod cast away for ever. O how well should we endure the sorest afflictions, if we did but consider that they are light and momentany, yet work unto us an exceeding surpassing weight of glory?
4. Consider,1 Cor. 4. thou hast a safe way by resignation of thy self in to the Lords hands;Non corrigat aeger Medica menta sua Austin. Psal. 146. Cast thy self upon him, he brought thee in, trust him with it, he will in good time bring thee out: Conclude with thy self, if release do not yet come, it must and will chme, for God is faithful who hath promised; Submit to his hands and handling; being sick do not correct and find fault with thy Physick; the Physitian knows best what and when any thing is fittest for us; when these corrasives have eaten out sins foul matter, then the Cordials of Gods Spirit of Peace shall refresh thy Soul.Paterete curari ita sananduses. Aug. We would have no tart nor bitter Medicine, when God knows it may [Page 34] be Sugar would mar our Physick. Impatient man would have the Plaister pulled off the sore too soon, before the wound be either drawn or closed. Give the Lord leave to do his pleasure, he continues thy grief, because hasty Physick might do thee hurt. If the Lord heals us slowly, say to thy self, Be contented, O my Soul, it is for thy good, that he may do it soundly.
5. Consider, that when one eye sails thou must get another, when the eye of sense is shut up, open the eye of faith, and thou shall see wonders. Look up and wait upon God with that eye, and then thou shalt sweeten darkness with the hope of light, peep under the black leaves of sorrow, and see a goodly fruit of joy budding forth; which shall appear in time. Exercise faith to see him that is invisible, and that secret arm which all this while supports thee. O! if thou couldest well look upon that eye, thou shouldest see there is one at Gods right hand, who cannot forget thee, yea, in thy [Page 35] troubles he is at thy right hand,Psal. 16. stopping and breaking the strength of temptations blowes, so as thou shalt not greatly be moved; yea, he carries thee in his arms,Psal. 22.14. Psa. 34.20 so that not one of thy bones shall be broken, though they may be astonisht a while, ond out of joynt. And if the Lord take care and count of thy bones and hairs, surely his care is more for thy Soul, it shall never miscarry; only learn thou a Lesson over, and beyond the leaf of sense, and present feeling, to see something in nothing, to believe that the Bush shall not be hurt, though the fire be in it; to hope for a sweet kernel within the hardest shell, and to see the Son of Man walking with thee in the midst of thy furnace. Look as well upward to the Crown,Revel. 2.17. on which is writ, Vincenti dabitur, To him that overcomes, as to the bottom of thy deep Cross; with an holy indifferencie resolve to indure the Lords good pleasure: Say unto him, this trouble (O Lord) is grievous, O haste to deliver me: yet (O Lord) my will shall wait [Page 36] (as a servant) upon thine: I will suffer any thing, only sanctifie thou my sufferings, and strengthen me to bear them.
6. Lastly, consider and often ruminate upon the Saints carriage, and words in the like extremities; if thou be wearied running with footmen, how wouldst thou ever have kept with the Horses? if thou be so discouraged in shallow foords, what wouldst thou have done if thou hadst swimmed with them in the swellings of Jordan? J [...]. 12.9. Esa. 8.17. Psa. 31.24 Esa. 43.1. I will wait upon the Lord that hideth his face from the house of Jacob, and I will look for him. Habak. 2.3. See Jonah 2.2. Micah 7.7, 8, 9. Psal. 73.25, 26, 27, 28. Psal. 23.4. Psal. 42.11. Psal. 130.5.6, 7. Job 23.10, 11. Jerem. 30.11. Lament. 3.24, 25, 26. and 31, 32. Rom. 8.18. and 35. to the end 2 Tim. 1.12. Heb. 10.35, 36, 37. To this purpose the prayer of Fulgentius in his sore sickness was not ill-beseeming a Saints behaviour, Do [...]ine, da mihi modo patientiam & postea indulgentiam: Lord, here [Page 37] give me a little patience, and hereafter thy merciful indulgence.
Doct. My spirit faileth: This is Davids first reason to move the Lord, he is at the last cast and even giving up the ghost, with long waiting for help: from his low condition we may see what is often the condition of Gods Children, That the best of Gods servants have waited for comfort [...]nd the feelings of his Spirit, to the very failing of their own spirit. David, a man after Gods own heart, is yet brought low with the faintness and failing of his heart, in waiting for help from God.Gen. 3.19 In the sweat of thy brow shalt thou eat bread; this lies upon the Sons of men. But here not to sweat of face only, that were but small, but to sighs and fainting of the heart lies upon the Sons of God, in seeking and hungring after a taste of Gods Bread of life, inward comfort, assurance, and joy of the Holy Ghost: Thus the Church was brought to this sick bed, ere her comfort came.Lam. 1.16 For these things [Page 38] I weep, mine eye, mine eye runs down with water, because the comforte [...] that should relieve my Soul is fa [...] from me. The Disciples spirits were even failing in the Tempest when Christ slept, and seemed to neglect them, as if he cared not though they perished. How should our spirits do other bu [...] fail, when our Comforter sleeps when our only friend seems to b [...] our enemy?Psa. 88.15. I am afflicted (saith the Prophet) and even ready to di [...] while I suffer thy terrors distracted or, with a troubled minde.
