Me thoughts I saw
A grieved King, whose very looks were Law.
He sigh'd as if his tender heart had taken
A farewell of his body, and forsaken
This lower world, his star-like eyes were fixt
Upon the face of Heav'n, his hands commixt.
His tongue was parsimonious, yet my ear
That was attentive) could not prevail to hear
This whis'pring eccho: Oh be pleas'd t' incline
Thy sacred eares; was ever grief life mine?
[Page 3]Was ever heart so sad? was ever any
So destitute of joy, that had so many
As I have had? though all be snatch'd from me,
Yet let me have an intetest in thee.
Oh Heaven! and there he stop'd, as if his breath
Had stept aside to entertain a death.
My soul was ravish'd, and the private dart
Of new-bred love, struck pity in my heart.
I could not hold, but silently bequeath
Some drops unto the ground, my soul did cleave
Unto his lips, for every word he spoke
Was ponderous, and would have easily broke
Th' obdurest heart; I turn'd away my eye,
And suddenly methoughts I did espie
A sacrifice; which when I did behold,
My bloud recoiled, and my heart grew cold:
I was transported, and methoughts the place
Whereon I stood, seem'd bloudy for a space:
I trembling, cast my wearied eyes about,
Thinking to find my former object out,
But he was gone; and in his room was plac'd
A many-headed monster, that disgrac'd
The very place, they vanish'd, then appear'd
A large pretending rout, as well be-ear'd
As Balam's Asse, methoughts they did excell
The Asse in eares, but could not speak so well.
Methoughts they call'd a Counsell to contrive
Their high designs, and zealously dissive
Some great Offenders that they thought too wise
To live amongst such eares, such cast-up eyes.
[Page 4] One I observ'd amongst the studious
race "That had (methoughts) a bone-fire in his face:
"Another I descry'd amongst the pack
"That seem'd to bear a Kingdome on his back:
"Another I beheld which pleas'd me best,
"That could not rule himself, yet rul'd the rest:
"Another I espy'd which seem'd to look
"And read, but at the wrong end of his book:
"Another I observ'd, which seem'd to weep,
"And in conclusion, pray'd himselfe asleep:
"Another I descry'd, among these Brothers,
"That vow'd 'twas right, because he'd please the others:
"Another he stood up, and wisely broke
"His long-kept silent lips, and thus he spoke.
Come! let's no longer now be kept in aw,
I'me sure our welfare is the Supreme Law,
A King, that's nothing but a power that is
Subordinate; the Lawes are ours, not His;
Is't not the People makes a King? well, then
If we let him be King, we're fools, not Men:
For now we have him in his own made snare,
We'l keep him fast, oh that we had his Heire!
Come, let's proceed, and if our plots hit right
You shall be Lords at least, and I, a Knight.
And let Malignants prate, their Purses shall
Pay tribute for their tongues at Gold-smiths-hall:
And if they grumble at what we shall do,
We'l make them pay their lives and money too;
The day is ours, let's not abuse that powre
Which Heav'n hath lent us; for sweet things prove sowre
[Page 5]If not made use of, have we not been poore
And others, rich? Come let's increase our store:
Had we but our deserts, might we not crave
The priviledge of all that others have?
All's ours, and yet our miseries are such
That we are rich in little, poor in much;
Alas! our tender hearts are fill'd with pity
To see so many blind in one poor City;
If they would please in a true zealous fashion
To moderate their long-continued passion,
'Twould much rejoice the Saints, & we will pray
That they may live untill a wiser day;
The' are very pious People, and we could
Both live, and die together, if they would
But furnish our desires with every thing
We want, and dote not too much on a King;
He's but a man at most, and yet they must
Adore his Person, though he be unjust.
