Doct. 1.
The dayes of Men are numbred, it is appointed for all Men once to Die.
[Page 59]I shall endeavour to open the point and then apply it: for the opening of it, I shall enquire into the import of the phrase of numbring Dayes, or what is implied in this expression of numbring our Dayes.
1. This, that our Dayes are numbred does denote the shortness of them; pauperis est numer are pecus. Eternity cannot be numbred, what ever is in God is incomprehensible and innumerable, the Dayes of God are not to be numbred. We say he is a Poor man that can number his Flock, that can tell how many sheep and cattel he has, the Dayes of a Man are soon told they are quickly reckoned up, he that hath but a little skill in Arithmetick, may cast up the number, he that is but newly entered into the Table of Numeration may count them, if he know Units and Tens he may do it, he need not go as far as hundreds. David tells us how the account went in his Dayes, and since his time, the number is not increased, Sin has rather shortened them, and cut them off. The Dayes of our Years are threescore years and ten, Psa. 9.10 and if by reason of strength they be fourscore years, yet is their strength labour and sorrow, for it is soon cut off, and we stee away.
[Page 60]2. It holds forth the fixedness of the bounds of them: the time of their ending is set and fixed, and there is no passing beyond those bounds which the Lord hath made; there is no altering, no removing of them, God is exact to his numbers, he will not upon any consideration revoke his decree and determination in this kind; Seeing his daies are determined, Job 13.5. the number of his Moneths are with thee, (purely in thy power) thou hast appointed his bounds that he cannot pass. The time of the Israelites captivity was out in the Night, and though in 430 years, as we use to say, a Day would break no square, much less a piece of a Night; yet, that the Lord might be exact to his own prefixed time, he will be at the charge to light them out rather than stay till the morning. So Belshazzar was slain in the night, because, as some think, then the Captivity was out. If a man could give all the World, he could not purchase one hour beyond his appointed time; Death's not to be delayed, it will not be bribed, it wil fetch a Man out of his bed at Midnight, and not stay till Morning, it will seize upon a Man, when he is abroad, and not suffer him to go home, [Page 61] and take his leave of his Family, and set his House in order; it will not give a Man time to make his Will, nor to speak a few words which might prevent abundance of trouble, and Law-suits that fall out about the division of his Estate; where-ever thou art, what ever thou art doing, when the minutes of thy Life are expired, Death strikes thee, and there is no avoiding it.
3. It sets forth the transitoriness, the slipperiness, the swiftness of our Daies. How does the Scripture labour for similitudes to set this forth! certainly to know and believe this is of very great importance to our Faith, or else the Spirit of God, would never gather so many illustrations from sense; it would be worth while to gather them up, and open them, but they are frequently done by others, and ly so obvious to your search, that I need not spend so much time about it; only give me leave, seeing it is a business of so great consequence, and so very little minded, to deal a little plainly and pathetically with you. Alas, alas, where is that Professor, that sits down and seriously thinks with himself, how swiftly his time passes away? who knows not that time is short, and passes swiftly away [Page 62] away it is a theme for School-Boyes; ay but let me tell you, few consider it, or live under the power of it; it is a Meditation fit for the best Saint upon Earth, and without dispute to live in the right belief of it, would be an especial and principal means to recover the power of Godliness which is so much decayed in this last age.
Do you think that Professors could be so Formal, and Secure, and Worldly, if they lived every day as their last, and performed every Duty as their last? would there not be more Zeal, and Life, and Love, and Heavenly-mindedness? Do you believe that we spend our years as a Tale that is told, as a Word, as a Meditation, swifter than a Weavers Shuttle; That our life is as wind, and vanisheth away as the Cloud: That our dayes are swifter than a Poste, You know how swift a Poste is, he passes by so fast, you can take no notice of him, you get but a glimpse of him, you could not know him again if you saw him; so do our dayes post away, how are we hurried in haste, haste, post-haste from one thing to another! poste to Bed at night, put off your Clothes, post-hast, poste up in the morning and put them on again; pst to your [Page 63] Meals, and post from them again; post to your business, and post from it; how do Sabbaths; and Sermons, and Opportunities post by, and that in such hast, that you cannot remember them when they are gone! it may be in twenty four hours you have forgot all. How many Sermons that you have heard have lived a moneth with you? What was the Message of God to you this day moneth? the Matter as it was passing by did much affect you, you were much taken with it, and thought you should have known, and remembred that matter as long as you had lived; but it seems it went by in such haste, the time of the Meeting passed away so swiftly, that it has happened to you, as to a man that looks his natural Face in a Glass, Jam. 1.24he beholdeth himself, and goes away, and straight way forgets what manner of man he was; so you have forgotten what manner of matter it was that you heard, that you were so affected with, and melted under, that your Soul did so fully close with, & you could so evidently witness to the truth of it; how lively, it was represented to you, how experimentally you did receive it, what goodness you tasted in it and thought that [Page 64] taste would have never gone out of your mouth; now no impression remaining, the Text and every word of the Sermon so posted away, so far gone that they cannot be recalled or recovered. If a Painter would take the Picture of a Man, the Man must sit in a steady posture, but our Comforts perish in the using, they are not sitting Comforts; we are so interrupted, crowded, that we get little of the company and enjoyment of them Solomon had a mind to have the comfort of Wine, and he got it alone, for he acquainted his heart with Wisdom, and was freed from those excesses, extravagances, and disturbances which commonly keep company with the drinkers of Wine, but he concludes that all was vanity and vexation of Spirit, and there was no profit under the Sun. A man can have no time to sit with his comfort and enjoy them, but he is either interrupted, or the comfort is gone. But to leave this Similitude, he sayes, his dayes are swifter than a Post: It is well observed by Mr. Caryl, that a Poste staies to change Horses, but the Chariot of the Sun, which is the natural measure of time, never staies, but is in continual motion: I might add this also, that the [Page 65] Artificial Measures of Time, which are continued by men, are in continual motion; the Sands in the Hour-glass are always running, or else it is of no use; the Wheels in the Clock and Watch are alwayes moving, or else they are of no use at all; if the Watch be down, it is good for nothing, for it's only use lies in motion. You may see this Similitude of a Post excellently laid open by Mr. Caryl upon the place, as also those two more which they find in Job 9.26. My dayes are passed away as the swift ships, & as the Eagle that hasteth to the prey. Ships upon the Sea under sail before the Wind pass away very swiftly, and leave no impression: The Eagle is a Bird of the strongest Wing, the swiftest Fowl, and a greedy Fowl; she soares alost, and is quick-sighted, and soares down upon her Prey, as a Thunderbolt, as a Bullet, as an Arrow, and she leaves no impression in the Air. Now, saies Job, My dayes are passed away as the Eagle that hasteth to the Prey. I shall forbear the Prosecution of other Similitudes; our dayes are compared to Smoke, to a Dream, to a Shepherds Tent, to a Vapour, to a Shadow, to a Flower, &c. the aptness of [Page 66] which Similitude I leave to your own considerations.
4. This, that our dayes are numbered does likewise imply thus much, that our work is numbred to our day, our work is cut out for the day; God makes no empty dayes, as every day has its trouble, so every day has its work. To every thing there it a Season, Eccles. 3.1. and a time for every purpose under the Sun; and it is as true, that there is a purpose for every Season, as well as a Season for every purpose; and happy is that man that knows his Season for his purpose, and his purpose for his season, that knows his day for his work, and his work for his day, and does his dayes work upon his day; when our work is finished, then our dayes shall be ended: But alas for wicked men, their dayes end before they begin their work; they do work that God never allotted, or allowed any time for: There is a time to build, and a time to plant, and a time to morn, &c. but there is no time to sin. Some know their work yet do not do it, and these will be beater with many stripes: The great Correction-house of Hell is prepared for those that would not work whil'st they had [Page 67] day, and time, and light, and opportunity, and assistance, and whatever might have an influence upon the promoting of their work; Be sure thou examine the work thou art about, and ask thy self strictly these two Questions.
1. Is this work for any time, is it to be done at all?
2. Is this work proper for this time; does the work and the time correspond and suit one another? it may be sinful thoughts arise when thou art at Duty, let them know there is no time allotted for them, much less at such a time; it may be worldly thoughts come in about thy family and calling, let them know there is a time for them, but they must keep their place and due distance at such a season; perhaps some good thoughts may come in, which yet are not suitable to the work which thou art engaged in, tell them, they shall be encouraged in their proper time; God is a God of order and not of confusion and distraction; there is a time to Read, a time to Hear, a time to Meditate, a time to Pray, a time to confer about good things, and these duties help one another in their place and order. But it is not unusual for him that sometimes transforms himself into an [Page 68] Angel of light to inject even good things in an unseasonable manner which tend only to distraction, and not to edification and promoting Communion with Gods and he is a Wise Christian that knows how to manage himself, that there may be no interfering of duties. I cannot but break out and tell you, how hard a thing it is to be a right Christian, a Chriitian indeed, even-squared according to Gospel-rule and proportion. The misery of Man is great upon him, because he knows not his work and his time; the Devil takes, great advantage of poor Christians that have strong affections and but weak judgments, and does so bewilder them and cast such mists in their way, even upon this very account that we are speaking of, that I begin not to wonder at the many complaints I daily hear from Christians of unbelief, unprofitableness under ordinances and the means of grace discontentedness & falling out with their conditions; they are much unacquainted with their proper, work in its proper season; Satan is a Spirit of disorder and confusion, and he knows how to entangle the belt duty thou doest, and perplex the most regular exercise of thy Graces: the only way thou hast to help [Page 69] thy sely is seriously to consider, whether this and the other notion and suggestion comes from God; is this according to rule, does the Gospel bid me think this, and speak this, and do this; to the Law and to the testimony. Let me take my Bible into my hand, and see whether I can find a fixed, a stated rule for such imaginations, for such perplexities, for such becalmings, for such expressions and actions; what faith the Scripture; and how readest thou; my Lord and Saviour answered the Devil still, with a Scriptum est, Mat. 24 22. it is written; if I cannot tell him, it is written? I may ask him the question, is it written? Dost thou speak from the Word of God? Dost not thou wrest the Word of God? Dost not thou add nor diminish? Does the Lord indeed require and call for this thing at my Hands? is it any part of that work that he has appointed for me in my Day, that I should at any time distrust him, or look upon his care as insufficient either for my Soul or Body? are not the alsufficient merits of the Lord Jesus tendered to me without any exception, but what I make within my self? Does not he command me to believe, and is not this my proper work that I shoud be found labouring [Page 70] in? is there one in the Book of God that does incourage me to question either his ability or willingness to save me? it is the work of Satan to make obstructions in a Man's own self, and then to lay them at God's door; but is it any part of my work to believe him of regard him? it is thy every dayes work to believe with all thy Heart; and if thou canst say, that thou art willing to give up thy self to the Lord Jesus be saved and sanctified by him, to be pardoned and purged by him, to bring nothing to him, to keep nothing from him, to deny thy sinful self, thy righteous self, and (if he call for it) thy natural self; thou mayest conclude thou art in thy proper work which is suitable for every season, and that thou art observing the order of God, and appointment the Lord Jesus; Job. 6.29. for, This is the work of God, saith our Lord, that ye believe on him whom he hath sent. And what ever it is that does obstruct and hinder this work, comes from Satan and not from God; it is a work that was never numbred out by God for thee to do for it is according to his mind and pleasure, that every one should say as his Apostle Paul did, the Life that I live it is [Page 71] by Faith in the Son of God; and the work that I do, is to be alwaies exercising and putting forth Acts of Faith upon the Lord Jesus. And as for the concerns of my Body, is it any part of my work or duty, according to Gospel-rule, to be carking, and caring, and vexing my self, how I shall maintain that; what I should Eat and Drink, and wherewithal I should be Cloathed? has not he engaged his Providence for me? is not his express word, and is it not my proper work to believe it? be content with such things as ye have. Heb. 13.5 For be hath said, I will never leave thee nor forsake thee. Hath he given me a Kingdom, and will not he give me a staff to walk to that Kingdom? as I have heard it well observed by a worthy Minister, will he give me Heaven, and will not give me Earth? will he give me an inheritance and will he not give me spending money? can I trust him for my Soul, and can I not trust him for my poor frail Body? Is not food and ralment within the Covernant as well as life and Salvation? Did he ever put me upon such work as this, as to get my own Breads, and leave me to my own Hands. Its true, as he has told me, that in the sweat [Page 72] of my Brows I must eat my Bread; but he never said I should do it in the care and trouble, and grief of my Heart, I must work indeed, but the care of me lies with him, he is bound to maintain me, it is not my labour, but his blessing that must do it.
