Sunday Mornings Meditations at Home.
WELCOME Blest day unto my Heart, but far more Welcome unto my [Page 99]Soul; I have now put off the Old Man with his Affections and Lusts, and I must now put on my Wedding Garment, even the Lord Jesus Christ, that I may be made wholly conformable to him, in the Image of his mind: that my Soul may be Clothed with his Righteousness, and all its faculties proportioned and vested according to the perfect Pattern of Christs Life.
II. THIS is the day of the Holy Feast, therefore, my Soul, lay aside all Cares and Impertinences of the World, remember this day is appointed for thee, a day of Traffique and Entercourse with Heaven; O Lord, therefore will I magnifie thy Holy Name, and evermore adore thy goodness; O What a happy opportunity my God hast thou given me, of receiving the greatest favour, I can receive in this World? even the Body and Blood, of my dearest Savour.
III. O Lamb, of God, thou hast used many Arts to save me, when I was lost, thou hast given thy Life to Redeem me when I was a Slave to Sin and Satan, and thy Holy Spirit to Sanctifie me; O now come Lord Jesus, come quickly: My Heart is desirons of thy Presence; Thirsty for thy Grace, and I am earnest to entertain thee, not as a Guest but as an Inhabitant to dwell with me forever.
IV. LORD, the place thou art Invited to, is full of Passion, and Prejudice, Disobedient, Lustful, and Intemperate, and full of sad Remembrances that I have often provoked to Jealousie and to Anger thee my God, my dearest Saviour, him that died for me, him that Suffered Torments for me, that is Infinitely good to me, and infinitely good & perfect in himself; Lord I am as sure thou didst the great Work of Redemption for me, & [Page 101]all Mankind, as that I am Alive: This is my Hope, the Strength of my Spirit, my Joy and my Confidence: Here I will dwell, for I have a delight therein: Here I will live, and here I desire to Die.
V. LORD, whither shall I go but to thee? Thou hast the Words of Eternal Life: as the Hart desireth the Water Brooks. So longeth my Soul after thee, O God, my Soul is a Thirst for God, yea even for the Living God, when shall I come and appear before the Presence of God? O send out thy Light, and thy Truth, and bring me unto thy Holy Hill, and to thy dwelling: and that I may go unto the Altar of God, even unto the God of my Joy and Gladness: and with my Heart will I give thanks to thee, O God, my God.
A Prayer at Home, before the Sacrament.
OBlessed Jesu, 'tis thy Blessed Body, that my Soul longs for, and to be satisfied with thy Pretious Blood, for its Purification and Nourishment; Vouchsafe Holy Jesus, to enter this Day into the House of thy Servant: that with Holy Zacheus I may within receive from thee, that joyful Benediction. this day is Salvation come to thine House.
II. THY Body, O Blessed Jesu, is my Food, and thy Righteousness is my Robe, thou art both the Priest and Sacrifice, the Master of the Feast, and the Feast it self, my Souls Physitian, the Light of my Eyes, and the Purisier of my Stains: O Enter now into my Heart, and cast out from thence all Impurities, even all the remains of the Old Man.
III. AND grant I may partake of this Holy Sacrament with much Reverence, Holy Relish, and great Effect, receiving thence the Communication of thy Holy Body and Blood, for the Establishment of an unreprovable Faith, of an unfained Love, for the fulness of Wisdom, for the healing my Soul, and preservation of my Body, for the taking out the Sting of temporal Death, and for the Assurance of a Holy Resurrection, for the Ejection of all Evil from within me, and the fulfiling all thy Righteous Commandements, and to procure for me a Mercy, and a fair Reception at the Day of Judgment.
IV. O God, the Bread of Heaven, and Life of the World; I have sinned against Heaven, and in thy Sight, and am not worthy to be made partaker of thy most Holy Mysteries: But Vouchsafe as a Merciful God, to make me worthy, by thy Grace, that I may not receive thy Holy Body and [Page 104]Pretious Blood to my Condemnation, but unto the Remission of my sins, and Everlasting Life. Amen.