I could not chuse but laugh the other day,
I 'spy'd a Cavalier that closely lay
Perdue to kisse his hand, and by and by
He starts away, and when he was as nigh
(That which they call a King) as his own length
His legs (not having that sufficient strength
His hast requir'd) receiv'd a sudden fall
And overturn'd himselfe, his King, and all:
The sight much pleas'd me, being very near,
I never help'd the King, nor Cavalier:
I soon retreated from that happy place,
And left them both in a distracted case;
[Page 6]But as I went, I was so blest to meet
An upright Sister, whose dividing feet
Srept with such innocency, that my heart
Did almost leap upon her to impart
My new-bred joy; her very looks betray'd
Her heart, indeed she was a lovely Maid;
I bow'd my self, and zealously imbrac'd
The small circumf'rence of her bending wast,
I kiss'd her mouth, and having done that duty,
My lips divided, and I prais'd her beauty;
Extremes of joy did almost make me faint:
I thought, oh! here's a Sister for a Saint;
I was amaz'd, my very soul did move
Between the great extremes of fear, and love;
She smil'd upon me, and that very smile
Prov'd a Restorative, and for a while
I mus'd; at last my lips began to break
As that smile had licenced them to speak;
Oh! then my mouth being ram'd with words, let flie
Both wit, and language, and did soar as nigh
As our Remonstrance, oh! how I did heat
Her ears with my discourse, it was so neat
As if my ready mouth had been the Schoole
Of language, yet she pleas'd to call me Foole;
But 'twas in jest I'm sure, or were it not
'Tis nothing, since my good hath forgot
My Sisters weaknesse, and indeed we men
Must bear with Sisters failings, now, and then;
They often trip in zeal, and sometimes take
A fall, and love it for the Givers sake:
[Page 7]Our greatest faults they'l pardon for a buss,
Come, we must bear with them, they bear with us:
But after she had call'd me fool, she checkt
Her self; I wisely own'd it with neglect,
I spread my cloak upon the ground, and there
We cool'd our passions in the open aire:
Sister, said I, you have been pleas'd to spend
The name of Fool upon your faithfull friend,
It was my worth you rashly did eclips,
And I'le have satisfaction from those lips
That gave th' affront, let me no longer stay,
My fury will admit of no delay.
Deare Brother, she reply'd, if it be so
You must have satisfaction, tak't below;
You soare too high at first, I must detest
Your lofty play, the middle way is best;
But if you are resolv'd, you shall not say
I'm obstinate; for if you will, you may:
I soon return'd her thanks, and with my hand
I pull'd her close, and made her understand
What I had seen: but oh how she was pleas'd!
Ah verily (said she) the news has eas'd
My longing heart. But when the King fell down
Thou wert unwise thou hadst not snatch'd His Crown.
'Tis rarely spoken Sister, had I had
The Crown, I should have made a gallant Lad;
Should I but sway the Scepter of this Land,
I'd make my Subjects die at my command;
I'd lop the great ones off, and make the low
Subordinate to me, I'd make them know
[Page 8]The
reines were mine; but at the first I'de steal
Into their hearts, and fool them with my zeal.
I would declare unto the world, and take
An Oath, I acted for Religions sake:
I'd fill them full of novelties, and then
Sister thou knowest the common sort of men
(Like flies) will buz about my new-made light;
I'd call them Babes of grace, and make them fight
With Cerberus himself in my defence,
My Soule now tells me, 'tis a rare pretence:
I'd hire some babbling Preachers to infuse
Division; and to flatter them with newes.
I'd plump their soules with promises, that they,
Should never faile to swear; what should I say;
I'd make my Preachers urge them all to joyne
And fight for God; then wil their▪ Plate be mine:
This is an art that lies above the reach
Of every braine: I'd suffer all to preach
And sow sedition, every one should be
At least a Saint, and preach upon a Tree:
And if my great occasions should require
Large sums of money, then would I inspire
A Publike Faith; and if it would not rise
That way, I'd make the bellowes of Excize
To puffe it up; this is a cleanly way
To sweep up money, Souldiers must have pay.
Sister, thou know'st▪ 'tis no disgracing stealth
To make Religion rob the Common-wealth:
What though Malignants raile at our designs,
We can extract our livings from their fines:
[Page 9]I've spoke enough, now
Sister, I'le divorce
My nimble tongue from this profound discourse:
Now give me leave to dedicate my heart
To thee (my Patronesse) before I part.
Brother, alas! I am a harmlesse maid,
And we you know, are easily betrai'd
By mens delusion: if your love be true,
The zeal of my affections light on you;
You know we ought to love, and none can be
More honest in their harmlesse loves then we,
For we may love each other in the spirit,
And pray, and preach together, and inherit
Our owne desires, whilst others send their cries
To their beloveds, and yet lose the prize.
Sister, thou hast exactly satisfi'd
My large desires: my happinesse bety'd
The thriving Spirit, truly, 'tis a paine
To part, but that I hope to meet againe:
London, (that nest of worth) that yeelding place,
I am resolv'd to view, within the space
Of forty houres, where I intend to spare
Some time, and see some Brethren I have there.
It is a goodly place, as fame relates,
For there the Sisters live, and all the States;
Truly, th' are very godly, and pretend
Just like our selves, to be a faithfull friend
To King, and Monarchy, when as Alas—
And then I wak'd, and let the other passe
Unutter'd, but indeed I do confesse
I wish that I had heard a geat deal lesse,
[Page 10]And yet (to speake the truth) I was perplext
Because I could not hear what follow'd next.
This was a midnights dream, I was in pain
Till night had lull'd me in her armes again,
And for the space of half a tedious houre
I was disturb'd, till sleep had gain'd some power
Over my slumb'ring senses, but at last
Call'd to the bar of sleep, I there was cast:
I had not long in peacefull pleasure slumber'd,
Before an interposing Dream incumber'd
My quiet fancy, suddenly my eare
Was fill'd with such a noise, as none could heare
Without much fear, as if th' incurved back
Of burth'ned Atlas had begun to crack.