I am but a journy-man, the work is not mine but his; I must be at his allowance, he has: set me my dimensum, my task; and it is purely in his disposal how I must be maintained, what he will give me of these outward things, whether much or little: he knows best my constitution; what I can bear, what may be convenient for my passage; what may be helping and not clogging in my journey to Heaven, and if I have but little of the present World; I must not call it Poverty, but Discipline. I conclude therefore, it was never intended by the Lord to be any part of my work, or to take up any part of my time, to sret and perplex my self, how I should have provisions to carry me or my Family through the wilderness of this World. But to proceed, this very thing of not numbring the work to the day, and so answering the design of God in giving the day, is that which proves fatal [Page 73] to Persons and People, and becomes their utter ruine.
How does our Saviour weep over Jerusalem and breaks out into these mournful expressions. Sayings, If thou hadst known even thou at least in this thy day, the things which belong unto thy peace, but now they are hid from thine eyes. For the day shall come upon thee, that thine Enemies shall cast a trench about thee, and compass thee round, and keep thee in on every side; and shall lay thee even with the ground, and thy Children within thee, and they shall not leave in thee, one stone upon another. Good Lord, what is the cause of all this misery? why will thou deal so severely with thine own and only People? surely there is some great things in the bottom; What have they done? Dost thou ask what have they done? It, is for something they did not do when they had an opportunity on purpose given for doing of it. Because thou knewest not the time of thy visitation. God gave them his Ordinances, the means of Grace, he waited a great while upon them, to see whether they would profit under them, and prove an holy and reformed People; but they not minding the Lord's end in being at such charge [Page 74] with them, continued a careless, formal, worldly, contentious, and a very unholy sinful People; yea, grow worse and worse, therefore &c. The Lord help us, my Brethren, to know the day of our visitation, our tranquillity is lengthened out, our liberties continued, we enjoy Sabbaths, and Sermons, and Ordinances, one Exhortation and Admonition after another, precept upon precept, warning after warning; we have also some lesser corrections and chastisements intermingled, and what is all this for? Eccles. 2.1.3 that we should bring forth fruit to God, that we should become an heavenly and serious People, that our Faith might grow exceedingly, and the charity of every one of us all towards each other might abound.
But if we go on as we do, bringing forth so many truits of the flesh, remain carnal, frothy, so lukewarm, & indifferent in the things of Religion, dead under the opportunitie of life, with so much formally in Duties & under Ordinances, turning as a door upon the hinges, neither well with the means of Grace, nor well without them: with so much outside in our services and performances, so little presling after inward communion, [Page 75] with God with so little zeal for the Name and Honour, and Truths of God, so little sence of the sins of others, to mourn over them reprove them, of the suffering of others, to mourn with them, and bear their burthens; so great lovers of the World, so desirous of having much, so little contented with our conditions; (what, never an Heart moved yet at the hearing of all this, is there none cry guilty) so unjust, equivocating, overreaching, and unwatchful over our tongues in trading and bargaining; so little thinking of the Royal rule, to do as we would be done by so vain in our Discourses, so upcircumspect in our Conversations, so sensual and unmortified, such giving liberty to the flesh, indulging and making provision for it, so comformable to the World, with such Symptoms of Pride in Heart and habit, with so much envying one another, back-biting and evil speaking, so little true Hearty Gospel-love amomg Professor and Christians, that all pretend to be followers of the same Christ, and hope to live in one Heaven, with so much carnality; in having the Faith of Christ with respect of persons, in being factions and making parties and sidings, [Page 76] and keeping up Nick-names in Religion, (a sore evil) so sparing and niggardly in your Almes-deeds: and which is the ground of all the former, so little in your own Hearts by self-reflexion, self-examination, self-humbling, abhorring and abasing; and lastly; so little delight and joy in God, and a continual eyeing and looking up to the person of Jesus Christ who is at God's right hand, at the Glory he is in, the work he is there doing for his Saints, intercedeing and preparing; together with the great Power and Glory he shall shortly appear in, Heb. 9.28 when he comes the second time to Salvation and judgement. I say, if we shall continue thus guilty, as you have heard in the particulars mentioned, and many more I might add, together with the daily grieving the Holy Spirit of God by not praying for it, not watching, obeying, and quenching its motions; you may very suddenly expect such sharp and astonishing dispensation as make me even tremble at the very thoughts of them; read over the Book of the Lamentations, and weep as thou reads: I remember what the Prophet said to Hazael, you may turn to it, 2 Kings 8.11, 12. Take another Text or two to shew of what [Page 77] concern it is, that men should know how to number their works to their time and season, Rev. 2.21, 22. And I gave her space to repent of her Fornication, and she repented not, bebold I will cast her into a bed; and them that commit Adultery with her into great tribulation, except they repin of their deeds, and I will kill her Children with Death, and all the Churches shall know, that I am he which searcheth the reins and Heart; and I will give to every one of according to your work. Do you English and apply this Text, you have heard it read to you; but hold sits before you leave it, pray tell us what should be the meaning, of that expression: and all the Churches shall know &c. God forbid that there should be any Churches or members that should not be right in this principle, to acknowledge God to be the searcher of the Heart.
The Omniscieney of God is confessed by all that are not professed Atheists; but cannot tell what to make of that expression, that all Churches shall knows; if it had been thus, and all the World shall know, or all the wicked of the Earth shall know, or, & all the Enemies of God shall know, we should not have wondred at it; give us your thoughts about it truly, Friends, I cannot but be troubled [Page 78] at what my present apprehensions are will tell you what the Lord sets upon my Spirit, his Blessing go along with in there is in Churches so much lukewarmness, such resting in formes and external services, such sinful tolerations, and hearing with sin, such keeping and covering iniquity in the skirts of Churches not making use of Gospel-rule; to keep themselves clean and pure, and to purge out Iniquity; as here the Church of Thyatira suffered that Woman Jozabe which called her self a Prophetess to teach & seduce my Servants to commit Formcation, & to eat things sacrificed to Idol I say there is such failings in member of Churches, so little exercise of Discipline, such Hypocrisy, so little love to and care of one another, so little of the Power and Life of Godliness that it makes it too apparent, that the Lord is not so acknowledged and owned to be the searcher of the Heart, so as he ought to be; external priviledges are so trusted to without eyeing God in them, such things are done and suffered in short; so little fear, reverence and delight and so much shew, officiousness, outside, external pomp, as if the Lord were indeed like one of us, taken with appearance [Page 79] and looked to no more than barely the work done; nay, indeed as if he were like one of the Idol gods of the Heathens, that had eyes and saw not, ears and heard not; as if things might be concealed and kept from him. There is no respect of Persons with God, when he comes into the Church, he has not regard to him, that wears the goldring, or him that that fits in the highest place, or her that wears the best gown; but to him or her that is of a pure, holy, contrite, humble Heart, that fears God, and trembles at his word: not hath he laid down one rule for the rich, and another for the poor; no Man's greatness can compound for him to have abatements made to be connived at and little notice taken of him, if he do make a trip, or prove a little slack in his place & duty. And now observe what follows in the very next words; and all the Churches shall known &c. And I will give to every one of you according to your Works; I will deal with you not according to your fair shews, and fine appearances, and specious pretences, and good language, and honest expressions: trust ye not in lying Words,Pro. 7.4 Saying, the Temple of the Lord the Temple of the Lord &c, the Church [Page 80] the Church-priviledges. I will examine your waies and your doings, whether they be suitable to your Profession, your practice answerable to the Principal you hold, then I will bless you and dwell with you, and make you my rest and habitation; but if I find you to be such as are evil doers, that commit iniquity, that fail in the weightier matters of the Law, in the execution of Judgment and Justice and Mercy. See ver. 5.6, 7. if you are worldly and carnal, and do not make streight steps for your feet, then I must punish you as Sinners, I must be just; I must respect my own Name. You only have I known of all the Families of the Earth, therefore will I punish you for all your Iniquities. I must not be partial, to allow sin in a Child, and punish it in a stave, to judg sinners and let Saints go free when they transgress: your relation to me, your priviledges cannot save you from the rod. I have heard it excellently observed by one, that the Temple of the Lord was never intended to be a Sanctuary for the prophane and unholy, to save them from the hand of Justice;Mr. W. let no wicked Person from hence take occasion (as the Lord knows they are too apt in this loose corrupt Genetation) [Page 81] to blaspheme the waise and Saints of God; because the People of God have their sailings, and there are Hypocrites among them (as there was one Judas in Christ's Family) therefore they make a mock of Holy Profession; and Saintship; and please themselves to play upon the borders of that unpardonable sin; they do deride the very Actings and Breathings of the Holy Spirit of God, because of some that are but pretenders to it, but never had it; let me tell thee, O thou that draws such consequences and conclusions, that the Gospel is an Holy Gospel, Religion is a real and substantial thing.
There are Ordinances of Chirist, which we must be walking and waiting upon God in; and if we that profess the Gospel do not walk according to it, we must repent and sue out our pardon; God will scourge and correct us severely, as he has done in all Ages, and we must justify him in it; and he will make us know, that it is an evil and a bitter thing to depart from God, and to bring reproach upon Religion and the Name of God, and to open the mouths of such as thou art. [Page 82] I will not name thee, but would willingly know by what name thou conceives thy self to be called in Scripture and would desire others that they would likewise consult Scripture, and find out thy Character there; but I would tell thee further before we part that if we do transgress, we pay dear for our sin; Repentance is too great a rate to be given for the most profitable Corruption upon Earth; we are chastened of the Lord, that we might not be condemned with the World: Besides, know this, that if we be true Saints, though we may have our infirmites, and must repent of them consequently; so antecedently, we must be such as do sincerly resolve against all sin, that do not allow, or indulge our selves in the least evil, that carefully avoid and shum the occasions of sins, that hate every false way; We must be such as must have respect to all Gods Commandements according to our Light in them, and Knowledge of them, not be found neglecting any thing that we know to be a Duty; we should be very careful of our words, how we spend our time, and be continually preparing for our dying hour. And if there be such as are indeed very Hypocrites among [Page 83] us, as there has been in all Ages; and will be to the end of the World, and no avoiding it; (for we cannot know mens hearts; and for external Worship and Holiness, a wicked man may do them as well as a Saint nay, a Hypocrite may possible do them better than a Saint, because he does not carry weight with him, he takes no heed to the heart, which is the principal thing in a Duty) I say grant there be such, if they discover themselves in gross impieties, and prove obstinate; the Gospel has given Rules for Admonitions, sharp and cutting Reproofs, even to the quick for withdrawing from them, Titus 3. [...] for casting them out of the Society of Gods people, and Gospel-Professors, and delivering of them up to Satan; and if they do remain covered and concealed till the Judgement of the great day, then the Lord will discover them, and them a portion in the lowest place in Hell.