Intercessions.
O God have Mercy upon poor Mankind, enlighten all that sit in Darkness, and in the Shadow of Death, reveal thy Son, and his saving Gospel to those Asiaticks, Affricans, and Americans, that never heard of a Crucified Jesus, add the fulness of the Gentiles, to the Recollection of the Jewes, that there may at length be one Sheepsold, under that one good and great Sheepherd Christ Jesus.
II. BE merciful to this Church, in which I am a Member, and Cause thy Face evermore to Shine upon it; Bless those whom thou hast Anointed [Page 105]over us, our Soveraign Lord and Lady, King William and Queen Mary, grant that their People may Obey them, and they may Obey thee, and do all things to thy Honour and Glory.
III. BLESS, Katherine the Queen Dowager, her Royal Highness the Prineess Ann of Denmark, with all the rest of the Royal Family, endue them with Heavenly Graces, make them happy Instruments of thy Glory here, and partakers of thy Heavenly Kingdom hereafter.
IV. BLESS the Pastors of thy Church, the Bishops and Clergy, grant that by their sincere Preaching, and Assiduous Prayers, and Ministries, they may Glorifie thee, the great lover of Souls: give unto the Ministers of Justice, the Spirit of Government, and Zeal, Courage, and Prudence to the Nobility, Wisdom, Valour, [Page 106]and Religious Magnanimity; Succour all in Affliction, help them to Right that suffer Wrong, be with those that are in Prison, and preserve thou those that are appointed to Die.
V. BLESS my Relations, (Here Name them) Assist them in their Wants and Necessities, keep them in thy Fear and Favour unto their Lives end; forgive my Enemies, Persecutors and Slanderers, and turn their Hearts: Bless all those who do accompany me this day at thine Altar, and for all others who meet in thy Name, and Communicate in Remote Parts; grant that through this Blood of Jesus, we may all be Cleansed from our Sins, and Purged from all our Iniquities.
VI. O leave us not, as we have deserved to be left, wrapt up in our own Confulions, he thou more merciful to us than we have been unto ourselves; [Page 107]Supply whatsoever is wanting in the Government; Establish what remains; Dissipate and Scatter Scandals; Stop and Prevent all rising and growing Heresies; make us all so far of one Heart and one Mind; that we may joyntly set our selves to the rooting up of all Atheism, Prophaneness, Superstition, Faction, Heresie; any thing which exalts it self against thy true and sincere Worship.
VII. GIVE to the whole Land fair Seasons of the Year, good Government, Health and Plenty; an excellent Religion undivided and undisturbed; frequent Celebration of this thy Holy Ordinance; through Christ our Lord.
VIII. AND now lift up your Head, O ye Gate of my Soul; and be ye lifted up O ye Everlasting Door of my Heart, that the King of Glory may come in, that he may come in at this time; and take Possession [Page 108]of me, and Dwell and Reign in me for ever. Even so O Lord, for the sake of the Son of thy Love; in whom only I trust to be accepted; and in whose Name and Words I call upon thee; Our Father, &c.
When you go forth of your Chamber or Closet.
I Will go into his Tabernacle, and fall low on my Knees before his Foot-Stool; the Lord preserve me in my going out and my coming in; from this time forth and for evermore.
When you enter the Church; which ought to be sometime before the Service begins.
O How Aimable are thy Dwellings thou Lord of Host. I will come into thy Tabernacle and fall low on my Knees before thy Foot-Stool: and will wait for thy loving [Page 109]kindness, O God, in the midst of thy Temple; thy Testimonies O Lord are very sure, and Holiness becometh thy House for ever.
When you cast your Eye on the Font and Pulpet.
Then recal to mind that Solemn Vow, you openly took at your Initiation into the Church, to forsake the Devil and all his Works, the Pomps and Vanities of this Wicked World; and all the sinful Lusts of the Flesh, &c. and let the other put thee in mind, the many good Sermons thou hast heard from thence, and the few thou hast practised.