Me thoughts I saw the Heav'ns how they begun
(As if th'ad scorn'd the glory of the Sun)
To frown upon the earth, which seem'd to flame
Like sulpherous Etna, from whose bowells came
Whole Regiments of Spirits which disturb'd
The aire, whose fury hated to be curb'd;
Me thoughts they were ambitious to expell
Some Potentate, and make his seat, their Hell:
Me thoughts at last (I slumb'ring) seem'd to hear
A single voice that whisper'd in my ear,
Yet thund'red in my heart, which made me grone
At every word; exprest in such a tone
Which would with great facility have turn'd
A Tyrants heart, or else consum'd and burn'd
His breast to ashes, and if language could
Move pity in a flinty-soule, this would.
[Page 11]He bolted forth his griefs, like claps of thunder,
As if each word should cleave a heart in sunder;
His voice being guarded with a pleasing force,
I sacrific'd my ears to his discourse;
Me thoughts my soul, my very ears were blest
In giving audience, whilest he thus exprest.
Oh Heaven! oh Earth! how can they chuse but frown
To see them make a foot-ball of a Crown?
How long shall I be made an aim'd at mark
Of pointed envy? shall they make me dark
That I made light? and shall that light devoure
The former principle? Unhappy houre
When my abused willingnesse was made
A Stalk-horse unto those, who have betray'd
An Island unto tyranny; whose Lawes
Oppresse true Subjects, and make me the Cause:
Malicious age, and will their fury have
No end, untill it send me to my grve?
A grave most peacefull place, for I'm sure
There's no Rebellion; there I'le rest secure
Where neither grief, nor care, shall dare torment
My sublime soule, there, there lies true content.
There there's the death of sorrow, and the life
Of peace, and there a period to all strife.
There's none can mock my woes, there none can trie
A King, nor make a Garrison, but I,
And what I spake, my soul protests is true,
I am no slave to death, but unto you
My soul's my Gods, and Tyrants do your worst,
Jobs soule was free, when's body was accurst.
[Page 12]But you
blood-thirsty Zelots, learne to know
You never can rise high, if I fall low.
I feare no threats, let torments all conjoine
Themselves, at last ye'l find them yours, not mine.
What though I suffer here, my sufferings shall
Advance my soul; May they not make you fall?
Let out my life, go make a streaming floud
And bath your selves in my diffused blood.
Let loose your Furies, give your passions breath,
And let them bait my body unto death.
I am resolv'd, my heart shall flie above
The reach of fear, and view the God of love;
Consider well, what glory can accrew
From my destruction, to such soules as you;
Be not too rash, but know a cause that's dy'd
In guiltlesse blood cannot be justifi'd,
A prosperous vice shall never claim a right
To perpetuity, 'twill but in-right
A totall ruin, 'tis a greater Fame
To die with virtue, then to live with shame.
Yee seek for truth, and yet you go the way
To make the field of truth a Golgatha;
There is a great antipathy between
Faction and Peace, and yet my eyes have seen
How you (whose restlesse spirits still increase
With Faction) seem to study for a Peace;
Do not mistake, for they that will compose
A difference, must never do't by blowes.
The want of apprehensions may discrie
You nourish Spiders, and destroy the Flie.
[Page 13]Who glorious in a
crime, will in conclusion
Receive a curse, and with that curse confusion:
I long to be resolv'd, pray tell me why
Ye think ye cannot live, except I die?
Your thoughts are vaine, 'twill be a tainted breath
That had it's derivation from my death.
Am I Basiliske? and can my eyes
Devoure you? for you know my body lies
Subject to be destroy'd, not to destroy
(By taking up of Armes) your Kingly joy:
But you suppose, if I should long survive,
I would become laborious, and contrive
Some new designes, & with my numerous forces
Divert the streame of your unlawfull courses;
Make reason your Companions, walke a while,
Consult together, stride not o're the stile
When as the gap lies open, they're unwise
That will (when they foresee a harme) despise
Preventing meanes; for if you take this life
From my enjoyment, ye'le beget a strife
That will not end, and when that strife is bred,
Then will my wrongs survive, though I am dead,
And you that caus'd my guiltlesse heart to bleed
Will find another to revenge the deed;
Aske Heaven's forgivenesse, for ye cannot crave
Leave to abscond your crimes, within my Grave:
Be well assur'd, that ev'ry drop which parts
Out of my veins, shall cleave unto your hearts
Like tangling bird-lime which will hold you fast,
And vengeance too, shall find you out at last,
[Page 14]Heav'ns all-surveying
eye must needs observe
Your late unpolish'd actions, which deserve
As many torments as th' inraged hand
Of veng'ance can impose, or Heav'n command:
Did I not labour with a serious brest
During the Treaty, to restore some rest
To this distemper'd Kingdome; but the gales
Of Malice, were oppugnant to my sailes;
My heart was loaded with the large encrease
Of hopeful thoughts, my soul was fill'd with peace
But at the last my hopes prov'd uselesse drosse,
And then I lost a Crown, and found a Crosse;
Heav'n hear my wish, oh grant I may commence
A Doctor, in the art of Patience!