The Scripture seems to make them the freeholders and first-born of Hell, Mat. 24.51. He will appoint him his portion with the Hypocrites, there shall be weeping and ganshing of teeth. Well therefore, thou mightest spare thy self the expence of a great many words; for business [Page 84] is quickly summed up; either thou calls a true Saint an Hypocrite, because of his infirmites, and some Hyporisite which discovers it self in him, which he repents of, which the Lord gives him a pardon for, cleanses him from, and at last receives him to his Glory; and if this be thy Case, I am much afraid thou wilt come under the last of that Scripture, which I will take the pains to turn to; it is in the Epistle of Jude ever. 14, 15. Behold, the Lord cometh, with ten thousand of his Saints, to execute vengeance upon all, and to convince all that are ungodly among them, of all their ungodly deeds, which they have ungodly committed, and of all their bard speeches which ungodly sinner have spoken against him; But
Secondly, If this be thy Case, that thou calls those Hypocrites that are indeed so, what need thou be so concerned, both God and Man are against them, they have shame here; however, the Lord does most severely tourment them to all Eternity; thou might spare thy bad Language, they are punished enough without it. But
Thirdly, If this be thy mind, to take occasion hence to speake evil of Religion, and holy Profession, the Graces and [Page 85] Fruits of the Spirit, & make a mock and derision of all these, that because many men that pretend to Religion, are very wicked men, therefore to cast off all Religion, and Zeal, and Love to God, and Faith in Christ Jesus, and the workings of the Spirit, as Fancies and Shadows having no substance or reality in them; then I must needs say, that thou art in the high way to Atheism; and I do nor know how I am fallen upon it, but I cannot possibly avoid it, according to my casting up the Account, it amounts to neither more nor less, thou art a down-right Atheist: I did not think I should have had occasion to have used this word, for I do not love words that carry reflection with them; I have been studying the ninth Verse of the Epistle of Jude, railing Language does not become my Mouth; I confess I may be mistaken in my casting up, and I should be glad to see where my Errour lay, that I may rectifie it; I can say I love Truth better than Opinion, or my own Conception and Imagination. Methinks I hear thee disowning the name and thing, & pleading for Righteousness; and Honesty, and Worship, and Sacraments; &c. The truth is, thou hast now [Page 86] confimed me fully in judgment of thee; for the Scripture is not more express in any thing than in discovering a sort of people that plead for a Form of Godlinese, that they may more effectually oppose the power of it; that use the name of God, that they may fight against the Nature, Word, and Works of God; that pretend to set up Christ, that they may destroy his Person and all his Offices; Men of corrupt minds, Tim. 11.3. Titus 1.16 Phil. 3.19.reprohate concerning the Faith; That profess they know God, but in works deny him, being abominable, disobedient, and to every good work reprobate; Enemies to the Cross of Christ. If so be then that thou art an Atheist, the Scripture in plain terms calls thee a Fool, Psal. 14.1. Thou hast read the place, but I will read it to thee again, The Fool hath said in his heart, there is no God; He has no fear of God no awe of the great God upon, his Spirit, no sense of his Holiness, Power, Justice, Omnisciency his Word, his Will, his Works, what he hath done, what he will do; what joy he hath laid up for the Serious, Sincure, Humble seekers of him, and that truly believe on the name of his Son, and are careful to maintain good Works; what torment he has prepared for the [Page 87] wicked, and disobedient, and those that believe not and obey not the Gospel, which he has revealed and sufficiently made it evident to be his will. But I must leave thee and answer thee no more having respect to both those Rules of the Spirit of God, given forth by Solomon; Prov. 26, 4, 5. Answer not a fool &c. What I have more to say about thee, shall be only to God, so as I am taught Jude 9. the last words of the verse. I now return from whence I have digressed beyond my purpose and intention, but sometimes we may be most in our way when we seem to be out of it: the Lord has various methods; a word out of course, a word by the way, sometimes does more good, as God can bless it, than that which seems to lie most direct and in order, intended and prepared: I am an admirer of Method, and am no friend to Foolish Preachings to impertinencies, and repetitions that proceed frorn emptiness and barrenness of matter, but, I must confess, I have often thought what there might be in the foolishness of Preaching; it pleases God by the foolishness of Preaching, to save that do Believe. When a gust of the Spirit comes, when zeal and Affections are stirring, and [Page 88] transport a Man, he is driven out of his road.
But to the points I was telling you the great danger Men were brought into, when they did not lay hold of their season and opportunity, did not number their work for their day, were not wise but foolish, in letting time go and leaving work undone. I have one Scripture more which I have promised you, and that is in Rom. 2.4.5. Or despisest thou the riches of his goodness, and forbearance, and long-suffering, not knowing that the goodness of God leadeth thee to Repentance? But after thy hardness and impenitent Heart, treasurest up unto thy self wrath, against the day of wrath, and revelation of the righteous judgment of God. The Lord did spare thee, and continued thy life to thee, day after day: thou hadst much time, and many advantage, and thou didst not consider for what end God did this to thee: he laid out time for thee, and thou shouldest have laid out work for that time, have filled the vessel of time with good actions, the fruits of Righteousness that thou mightest have said with the Spouse, Here are all manner of pleasant Fruits new & old, which I have laid up for thee! O my Beloved. But instead [Page 89] of this, thou art laying a foundation for everlasting misery by thy hardness and impenitency; thou art doing a work which thou wilt find wages for, the wages of unrighteousness. Because to every purpose there is a time and judgment, Eccles. 8.6, 7, 8, 9.12 therefore is the misery of Man great upon him; For he knoweth not that which shall be, for who can tell him when it shall be? For Man knoweth not his time, as the Fishes that are taken in an evil net, and as the Birds that are caught in the snare; so are the Sons of Men snared in an evil time, when it falleth suddenly upon them.
I now come to the Application.
Ʋse 1.
Are our dayes numbred in this sence as you have heard, then it affords matter of Humiliation to Saints, & Churches, that they have not numbred their Daies and their work better; truly my Brethren we had better confess our own sins, than have other folks to confess them, to charge our selves is the way to be discharged both by God and Man. I have sometimes thought that if the People of God had been more in condemning [Page 90] themselves, they would not have been so much condemned by the World; let us say as the Church of old, As for our transgressions we know them. I remember what I have met with in a learned Author, who writing freely of the faults and miscarriages of Ministers, comes to answer an Objection which Ministers, comes to might make against his publishing their failings to the World, who were so ready to be offended with them, and to stumble at every thing; or if he would have discovered them, he might have writ in Latine, and so they might have been concealed from vulgar notice; he answers to this purpose, saies he, if we had sinned in Latine, then our Sins might have been reproved in Latine; but seeing our failings have been obvious, let out acknowledgements, Confessions and Repentace be so too; it is no disparagement or lessening to any Man that is guilty, to make confession, but an effectual way to remove Reproach and Scandal, and to silence accusers: accusations have little place either with God or Man, where persons are willing to accuse themselves; though there are some that are come to that height of Wickedness in this Age, which is so fruitful [Page 91] of Monsters; that take occasion from the confessions of sin which God's People make to him, to charge them, as it were out of their own Mouths as the vilest Creatures on Earth; to draw out an accusation against them out of their own Confessions; a Bill of inditement against them, from what they do acknowledge of themselves: but these Men are little acquainted with the Scriptures, and the Mystery of Godliness. The Lord tells us that his waies are not as our waies, nor his thoughts as our thoughts. He that confesseth and forsaketh his sin shall find Mercy; by God's own appointment confession is clearing. Indeed I grant that among Men, confession of the party is evidence in Law; but in the Court of God, at his Tribunal, confession of the party takes away evidence: there is no more danger of our confession of our sins to God, in the World's hearing, than of doing it; in private in Satan's hearing. Its against all reason to charge a Man that is charging himself; if you would take a way sins testimony, joyn testimony with it; among the Latines two Negatives make an affirmative, but among the Greek's, two affirmatives make a Negative; if the World accuse us, let [Page 92] us accuse our selves too, and this is the way to be cleared; a Christian is never so much in his Glory, as when he is justifying God, and condemning himself. It will silence the railing Rashakehs of this Age, for professors to charge themselves deeply and particularly before God; we have sinned, we have done foolishly, we have broken thy Covenant, we have sinfully complied, we have been too much partakers with wicked men of their wickedness, we have been unprofitable, careless, worldly, covetous, greedy after the World; with our tongues have we dishonoured God, and our Conversations have been such as have but given too much occasion to the Wicked to blaspheme; we have given them just cause to open their mouths against Religion for our sakes, we have not discovered that humility, meekness, impassionateness, weanedness from the world, mortification of fleshy lusts, that might have been attractive and alluring of others to a good likeing of the professing of the Gospel and Christianity; we have been seeking our selves, and setting up our selves, when we should have been seeking and setting up the interest of the Lord Jesus; we have practised [Page 93] that in our selves which we have condemned in others; and never any People had more pretious opportunities and improved them less; we have put Death far from us, and lived as if this world would never have an end, and as if the World to come would never have a Beginning &c.
Now for others to lay these things to our charge, makes us odious and ugly; But for us to charge our selves will make us look lovely and Beautiful: there is a vast difference between others speaking of us, and our own speaking of our selves though the words be the very same. The story of Jonah if another had writ it, would have made Jonah appear very deformed; but as he writes it himself, it rendershim a true penicent: let us lament our not doing our work in our day, our not minding our work and season and making them meet; what a deal of work might we have done more than we have, if we had forted, and counted, and numbred our work aright! we have been confounded as the Builders of Babel. We have done much that needed not have been done; and we have been doing of one thing when we should have been doing another; we have been repenting when we should have been believing, [Page 94] and believing when we should have been repenting; we have been caring when we should have been trusting; we have been weeping, when we should have been rejoicing, and rejoicing when we should have been mourning, we have been doing and undoing; and as a Man that has lost his way, travels hard, but is no nearer his journeys end, may it may be comes to the place, whence he first set forth. I assure you it is matter of trouble to consider what confusion we have brought our selves into, and upon our Spirits, for want of this wisdom to number our work-daies; we have been a disorderly People; we have not put our general and particular callings into good method, we do things in the first place which should be done in the second, and that in the second which ought to possess the first; let me tell you Earthly cares, will not sit comfortably and thrivingly in the first, nor Heavenly thoughts in the second, because the one will be too high, and the other too low for their elevation; it is a deslowring of early morning-time to; lodge the world with it, and it is a disgraceing of the things of God, to present them with the small reliques, and stale afterlings of your time, I am [Page 95] perswaded this is the very thing the Psalmist aimes at in this Text, that he might have wisdom to know his time and his work, and the proper work for the day; that time might not be done before the work was done; and that work might not be misplaced and mislaid; it must needs therefore be our great folly and loss, who are guilty of so much misplacing: why must worldly thoughts come in, in the morning as soon as thou art awake, and defile, blast, and canker thy Soul, when good thoughts would have edged it, prepared it, and put a savour, upon it which would not have worn off all day? why must thy counter come up stairs into thy closet, & the concerns of thy calling look upon thee whilst thou art praying and meditating and conversing with God, and about the condition and state of thy Soul, and its Everlasting well-being? we should be Heavenly-minded in Earthly imployments, and we are Earthly-minded in Heavenly imployments; get as much of Heaven as ever thou canst to attened thee in thy wordly matters, it will wonderfully facilitate and preosper thy work, it will make it go on with ease and pleasure; a Bible upon a loom or shop-board [Page 96] never hinders work; Meat and Morning Prayer never hinder work; holy ejaculations, and good discourse, will not weaken the hands that labour, a serious thought in the midst of thy worldly business never causes interruption or disorder.