The good man of an house may sit quietly at peace within his own house, and under his roof, though there be quarrellings and tumults without doors: but if there be no troubles without, if there be wounds, and fightings and terrors within, this wounded spirit is hard to bear up, have we never fo [...] strong reins of patience, all is little enough to keep it from fainting. The heart of man is much like an unquiet Dame of an house, if she be not pleased, all is in a [Page 39] tumult, the house is full of tempests, this dry land is more stormy than the Sea; and till she be pacified,Pro. 21.9. Solomon thinks if a man get to the house-top, he gets him not far enough from the mischief. Such tumults in the thoughts, such fears in the minde doth the heart disquieted stir up, if it want a pacifying feeling, an inward settling, it disturbs all without and within, it maks that there is no rest in the bones, no soundness in the flesh, all strength fails, and all the Orderly Offices of this little Common-wealth of Soul and body are thrust out of order. This spiritual inward War being like a Civil War in a State,Faelix ille defectus non veniens ex infirmitate animi, sed ex fortitudine desiderii i [...] promossum Dei. Alhinus in Psal 98. which brings the strength of the best things in it to weakness: So we hear the Saints complain of eyes failing with waiting, hands with stretching forth, Soul with sighing, and body pining, when God hides his face, delays grant of prayer, removes not the hideous face of sin from being presented to the Souls eye, without hopes of pardon; [Page 38] [...] [Page 39] [...] [Page 38] [...] [Page 39] [...] [Page 40] and thereby suffering the heart to be steept in gall and wormwood that if their strength were strength of stones, and flesh o [...] brass, yet it can harldly hold out, as Job argued.Job 6.12.
Reas. Unto such straits will the Lord have his Children brought, because comforts thus earnestly, and long sought, and thus dearly bought, are the best for Christians,Ex difficultate & delatione sanitatis, fit diligentior custodia receptae sanitatis. Card. de Aliaco in Psal. 6. they will do them the most good when they get them. When we come so hardly to the sense of Gods love, it will make us hug it, and embrace it the more, and safely lock it up in our hearts, that we lose it not, to be put to as much cost and care in recovering it. When as the Captain said of his Romish freedom, so we can say of our spiritual freedom, With a great sum I obtained this freedom: we shall then count t a precious prerogative, and look well to it that we lose not the comforts of it. None is so careful of that Lesson,1 Thes. 5. Quench not the Spirit, as he whom it hath cost much labour to [Page 41] kindle the sparks of that fire. Bid such an one in Pauls Text preached to him, Quench not, Ephes. 4. and grieve not that good Spirit; he will answer, I have good cause to look that I grieve it not, for with great grief obtained I the joy of it. The Spouse in the Canticles represents every careful Soul that comes hardly to its comfort,Cantic. 3.1, 2, 3, 4. when she has had weary heart and foot in seeking Christ in bed, City, streets, broad ways; at last when she finds him, she lays not a slack hand on him, but careful to keep her dearbought comfort, she holds him fast, and will not let him go, and carries him to her Mothers house, and Chamber, is very watchful in keeping him, whom she (after long labour) found. And indeed if God should let us come to our desires more easily, we should be the more careless in keeping those good things. Short gettings have commonly short cares, or less esteem, and valuing of them.
Reas. 2 Failing of Spirit, is both a motive which God means to yiel [...] unto and to be won withal; and it is also his opportunity, when h [...] usually helps. It is a strong motive in our prayers to move him for he is pitiful, and will not le [...] his Children utterly fail and perish; he is a pitiful Spirit to failing Spirits. I will not contend sait [...] the Lord) for ever, neither will be always wroth; Why? we deserve his wrath should last an [...] take fire for ever against us; yea but (saith the Lord) this is the reason,Esa. 57.16. The spirit should then fai [...] before me, and the Souls which [...] have made: I love and pity the fainting Souls and Spirits of men, I will help my Children; how can I see my Creatures whom I made, and do love, to perish for want of my help? David knew the Lords nature, and that this was a speeding argument in prayer, which made him here and elsewhere, so often use it. A p [...]tiful Father will no [...] [...] [...]his Children utte [...] [...] [Page 43] opportunity, he usually helps when all other helps fail, that we may [...]he more strongly cleave to him, and ground our selves upon him, as knowing how infirm we are, if he confirm us not. When mans Cruse of Oyl is dry, and fails, can drop no more, then is Gods time to prepare his. Thus helpt he the Israelites at the Red Sea, when all mans strength and wisdom was at a stand. He loves to be seen in the Mount, in extremities. These are the truest glasses to shew Gods truth, power, wisdom, goodness, and to shew to man his own Nothingness,Valeant humana praesidia quae nos deserunt modo in anima spes firma ma [...]eat, Deum nobis servatorem non de fore, qui saepe gentem harc eripuit exitio. Philo Iud. in Legat. ad Cajum. Emptiness, Vanity, that he can do nothing with the strongest brawn of his own fleshly arm. We should never learn rightly this Lesson of dependance upon God alone, if he did not delay deliverance ofttimes to the very failing of our Spirits.
[Page 44]1. Art thou then in that shi [...] which is tossed, and Christ sleep [...] and helps thee not? doth thy sp [...] rit fail in struggling with the stro [...] sense of inward misery, want [...] Grace, or want of the joy [...] Grace? Learn at that time t [...] look on thy condition aright: Loo [...] not on thy self in thy self, but loo [...] upon thy self in the Saints se [...] thy case in the Saints commo [...] case. Thou art not singular, God sheep have commonly been thu [...] markt.