It matters not how poor my Person be,
If at the last I may be crown'd with thee.
Thou knowst the secret corners of my heart
Which is at they disposing, for thou art
The King of Kings, and unto thee i'le pay
The tribute of my soul, both night, and day.
I am thy Subject, give me grace to stand
Firmly obedient to thy just command.
When for my sins I shall receive thy blowes,
Oh give me power to suffer, not oppose!
Pardon my Enemies which have been strong,
And alwayes studious how to doe me wrong:
And though they 'ave vented that which is untrue,
Father forgive, they know not what they do.
They hate their King, & are not pleas'd with any,
O grant, good God, they may not find too many.
[Page 15]The chiefest of their
worke, is to devoure;
(Stones have usurpt their hearts, as they my power)
Against the sound of Peace, their eares are bar'd
Oh never sure, was Pharaohs heart so hard.
They dis-respect their King; it was not so
With Shadrach, Meshach, and Abeduego;
Their tongues have vilifi'd me oftentimes,
These three were never guilty of such Crimes;
Their hearts had vow'd obedience to their King,
And never try'd by force of Armes to bring
Their own Designes to passe; but their submission
Sent comfort to their souls, and much contrition
To him, whose more then seven times heated brest
Did soon regreet what his hot rage exprest.
But well, since thus it is, I'le strive to sway
The Scepter of my miseries, and lay
A good foundation, that my Foes may build
Their torments on my breast, which shall be fill'd
With true content, I'le labour to support,
(But yet must yeeld, when death shal storm the fort)
I cannot start at death, I know it brings
A finis to my ancient griefs, and sings
Anthems of Peace: how happy's he that can
Flie to his God and scorne the rage of Man:
Thunder ye Sons of Tyranny, let rage
Flash from your sulph'rous souls, strive to ingage
The flames of Etna too, and let them dash
Against my breast; I'le own them as a flash;
Flatter your souls, prepare your hands to do
A deed, that Heav'n will not advise you to.
[Page 16]I pitty you, my heart cannot forbeare
To sigh; and Nature too, commands a teare;
Oh that my head (like to a Fountaine) could
Furnish my eyes with teares, oh then I would
Begin the morning, and conclude the day
Whith Drops, and wash the black-brow'd night away;
Oh let my language whet your dul belief,
'Twas you that fill'd my flowing heart with grief,
And now my Torments more and more excel,
Heav'n grant me breath enough to bid Farewel,
Farewel; sad word, that like a bolt of thunder
Hath more then cleft my reaving heart in sunder.
Death's nothing like the sorrow which I finde
Raising a towre of woe within my minde.
Thou partner of my soul, how can I die
And leave thee here to weep a Lullaby
To my indulgent babes, how can it be
That I must leave so dear a spouse as thee?
Poor hearts, If I must goe and leave you all
Confus'd together in the common hall
Of this inraged world, what wil ye doe
But mourne for me, as I have mourn'd for you?
Oh where wil you retire your selves, and spend
Your groaning houres, oh what regarding friend
Wil give a minuits audience, or relieve
Your pining wants, or mean to hear you grieve?
What Nation wil regard, or entertaine
(A royal) though a miserable traine?
This is a sorrow that divides my brest;
This is a grief that cannot be exprest
[Page 17]Without a fractur'd
heart, this is a wound
That makes confusion active to confound.
Were it a possibility to have
Ten thousand Lyons lodg'd within this Cave,
(This trunke of mine) they could not more torment
My heart, then this unbounded discontent;
Should all the Tyrants in the world contrive
A way to make a dying soul survive
With living paine, they never could exceed
The Tyrants of these Times in such a deed;
I have been long imprison'd; and at last
Call'd to the bar; how soon I may be cast
Heav'n knows, not I, for they that were so bold
To bring me thither, will, if not controul'd,
Force me to death, their very looks declare
Their resolutions, whilst their hearts prepare
To suck my veins; Ah thus they have betray'd me,
And smile to see how glorious they have made me
They swell'd like mountains, and at last brought forth
The Mouse of Reformation, whose worth
Is seated in all lofty braines, and hurl'd
Through every corner of th' inquiring World.
But why should I insist upon your Crimes?