And as you must take heed of misplaceing your work, so be careful you do not misplace the dispensations and providences of God to you, for this belongs to the numbring of your daies: for you are apt to call your good dayes your bad ones, and your worst dayes, your best. The account will never come even when receipts are placed as disbursments do not expect a right ballance; you have had many dayes of Affliction & Sorrow and pain, your hands have been, alwaies full; now if you reckon all these dayes as bad dayes, you do not number right. Again, you have had a few Sun-shine dayes, you have enjoyed prosperity, and you call these good dayes: whereas it may be these have been ensnaring and straitning to your Souls, and the former have been quickning, purging, cleansing, and inwardly comforting; the dayes which the Children of Israel spent in the Wilderness were not their worst [Page 97] dayes, for there the Lord fed them with manna, bread which came down from Heaven. The wilderness-grape is the sweetest grape, the best vineyards from thence; Rock-water is the purest water, and no honey so sweet as that which came out of the Lyon; though no affliction for the present seems joyous but grievous; Heb. 12.11 but the peaceable fruits of Righteousness which it yieldeth afterwards to them that are exercised therein, make amends for all: it may be when thou considers it well, Job 29.4. those dayes of thy youth when the secret of God was upon thy Tabernacle; thy Children about thee, when thou washed thy steps with butter, & the Rock poured thee out rivers of Oyl &c, will not be accounted & numbred for the best dayes; thou wilt see cause upon due reflection to confess, that thy Spirit was more dull and heavy, and slothful, thou was not so lively in duty, didst not enjoy so much Communion with God, as thou hast done in some other dayes that were more dark and cloudy, and at great deal more pinching, and painful to go through: thou mayest remember in those shining dayes what expence thy watchfulness put thee to. How thou was continually upon thy guard, lest [Page 98] thou should be ensnared, and thy affections be carried beyond due bounds; it's difficult case, where we are so desirous to drink much and yet can but bear little; to resist is troublesome, to yield is dangerous; to love the Creature no more than it should be, and to love God as much as he ought to be: thou canst tell likewise that in those other daves of straitness and want, and sicknese, and disgrace, and perplexity; though they were very ungrateful and unpleasing to the outward man, thou had frequent visits from God, corruption did not so work and stir in thy heart, Satan was not so busie to defile thee with his temptations; thou hadst many a comforable half-hour which no body saw or took notice of; thou couldest pray then, thou couldest pour out Prayer, thou wast all Prayer; thy Prayers came from thee like hot burning sparks out of a flaming furnace, or like darts out of a Gyants Hand, with such a jerk of the Spirit after them that they fell not a whit short of Heaven; what wrestling was there then of Faith, what strugling then of hope, what working and striving of patience! then thou came to know effectually the meaning of those Scriptures,
[Page 99]Hope maketh not ashamed, we are saved by hope, in patience possess ye your Souls; thou then felt more charity, more bowels, more compassion, more fellows-feeling of others troubles; then thou came to know better the meaning of that Text, which perhaps in thy fair Dayes thou never considered so much; Remember them that are in Adversity,Heb. 13as being your selves also in the Body, having paslible, weak Bodies subject to all the like miseries, which you see in others; and what the Preacher intended when he exhorts to give a portion to seven, and also to eight, for thou knowest not what evil shall be upon the Earth; whether such evil may not be in the World that, may bring thee to like need.
How was thou then weaned from the world, how didst thou contemn it, the pleasures, honours and riches of it! thou did experience the mutable and tranfitoty Nature of them, thou gave earnest heed to our Saviour's Counsel, Mat. 6 [...] Lay not up for your selves treasures on Earth where moth and rust corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal, but lay up for your selves treasures in Heaven where neither moth nor rust can corrupt nor thieves dig through and steal; and then [Page 100] thou conned over the Apostle Pauls hard lesson, 1 Cor. 7.29 and got it pretty perfect That they that had Wives should be a though they had none, they that rejoice as though they rejoiced not, they that buy as though they possessed not, for the fashion of this World passeth away. Thus though there was a decay upon thy outward-man by reason of Affliction, yet the inward man was renewed day by day; those dayes which helped thee nearer Heaven, and made thee more fit and more willing to die, were good dayes now painful and tormenting so ever they were in the passing through them; and those dayes which delighted thy fleshly desires and carnal part, which were very pleasant to the outward-man, but did make thee neglect duty or slubber it over, did deaden thy Spirit in it, and caused a decay in thy zeal, and Love and delight in God, and made thee less mindful of the great concerns of thy pretious Soul; those dayes though seemingly happy and blessed in their spending, were not so good dayes: be careful therefore of reckoning and numbring right about your conditions, and out ward states and beings in the World, and mourn over the disorder thou hast put [Page 101] thy self into, by not placing thy condition right, and placing thy self aright in it; but by bustling and quarrelling at some times with thy state, and thy over pleasedness again another time with it. Thou hast been still disturbing and doing harm both to thy self and others; what hard and loud words have passed between thee and thy adverse state? have hot some over-heard thee saying, that thou thought no Bodies condition was worse than thine; none so straitned, none so perplexed; what sickness thou didst undergo what pain thou went through, what poverty and pinching thou endured, what crosses every way thou met with; and wishing thou had had not been born, or that thou might quickly die, and be removed out of this troublesome World, or that God would but be so kind to thee, that thou might but live as such and such do, though their conditions are not looked on as the best &c?
And to answer this chiding temper, has not that witness for God in thy own Conscience, and of his kindness to thee in every condition, made this smart reply? Oh what a murmuring unbeleeving Creature art thou! What, nothing [Page 102] but complaints: look about thee, canst thou find nothing to thank God for? is thy case so bad, that all comfort is shut out of it? thou art out of Hell, which thou deserves every moment, that's a Mercy; art not thou in health? many would give thousands to enjoy as much of that as thou dost; art thou harbourless & knows not where to have a lodging to night? that's the condition of many a good Soul where cruelty and persecution Reigns; art thou hungry and knows not where to get bread this day? it's a great Mercy to have bread for the day, and a greater to be able to beg and believe on God for bread for the day, a lesson which I heard a worthy Minister say, Mr. B the Lord had taught him, and an high piece of Learning it is. The Apostle knew what he said, and that it was a great degree he had attained to, when he professed? I have learned in the things wherein I am, Phil. 4.1. [...] therewith to be self-sufficient; there is a kind of self-sufficiency in every good contented mind, he is rich not that has much, but that does not desire much. Art thou thirsty and knows not where to get some good water? art thou cold, and knows not [Page 103] where to get a covering to keep thee warm?
But for thy Spiritual estate, art thou tempted? so was Christ, who was in all points tempted, likeas we are, that we might come boldly to the Throne of Grace, that we may obtain Mercy, and find grace to help in time of need, and has promised, that he will not suffer you to be tempted above what you are able; and is it your misery that you are called to follow the Captain of your Salvation in the honourable path of suffering the highway to peace, and rest, and Glory? Art thou under the tidings of his love? did not the Lord Jesus cry out, my God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? Art thou unwilling that the Lord should make a trial of thy Love, and faithfulness to him, whether thou will abide for him; and that by endear himself more to thee, and prepare thee for fuller manifestations, and them for thee? Dost thou complain of an hard unbelieving Heart? its a mercy thou feels it to be so how many hard Hearts in the World that are not felt! they that can say and cry out, save us Master we perish, shall never sink; if there be sense there is life, though that life may be a very sickly [Page 104] Life: thy condition is sase though it it may be very uneasie; where there is the root of the matter, where there is the living substance, if circumstances be a little troublesome it may be born: better a little crying here than weeping and wailing hereafter; pains and pangs, and gripings here are kindly, and not at all dangerous. To conclude this, wilt thou for the future keep a better account of thy condition? wilt thou number and place the Providences of God towards thee in better order? this right reckoning will reconcile thee to all the difpensations of God, and make you long Friends; this will be your Wisdom, and, this is your way to true Wisdom; and so much for this Ufe of Lamentation, and Humiliation, It is much to be bewailed, and that because of bad consequences, that Christians do not number their dayes, their duties and their dispensations better. The exercise of such Wisdom as this.
How lovely would make Professors to look, and how peaceably would it make them live! it would make Religion look very beautifully and put an attractive and alluring vertue into the Conversations of Men; but we may [Page 105] cry out of our folly, our Childishness, our weakness of judgment in the things of God; our walking by sense, and reckoning by that, and leaving out Faith, without which there is nothing but disorder; it is that which sets all right, puts every thing in its proper place, and keeps Time and Eternity in their due conjunction, distinction, and necessary aspects one upon another: I now come to the
2. Ʋse.
An Use of exhortation, that we would learn this blessed Art of numbring our daies, this Christian Arithmetick; I shall indeavour to lay down some Rules of direction for our better numbring of them.
Rule 1.
Of Arithmetick: number the dayes that you have past, and what of that?
1. How many they have been, some of you have passed a great many Dayes, and Weeks, and Months, and Years; it is a long time you have been in this World, are you yet weary of it? how [Page 106] many dayes would you live longer, and how would you imploy those dayes? or do you consider that you cannot live alwayes?
2. How many changes you have seen and passed through in those dayes; How many conditions and places you have been in, how many removes you have made, what tossings to and fro, how many ups and downs, what observations you made in your passage; how much your paths you have walked in resemble the journeyings of the Israelites in the Wilderness; how, that which is, is that which has been, and there is no new thing under the Sun; how many in thy time have come into the World, and grown up, and grown old, and gone out of the World, some at one age, some at another, and very many that lived never to see thy years; how many Friends and intimate acquaintance thou hast buried, with whom thou hast Eat and Drunk and Lodged, and now thou walkest over their Graves; how many relations of thine have left this World; Husband or Wife, or Children, or Father, or Mother, (and dost thou hereupon enjoy thy present Relations in any of those Kinds as if thou had none;) [Page 107] How many of thy own Neighbours, and School-fellows living; how time has hurried some to their Graves, others at a great distance from thee, others to beggary and a mean condition, though some are got to great estates, and set an inch above their Neighbours; How many great ones thou hast our-lived, and how many changes of Government thou hast seen in thy time.
Governments are heavy things, and as it were unmoveable, guarded both by the Laws of God and Men, and are as the Mount that might not be touched; yet an ordinary Man of an ordinary age does ordinarily outlive four or five Governours or Governments, so that thou observes changes in Publick, and changes in thy Private state. What a change did Job see in his Condition (take him either as a Publick or as a Private Person? time was when he could say. Job 21.7. ‘He had his Children about him, he washed his steps with Butter, and the Rock poured out Rivers of Oyl; when he went out to the Gate of the City, when he prepared his Seat in the street, the young men saw him and hid themselves, the aged aged aged arose and stood up; The Princes refrained talking, &c.’ But now [Page 108] all on a sudden he becomes as low as he was high, and in a moment as it were, the case was altered with him that he complains that they that are younger than he had him in derision, whose Fathers he would have disdained to have set with the Dogs of his Flock, they spared not to spit upon him, &c.