Being seated, turn to the Psalms and Lessons, Epistle and Gospel for the Day, that you may have them ready; if there be any leasure time before Divine Service begins, fall on your Knees and say.
Holy, holy, holy, Lord God Almighty, which was; and is, and is to come, fit us all for thy Service.
Good Lord Pardon all here, that prepares their Heart to seek thee.
Merciful Lord, Graciously accept us all, that come hither to present our selves our Souls and Bodies unto thee, for Jesus Christ's sake, that Vouchsafed to present himself Bodily in the Temple for us, in great Love and Humility.
Then joyn with the Prayers of the Chuch, and be Attentive to the Sermon. When Sermon is ended, fall on your Knees and say.
O Lord, by reason of my sins, I am unworthy to appear in thy presence, to offer up any Sacrifice unto thee, grant Merciful Lord, I beseech thee, both to me and all thy faithful [Page 111]People, Pardon, and Peace, that being Cleansed from all our sins, we may serve thee, with a quiet mind through Jesus Christ our Lord, Amen.
When you go up to Communicate.
I will wash my Hands in Innocency, and so will I go to thine Altar.
O send forth thy Light, and thy Truth, that they may lead me, and bring me to thy Holy Hill, and to thy dwelling.
When you Kneel before the Altar.
Thou art Worthy, O Lord, to receive Blessing, Honour and Power, but I am not worthy thou shouldest come under my Roof, or that thy praise should come within my polluted Lips.
But Blessed Lord, thou Vouchsafedst to enter the House of a Publican, and to receive a Kiss of an unclean sinner; O receive such a sinner as I am, disdain not to enter under my Roof, despise not my humble Addresses and Supplications.
O let thy Sacrifice, be an expiation for all my sins, and now forever Seal thy Pardon by thy precious Blood for all my offences, and receive me Graciously.
When you cast in your Offering.
O Blessed Jesu, who didst accept the Poor Widdows two Mites, which she cast into the Treasury; I beseech thee, be graciously pleased to accept this Poor Offering from me the unworthiest of thy Servants.
Then dilligently harken to the Exhortation, and seeing the Table spread, and the Elements of Bread and Wine set thereon, [Page 113]Meditate with thy self after this manner.
Meditations.
THIS O my Soul, is the Table of the King of Kings, and the Lord of Heaven and Earth; it is a Feast, where himself is present, and all his Holy Angels, those Glorious Spirits do behold, love, and wonder that the Son of God should become Food to the Souls of his Servants; be astonished! O my Soul at this great Mystery, that he who is unchangeable, should be broken in pieces, and enter into the Body to support the Spirit, and yet at the same time remain in Heaven, while he Descends to thee upon Earth; that he should Die for thee, and then give himself to thee for ever to Redeem thee from sin, and misery; that he should become Man, and make [Page 114]thee, a partaker of the Divine Nature:
II. O Lord I am unworthy to come to thy Table, but I come with as Thirsty a desire as the Chaced Hart which pants after the Water Brooks, and with as Hungry an Appetite as a Poor half starved Creature to a full Table O Lord I am not worthy of the least Crum that falls from the Table of thy Ordinary Providence, but I come in Obedience, to thy Command, O receive me as a poor Sinner, laden with sin, and let thy pretious Body and Blood, which I am now ready to participate off, Cleanse me from all sin and wickedness.
When the Minister says, draw near with Faith, and take this Holy Sacrament.
Lift up thy Heart in this Ejaculation.
O Lord, I am unworthy of this Invitation to thy Holy Table; but [Page 115]a sinner must not refuse thy call, therefore in all Obedience and Humility I come.
Then joyn Humbly with the Minister in the Confession.
After the Absolution is Pronounced, use this Ejaculation.