May heav'n forgive you, and send better times:
I know my dayes are short, 'tis therefore meet
To leave this Crown, and buy a winding- sheet.
Be gone terrestriall pleasures, for ye are
But Goalers to your Keepers, and insnare
Your fond beleevers, goe, my heart's no tombe
To give you buriall, seek some other roome;
[Page 18]Flie then my
soul; but stay, what
hand is this
That seems to hold me from my long'd-for blisse?
More sorrows yet; will not th' Almighty please
'T afford my soul on earth a minutes ease?
Oh thou that mak'st my harvest ful of paines,
Grant that my working soul may reap the gains;
Grief's grown a Polititian, and it keeps
A strong reserve; what eye is this that weeps
These briny teares into my fluent heart,
As if those flouds should drownd me e're I part?
What voice is this I seem to hear? what tones
Are these that lavish out themselves in groanes?
What ayles my thoughts? what neer related breath
Is this that seems to breath a sudden death
Into my panting breast? methinks I heare
A female voice, cry, must I languish here?
Hard-hearted death, why art thou thus unkinde
To take him hence, and leave me here behinde
To weep his obsequies, draw up thy boe,
And send me whither I desire to goe.
Shoot, shoot, oh Death, thou shalt not be withstood,
Come, dip thy arrowes in my crimson bloud,
Fear not, let flie, and let thy rovers hide
Their twi-fork'd heads within my wounded side:
Oh Heav'n, since thou wert pleas'd to joyn our hands
And hearts together, let thy strict cōmands
Urge death to strike us both, that we may fly,
And dedicate our souls t' eternity;
Alas, what joy, what comfort can accrew
To me, when he shall bid this world adue.
[Page 19]I liv'd within his
heart, but ah, if he
Shall quit this earth, what life remaines in me.
Alas sad heart, what canst thou doe but pine?
Never could grief be parallel'd with mine;
I am the Sea of grief, all streams doe tend
Towards me, for ah my sorrowes know no end:
The sturdy winds of care, and trouble blowes
Into my soul, my Ocean alwayes flowes
And never ebbes; oh miserable age;
How am I made a subject to their rage
Whose pare-boyl'd souls observes no other dyet
But bloud; and seeme to rest in our disquiet;
You all-exceeding Tyrants, if ye thirst
For royall blood, be pleas'd to take mine first,
Mines but a draught, yee'le quickly swil it up,
Alas, it wil not yeeld each soul a sup;
You are the fountains from whose brests do spring
The streames of murder, and your souls can sing
Nothing but bloody notes; you can contract
The body of all mischief, and enact
What pleases you; But will you subjugate
Your legall King, whose patience is your hate;
But if you seek his fatall overthrow,
Ye'le murder more then thousands at one blow;
But why doe I thus languish breath in vaine,
On those whose fury have no ears? refraine
My trembling tongue; Tyrants; Ile leave you here,
And turn my thoughts to Charls, whose lif's as dear
To me, as death is cheap to you; Alas,
My heart is full, I cannot let thee passe
[Page 20]Without a
sigh, nor can my eyes forbeare
To wash thy sad remembrance with a teare.
Has Heav'n decreed it? must we be devided
Dear King; and must our sorrowes be derided?
Thou great Recorder of my thoughts, to thee
I will resigne; command, and I will be
A subject to thy wil; Oh let me have
Thy gracious pardon, then a speedy grave,
For ah, what comfort can my wasting breast
Hope to receive, when I am dispossest
Of such a Joy? alas where shall I seate
My heart; tears are my drink, and sighes my meate,
These pallid lippes of mine shall never dare
To own a smile; I'le live with grief and care,
Except my God will please to take me hence,
And make his glorious Kingdome my defence;
Was it not grief enough to be absented
Five yeers from him, whose absence was lamented
With reall drops, yet then I could obtaine
Some hopes to see him in his throne againe.
But hark! methinks my Fancy seems to heare
An aire of comfort breathing in my eare,
It is the voice of Charls, whose pleasing breath
Seemes to advance me from the shades of death,
Methinks I hear his language, which distils
Out from the Limbick of his soul, and fils
My pining heart with a triumphing joy
His voice revives me, but his words destroy.
He thus proceeds;—Oh thou that are the vine
Which twists about this twining heart of mine,
[Page 21]Approach my
presence ▪ and I will declare
How great my sufferings, and my comforts are:
First I was tost, and banded to and fro
From place to place, permitted not to goe
Without a guard, a guard that did pretend
Rather to act a murder, then defend:
Then was I hurry'd to that fatall place
Of London, where I know I must uncase
My willing soul, which shall rejoyce, when they
That are my Judges shall presume to lay
Their accusations on me, and dcclare
My new-coyn'd faults, with their pretended care.