3. How quickly they are gone; many years even among men, are but as yesterday, when they are past, but as t'other day. It is but a little while me thinks, saids he, since that so many years ago I lived in such a place, conversed so and so, did this and the other thing, how fast does time pass away; It is but as yesterday since I was a Child and went to School, and now I am grown old, I can remember it as well as if it were but yesterday: My life has ever been posting, as a Dream, as a Tale that is told; the Dream ends, and the Tale is concluded insensibly before we are aware. The whole time of this World is but as a Dream; The proper time of awaking will be at the Resurrection; then Men will know whereabout they are, and what they are, then they will be out of the hurry of time, and have leisure in Eternity (which is a fixed now wherein they shall stand still) to behold [Page 109] themselves, and understand themselves, their state and way. Just as in a Dream, a man seems to be very busie, hard travelling, in the midst of a crowd of people vehemently pursuing an Argument, driving on a Bargain [...] solemn Funeral, pleasant at a M [...]ge, cast down under a sad Providence befalling him, much refreshed with good News, telling great sums of Money, sate at a good Banquet, &c. but when he awakes, all is vanished away as a conceit, and the man is naked in his Bed, very still and quiet, and it may be finds himself hungry, and knows not where to get six-pence: Even so it is with Men in the World, they are much in agitation and motion, cumbred about many things; but when they come to dye, which is the time of awaking, then they are seen naked, their state and condition is known; no more to do with the World, or worldly things, no eating, or drinking, or buying, and selling, or converting; if they have Christ their Friend and Advocate, and be found upright, and lovers of God? then to glory with them, and everlasting joy; but if they be found wicked and Hypocrites, then to everlasting confusion: But to conclude this Similitude.
[Page 110]A Man when he is dreaming, by some noise or jog may be a little awakened, & come to himself, but may quickly go to sleep and fall a dreaming again the same Dream: So dreamish Professors that are very busie w [...]g to and fro in the Earth in a sleepy condition, and minding the things of it, may by some awakening Ordinance or Providence, by some amazing Judgment, come to themselves, and sit down, and think other thoughts than they did before, let the World stand still, and have to do with God; but assoon as the noise is over, they fall to dream again.
In the great Plague and Fire in London, there was such a noise, that I believe there were very few but were awakened, and for the present, left off dreaming; but how quickly did security & sleepiness creep on, & they fel to dreaming again one after another, to building, to buying, and selling, &c. (which at the best are but dreamish things, and may prove much worse, if you do them as they did them in the dayes or Noah, and Lot;) I wish with all my heart, the next Jog be not so hard, and the cry so loud, that instead of being kindly awakened, they be not mazed, and stunned, and [Page 111] deaf, and disabled from getting up, and putting on their clothes.
4. How irrecoverable they are, and lever to be recalled; If I would give all the World I cannot call yesterday back, nor be placed where I was yesterday morning. He that cries out, Call time again, call time again, is as unlikely to be heard, and answered as any man I know; [...]ay, but cannot you set me one day or two backward, place me where I was but t'other morning, that I may pass over those three or tour hours as I did then, No, I cannot do it; And this is the first Rule in this Christian Arithmetick; Number the dayes that yon have past, this will make you wise.
Rule 2.
A second Rule in Arithmetick. Number the dayes that you have lost, this will be a special means to lead you to Wisdom. What have your past days been filled with? have not you lost weeks, and moneths, nay years? Consider this well, and you will be able to tell me, I need not tell you what thoughts it will work in you, and what wise Counsels it will put you upon; have not [Page 112] many of thy dayes been filled with nothing but vanity? some men do nothing at all, many worse than nothing, the most do something that is not their proper work to do, but belongs to others; canst thou say that any day of thy life has been as well filled with good as it ought to have been, or as it might have been? if thou had thy best spent dayes to spend over again, couldest thou not spend them a great deal better? no such cause of mourning as for lost time: was not thy Childhood, and thy Youth vanity? has not the World had many an hour that God and Christ should have had, and should have been improved for the promoting of thine eternal welfare? How many idle dayes, and play-dayes hast thou made? how many needless Journeyes, Visits, Walks, and Discourses hast thou made? How many unnecessary designs & unprofitable labours? May it not be said of much of thy business thou hast been imployed in, as some said of the Womans pouring the Ointment on Christs Head; Mat. 14.4. why was this waste of time, might it not have been made better use of?
Rule 3.
Third Rule of Arithmetick; Number the work you have done, and how you have dont it; what will this do? you will tell me what it will do, if you observe it; you will find upon Examination, that put all your good works together, and allow for dammage, for the Hay and the Stubble, the Dregs and the Dross, and they amount but to very little; you will see how much mending all your work needs; what mourning over, and begging pardon for the defects and failings about it; time runs, and work sticks, and that which we thought we had done well, must be done over again: how should this awaken us, and quicken us; when we have done all we can, we are but unprofitable servants! when we have done the best we can, we have not done that which is our duty, when we have done the most we can, we have not done all we should, still some work lies before us, and it may be very little time; will not this consideration to make men make much of time, and not prodigally throw it away as they have done? because so [Page 114] much is required to survey and mend old done Deeds.
Rule 4.
Number the Sabbaths, the Sermons, the Opportunities which you have enjoyed. This a fourth Rule in Christian Arithmetick; and what will this tend to? You will tell me when you have well considered it. Reckon how many of Gods Embassadors have been sent to thee with several Messages, and with the same message over and over again; how many years of the dayes of the Son of Man you have seen: how long you enjoyed such a Ministry in such a place, and such a powerful Ministry in another; and now what am I the better: God will expect an account of me; is it not high-time for me to consider what return I can make: what profiting, and progress I have made in the knowledg and fear of God, and Faith in his Son Jesus Christ; to what degrees and measures of patience, Meckness, Hope, Love, Heavenly Conversation, crucifying the flesh, looking for the appearing of Christ, and aiming at his Glory in every thing I do &c.
[Page 115]Many an exhortation and motive and direction and encouragement have I had about all these and much more, many a time, and that with a great deal of pressing: God may call me to even accounts with him, the very next hour for any thing I know, and how ready am I for it! Oh for a little time for this work! I have cause to be afraid, that I shall be found much in arrearages to God, and that there are some hundreds of Sermons I have heard, that I can remember neither Text, Doctrine, Reason nor Use; nor have any real impression remaining upon me from them, a dram of habitual vertue or strength by them: Oh that God would not clap me up, and make me bankrupt, that have taken up so many goods of him, and am not able to make him any payment, the goods are embezeled; Oh that I had time to make my composition with him, to sue out a release and discharge from him! I am undone if I be arrested before this be done, for I cannot pay twelve pence in the pound; Lord spare me a little time that I may repent in, and make money of all that I have that I may bring to thee; I will not keep or conceal one peniworth from thee, I will [Page 116] give thee a true account in whose hands they are, whom I have traded with; how I have been cheated by Satan, by the World, and most of all by a deceitful heart of my own that was bred up with me, and which I have given much trust to: I could no sooner have any of Heavens commodities come in, but presently they were purloyned from me by the means of my deceitful, hard, vain, idle, foolish Heart; for whilst I slept and was careless, Mat. 13.19.22, 25. the wicked one came and catched them away, or the cares of this World, and the deceitfulness of Riches spoiled them, and so I got no profit by them; my base Heart did betray me to all this mischief and loss: and now Lord be pleased to spare me a little, that I may mourn over and bewail my great losses, that I may call my treacherous wicked Heart to an account; that I may seriously and severely examine and search it, that I may bring it to confession, and acknowledgment, to deep sorrow and repentance, to sincere and holy resolutions of a faithful improvement of any opportunity and season of Grace, that he shall hereafter be pleased to put into my hands; and now consider, beloved, whether the making up accounts do not require [Page 117] some time, how needful it is to be done, considering how large our receipts and credits are, and lastly how little assurance we have of time to do it in.
Rule 5.
The fifth Rule of Christian Arithmetick is, number and compare your dayes with the daies of those that liv'd in the first age of the World; compare the length of thy time with the Patriarchs lives; and what will this do? thou wilt see it will have very good influence on a wise improving of time; they lived six, seven eight, or nine hundred years; and thou wilt never reach one hundred, it may be not half an hundred: a serious meditation of this will work in you, one of those two useful considerations.
1. How long a time had they to glorify God in, in comparison to what I have; how did they live to his praise and honour in proportion hundreds of years as it were before I had a being, and hundreds of years after my being ended; how many opportunities had they of serving God more than I have, how much work did they do in their generation for God more than I what large returns did they make from Earth to Heaven above what I do; what [Page 118] need have I to ply my work, that have not one day for their seven to work in; time is short with me, for though they had much, yet, they had none too much, and how should I look to it, that I have not too little for my business.
2. How long a time were they kept in this World and out of Heaven, above what I shall be; how tedious was their journey, and how was their pilgrimage lengthened out: they had but as it were newly set forth in the time that I am got to my journeys end in; their work was much greater, their stay in the vineyard protracted and drawn out, their sitting in Heavenly places adjourned, prorogued and suspended; one generation of Saints in these latter daies after another passes to Heaven, even fourteen Generations in the time that some of them got thither; how did they expect the accomplishment of the promise one hundred years after another! their daies were many and evil, they were sinfully evil, and they could not chuse but be penally evil. The flood came upon the old World and drowned it because of ungodliness; how long were they made to wait for the inheritance: now in our daies the World is soon weary of [Page 119] us, and we are soon weary of it, and we are quickly gone out of it; we ride Poste through it, from one stage to another, through Child-hood, Youth, middle Age, old Age; some ride but one or two of them, and are presently caught up to Heaven.
Rule 6.
The sixth Rule of Christian Arithmetick, is this; number and compare the certainty of your works with the uncertainty of your time: I am sure my work will last as long as my time lasts; but I know not whether my time will remain as long as my work lasts; and therefore I have no need to spend time without work, seeing, I have work enough to spend my time in; but may not have time to finish my work in.
Rule 7.
The seventh Rule in this Christian Arithmetick is; number and compare thy dayes with Eternity, an age breaks no square in Eternity: for a moment of time, is more unto all that time that hath been since the Beginning of the World, Mr. G. and shall be unto the end of it, than all that time is unto Eternity; because a moment by repetition will measure [Page 120] all that time; but all that time will never by any repetition whatsoever measure Eternity: it is not the least part of it; a Man that should have sinned the first moment of the Worlds Creation, and should have had his punishment deferred till the last moment of the Worlds duration, his punishment should have been swifter in regard of Eternity; than his punishment in regard of all that time of the World's continuance, that should have sinned the first moment of time, and have been punished the very next or second moment. Observe that expression of Peter, 2 Pet. 3.8. Beloved saies he, be not ignorant of this one thing; and what is this one thing, that is so special a thing, that of all other they should not be ignorant of, namely this, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day; in the point of Eternity, a day and a thousand years are all one, and that which happens in a thousand years, is all one as if it happened within a day; and so on the contrary, to him that stands upon the pinacle of Eternity, and loooks down thence below upon the shreds and snippets of time: and therefore mark but that the Prophet Ahijah saies in regard [Page 121] of the festination of God's Judgment upon the house of Wicked Jeroboam. 1 King. 14.14. The Lord, saies he, shall raise up a King over Israel, who shall cut off the House of Jeroboam that day; but what [...] even now. He stood upon the pinacle of Eternity; and therefore that snippet of time which seemed to the World a great while, was nothing to him: which made him when he had spoken of cuting off the House of Jeroboam that day, to use the revocation, but what? even now, that day and even now is all one to Eternity. And the seeming contradiction of the Preacher tending to illustrate this very thing, is well worth the observing: He had spoken of the not speedy executing sentence against an evil work, that it encouraged sinners to go on in their sins, but in the next verse he answers thus: Though a Sinner do evil an hundred times,Eccl. 8.12.and his dayes be prolonged; yet, surely I know it shall be well with them that fear God, but it shall not be well with the wicked neither shall he prolong his Daies, which are as a shadow? How is it true that he may prolong and not prolong his dayes? How but only that though they may be prolonged in regard of us, that have but a [Page 122] few ends of time, yet they are nothing in regard of the Ball of Eternity, which is alwayes winding and never unwound, in this regard he shall not prolong his dayes, which are as a shadow, as as meer vanity to this Eternity, and answerable to this is that like place of the Prophet Habbakuk: Hab. 2.3The vision saies he, is yet for an appointed time, but at the end it shall speak, it shall not lie; though it tarry, wait for it, because it will surely come, it will not tarry? How! but only that which is a long tarrying to time is no tarrying to all Eternity: and this is the seventh Rule, which if it be well observed will make us quickly remove our dwellings out of the hurry of time, unto the borders of Eternity, still waiting every hour when we shal lanch forth into that Sea, and be swallowed up of that Ocean.