Thou thinkest God has forgotten thee: yes, he has forgot thee as he forgot his Children heretofore. Thus he forgot David, Job Paul, they were brought to perplexity, though not to despair; we are cast down but not destroyed I intreat thee, tell me if this [...]hy, comfortless estate, shall bring thee the jocund offspring of the world, whom conscience sleeping never troubles; [...] Cor. 4.8, 9. Cain the Builder, Juba [...] the merry Musitian, worldly Nabal, carnal Ishmael, temporizing Demas, or any of that fleshly [Page 45] Tribe, who never knew one sigh of a penitent heart, nor ever came [...]ear to the failing of their spi [...]it in waiting upon God. O no, [...]hou sayest, it is fearful to be sor [...]ed with these, whose Candle God will put out, who spend their days in jollity,Job. 11.13. and in a moment [...]umble into the grave. But now the Lord has dealt well with thee, having joyned thee to the number of his own; thus hath he scourged (though not in the same degree) every Son and Daughter he has received, thus have they been taught to mourn before him. Great joy ought it to be to us, that we bear the same Livery and Badge upon earth, which they once wore, who are now the blest Courtiers of Heaven.
The Apostle was so far from troubling himself for it, that he bids all others cease troubling him, and take heed what they do to him, for he carries in his body the noble marks of sufferings, and wounds for Christ; he gloried in it:Gal. 6. Let no man henceforth trouble [Page 46] me, for I bear in my body the mar [...] of the Lord Jesus. O high dign [...] tion, to be like Christ in any [...] state, yea, though it be in h [...] sweating, suffering, and sighi [...] out his My God, my God, why ha [...] thou forsaken me? 2 Cor. 4.10. For if we bear [...] bout the dying of the Lord Jesus, is for our future comfort that the li [...] of Jesus may be manifest in our mo [...] tal bodies. Remember we the [...] always, that be our spirits neve [...] so low, Gods dearest Childre [...] have been in the same pit yea, an [...] lower than we, and yet God a [...] length raised them up from thes [...] hopeless depths.Psal. 22.15. Psal. 119.82. They cried til [...] their tongues failed, with long praying for deliverance; thei [...] eyes failed with waiting, thei [...] hands failed with being lif [...] up. And yet which of these waited upon God in vain? None of them; tell us amongst all these failings that God failed, and did not at length give them their hearts desire.
Use. 2 Let the failing spirit be directed to take Davids course, though he cried out of failing, yet he failed not of crying to his God. The weaker we are, it should make us cry the faster. So long as the Spirit of prayer fails not in us, so long the Spirit of power will not fail to uphold us: only cry we as men far cast down, Lord, if thou wilt forsake me, yet Lord, forsake me not long:Psal. 119.8. Defect enim Spiritus meus, ut impleat me Spiritus tuus Prosper. in Psalm. Esai. 40.29, 30, 31. My spirit now fails me, that thy Spirit may help, & fill me; for so some gloss upon this Verse. For this is is the ground of the application of Gods Promise, and for our encouragement. Are we weak? now is the time come he promised to help us: He giveth power to the faint, and to them that have no might he encreaseth strength: Even [Page 48] the youths shall faint and be wear [...] and the young men shall utterly fall But they that wait upon the Lor [...] shall renew their strength, &c. An [...] again, when we are thinking, [...] I shall never get out of this troublesome evil: the Lord answers Fear not, Esa. 41.10. for I am with thee, be n [...] dismayed, for I am thy God. Ye [...] but I have no more strength t [...] wait upon God; then have w [...] Gods answer, I will strengthe thee, I will help thee. O but th [...] Cross is so heavy, I shall fail an [...] perish under it. No (saith he) will uphold thee with the right han [...] of my righteousness. Here is [...] large and liberal promise: Tho [...] hast Gods Word, Gods hand [...] Gods help, Gods strength, tho [...] mayst utterly fail if his strengt [...] fail thee. If thou criest on him t [...] look at his Promises, and remember his Covenant with his Children, he cannot finally neglec [...] thee, unless Christ sleep in his sea [...] of intercession, or his memory perish that he forgets his Children, or he forget his own hands, [Page 49] where his Childrens names and necessities are ingraven.Esa. 54.11 For this end in crying and calling upon him, the failing spirit may plead with these two strengthening Arguments.
As first, that it stands much for Gods glory that he do help us in respect of ungodly and impious men. Thus may it be urged, If thou suffer my spirit to fail and me to perish, then Lord thou losest not only thy Creature, but thy Glory also: let none of thy glory be diminisht;Psal 79 10. For why should the Heathen say, where is now their God? If God cast off his Children, and give them not deliverance, Religion would receive a great blow, and ungodly men would speak evil of his ways and worship. They whose service is sin, when they see Gods devout Children are at a low ebb, & in a deep extremity, then they throw dung in the face of Religion, and cry, there, there, Psal. 35.25. Job 4.6. so would we have it. Is not this the fruits of your fear, confidence, uprightness [Page 50] of your ways, and your hope? This is the fruits of Religion and profession, it spoils all our mirth, see how it makes them melancholly and pensive, they are all alike unsociable, and uncomfortable; who will enter that path which leads to such sadness? Beseech God to let thy case be no impediment to his Glory, by hindring and deferring those that are without, from coming in, lest they dislike Religion for thy sake. God has sometimes said, he would do good to his Children,Deut. 32.26, 27. that their enemies might not have cause to lift up their Horns.
