A Letter to his Excellency Sir Thomas Fairfax, from Captaine Lieutenant Bray &c.
May it please your Excellency
I Can give you the title, but so that I must superlatively acknowledge the highest I, have written to you in the integrity of my heart, I honour you so far as the Lord will make mee to honor you, In the businesse for which I was imprisoned, this is my comfort, that I have the testimony of a cleere conscience, and I did continue with the Regiment in their distempretures and dissatisfactions out of received and acknowledged conscientious grounds, and principles, according to my Letter to your Excellency in the time of the distempature, I have made my last plea to you and your present Counsell of War, and in it I have demonstrated (as in my judgement) that the present dealings with mee, passes an inevitable censure upon your selfe, I have yet a little hopes that you have a minde or desire to be subject unto truth, for indeed truth and righteousenesse is as purely Lord of you as it is of mee, or any one else to judge and condemne: I was almost three weeks imprisoned before I had any charge exhibited, which is contrary to the forme of your owne proceedings, I have declared in my narrative, the explanations and naturall causes of the Regiments distemper which if you or any godly impartiall man do well weigh, you will finde that fawning temporizing person had no just cause to father the distemper upon mee, because I own the Agreement of the people in my judgement, which some Officers of the Regiment subscribed [Page 4] at St Albans, and such who have carried themselves [...] strously, perfideously and treacherously towards mee in charging mee with A private discours [...], and judgement, as in my plea is expressed, and who did not carry themselves in an honest conscientious care to your Excellencie and the Regiment as is expressed in my plea God hath appointed a day wherein he will judge the word in righteousnesse at which time wicked deeds shall have no glory in power and rules, God will destroy Machavell more and more even by a Law which is like unto fire which shall enter into the inmost parts. God will recompence vengeance into the bosome of oppressers or of those that conspire in power, [nay indeed your power] to persecute, defame and destroy, I am, and have been very much troubled [not so much in relation to my selfe, for the Lord upholds me in integrity and much comfort in more then an ordinary care] for you and the Lord hath acquainted mee in my conversation with him in an inward testimony. That I must tell you these words. viz. That unles his hand be against some that are about you, and his understandings be against their understandings and his mouth against their mouth your power shall not be established in righteousnesse. I did desire of God, whither it should be so with you, and I heard an absolute voice answearing in these words. It is the pure and and un-defiled voice, and he said further how wouldst thou have comfort if my voice were not near thee, But I feare to write it so positively, but God said, feare not, for this shall be a token to thee that I give thee power in particular to call thee my God.
But I said I am weake and sinfull as considered in the flesh, but he said thou art certainly refining and to be gloriously refined, what a sad thing will it be when the Lord will make inquisition for them that have been hurt unjustly by the unrighteousnesse of men who are suffered to walke in divers pleasurable waies to the destruction of others: This is my comfort that I can reasonably, really say whatsoever men or Devills may think of mee, though I am not without temptation, that I had rather be [...]d to the slaughter, then betray my judgement and understanding [Page 5] to my owne or any mans lust. I have read of certaine Alsachins chiefe Judges in Italy that were to determine causes, and were to have one onely Cause set downe, and were never to know the person as Plaintiffe and Defendant, that they might do judgement without partiality; How excellently would you appeare if you would or could declare your selfe positively to owne the God of Shadrach Meshach, and Abednego, and not to owne faces countenances, titles and persons, but truth equally and impartially to all; you should as well heare the meanest Souldier or Officer as well as your owne heart, or anie person about you, suredlie you cannot chose but think you may (as well as other powers of old) have Astrologers, Magitians, Southsayers, that would betray all those that would not submit to their subscription, or to the Image that they have set up, & they would have the furnace heat seaven times hotter then before, rather then to loose the designe, and J cannot read that they could find out 3. men in the province of Babilon that looked another