Rule 8.
The eight Rule in Christian Arithmemetick is this; number and compare your daies with the age of the World: if the whole Age of the World be so little compared with Eternity, and thine Age so short compared with the Worlds age, How small a thing is thy life compared with Eternity! see Eccles. 1.4. [Page 123] One generation passeth away and another cometh, but the Earth abideth for ever; add to this what is read Psal. 102.25. &c. Of old hast thou laid the foundation of the Earth, and the Heavens are the works of thy hands, they shall perish but thou shalt endure: yea, all of them shall wax old like a garment, as a vesture shalt thou change them, and they shall be changed, but thou art the same, and thy years have no end. If thou should have been born in the beginning of the World, and have lived to the end of it, it is but a moment, and yet how narrow a space of the World's age dost thou live.
Rule 9.
Number the obscurity of thy dayes; and see what influence this will have, and what advantage to true Wisdom: the World knows little of thee, and thou but little of it, how many thousand years passed in the World, and millions of People acted upon the stage before thou came into it; Now thou art in being, what a poor obscure Creature art thou, little acquainted with what is done out of thy sight, it may be thou art a stranger to him that lives next door to thee; Oh my Brethren, if this thing [Page 124] well considered, taking in the thoughts of the acquaintance & knowledg which the Saints will be priviledged with in Eternity, they shall see as they are seen; and know as they are known, face to face, behold all things in God, sit down with Abraham &c. I say, the comparing of those things, how inconsiderable would it make this pitiful life to appear, and what cloudy obscure, scanty daies would these seem to be: the greatest Monarch in the World in all his Glory is no more to be compared, for splendor; interest and excellency to the lowest Saint in Heaven, than a Beggar in a dungeon is to be compared with such a Monarch; what a vast compass will every Saint have in his Eye? what reflexions of joy and glory from an innumerable company of Saints and Angels! what true esteem and unparalel'd Affections from Thousands and Millions of Glorious Creatures! What constant and eminent discoveries and manifestations of Love from the Father of Glory, the Lord of Glory, and the Spirit of Glory: much more happy than the Servants of Solomon,Kin. 10.for they stand to hear the Wisdom of of one that is greater than Solomon may, Solomon himself in all his glory is not [Page 135] to be compared to one of these. If perhaps through thy parts and Worldly advantages, thou come to be seen a little above thy Neighbours, and to be talked of by a whole Countrey by the Generality of the People there, how many are there even in that Countrey that never heard of thee, take no notice of thee, how many Enemies hast thou and envious ones that hate thee, and would if they could overturn thy little honour: what watchfulness and circumspection hadst thou daily need of because of thy observers; how hard it is not to give a slip, harder not to have it taken notice of & hardest not to have it magnified and multiplied and made use of by censurers (most of whose Religion lies in observing the failings of the Godly) to reflect upon thee, and the profession it self that thou art under; what flatteries and pretended Friends, what troublesome visits, what variety of occasions and diversions; what necessity continually of displeasing some, and an utter impossibility to please all: many have complained that they have set up more sail than they could keep up, and wished with all their Hearts they might walk upon the ground again safely [Page 135] and silently, and never more be carried upon the uneasy and uneven shoulders of popularity: Again, what sollicitousness to improve rightly so large advantages and opportunities of service, and to be found faithful stewards of the manifold gifts of God.
Consider now in how much greater excellency and infinitely higher place thou wilt be in Heaven if thou be a Saint; and freed from all the forenamed inconveniences, and a thousand more; and then say it may well stand for one Rule about numbring dayes, to reckon the obscurity of them.
Rule 10.
The last Rule in Christian Arithmetic, is this; Number thy dayes to Eternity, duly consider what mutual aspects Time and Eternity have upon each other. All the use of dayes is for Eternity; what-ever is looked upon as a means to an end, is upon that account less excellent than the end, and if it be not imployed in order to that end, it becomes of no use; all that time that has not a fair and favourable look upon Eternity, is lost time, what-ever use it was put to; that [Page 135] day is a Cipher, and stands for nothing in the Calendar, wherein nothing is put that has respect to another World. He that considers how great a change his last day will make with him, will have something to do for his last day in every day.
The whole life is but a Contemplation of, and should be a Preparation for a dying day. He is a Fool that is merry, and makes much of himself in his Inn, and knows not that he has any thing when he comes at home; what-ever pleasure thou mightest take here in eating, and drinking, and visiting, and entertainments, and riches, and relations, and rayment, and estate, &c. as soon as ever thy breath is out of thy nostrils; Good Lord, what a change is here all on a sudden! now no more Meats nor Drinks talked of, no more use of Wine, and reviving Liquors, not a word more of Discourse, not a dram of Mirth; Friends depart, Relations go out of the room, no more Visitors, his dearest Companions give over thoughts of having any more to do with him, & greatest Dealers will have no more Accounts with him; his dear Relations that a quarter of an hour ago would have parted [Page 136] with their own lives to have saved his now begin to consult to have his Body removed out of sight, and put into the cold ground, a Companion for Worms which they so friendly embraced and kissed a little while ago, & there it may rot, and at the Resurrection go to Hell, for any thing they can help it; his Soul immediately goes to God, and appears before his Tribunal, where there is no talk of, no profit in Gold or Silver, or thousands by the year; nor coming in here as Agrippa and Bernice came into the Common Hall, [...]. with great pomp and fancy, no respect to him that wears the Goldring; no discourse of Trades, or Feastings, or Houses, or Apparel, or Children, or Relations, but of a good Conscience; how thou stood affected towards a person thou will see there, The Lord Jesus Christ the Son of God; what Communication thou hadest with him, during the time thou wast upon Earth, what Apprehensions thou hadst of him, what Adresses thou madst to him as a Mediatour, an Advocate, and Saviour; what Faith thou hast had in him; whether there was an agreement made between him and thee whil'st thy dayes were in being, that thou, wouldst [Page 129] give up thy Soul, and Body, and Sins to him, thy Unrighteousness, and Righteousness, and that he would undertake to satisfie the Justice of God, and appease his Wrath for thee, and reconcile thee to his Father, that he would cloth thee with his Righteousness, and sanctifie thy Nature by his Holy Word and Spirit, that he would make thee meet to be a partaker of Glory, and present thee blameless and unreproveable in the sight of God, and give thee a full possession of an everlasting Kingdom, and Glory with himself; what fear thou hadst upon thy Heart in thy dayes of the Great God; whether in every thing thou didst in Natural, Civil, and Religious Actions thou didst design and aim at his Glory; How thy Affections were placed, and what kind of love passed between thee and the World, during their abode there; what acts of Self-denial, and Mortification thou put forth, what exercise of Heavenly-mindedness; what Duties thou didst, and how they were done; how thou didst honour God in the Conditions he placed thee; what patience and contentedness in a low condition; what humility, meekness, and repentance in an high condition; how [Page 130] thou bore sickness; and straits, and how thou used thy riches, and how honest thou wast in thy dealings. There will be no discourses there of such vain matters as are here below, but as Paul discoursed of Temperance, and Righteousness, and the Judgment to come, of Uprightness, and Sincerity, and unfeigned Repentance, and a true and full closing with the Person of Christ, the Son of the Living God, equal with the Father, the Mediatour for poor Sinners, the Saviour of all that truly believe on his Name and come to him; what Obedience thou manifested to his Laws, how thou loved him and kept his Commandments, how thou loved the Brethren and there by manifested thy being passed from Death to life, how fruitful thou wast in all good works, and thereby didst justify thy Faith to be sound and true, and of the right kind; how willing and desirous thou was to do much for God, and how little thou didst esteem thy self the better for what thou didst, but how much thou didst abhor thy self and hate thy self, for thy daily defects, manifold infirmities, and much unsuitable carriage to such great goodness, and loving kindness and unworthiness of such rich [Page 131] Grace, and Mercy &c. Of this Nature will be the Discourses then, and the more thou hast been exercised in these thing, the greater will be thy consolation: Oh my Beloved where is that Professor that lives under the serious frequent and powerful meditation of these things; this and the other work I am imployed in, this and the other thing I am discoursing of; if God should now cut off the threed of my Life, what should I be advantaged hereby, would it turn to my advantage when I come in the presence of the Great God, shall I be glad that I was exercised, or rather wish that I had never medled or been concerned in such affairs and matters? our dayes are not intended to be the dayes of Noah and Lot wherein Men built and planted, and bought and sold, and married and were given in Marriage, (all these Lawful things and not one of them sinful) that is, that did do all these things as the work of the day, for themselves and rested in them, & rejoiced themselves in them; and did not do them with respect: to another Life, with such fear, regularity, moderation, righteous principles, and designs as would have yeelded them comfort: [Page 132] (when those dayes had been cut off) in another world; Luk. 17.28. & are we not fallen into such dayes as Noah's and Lot's were eating & drinking &c. Eating & Drinking is an unlawful thing if you do not do it to the Glory of God, and honour God in it: observe it, as there is no time allotted for sin, so neither are there any dayes allowed for the doing of lawful and good actions, if they have not a reference to Eternity; thy Prayers and Almes and duties are not numbred aright, if they be not numbred for God and another world; if they be numbred for thy self and thy present interest, they are quite lost, and which is worse do become sin, and so prove mortal and damning: Mr. G. you see how necessary it is to number every day for Eternity; if thou mindest this Rule, thou wilt reap much fruit hereafter from thy common and worldly actions, because hereby those actions which otherwise are but common and worldly actions, as the actions of our ordinary and homliest callings, we shall sanctifie them, and translate them out of themselves, and their own base Element, into an higher Orb and Element, viz. to go as for actions, truly holy and Religious, and [Page 133] parts of God's own worship before him, and rewardable as so at his hand's, what a comfort might this be to Men in going about worldly callings, to the very Shuttleman and Sheersman, Spinster and Carder, and the veriest drudge and droil in the servilest condition? what a comfort this, to consider, that if they do but honestly and faithfully, in obedience to God that hath set them in those callings go about them, they might sanctifie those, and the like actions, and translate them, out of a Worldly into an Heavenly Orb and Element, and Glorifie God (and by that thou providest for Eternity) as well in their proportion by those actions, as the Angels that stand continually before God, do by their standing and praising and singing Hallelujahs to him. The poor Servants that in obedience to God do faithful and honest service, (be it in never such drudgeries) to their Master, are said to adorn thereby the Doctrine of God; Titus 2.10. And is not this a working? a numbring time, and work for Eternity? those that honour him and his Gospel, he will honour them another day.