O Lord, I beseech thee, grant me a true Repentance, and a lively Faith, that I may receive all the Benefits of thy Death and Passion, even the Confirming and Strengthning me in all goodness to my Lives end.
When that Comfortable saying of St. Paul is repeated, that Christ came into the World to save Sinners.
Say with all Humility.
O Lord, I am the greatest and chiefest of sinners, but thou alone are the Propitiation for my sins.
After the Preface is ended, Therefore with Angels, and Arch-Angels, &c. Use this Ejaculation.
I will evermore praise thy Name, O thou that dwellest in the Heavens from the rising up of the Sun, until the going down of the same, and will Laud and Magnifie thy Holy Name, now, and forever.
When the Prayer of Consecration is said, and the Minister reads the Words of Christs Institution, and you see him Order the Bread and the Wine repeat this.
O Lord, thou hast provided two distinct Pledges of thy Love, to us Poor sinners, who had been utterly lost, had not thy Almighty goodness found out a Remedy to Save us.
When thou seest the Bread broken and the Wine poured out. Say.
Thus was thy Holy Body broken for my sins upon the Tree of shame, and thy Side was Pierced with a Spear, which gushed forth Blood; thus wast thou Wounded for my Transgressions, and Bruised for mine iniquities, but by thy Stripes I am healed.
When the Minister Receives in both kinds.
O Lord, Purifie and Cleanse my Heart by thy Holy and Blessed Spirit, and prepare my Soul to Receive thee, the great God of Heaven and Earth: Come Holy Jesus, and take Possession of my Soul, Purifie it with thy pretious Blood, and dwell therein for ever. Amen.
Immediately before Receiving.
Grant me, O Blessed Lord, [Page 118]so to Eat the Flesh of thy dear Son Christ Jesus, and to Drink his Blood, that my sinful Body may be made Clean by his Body, and my Polluted Soul washed through his most pre [...]ious Blood.
II. O Lord Purifie my Heart and Mind. Strengthen my Faith, and encrease my Charity; for though I am weak, though I am unworthy, though I am unprofitable, yet I am thy Servant: Lord, hear my Prayers, and let my Cry come unto thee.
III. O Lord thou hast said, that he that Eateth thy Flesh, and Drinketh thy Blood, hath Eternal Life.
Behold the Servant of the Lord, be it unto me, according to thy Word.
When the Minister presents thee the Holy Bread, say softly after him.
The Body of our Lord Jesus [Page 119]Christ which was given for me, preserve my Body and Soul unto everlasting Life.
Here take the Bread with Reverance, and proceede.
I take and Eat this in remembrance, that Christ Died for me, and will Feed on him in my Heart, with Faith and Thanksgiving.
When you Eat the Bread, say.
By thy Crucified Body, Deliver me I humbly beseech thee from this Body of Sin and Death.
After the Bread.
O Blessed Jesu, this Holy Bread, which I thy most unworthy Servant, have now Received, is that Bread which came down from Heaven, and giveth Life unto the World: O that I may now feel its Virtue, [Page 120]and Efficacy, in Elevating up my Soul to Heaven, and there to have my Conversation fixt, whilst I remain on this sordid Earth, that when I shall be taken from hence, I may have my Consummation and Bliss, in thy Celestial Mansions, there to behold thy Face in Glory, who art now the Food of my Soul in Grace; O Lord, my God, and my Redeemer. Amen.
Before Receiving the Cup.
What reward shall I give unto the Lord; for all the benefits he hath done unto me? I will take the Cup of Salvation, and call upon the Name of the Lord; I will pay my Vows now in the Presence of all his People.
When you receive the Cup of Blessing from the Minister say with all humility after him.
The Blood of our Lord Jesus Christ, which was shed for me, preserve my Body and Soul unto everlasting life.
Here take the Cup with Reverence and proceed.
I Drink this in Remembrance, that Christs Blood was shed for me, and am thankful.
After the Cup.