And to advance their plots, they first infer
I am a Tyrant, and a Murderer,
Nay, and a Traytor too; if so it be
That I'm a Tyrant, where's my Tyranny?
Or if a Murderer; I here require
To know whose bloud it was that quench'd my fire.
Suppose (but Heav'n forbid) it should be true,
It was against my God I sinn'd, not you.
Oh what an Age is this, where seeming Reason
Pretends to make me Traytor, without Treason!
Death; come, and welcome, to my heart, I know
That my Redeemer lives, and that I owe
A debt to Nature, which cannot be pay'd
Till these condemned corps of mine are lay'd;
Now grief be gon, and let my comforts take
Possession of my soul, awake, awake
My slumbring senses, I'le triumph and sing,
For I have found, that Death hath lost her sting;
[Page 22]My
soul informes me, that I must lad downe
This Mortall for a true immortall Crowne.
I'm ravish'd with delight, me thinks I have
A Heav'n within my bosome, to inslave
The Hell of torments; grief must stand aloof,
Not daring to approach within my roof;
The pleasures of this world doe seem to run,
And fly (like mists) before the morning Sun,
They're all but transetory; and can lay
No claime to perpetuity, to day
They seem like messengers of Joy; to morrow
They prove sad Heraulds, & proclaime a sorrow.
As for the Joves of heav'n, they farre sermount
My souls arithmetick, I cannot count
Those numerous, delights, which alwayes be
Attendants to the souls eternity:
Thou great Redeemer, to whose sacred power
I now addresse my selfe, my long'd for houre
Is almost come, there's but a little blase
Remaines behind, and yet methinks my dayes
Seem tedious to my soule; I long to throw
This burden downe, that presses me below.
But since thy pleasure must be done, not mine,
Call when thou pleasest; for my soul is thine;
I'le not resist thy hand, but kisse thy rod,
I am thy Creature, thou my gracious God:
Come my indulgent Ioyes, and let my breath
Inhabbit in your eares before my death.
Thou Consort of my heart, why dost thou wast
Those pearly dropps, why do they make such hast
[Page 23]To leave the sweet possessions of thy
eyes? What? wilt thou make a watry Sacrifice?
Oh do not weep, Heav'n is not pleas'd to see
Those gliding streames, which trickle down for me;
My tender Babes, oh why do you stand by
And imitate your Mothers stormy eye,
Restraine those tears; for every drop you shed
Falls on my moyst'ned heart, and there hath bred
A brim-fill'd fountaine, which at last will dround
My heart, and give your selves the greatest wound.
Let not, oh let not, your sad eyes expresse
So great a sorrow, for my happinesse;
Cheer up; cheer up deare souls, & learne to keep
Those tears, or weep, to see your Mother weep.
Weep not for me, I'm going to receive
A lasting Crowne, oh leave (for heav'ns sake) leave
Those heart-infringing groans, why doe ye vex
My Heav'n-desiring soul, and thus perplex
Your pensive hearts, forbeare, and be appeasd,
Be not displeased, with what Heav'n is pleas'd;
Oh how can ye expect that hee'l fulfill
Your large desires, if thus you thwart his will?
Come smile upon me, and that smile will give
My heart a great incouragement to live,
Death's but a speedy passage from this life,
Unto a better, and concludes all strife
Between this World and us, whilst here we draw
Corrupted aire we're subject to the law
Of grief and care, which daily circumvents
Discordious hearts with griping discontents.
[Page 24]Be not dejected at my
death, but rather
Rejoyce, to think that heav'n will be your father,
Comfort your woefull mother, that hath been
A carefull Parent, and my loyall Queen;
Give her that full Obedience which is due,
And Heav'n will be affectionate to you.
Oh let the feare of God be alwaies plac'd
Before your eyes; Let virtus be imbrac'd;
What ere ye doe, be carefull to reserve
A spotlesse minde, which will at last preserve
Your heav'n bred souls, let not your furies rage
Into revenge, but labour to asswage
The flames of anger, let them not aspire
Beyond your reach; Passion's the worst of fire:
Be not too much addicted to the hate
Of any, but be wisely moderate,
And when your hands begin to undertake
A consequentiall worke be sure t' awake
Your slumb'ring reasons, labour to advise
With heav'n and he will crowne your enterprise
With full successe; and if your foes should chance
To gaine the day, permit your thoughts to glance
Upon your private Crimes, and learne to know
Th' effect can never absolutely show
The justnesse of a cause, for oftentimes
Just Heav'n is pleas'd to pardon private Crimes
With publique means; God knows my cause was just
And yet he lay'd my Armies in the dust:
Shall I repine because I dayly see
My foes prevaile, and triumph ouer me?
[Page 25]No, no I will not, they shall
live to
dye, When I shall dye, to live and glorifie
The Generall of Heav'n, within whose Tent
I hope to rest, where Time will ne're be spent.