Call on him to do it for his own Childrens sake, that are within the Church;Psal. 69.6. Let not them that wait on thee be ashamed for my sake, O God of Hosts, let not them that seek thee be confounded for my sake, O God of Israel. As if he said, There are many weak in the the faith, O Lord, who trust in th [...]e, and if thou fail me, they will be scandalized, their weakness will make them stagger, and start back, when [Page 51] they see thy Promises fail towards me; how shall they trust in those Promises for themselves, which they see have failed others? Nay, Lord, rather deliver me, that the weak thereby may be the more strengthened thou shalt get glory by bringing many both to praise thee, and trust in thee more confidently for my sake, or for thy promises gracious performance towards me;Psal. 66.16. They that fear thee will be glad when they see me, because I have hoped in thy Word, yea, the righteous shall then resort unto my company; I will call them and tell them what great things thou hast done for my Soul: Further, in thus delivering me, much praise and glory shall come to thy name, thanksgiving shall be sent to thee by many in my behalf, who will shout for joy, and say,Psal. 35.27. Praised be the Lord, who hath pleasure in the prosperity of his servant.
Use. 3 If the comforts of the Soul be bought so dear, as they will cost us the very fainting, and almost failing of our Spirits, let him be [Page 52] lesson'd who hath his Soul replea [...] with peace and quietness in his God, [...]eatus es, si cor tuum triplii timore repleveris; ut ti [...]eas quidem pro accepta ratia, amplius pro amissa, nge plus pro recuperata. [...]rnard supra Cantic. Serm. 4. to lock the Promises within his heart, to cherish and keep burning that good fire lest wit [...] many strong blasts of prayers he cannot get it kindled afresh, when once it is somewhat quenched, and dying out. For this purpose it behoves those who are yet in the Sun-shine of peace, and lightsomness of heart, to rejoyce in God and his mercies, to labour as much to keep it, as ever they laboured to get it.
1. To beware of sin, that they fall not into any wickedness, for that will devastate the Conscience, and spoil its peace.
2. They should cherish and make much of Gods Spirit, and the joyous motions it stirs up in them. Guests stay with us according to their welcome; bad ente [...]tainment, and neglect of [Page 53] them, gives us their backs instead of their faces:Ephes. 4. Grieve not the Spirit of God.
3. Keep we our hearts exercised in good things, prayer, hearing, reading, meditation, those put forth our Talents we have, to come in with more increase. Take we heed, if such good means be not used, we may come to see our Candle burn dim, and with perplexed hearts, and sorrowing spir [...]ts, as Joseph and Mary, we may come to seek our Comforter, and be long without him, till our spirits be ready to fail in seeking, because our care and diligence failed in keeping.
Use 4 Lastly, though all the Saints of God have cryed ther spirits fail, yet this may make for their exceeding comfort, none of their spirits did ever yet so utterly fail, but they have had their resurrection to some lively hopes, who seemed hopeless. We have our [Page 54] spiritual dejections, and spiritua [...] resurrections. Where is [...]ha [...] man, and who is that Saint an [...] Servant of God, that perished in waiting upon God, and expecting his help? Our comfort may be long in coming, but at length it shall come and not deceive us: either the tongue shall cry it after long waiting,Mr. Glo [...]r Mattyr in Fo [...]es Acts and [...]onum. He is come, he i [...] come; or the heart shall feel it, or finde it, it may be without, but certainly beyond expressions. It may be that the noon, afternoon, evening, night, may all hold him in the bonds of vexation, but (undoubtedly) joy comes in the morning: If it cannot be found in the beginning, no nor in a long time in the proceedings; yet, Mark the perfect man, Ps. 37.37. and behold the upright, for the end of that man shall be peace. There are who have been brought from those desperate conclusions made in the strength of temptations,Geoffry of Peronne in vita St. Bern. lib. 4. c. 3. I shall never be mermerry again so long as I live, to tell the same party, being strongly fill'd with new quickning hopes, [Page 55] If I told thee before I should never in my life be joyful,2 Tim. 2. now I assure thee, I shall never any more be sorrowful. Though we should be so low, as we were hopeless, yet God must continue faithful, he cannot deny himself,1 Cor. 10.13. he will not suffer us to be tempted above that we are able, but will with the temptation make a way to escape, that we may be able to bear it.
Doctr. The next request is, that God would not hide his face, and the reason, because in the light of his countenance is life, in the hiding of it is very death: From Davids request that God would not hide his face, see this Position, That God hath his times of hiding and shewing his face to his Children, and all for their good: both by declared favour, and seeming displeasure, God leads on his Children unto blessedness. All the months of the year are not alike, some make the earth horrid with frosts and mists, and large expences out of the Lords Treasury of Hail and Sow, as in Job, Job 38.22. the Lord [Page] calls [...]t; others make the fiel [...] [...] with abundance of flower [...] fruits, the Sun with his revi [...]ing heat, putting life into bird bud, and beast. Shall, we than [...] God for May and not for March The dispensing of fair and foul seasons are both acts of Divine Providence, for the good of man and beast.Epiphan. He that is God of the Summer, is as good a God of th [...] Winter, in spite of the blaspheming Manichees, procuring our good in the one, as well as in the other. Thus is it with Man the abridgement of Gods Creation, and with the holy man the object of his more special love; The Sun shines not always alike on him, he is sometimes joyed with a sense of Gods love, by and by in sorrow through some growing afflictions: his months are sometimes watry as April, sometimes mirthful as May, and yet by all these varieties his field of sanctification becomes more fruitful. All the months of Jobs years were not alike,Job 29.2. O that I were (saith he) as in [Page 57] the months past: What were those seasons? lightsome days, prosperous, favourable, Gods Candle burnt over my head, all went with a sweet stream. But now he possesses months of grief and darkness, he goes mourning without the Sun,Job 30. yet we know all these wrought for his good, the glory of his patience, the excellencie of his affiance, the worthiness of his hope, when the blind eye of man could espie nothing but what appeared hopeless. These changes of joy & sorrow are not because the Lord is changed, for he is immutable and changes not; but they signes of our changeableness. When God bestows good things on us, and his favour is towards us, we are ready to change this into occasion of pride, and security; thereupon the Lord strips us of our consolations, and sends some Messenger of Satan to buffet us, lest we should be puft up, or because we are puft up.2 Cor. 12 [...].