O let this most pretious Blood of thine Purge away the Filthiness of my Corrupt Heart, and Purifie the Dross of my Guilty Conscience, from all Luke-warm, and Dead Works, to serve thee, the living God, in Holiness and Righteousness, all the days of my life.
Then Meditate.
O Lord may this Holy and Blessed Sacrament, of thy most [Page 122]pretious Body and Blood, which I (though much unworthy, by reason of my manifold sins) have now received, Seal unto my Soul, both Pardon and Peace, and that now being made whole, I may sin no more.
II. O Lord, most holy, I do verily believe, thy Body was Crucified, and thy Hands and Feet Bored through, and that thy Blood was shed out of thy Body, and a Spear run into thy Blessed Side; as really as I have Received this Bread, and this Wine separately; for the perfect Remission of all my sins, and I believe, that in the Receiving this Bread and Wine, I have spiritually Received thy Body and Blood, whereby my sins are wholly washed away, and my sinful Soul refreshed and Purified: O Lord, this I believe, O help my unbelief.
III. LORD, now lettest tho [...] thy Servant depart in Peace according to the Word.
For mine Eyes have seen thy Salvation, which thou hast prepared before the Face of all People.
To be a Light to Lighten the Gentiles, and the Glory of thy People Israel.
Glory be to the Father, &c.
As it was in the begining, &c.
Meditations whilst others [...]re a Communicating.
Blessed are they that dwell in thy House, and are fed, though it be with the Crums that fall from thy Table.
Happy are those Servants; whom when their Lord cometh he shall find so doing.
Behold, thou art whole, sin no more, least a worst thing happen unto thee!
As you have therefore received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk ye in him, Col. 2.6.
Blessed be the Holy and Ʋndivided Trinity, now, and for ever more. Amen.
When thou art going Home, and seest an Object of Charity, remember Psal. 41.1.
Blessed is the Man that provideth for the Sick and needy, the Lord shall deliver him in the time of Trouble.
Sunday Evenings Meditations at Home, after Receiving the Holy Sacrament.
O Lord, when ever I enter thy Holy Temple, let me leave behind me my Bargains and Business, and carry nothing thither but Adoration for thy Majesty, and Prayers for my necessities: thou who didst open the Mouths of little Children to praise thee; enable the weakness of me thy Servant to Obey thee: Lord I am thy Temple, and should be Consecrated [Page 125]intirely to thy Service: Enter O Gracious Jesu! into my Heart, and throughly purge me from all impieties.
II. GOOD God! How tenderly dost thou Consult to preserve us Wretches! How kindly resolve to send even thine own, thine only, thy Beloved Son to Redeem us? This is our Lord's doing, and 'tis marvelous in our Eyes. But, O! How did our graceless World entertain him then? and how does it now? Yet still he continues his Correspondence with us, and daily comes to meet us on his Holy Altars; he there Feasts our Souls, with his Body and Blood, and Chears our Hearts with his Holy Spirit.
III. O the indulgent Providence of our God! How many ways has he contrived to save us! How many Messengers has he sent to instruct our Ignorance! How many Embassador, to reclaim us to our Duty! [Page 126]What could an insinite Power and Goodness do, that he has not done! What could the Vilest Ingratitude do, that we have not done! often he sends a Blessing to invite our Love, and we abuse it into Pride and Wantonness; sometimes he sends a Cross to Check our Vanity, and we turn it into Murmuring and Dis-Obedience.
IV. LORD, Grant that I may persevere in Grace, and with all humble Obedience, learn how to carry my self in all my Necessities; let me go to my God with Fear and Reverence, let me Prostrate my self at his Sacred Feet, and with an humble Confidence, say to his Mercy, Lord if thou wilt, thou canst bring it to pass; all I am concern'd to fear is, my person is unworthy, or the things I Petition for, unfit to be granted; else I securely may relie on thy Bounty; and withthe least doubt, say to thy Power, [Page 127]that nothing to thee is Impossible.