But now, ah now, these lipps must bid farewell,
Methinks I heare (Deaths Orator) the Bell,
Plead for an issue, and I must not stay,
Death comes in haste, and I must post away:
Come then my tender Babes, & dearest Spouse
(Thou that wert alwayes constant to thy vows)
And let those short-liv'd armes of mine inclose
You all together, e're I doe repose
My earth-defatigated limbs: forbeare
To drench my farewell in so large a teare;
My deare Relations, if my wasting glasse
Afford no sand, I must be gone; Alas
Teares cannot hold my soul; and woe may have
More priviledge to take, then he that gave;
My Iourney's almost ended, and I must
Take up an Inn, and lodge my self in dust,
Then shine upon me with the beams of mirth,
That I may say, I saw a heav'n on earth,
A pleasing smile, or two, will make me know
No paine in death, but if in teares you flow,
Oh then—
—But know, my dearest, Heav'n wil be
A fitter husband for thee far than me.
Thou need'st not feare thy foes contriving harmes
They cannot keep thee from his folding armes,
[Page 26]As they have done from
mine; oh may wee meet,
I dare not say, within a winding-sheet;
For I am sure those weeping Babes will misse
Th' unwelcome absence of so great a blisse,
But when thy husband, heav'n shall please to bring
Thy soul into his Quire, oh then wee'l sing
Prolonged Anthems, where we shall combine
Our souls together, in a place divine;
Till then—oh why, why does thy trembling hand
Freeze within mine? Ah me, why dost thou stand
And gaze upon me? are thy veins afray'd
To entertaine thy blood? has grief betray'd
Thy fainting heart to death? wilt thou precede
My resolutions, give me leave to lead
The way to heav'n; Alas, and wilt thou die
Because I cannot live? cast back thine eye
Upon thy Royall Issue, doe but see
How fast their sighes doe faile in tears to thee,
Oh let the sight of them revive thy heart,
Cheer up, and give me courage to depart;
For they that dye because another dyes,
Usurpe a Death, and make themselves a prize;
Doe not, oh doe not, thus torment thy soul
For my departure, if you must condole,
Condole my stay, my soule desires to be
Disolv'd (Indulgent God) and rest with thee;
A bed of Roses; that's a fading sweet,
Oh there's no comfort to a winding sheet,
A Grave's the best of Pallaces; for there
Is neither whining grief nor pining care:
[Page 27]Why should we scorne this
earth that entertains
Our wearied bones, and hides us from our paines?
Earth is a place of worth, yet would I have
Not any dote upon't but for a grave:
Now death; march bravely on, and let thy dart
Sing as it flies unto my obvious heart,
What? art thou daunted? dost thou feare to kill
Because I am a King; what? daunted still?
Why dost thou look so pale? what, art thou charm'd
By Majesty? or has thy self disarm'd
Thy self, or else art thou asham'd to doe
So foul a deed, or wil't thou not imbrew
Thy shaft in Royall blood? Come, lay aside
Thy feare, and shoot, or else my foes will chide:
But hold a while (nor doe I bid thee stay,
Because my soul's desirous of delay)
Once more thou sole Commandresse of my brest,
Draw nere, before I fall into my rest,
Approach unto me, let these lipps of mine
Intaile a farewell on those cheeks of thine,
Weep not, but let thy tender knees salute
The ground with mine let's labour to confute
Our sorrows with our prayers, and recommend
Our souls to heav'n, whose glory knows no end;
Thou great, thou glorious, thou all-ruling King,
Thou Rocke, thou fountaine, thou eternall spring
Of Grace; we that are cloathed with the night
Of sin, present our selves into thy sight,
And with unfained hearts devoutly pray
That thou wouldst send thy Son to chase away
[Page 28]Our soul-absconding
clouds, that thou mayst take
A pleasure to behold us, for his sake
We beg this needfull grace, in whom we know
Thou art well pleased, and to whom we owe
A debt unpayable, oh therefore let
Thy satisfying mercy pay our debt;
Oh hear our prayers, which strongly doe importune
Thy gracious pardon, though it was our fortune
To be unfortunate, yet let us be
Indulgent Father, fortunate with thee,
Forgive our youthfull sins, and speak some peace
Unto our souls, and as our sins encrease,
So let thy mercy, more, and more abound,
That having lost our sins, thou may'st be found;
Heal our back-slidings, guide us in thy way,
That so our feet may never goe astray;
Oh blesse these blessings, which thy blessed hand
Bestow'd upon me, let them fil the Land
With good examples, guard them from their foes
And send them patience, when thou send'st them woes.