What a comfort is this, that meer [Page 134] drudgeries, and Worldly Actions that, might seem only to smell of the World, and this present life and time, that these being gone about in the Obedience and Fear of God, baulking iniquity and injustice in them, may go for Holy and Heavenly actions; The actions of the vertuous Woman, Prov. 31. a Man would think were the actions only of a meer worldling, V. 13. &c. she seeketh wool and flax &c. yet those and such-like, are all the actions for which, she is called a vertuous Woman in the Beginning, and to have done vertuously above all in the latter end: Many Daughters have done vertuously, V. 29.but thou excellest them all; and the next verse shews the reason, because she did these in the Fear of the Lord; A Woman that feareth the Lord she shall be praised: V. 30.shall have praise at the end of dayes. Another Woman there may be that may do the same things, may seek wool and flax, and work willingly with her hands, may rise early, put her hand to the wheel &c, and yet may be a meer scraper, a meer worldling, a meer progger for Earthly trash and subsistence for these dayes, a meer vitious and not a vertuous Woman; Why? Because she does them not from the same ground [Page 135] out of obedience and fear of God, and respect to another World; but from a prophane heart, greedy of the world: so how many precepts are there in Proverbs that might seem to smell of meer worldliness, as that of taking heed of suretiship, and that of diligently looking after the state of their flocks and looking well to their herds: Prov. 6.1. And yet no Worldliness that Solomon meant in them, C. 27.23. but rather Heavenliness: mark his General rule in the Begi [...] the Fear of the Lord is the Beginn [...] Wisdoms; 1.7. all other precepts are to be performed by vertue of this general precept, and guided by it.
Let this lastly be added, that you may see how necessary it is to number time and dayes (and what-ever fills them) for Eternity; if we do not do it, we shall lose the comfort of our best and most specious Actions.
To be painful in the Ministry, to be forward in Works of Charity &c. How goodly and how good are these Actions in themselves; and yet spend my Spirits I may, consume and wait my strength I may, in the Ministry, and yet if I do this as a task only that the world looks I should discharge, or to get my own maintenance, or to set up my own [Page 136] credit, and not chiefly in all this, my labour be guided by that which he I that was so laborious in the Ministry was guided by. To me to live is Christ, (the honour of Christ) and to die is gain; (here is Eternity in the case) I lose all the comfort I might have in this so good an Action, and the reward I might expect from Christ in the other World. So [...] Works of charity, I may do many things, I may feed the hungry, [...] the Naked, entertain good Ministers and good People, build Hospitals &c. and yet if by-respects (which supposition, I put not that the world should in such cases where Good appears be suspicious, but that Man that does Good should look still to his own Heart which is deceitful) if I say, by-respects sway too much, and these things be not done chiefly in obedience to God that he might be glorified, and that we might lay up a good Foundation for the time to come, 1 Tim. 6.19.that we might lay hold upon Eternal Life; and that we might make to our selves Friends of the unrighteous Mammon, that when we want they may receive us into Everlasting habitations; We lose the great comfort that we might expect from so good actions. To [Page 137] conclude this Point, if you be careful observe this rule of making all thy time, all thy dayes and actions, look with their Faces directly upon Eternity, and the World to come; thou wilt meet with wonderful advantage and benefit by it; thou wilt bring all thy works into a narrow compass, into a single channel, into constant view and observation? Thou will render all thy Duties and performances, all thy labours under the Sun to be more sweet, more easie, unperplexed, and affording much peace, rest, and tranquillity to the Soul; by a perfect removing the fears of future evils, (publick judgments, poverty &c.) and especially of the day of thy Death which by this means will be so facilitated and familiarized, that it will become rather a day desireable, than formidable, nay, thou will look upon the day of thy Death, as better than any of the dayes of thy Life; these and other things, I might enlarge upon, and they do indeed deserve a serious discussion: but I design brevity, and therefore hasten to the second Observation, which I shall but touch upon, and that is from this consideration, that the Psalmist prayes for teaching, and instruction [Page 138] in this point of numbring Dayes; which is so plain, so common, so ordinary, so obvious a thing; besides that he had numbred them, in ver. 10. The Dayes of our years, &c.
Doct. 3.
The third Observation is this, That the right Art and Skill of numbring Dayes, is a point of Divine teaching: one have the wisdom to number their Dayes aright but those that have it from above, and are taught it by God; you must go to God and beg of him, that he would teach you this lesson. This appears from the Text, that we have it expressed in the form of Prayer; as if he had said, though I have cast up the acount of my dayes in the 10th verse, yet there is a further Mystery, which I cannot discern without thy teaching, without that Spiritual light and knowledg which must come from thee; and here you have the Emphasis of the particle (10:) I have been taught this lesson many a time, and can say it over; but I have not been so taught as they said of Christ that never man spoke like him, so never any Man taught as God teaches; I have often considered the 14. Acts comp. v. 1. with 27. Where it is said, that Paul and Barnabas so spake, that a great multitude of the Jews and also of the Greeks Believed. But when [Page 142] they came to give an account to the Church, the Text saies; that they rehearsed all that (God) had done with them, and how (he) had opened a door of Faith unto the Gentiles. If the Lord had not opened the door of the Heart, all their knocking would have signified nothing, if the Lord had not spoke with them, all their so speaking would not have procured belief from our Souls; it was God that so spake with them that made the door of the Heart to open.
If the Lord Jesus had only cryed, Lazarus come forth, and had not by a Powerful Hand communicated Life to him, he had never stirred out of his Grave. We read in Luke 24.27. That the Lord Jesus beginning at Moses, and all theProphets, he expounded to them in all the Scriptures the things concerning himself; but observe is said in ver. 45. then opened he their understanding that they might understand the Scriptures: It is not enough, to, have the Scriptures opened, but we must have our understandings opened too; If you had the knowledge, of an angel, and could discourse of Divine Truth with undeniable Evidence and Demonstration, yet this will not amount to right Teaching, [Page 143] without Divine Blessing and Influence. I need not insist much upon the proof of this, take that Text, Psal. 39.4. Lord make me to know mine end, and the measure of my dayes, what it is; that I may know how frail Iam. When once he is taught this by God, then he can say with sense and experience, as it follows, Behold thou hast made my dayes as an hand-breadth, mine age is as nothing before thee,V. 5, 6, 7.verily every man at his best estate is vanity, Selah. Surely every man walketh in a vain shew, surely they are disquieted in vain, he heapeth up riches, and knoweth not who shall gather them: And now Lord, what wait I for, my hope is in thee, deliver me from all my transgressions, &c. You see that when he is taught this Lesson of God, how feelingly, and sweetly he breaks out; its only Faith and the Teachings of God that can give us to Heb. 11. be under the power of things of Sense: as by Faith we understand that the World's were made, so by Faith we must be taught that our time is short, that our dayes are numbred, that we must dye: though we see persons daily carried to the Grave, that never reached our years, and we know we are made of the same Corruptible Materials, subject to the [Page 144] same Diseases and Distempers, to the same Casualties and Dangers, that our Breath, is in our Nostrils, and may assoon be stopped as theirs.
Again, The Apostle Paul when he comes in so with his But, But this Isay, brethren, 1 Cor. 7.29the time is short; shews plainly that it was a Point that was not so well understood; I shall endeavour to Demonstrate this further to you in these following Particulars.
1. None can know the use of time without Divine Teaching; and none can number his dayes aright, unless he know what use they are for: this has been already spoken to; I shall only add this, that as it is with a Merchant who Prepares his Ship for Sea, he provides only so much Victuals as may serve for the Voyage, he does not provide the Seaman soft Beds to lodge in, but only makes such preparation as may serve the end of his sending his Ship to Sea, the less burden she has, the swister she sails, and the swister she sails, the less she will need: Just so it is in this Case; We are sailing through this World, our Port is Eternity, our business is only to provide our selves for quick sailing, and lay in so much Provision only as will serve us [Page 145] for so many dayes Voyage as we shall be out: the less Cumber of the World we have, the sooner we shall be sit for Heaven; and the faster we move thither, the less we shall need.
2. None can know the end of time, (sc. that it will end) but by Divine Teaching: And none can number his dayes aright, that does not know their end. What made David pray, as you have heard, Lord, make me to know mine end, &c. Every one thinks he may live a day longer. When a man comes to dye, and to be just within the view of Eternity, then he sees what is the proper work for time, and wishes he had his time to spend over again, he would spend it otherwise then he has done. Mr. F. Now it's strange that Faith should not do what Sense will do; we pretend to believe that we shall have a last day, and why should not this Faith have such Effects as Sense and Feeling will have.
3. None can know the Seasons, Nicks, and Opportunities of time without Divine Teaching; and certainly none can number his dayes aright, that understands not his Seasons; that knows not that Sabbath dayes are Seasons to be improved, that the present time is a Season [Page 146] that the Morning of the day is a Season, that the time of youth is a Season, that a time of affliction is a Season, that times of Conviction are Seaons, &c. Now there is no Man can rightly know, and make of these Seasons without Divine Teaching.
4. None can know the excellency of time without Divine Teaching. And sure I am, that he that knows not the worth and preciousness of time, Exod. 29.19. never knew how to number his dayes aright. Let us a little consider the excellency of time. We read in the Old Law, that if one man smote another, he should not only pay for his Cure, but for the loss of his time: But more particularly;
1. Dayes and times are such things as cannot be bought; did you yet ever know any dayes to be sold, or understood what a day might be worth if it were to be sold; we count those things rare and excellent, that though some Men have them, Job 3.21. yet there are none of them to be got for Money. Let me therefore make much of my day; for if I lose it, there is not one to be had if I would give all the World for it; a Man need not desire more wealth than would by some be given him for one day if he [Page 147] had it to sell. This puts me in mind of a passage concerning a worthy and Religious Lady which I do well remember; The Lady Barwick of Toulston in Yorkshire, to whom I had the happiness to be Chaplain for several Years, and must ever own my self to bemuch obliged, and no less to the Right Honourable the Lord Henry Fairtax her Son in Law, and my constant and Faithful friend in my sufferings for Christ. she had for several years been exercised with a sore distemper of shortness of breathing, and did for a great while long to be dissolved and to be with Christ, which she did from that assurance of his Love to her Soul, which the Lord had been pleased graciously to give unto her. A Person coming to the Gate that had several Wares to sell, desired that the Lady might have notice of it; she very gravely and seriously asked if he had any Graves to sell; for faith, she, I know nothing I want in this World so much as a Grave, and I have been long seeking for one, but cannot yet get it.
It is true, Graves are dear Commodities at some times, as Job tells us plainly, There are some that long for death, but it cometh not, Job. 3.21. and digg for it more than for bid Treasures, which rejoyce exceedingly, and are glad when they can find the Grave. But Graves are not so dear as Dayes, for a Grave may be found, [Page 148] and will be found at last, but a day can not be purchased: Thus time cannot be bought.
2. Consider the singleness and smalness of it, for those that have it; Pearls are called Ʋniones for their rarity and scarceness. It is but the present time we have, and that is so little, it can hardly be discerned, for it's gone as soon as present. Time is such a piece, such a pretious Commodity, that there is not any man in the World has two of them to shew, that if he lose one time, he can say he has another, or if he lose one day, he can say he has another. Time past is not our's, that's gone irrecoverrably, time to come is out of our reach, it lies alwayes in God's hand; time present is only ours, and that's so little that a man must have a quick Eye that can behold it; and I never heard of more forts of time than that which is past, present, and to come.
3. For the excellency of time and dayes take notice of the absolute necessity of it; whatever is done for God, or for a Mans own Salvation, must be done in time; Many Graces cannot have either Being or Exercise, but in time; what need have we of the Apostle Peters advice, [Page 149] Pass the time of your sojourning here in fear! 1 Pet. 1.17. What would have become of thousands that are now in Heaven, but for time, if they had not had time! see Rom 2.4. Or despisest thou the riches of his forbearance and long-suffering, not knowing that the goodness of God that leadeth thee unto Repentance. So Peter, alluding, as it is very likely, to this very place; Account (saith he) that the long-suffering of the Lord is Salvation,2 Pet. 3.5.even as our beloved Brother Paul also, according to the Wisdom given unto him, hath written unto you.