As I have received Christ Jesus the Lord, so will I walk in him, Col. 2.6.
A Prayer of Thanksgiving, after Receiving of the Sacrament.
To be Used at Home.
O Thou Infinite Ocean of Mercy from whence flows all the benefits, we receive, and enjoy, and to whome all Praise, Glory and Honour, is most due; I desire with all the most highest Affections, of a sincere Heart, to Laud, and Bless thee for those Transcendent Mercies and Blessings, thou hast at this time and at all others bestowed upon me; [Here Name the Particular Mercies.] Lord what is Man? even poor sinful Dust and Ashes, [Page 128]that thou shouldest thus Regard him, as to send thy welbeloved Son into the World, to purchase his Redemption, even with the Price of his own most Precious Blood? but Lord, what am I the vilest of sinners, that I should partake in this Attonement, wh [...] have so often Trampled him under my Feet?
II. O the Riches and fulness of thee my Saviour, who hast now admitted me to the renewing of that Covenant I entered into at my Baptism, but have since by my own perverseness so often broken, that I who am unworthy of the Daily Bread which I Eat to support the Body, should participate of this Spiritual Bread which nourisheth the Soul to Eternal Life, and that the God of Holiness should Condescend to so Vile a Wretch! O Lord, I beseech thee, suffer me not for the time to come to turn thy Grace into Wantonness, or make thy Mercy an Occasion of Carnal Security, but let this wonderful [Page 129]loving kindness of thine win me to Obedience, that since my Saviour hath Suffered and Dyed for me, I may no longer live unto my self, but to him.
O Lord, thou hast now been pleased to enter my Heart, O never let me permit any one Lust to Chase thee from it, but as thou hast so dearly bought me with thy pretious Blood, do I beseech thee, still keep possession of me, and suffer no unclean thing to take me out of thy keeping; to this purpose be thou Graciously pleased to be Vigilant ever me, and Prosect me from all my Ghostly Enemies; but more especially deliver me from the Deceitfulness of my own Heart, which is ever ready to yield it self a Prey: And where thou perceivest I am either by Nature or Custom most Prone and Weak, there I beg of thee to exalt thy Power in preserving me. [Here Name thy greatest Temptation.]
IV. O let the Sufferings of my [Page 130]Crucified Saviour for my sins, and the Solemn Vow I have have now made against them, never slip from my Memory, but let the remembrance of the one make me perform the other, that I may never engage with those Lust, which Nailed his Hands and Feet, Pierced his Side, and made his Soul sorrowful to Death. But now having a new resigned my self to him, I may serve him in Righteousness and Holiness, all the days of my Life.
V. LORD, support my Weakness in this warfare, and be thou my Strength, for I am not able to struggle with the least Temptations. How often have I fainted in the Encounter? How many Sabbaths have I profaned, and how many Sacramental Vows have I broken? And yet, O Lord, I carry about me the same deceitful Heart to betray me to the breach of this last Duty. But O thou, who art for e [...]e [...] u [...]changeable, e [...]due me, I [...] beseech [Page 131]thee with such a stedfastness of mind, that I may never swerve from thy Commandments, but bring forth Fruits meet for Re: pentance, that I may arrive to Life Eternal, through the Merits, and Mediation of my Crucified Lord, and Saviour. Amen.
VI. Almighty God, who hast promised to hear the Petitions of them that ask in thy Sons Name; I beseech thee mercifully to incline thine Ears to me that have made now my Prayers and Supplications unto thee, and grant that those things which I have faithfully asked according to thy Will, may effectually be obtained, to the relief of my Necessity, and to the setting forth thy Glory, through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.
VII. Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that I am able to ask or think, according to the Power that worketh in me, unto him be Glory in the Church [Page 132]by Christ Jesus, throughout all Ages, World without End. Amen.
The Grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, and the Love of God, and the Sweet and Comfortable Felowship of his Holy and Blessed Spirit be with me, and remain with me, now and forever. Amen.