Hear me for them, oh God, & them for me
And hear our Saviour for us all, and be
A Father, and a Husband to them all,
And let me rise in mercy when I fall:
Strengthen their soules, and teach them to renew
Their patience, when my soul shall bid adue
To this infatuated world, oh let
Their hearts seclude all grief, for 'tis a debt
That must be pay'd, let thy exchequer take
Such ill-coyn'd treasure, as my soul can make,
[Page 29]Oh grant (dear Father) this my great
request, Then take me when thou pleasest to thy rest.
So, now my joyes, be chearfull, let's create
A heav'nly mirth, and let our sorrows wait
Upon our pleasures; let our watchfull eies
Observe our Makers great Immunities.
Let's first observe how his free hand provided
For us, before we were, how he divided
The water from the land, and made it drie
To entertain our feet, and made the skie
To give us light, and afterwards he made
Poor helpless Man, that suddenly betray'd
Himself to ruine, and by deviation,
Abus'd the glory of his free Creation.
But see the bounty of our God above,
Who quickly turn'd his fury into love,
And sent a speedy balsom to make sound
The deadly anguish of so deep a wound:
And shall we be ungratefull? shall we not
Remember him, that never yet forgot
To pity us? and shall we waste our dayes
In vain contentions, and not give him praise
That gave us his own Son? whose willing breath
Redeem'd our souls from everlasting death.
Alass, how miserable had we been,
Had his spontanious death not stept between
Veng'ance and us, and shall we then deny
What he requires, if he command that I
Retire unto him, shall my soul refuse
To run unto him, and embrace the newes,
[Page 30]Oh no, it must not, hee's accurst that shall
Desire to stay, if Heaven be pleas'd to call.
Death hath no ears to hear complaints, 'tis vain
To weep for that which tears cannot regain.
You my sad standers by, when death shall send
A Message to my heart, forbear to spend
Offensive tears, but rather joy, that I
Am gone before you to Eternitie;
Where now me thinks, I see you all, and hear
The lofty Seraphims salute my ear
With heav'n-bred raptures, which does even woo
My soul out of my ears, I long to go
And fill my self with melody, and sing
Perpetuall Halelujahs to my King:
So, now my wasting lamp begins to blaze,
Come Death, and put a period to my dayes,
Let out my life, that I may flie unto
My God, and bid this loathed world adieu:
Adieu vain pleasures of unconstant earth,
Adieu false joys, and world-derived mirth:
My dear Relations, I must now expresse
A farewell to you all, and then addresse
My self to Heaven, within whose Court I shall
(My soul now tels me) shortly meet you all.
Till then enjoy what heav'n shall please to give,
And rather study how to die then live.
Make use of time, and languish not in vain
Those hours which cannot be recall'd again,
Comfort each other, and if fortune frown,
Smile ye at fortune, lay your sorrows down
[Page 31]Before the face of
Heav'n and he'l relieve
Your pining wants: oh let your hearts not grieve
For food and raiment; labour to be true,
And he that feeds the Ravens will feed you.
Oh let your morning thoughts be sure to mount
To Heav'ns high Altar, give him an account
Of all your actions; they which every day
Make their accounts to God, prepare a way
To go to heav'n. But time will give me leave
T' expresse no more; my soul begins to cleave
Unto a blest Eternitie, my heart
Declares unto me, that I must depart;
Time whets his sithe: Oh do not ring my knell,
With sighs and sobs, farewel, my Joys, farewell.
So, now the Load-stone of this world shall have
No art t' attract my soul, I'll not enslave
My self to earth: shall transitory toyes
Surrept my soul from heavens eternall Joys?
Oh no, they shall not. Now I'll dedicate
My self to thee (my God) who didst create
Both soul and body; thou that knowst the thoughts
And hearts of Kings, and numerates their faults,
Pardon what I have done amiss to thee,
Forgive my enemies. Thou knowst I'm free
From what I suffer for; thou knowst my hands
Are cleer from blood, thou knowst that my Commands
Were not tyranical, thou knowst my brest
Was never stain'd with Treason; My request
O God is this, that thou wouldst make them know
(And timely feel) what a most wilfull blow
[Page 32]Th'ave given to their Consciences; oh turn
Their flaming hearts to thee, which daily burn
Against thy servants, cause them to relent;
And let their griefs induce them to repent.
Be mercifull to them, as they were cruel
To me, and mine, oh quench the blazing fuel
Of their desires, gives them not their deserts,
But wash my blood from their unfountain'd hearts;
And as for me, presented to thy eyes
Suppos'd (as an attoning Sacrifice)
By them whose seven-years malice have contriv'd
My downfall; when my body is disliv'd.
Receive my soul into thy glorious Tent,
And mak't a member of thy Parliament;
Now farewel world, and dirt-composed Crowns,
Farewel earths smiles, and fortunes surly frowns.
Farewel to you that thus my life expell,
Oh may my farewell, make you all farewell.