1. Lest we should, for prevention: And is not this for o [...]r good, [Page 58] when the poyson is taken out [...] our hands, which we are ready t [...] drink?
2. Because we already are, fo [...] our humiliation: and is not this fo [...] our good also, that like Tenant we might acknowledge of whom we hold? In a short time yo [...] shall see David both up and down,Psal. 30.6. by the Lords hand so setting him in prosperity; up, by his own security,Ver. 7. I shall never be moved: Presently he is down; down, by the Lords hiding his face, as a pricking of this windy Bladder, that his proud confidenec may fall; and down in own sad apprehensions; then I was troubled, and saw how quickly the Lord can abase our highest thoughts, and turn away his face from us.
We do not always finde God writing pleasant Epistles to his Children, he sometimes writes bitter things.
Reason. It must be thus to make good the difference 'twixt Earth and Heaven: Earth is a place of change and variation, in Heaven [Page 59] all things always continue alike. The Sun if it rise with us, in its very rising it is passing from us to the West. In Heaven the glorious light rides always in the East, there is no declination, nor setting; the Lord is an everlasting light. Here all things are full of Transitions, joy sits but while, then sorrow takes the room.Eccl. 1, 4. One generation passeth, and another cometh. In our way to Heaven we must look for change of ways, many turnings; only at our journies end we finde a good, and always remaining good estate, durable and immutable: When once we come in presence of that face of glory, there is no Cloud can ever be interposed 'twixt us and it, to hide it from us. Earth would be too like Heaven, if our good things did fasten their foot with us, and we should know no change.
Reason, 2 This sorts with the nature of man, who cannot well coniinue and endure in any stayed estate to use it aright. He cannot keep within his measure: If he be full, [Page 60] he will burst like a bottle, unle [...] God give him some vent: If [...] be empty, he will burst with impatience, unless God put som meal into the barrel. Mans han [...] is paralytick, cannot hold the ballance even, one of the Scales goe too low by too much sorrow, o [...] is lifted up by too much presumptuous and secure joys.2 Cor. 2. We cannot well grieve, but over-grieve; and when we joy, we are subject to be over joyed. Only we have a wise God, that knows our temper and whereof we are made, and so disposes of us, that we shall sometimes have matter o [...] patience in our afflictions, other times matter of praise and thanks in a condition more easie and prosperous. Surely I think these two excellent vertues would scarcely be found, were it not for the vicissitude and changes of sweet and bitter. For where would God get his due thanks, if he did not sometimes manifest his face and favour to his Children? and what use had we for patience,Heb. 10.36, if God [Page 61] suffered us not sometimes to wait for his countenance to shine on our persons, and his accptance of our prayers, and grant of our desires? Here is now some work for that Grace.
Use. Doth God work our good by such contrary means? This should teach us to weigh Gods work with his own weights, and to look into his dealings with us with better eyes than those of humane wisdom. The wisdom of men is but foolishness with God, it cannot give a true censure of his actions. If God work not by visible and probable means and instruments, such as man would imagine the fittest, we then conclude our vain expectance of a good end from such strange proceedings. We, if we had seen Christ put clay and spittle in a mans eyes, should be ready to shoot our bolts of folly, and to think what fault has the man committed, thus to have his eyes put out? Alas, weak wisdom!
Consider the workman, it is Christ, who can bring light out of darkness, heal with wounding, fetch water out of flints, and beget good to be brought out of the womb of evil. That God who made waters stand like a wall, who quickned the dead and barren womb of Sarah; that God who made a Maiden a Mother,Was not the Virgin Mary meter anandros parthenos brephotrophos. Joan. Euchaitens. in Jambic. Gen. 1.11 & 16. who raised the Prince of righteousness & glory out of a Manger who made the earth bring forth fruit before there was a Sun to shine upon it; that God, I say, who works by contrary means, and without means, why should we distrust him working by unlikely means? He turns away his face from thee, it is for thy good, to strengthen thy faith in waiting and praying, to bring thee to loath and distaste worldly comforts, when thou findest so little health and help in them, and to raise thy affections to run the faster him. When we think God is so angry with us,Psal. 39. as no better end can be expected, than [Page 63] that his sore strokes should consumes us, and make an end of us, then has the Lord worthy ends intended; working for his own glory, and his Childrens fuller consolation thereby; for it is the priviledge of his Divine Power to effect matters far above all that we can either ask or think, or conceive with the most quick eye of humane wisdom.Ephes. 3. What if we be cast into the dungeon with Joseph, cannot God bring him through this room, and make it the high way to seat him a Compeer with Pharaoh? though cast out with Moses into the Bullrush-boat, it may be God sees this the ready way to advancement. When we look upon a man rowing in a Boat, we see him look one way, and row another way; he looks from home; but his boat goes homeward. Whatsoever the Lords dealings be, cast not away thy confidence, O distressed heart, though he seem to be a going from thee: he is coming to thee: Thou thinkest the Lord in anger turns away his face from [Page 64] thee, yet the Boat of thy Soul for al [...] this is rowed homeward and Hea [...] venward. These afflictions of thy spirit, faintings of heart, strong groans after sense of his love, are infallible Sea-marks in thy way to the Haven of life and comfort: only keep thy self in the Boat, leap not out with diffidence, though great waves leap in, trust the Lord with the rowing, commit thy ways unto him,Psa. 37.5. and he will bring it to pass.