way: I have desired you to hear my busines your selfe in a former Letter but I am satisfied that God hath not made you free to it, I also desired a publique audience (though not on a Scaffold as some have faied) God condiscends in some nature or other to the meanest creature, your highest glory will be (if God shall make you free) to condiscend to heare any one, and see to come downe from your throne or power and manifest you owne the God of the whole earth who will certainly judge the world, I have read of a heathen King Artaxerxes who had a Hammon with him that took in hand to practice against those that did the King good, that were most faithfull to him, and at length God made the King see and confesse the practises of Haman, that he was lifted up with the glorious words of lewd persons (that were never good) who thought to have scaped the justice of God (because they were great] who seeth all things and hateth evill which causeth many in authority to be partakers in innocent bloud, and to be enwrapped in remediles calamities beguiling with falsh [...]d and deceipt the innocency and goodnesse of Princes and therefore Artaxerxes did take care that his Kingdome might be quiet and peaceable by changing purposes, judging [Page 6] things that are evident by more equall proceedings, This Haman was a Stranger [...]nd a Macedonian discended from the Persian bloud yet by many cunning deceipts sought the destruction of poore Mordecai, so I leave you to God before whom you, and I are equally naked and bare and shall appear before his judgment seat with this sincere acclamation, Iustice, Iustice [for my selfe and others] impartially and so I rest your
Faithfull Servant in the service of love (which is the best service) during the will of God William Bray.
From the custody of the Marshall Generall, 22. Decemb. 1647.
To his Excellency Sir Thomas Fairfax these present.
A Letter of the presenting the 4 Bills to his Majesty at the Isle of Wight by the Parliaments Commisioners.
IN persuance of the Instructions, and Commands from the Parliament, I did with the other Commissioners, present the Bills and Propositians to His Maiestie at two of the clock this afternoone. The King was then pleased to say
He was assured that we could not expect a present answer, but he would take the same into consideration, and give his Answer within few dayes.
This is all the accompt I can returne your Lordship at present, which I desire you will be pleased to communicate to the House of Peeres, from
From Newport December 24 1647.
Your most humble and affectionate servant B. DENBIGH
To the Right Honourable, the Earle of Manches [...]r Speaker of the House of Peers, pro [...]pore.
A Declaration of the Commissioners of Scotland presented to his Majesty against the 4. Bills delivered [...]o his Majesty by the Parliaments Commissioners.
THere is nothing which we have more constantly endeavoured, & doe more earnestly desire, then a good agreement and happy peace betweene your Majesty and your Parliaments of of both Kingdoms, neither have we left any meanes unassayed that which united Councells with the Houses of Parliament of England by making joynt applycation to your Majestie, there might be a composure of all differences. But the new Propositions communicated to us by the Houses, and the Bills therewith presented to your Majestie, are so preiuditiall to Religion, the Crowne and the Vnion and Interest of the Kingdomes, and so farre different from the former proceedings and engagements betwixt the Kingdomes, as we cannot concurre therein, T [...]erefore we do in the name of the Kingdome of Scotland dissent from these Propositions and Bills now tendred to your Majesty.
- Landerdaile, [...]. Erskin,
- Hen. Kennedy. Ro. Barkley
The Parliaments Commissioners and also the Commissioners for Scotland are returned back from his Majesty to London, But bring no safisfactorie answer to the 4. Bills prese [...]ed to his Majesty.
But on the contrary information was given to the Parliament and Army of a new designe to remove the Kings person from the [...]e of Wight [we know not whether] and this design was put in execution upon the Commissioners leaving his Majesty, and a Mutiny put in practice the same day to seize on Carisbrook castle and his Majestie, but was prevented, the Mutiny allayed, and the chief actors now in custody by Col, Hammond.
The Parliament upon full information and debate hereupon, have sent Orders to the Generall and the Governour of the Jsle of Wight to secure his Majesties person where he now is in [...]arisbrook Castle which is accordingly done, and some other chief Officers of the army sent thither to assist the Governour, and his [...]jesty is not gone thence (as some reported) but is assuredly at Carisbro [...] Castle.
January 1. 1647.