Use. 2 Learn to suspect, rather than envy that estate which knows no changes: It is the sinners saddest lot to be settled on the Lees, and never moved nor changed from Bottle to Bottle.Jer. 48.11 Let my Soul never sleep the sinners unbroken sleep of security; they have no change,Psa. 73.5. and are not in trouble like other men. But the righteous and whom God loves, find manifold diversities of Gods proceedings with them, because he means to make something of them.
His reason for his last request, Lest I be like them that go down into [Page 65] the pit: Not the Pit or Lake of Hell or Purgatory; nor the depth and profundity of sins, as some would have it; but the pit of Golgotha, the place of dead mens skulls, the Chambers of mortality, the Grave. Elsewhere he seems so to reason,Psa. 30.9. Shall the dead praise thee? what profit is there in my blood, when I go down to the pit? Note here how David joyns Gods love and his life together, and counts the hiding away his face to be death, and that which carries him to the grave.
Doct. The faithful heart finds no life, but in Gods love. Gods favourable face is the Christians health and life; his maintenance lies all in Gods countenance. The basest low condition'd life is royalty with Gods favour, and the royallist life, is but a painted dunghill, or a golden grave, if his face be hid from it, and shine not there. Yea, but David, thou may'st be a living man, eat, drink, and sleep, though his face be hid from thee; Thou hast Musick to chear [Page 66] thee, art thou not a Prince? th [...] hast the Sovereignty of a Kin [...] dom to comfort thee, Nobles a [...] High Estates to attend and a [...] company thee, thou mayst ha [...] all the delights of the Sons of m [...] and earthly contentments to e [...] hilerate thee; why dost thou th [...] speak of a grave or pit? can man die among so many livin [...] comforts? Thus indeed mig [...] reason reason the case: But D [...] vid spoke advisedly, he did n [...] (as sometimes he did) speak [...] his haste, he is often saying th [...] same,Psal. 119.77. ver. 88. Let thy tender mercies co [...] unto me that I may live: There's n [...] life without assurance of his me [...] cies: Quicken me after thy lovin [...] kindness: He counts himself dea [...] without his loving kindness, th [...] quickens him, and puts new li [...] into him. It is a great dignit [...] and comfort to a man to hav [...] birds, beasts, fishes, Sea, Ai [...] Earth and all things to be mad [...] for him, and subjected to him Now David looks higher than th [...] Psal. 8. [Page 67] 8th Psalm, there must be more than all this to make a man to have a true and worthy life. Though the body live by the Soul, yet there wants Gods favour and face, which is the Soul of the Soul, and more to it, than it is to the body. The spiritual life, to have to have the vital powers of grace, the inspiration of Gods quickning Spirit, an inward sight [...]iewing of Gods face in Christ, and sweet s [...]nse of his loving coun [...]enance, as John saith of the true [...]ight, so this is the true life. In anotner place he has the very words, His anger endureth but for a moment, Psal. 30.5. ver. 7. Anima hominis Christiani Tulipae instar est, quae se ad Spiritus Sancti radios explicat, iisdem absentibus contristatur. Causin. Parab. Hist. lib. 10. and in his favour is life. Again, Thou didst turn away [...]hy face, and I was troubled: There is death in [...]he hiding of his countenance. In the first Psalm the righteous man is compared to a tree, and here methinks the righteous man is [Page 68] compared to a flower, the Tuli [...] or Marygold; if the Sun open h [...] bright lightsome face upon them these open their leaves; but if [...] set and shut up his shining shopi [...] Heaven, these lour, and clasp t [...] gether their leaves on earth Such is Gods favour and fac [...] of love; Davids Soul, and ev [...] ry Christians holy Soul rises a [...] sets with it. Absalom cou [...] tell us, though he had lands a [...] maintenance from his father, y [...] he lived bion 'abion, Principis sideris absentiam gemere diceres. a lifeless lis [...] so long as he might not come in his fathers presence, and beho [...] his face. The face of God reco [...] ciled, has more ravishing swe [...] ness in it for every adopted Chil [...] who has tasted how gracious t [...] Lord is: and how can they b [...] droop, when that is hid fro [...] them, under se [...] and feeling of displeasure?Psal. 90.9. Redde oculos mea vita tuos ni cenere pergam, Frigidus exanimi pectore dispeream, Jan. Lernut. in Poem. Ocelli. Cain, Saul, Judas, Spira. W [...] thou art angry our days are go [...] The Idolizi [...] Lover will t [...] [Page 69] you his life lies in his Mrs eyes; an amorous and pleasant look quickens him, a frown or neglecting countenance casts him into deep vexations of heart. This is but the Creature; shall there not be thought there is more power of life and death in the Creator, appearing graciously favourable, or displeased?
Real proofs of this have been the horrible vexations, even to dispair, of wretched men, when the ireful face of God has been set against them for their sins, and presented to their Souls. As also those bitter cries, and prayers of the Godly in deep afflictions, when no glasses could shew unto them the face of Gods favour, this made them averse and pull back their hand from all offered comforts,Natura speciem ita formavit oris, ut in ea penitus reconditos mores effingeret. Is qui appellatur vultus, qui in nullo amimante esse praeter hominem potest, indicat mores, Cicero de Legib. lib. 1. Psal. 51. because they wanted the sense and sight of this only comfort. And this [Page 70] is a common phrase of Gods favour and love, the shewing of his face, because the heart acts all the parts of its several affections upon the Stage of the face, it is the outward Map of the inward passions of the mind. If there be fear within, it may be seen in the trouble of the countenance, and paleness clothing the face without. If anger rise, then cloudy frowns and angry demonstrations give warnings of it. If love and favour sweeten the disposition of the Soul, then a pleased look, a chearful eye, a gladsome contented countenance will declare the good pleasure and acceptation of the mind. According to those variations of Gods face do the Saints vary their prayers; one while praying the Lord to shew them his face, and the light of his countenance to shine upon them; that is, to shew them his divine favour, and fatherly good pleasure; otherwhiles praying him to turn away his face, that is, his angry [Page 71] countenance, and face of displeasure.
Reas. Reason why the life of the faithful lies in Gods loving face, is, because it is the very life and happiness of the Saints in Heaven. For those even in Heaven in the presence of all good things, and want of all evils, had but a miserable happiness, if either God were not present with them, or, being present, if they did not always behold his blessed face of [...]ove and favour. If this be the [...]ife of Heaven, much more must [...]he comfort of it quicken the [...]aints upon earth.
Use. Here will be a fair trial of the [...]incerity of a good Christian [...]eart, hereby may be known, 2 Corint [...] 8.8. To [...]nesion tes 'agapes, the sincereness and genuineness of our love whe [...]her our service and obedience be grounded upon a right love to God or no. How are we affected to the Lord, do we lay up all our treasure in his love and loving countenance? can we content and [...]uiet our hearts with this, that [Page 72] God is well pleased with us in the midst of our calamities? Canst thou say in the midst of ease, riches, friends, honour, and the fullest streams of wordly contentment. Alas! foolish vanities, one glance of Gods face, the perswasion of Gods favour do I delight in more than all you? yea, I had rather be the basest footstool of the world with Gods love, than a glorious Monarch with a graceless Soul. Wicked men always love Gods hand, better than his face, the gifts better than the giver. Give them the worlds marrow and fatness, let their Corn and Wine, and Oyl increase, let them walk in Sunshine of earthly prosperity, and they never finde a want of inward assurance of Gods love in the Soul, they want eyes to see the want of spiritual life, and want Grace to long after Gods countenance, to shine upon their Souls in sanctification and true peace. The worlds voice is, who will shew us any good? that is, gifts of Gods hand: but the [Page 73] Godlies voice is,Psal. 4. Lord lift thou up the light of thy countenance upon us. If thou canst make it all thy care to keep the assurance of Gods love, and all thy joy to rejoyce in his face when thou hast it, and make it all thy grief that nothing can comfort thee when thou wantest it, & all thy labor for to regain it; doubtless thy love to God is sincere and true, you are reconciled ones, for one friend cannot brook the absence of another.
Use. 2 What esteem will this teach us to give to the life of a wicked man? doth he live who wants the Spirit of life, the face of Gods favour, which is better than life? No, his life is a spiritual death, he may live in the eyes of men, but he is a dead stinking Carrion in the eyes of God, Dead, nay, that is not enough, he is thrice dead and pluckt up by the roots.Jude ver. 12. For first, he is dead in sin; next, he is more miserably dead, because Gods face is turned away from him, he loves him not, delights not in him, and which is worse [Page 74] than death, this wretched Soul perceives it not, and is not grieved for it. O man, pray for an Heavenly light, that thy eyes may be opened to see thy misery. Thou art merry and jolly, for all things fall out to thy wish. Thou growest from weak to strong, from young to old; this is but the life of trees and plants. Thou walkest, eatest, drinkest, sleepest well, this is but the sensual life of birds and beasts. Thou buildest, talkest, reasonest, this is but the life of men, even Heathens, and strangers to Christ: thus thy life passes; but alas! among all these thou wantest the life of Grace, the loving countenance of God in Christ, the assurance of salvation by faith in him. Thou yet wantest the seeds and principles of a true Christian life, and therefore art a poor dead wretch before God, and canst not but perish, if thou seekest not for better comforts, and a better life than these; even that Christ may be thy life, and visit thy dead Soul with his [Page 75] quickning Spirit,Colos. 3.4 and set his face of favour upon thee for his own chosen One. This is the misery of a senseless sensual Soul, Ahab. like, to grieve for no wants, but only of earthly things. If the Children of the most High so hardly come to Heaven with faintings of spirit, and approachings to the very grave and pit, in seeking Gods face, what shall become of them then, that count Gods face not worth looking after? sure against such the Lord hath set his face of wrath and displeasure for ever.
Use. 3 This will discover the common spring, whence these troubled waters arise, which so often almost drown the godly: Their anguish flows from a mistaking, and misinterpretation of this face of favour.Facìes hominis est speculum cordis. Bernard. ad sorot. de modo bene viv, cap. 65. Whensoever they fall into any temptations they pass an hard sentence against themselves, that God has turned awy his face from them, and is angry with them, because their anguish continues, and he doth not presently [Page 76] deliver them. When Gods face is towards thee, why dost thou deny it? the Sun shines, though there be a Cloud 'twixt it and me; and even now Gods face shines upon thee, though Satan hath placed some foggy vapours and clouds of distrust and temptations 'twixt thy Souls eye and it. It is no difficulty to prove, that we complain of Gods hiding his face, when it is not hid from us. The best parts of a mans face for comfort, is the eye, and the ear; the one to see, and look kindly on us, the other to hear us willingly. Dost thou (though sore afflicted) trust in God, and wait on him, are thy eyes to him? then I am sure his eyes are upon thee, his eye of pity, of love, of tender compassion; he will not withdraw his eyes from the righteous; and his ears are open unto their prayer. What wouldst thou have more than an open ear, and piteous eye? what dost thou in this thy trouble, thou callest on God by prayer, thou [Page 77] mortifiest every known sin, thou labourest to finde God in every promise? who guides thee to do this? not the tempter, for this is the way to break in pieces all his Temptations; not thy self, for thou knowest not aright what course to take; it is because Gods eye is upon thee, for his eye guides thee to these ways.Job 36.7. Psal 34 14. Ignoras Agrippa, me oculis non minus quam v [...]ce, loqui solere? Cajus Agrip Philo Iud de Legat. ad C [...]um. Profecto in oculis animus habitat. Plin. lib. 11. cap. 37. I will guide thee (saith the Lord) with mine eye. And they say the seat of Love, though it be in the face, yet it is specially in the eye. Again, Gods ear is towards thee, thou prayest, and he hears; thou beggest strength and comfort, he gives the first? he delays but the last: he gives thee the comfort of strength, makes thee able to hold out in thy trouble; though he do not yet give thee the strength of comfort, to get out of thy trouble. Surely we want not his face and favour, [Page 78] when we have thus his good eye and gracious ear, and can say to to the Tempter, Thou hast thrust sore at me that I might fall, Psal. 32.9. Vid. Guazzum de civil convers. lib. 4. de oculorum vi in amore. Sunt cordis fenestrae & pedisse qui. but the Lord hath been my helper. What wantest thou then of his face? nothing but one word from his mouth, that he would speak peace to thee, and say within thee in the voice of his Spirit, I am thy salvation: This I know is that the Saints oft-times want,Psal. 118.13. Psal. 35.3. Proverb. 12.25. Cupiendi amoris visus est ansa. Plutarch. His mouth is most sweet. Cant. 5.16. Cant. 2.14. that God is long silent, speaks not comfort to them. Heaviness having seized upon the heart of man makes it stoop, but then a good word makes it glad. One good word from God would build up thy Soul, if he should but say, Be of good chear thy sins are forgiven thee. And doubtless, this thou hast also, he speaks to thee in his promises; only Satan, [Page 79] and thy wrestling heart drown his voice, that thou canst not hear his promises speaking particularly and distinctly to thee. In the mean time call and pray unto God, that is a seeking of his face, and howsoever for a while he stand behind the wall, thou seest him darkly, but through the windows, and he shew himself to thee but through the lattice,Cant. 2.9. yet thou shalt in good time enjoy his face of comfort more fully, and have a more compleat presence of him bringing sweet consolations to thy wearied Soul. Thou hast already his countenance, he will grant thee the joy of that countenance.
I conclude with that discourse of the Father concerning Gods face.
If God should come (saith he) and with his own voice speak to you (though he is not silent, but speaks by his Letters) and should say to man; Wilst thou sin, sin on; do what delights thee; what ever thou lovest on earth, let it be thine, whom thou art angry at, [Page 80] let him perish; whom thou wouldst have taken away, let him be taken away; whom thou wouldst stay, let him be slain; whom condemned, let him be condemned; whom possess, thou mayest possess him: Let none resist thee, none say to thee, so much as, What dost thou? &c. Take thee abundance of all earthly things thou desirest, live in them, and not for a time, but for ever; only upon this condition, thou shalt never see my face. Wherefore is your heart smitten, if God should say, Thou shalt never see my face. Behold, thou shalt be full of all earthly felicity, of all things, all temporal good things shall flow about thee, thou losest them not, never forsakest them; what wouldest thou have more? Surely chaste fear would weep and lament, yea, and say, Rather let all these things and this felicity be taken from me, so I may but see thy face; chaste fear would cry out with the Psalmist,August. in Psal. 127. Turn us again, O Lord of Hosts, let thy face shine on us, and [Page 81] we shall be saved; Psal. 80.19. And, One thing I have desired of the Lord, that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the fair beauty of the Lord, and to visit his Temple, Psal. 27.4. O Brethren, would you know where Paradise is scituate, and what Quarter Heaven lies in? It lies in Gods countenance, and in his reconciled face; and the sorest torments of Hell lie in the everlasting hiding away of Gods face. O Lord, we are helpless,Psal. 42.5. give us the help of thy countenance When we are in darkness, O lift thou upon us the light of thy countenance, and our darkness shall be as Noon-day: When we are full of sorrow, thou shalt make us full of joy with thy countenance: Turn thou unto us, Act 2. [...]8, Psal. 80. O God of our salvation, cause thy face to shine, and we shall be saved.