These two Apostles, Peter and Paul were very good accomptants; and it seems they both were of this mind, that there was much forbearance & giving a little time, towards the working out of a Man's Salvation, and setting his matters right with God; and indeed they might say something by experience, especially Paul; for where had he been, if he had been taken away, when he was persecuting the Church, and breathing out threatnings against it? and for Peter he would have been in no good case, if he had been taken away, when he was cursing and denying his Master: where had Mary Magdalen [Page 150] been but a for little forbearance & time, if she had been taken away when she was a Prostitute & playing the Harlot? Where had Austin been but for the patience of God, if he had been taken away, when he was both a perverse Manichee and a dissolute young Man? Whither should I have gone then,Quo irem s [...]tunc obtrem, nisi in ignem & tormenta digna factis mcis &c. Cont. 5. saies he, if at that time I had been removed hence, but into everlasting flames and torments, which my wicked deeds had justly deserved at the Hands of God? Where also had many of your selves been, who now with Hearty thanksgivings can laud and praise the goodness of God in giving Time, and Patience that hath led you to Repentance; if you had been taken away in your Sins, before the work of Grace had been wrought in you? finally, where had most of those been, who now have their Crowns in Heaven, but for Time and a few dayes Patience? had not long-suffering waited for their Conversions, they had been smoking firebrands in Hell, that are now shining lights, and glorious Saints in Heaven:Nisi primo Deus per miscre cordiam parceret non inveniret ques per Judiesum c [...]iona ret. unless the Lord, saies one of the Ancients, should first a long time spare the wicked in his Mercy, he should not [Page 151] find any Righteous whom he might afterwards Crown in his justice. Without Divine Teaching, we shall never come to understand what that clause of the Apostle means, which many a time I have sat down and admired;Rom 3.25. Whom God saies, he, hath set forth to be a propitiation through Faith in his Blood, to declare his Righteousness for the remission of Sins that are past, through the forbearance of God. [...] Those last words, through the forbearance of God cannot be known without teaching from above, what need there is of a little time for Men that would would go to Heaven, that it was God's great forbearance that they were not taken away in their past sins, till they came to believe in Christ, for the remission of their sins that were past. Go and learn what that means of the good Vineyard-dresser; Lord let it alone alone this year also: Luk. 13.8. he that gets a Reprieve, time may work him a pardon also God is not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to Repentance. 2 Pet. 3. 2 Timo. 2.25. How many are called and saved at the sixth hour, which had they been taken away at the third hour where had they been?Mr. G. How many at the ninth which had they been taken away at the [Page 152] sixth hour, where likewise had they been? How many at the eleventh, which if they had been taken away at the ninth, where also had they been? the good Thief upon the Cross, had he been taken away when he was robbing by the high-way side, what had become of him? in stead of, this day shalt thou be with me in Paradise, that very day and hour be had been in Hell with the Devil and the damned. And here let it not seem an impertinent solly, if I hence take occasion to reprove a Spirit of murmuring and discontent; because of the Lord's Patience towards wicked Men, and suffering them to continue so long in their rebellions against him, and injuries towards their fellow-Creatures: consider thou hadst benefit by the Patience of God, was not thou once wicked, and it may be so wicked that others murmured at thee, as now thou murmurest at them? if thou art light in the Lord, remember thy former darkness: thou wouldest have God be hasty with others, and little thinks what danger thou escaped by God's Patience towards thee; because thou art got over the Bridge, thou wouldest therefore have it drawn: but if thou thy [Page 153] self did not put God to the expence of much time; and hast been sanctified even from the womb; yet hast thou not some Son or Daughter, or Friend, or brother, whose wicked lives thou bewails? and wouldest thou have God to destroy them, to begin with them, to make them the first examples of his present revenge? Thou saies, why does God bear with the wicked so long? Why does God bear with thy Son, with thy Brother, with thy Kinsman? Thou wouldest desire a little more time for them, and further forbearance in hope of amendment; that he would forbear them when they are young, for hope of reclaiming when they come to Man's estate, that he would forbear them then for hope of reclaiming when they grow old, that he would forbear them when they are old, yet one year longer, for hope of reclaiming the next, and so on; and therefore look either upon thy self who once wert darkness, but now art light in the Lord, or upon Child or Friend who now are darkness, but happily one day may be light in the Lord, and then cease to be offended at any patience of God towards the wicked whatsoever. To conclude this particular; how [Page 154] many damned in Hell if they had had the time and the forbearance that others have had might have been in the places of some that are in Heaven and they in their places, but for God's Patience? see Mat. 11.21.
4. For the excellency of Time, consider the sweetness of it; how comfortable do we reckon it, when we can get a little time with a friend to enjoy him without interruption, and not be called away! how sweet to get a little time for retirement, a little time to hear a little time to pray, to read, to meditate a little time for business, a little time for business! we are so posted from one exercise to another, from one duty to another, from one posture to another, that we look upon it as a great happiness, to get a little out of the hurry of time, and that the Chariot-wheels of it seem to stand a little still and quiet, that for a little space they do not drive on: what a rest is it to a poor tossed hurried Soul? a little communion with God, a little freedom from the cares, the noise, the distractions, the diversions, the interruptions of the World; to be able to sit down, and be a little at quiet, and take ones breath, [Page 155] and if a Man be in sickness, as Job speaks, to have a little time to swallow down his spittle.
5. The fifth particular is this, none can know the Lord of time without Divine Teaching, and certain it is, that none can number his Time aright that does not understand this, that our Time is not our own; God is the Lord of Time, we are but stewards of it; we must be accountable for it, we are not proprietors, and for us to make bold, (as untaught Popple we too often do) with that which is the Lord's peculiar is high presumption and sawciness: it's injury and stealth, for thee to meddle with thy fellow-creatures property without his leave; what is it then at will and pleasure to dispose of thy makers right? what Conscience or prudence is it for thee to say, I will go to such a place such a day, and buy and sell, or meet with such a company and be merry? who gave either you or them power to name the day? you should say if the Lord give leave, God permitting, if God grant Life and Health: Ah my Brethren, if we asked leave of God about the day, we should also he brought to acquaint him with [Page 156] work we intend to do that day, and how many ill-done deeds and mispent time might this prevent! you see what an interest the right considering of time has in every thing, and how great an influence it has upon all actions and affairs. What has thou to do to cut thongs out of another Man's hide, or carve at another Man's table without his license? What Prodigals are we of that which is none of our own? canst thou say that thou was ever worth an hours time of thy own in all thy life, and how is it that thou hast spent so much and wasted so much? thou hast no authority to appoint dayes or hours let me come closer to thee, thou hast not only robbed God of that time which he has lent thee for thy own business, but thou hast taken from him that time which he has separated and inclosed and reserved for his own work and Glory; review thy Sabbaths, and think with thy self, how much holy time thou hast spent upon thy own thoughts, thy own words, thy own actions; what great snippets of time thou hast cut out of the Lord's holy dayes; canst thou justify all this? is this the fruit of the Divine Teaching? No [Page 157] such matter: our times are in God's hands and power, our times are not our own any more than our tongues; God is the Lord both over them and us; let us therefore when ever we have occasion for any time be it never so little, or seemingly never so near at our hand, not dare to reach it and use it without first going to God, and asking his good will; by this means we shall not only please him, but likewise engage his assistance and direction in, together with his blessing upon, that work we have to do in that time: but if our work be naught them I confess we should be unwilling, to go to him for time for it, lest he ask us how we will imploy it, and we shall be afraid and ashamed to tell him, nor indeed has he allotted any time for bad deeds, but let us know this that if we steal time for works of darkness, the Lord will severely reckon with us both for our works and our time.
6. The sixth particular is this; none can observe the wasters and devourers of time without Divine Teaching, and it is an undoubted truth, that no Man can number his Dayes, well, that is not an observer of these; these are Thieves and Robbers, these are eaters and consumers of time, that do very [Page 158] much perplex Christians; and many times put them besides right numbring: I Will name some of them to you.
1. Unnecessary cares; those are very great intruders upon time, and will be cnotinually claiming a share in it, though our Lord and Saviour has given positive order that no room should be lest for them;Mat. 6.34. take no thought for to morrow; and why take ye thought, &c. How many cares have you in a day come in to your minds that might well be spared, and indeed Ought not to be admitted you cannot pray in quiet for them, you cannot eat and sleep in quiet for them; you ought to watch against them, and beg of the Lord divine Teaching how you may suppress them.
2. Unprofitable discourses are great devourers of time, that tend to no good at all, neither to information, nor reformation, nor to prepare or fit the mind for work and business; much talk about others Mens affairs & matters that we are not concerned in, and are forbid to meddle with:1 Thes. 4.11. study to be quiet and to do your own business; and yet you cannot but observe it with half an Eye, How much time is spent among Christians when they meet together about [Page 159] other Mens Actions, Trades, Shops, Families &c. and its strange if there is not mixture or backbiting, envy, uncharitableness, and evil speaking throughout such discourses.
He that considers time rightly and knows how to number his Dayes, as he should, will see cause to wave such needless chat, and fill his time with better conference, that may leave a more sweet savour and relish upon his own heart and the spirits of the company. The Lord knows how much we are to blame in this matter, that we cannot fit together, or meet together, but with Augustus Caesar we must be taxing all the World; especially such as it may be differ from us a little in some smaller circumstances, we cannot have a good word for them, nor hear a good word of them, but can be greedy and gape at half a word that is reflecting and disparaging at a semblance, at an appearance, true or false. My Brethren, these things ought not to be, I profess I often think of that place, James 3.2. In many things we offend all, but if any Man offend not in word, the same is a perfect Man, and able also to bridle the whole Body; and let me tell you, he that can manage his time aright, [Page 160] will quickly order his tongue aright: Oh that I could perswade you and my self, that redeeming time lies at the very bottom of the power of Godliness; Again, how much needless and unprofitable talk about future events and contingencies, about the Lord's matters, his dispensations and providences, what may come to pass in the World, besides murmuring and discontented speeches about them; it does not become us to sit in consistory upon God's providences, to judge and pass hard censures upon them; no time appointed by the Lord for it. It was no small impiety in Pompey to rail against the god's, and condemn the Providence that suffered him to be soiled by Caesar, his cause being, as he thought, far better than Caesar's was, he standing for the defence of the Common-Wealth like a good; Patriot, De Net. Deor. 3. and Caesar like an Usurper aiming at a Monarchy; and those Queries in Tully are but the symptomes of Atheism; That if God govern the World, then Why should persidious Hannibal be suffered to slay Marcellus? why the barbarous Carthaginians to torture Regulas? why bloody Cinna to slay so many Citizens? why Marius to command & [Page 161] Catulus his head, a man far better than himself? &c. This was a thing that much displeased God, Mal. 2. in that some there said (and wearisome words they were to God) that because the wickedest were suffered to play such [...]icks, and domineer over others, that either God favoured the wicked or was no Judg of the World; ye have wearied the Lord with your words, yet ye say, wherein have we wearied him? when ye say, every one that is evil does good in the sight of the Lord, and where is the God of Judgment? as if God could not make his Judgments good, if he suffered the Wicked to be such Judges of the Earth, to slay whom they would, and whom they would to keep alive, to fit up whom they would, and whom they would to pull down, Dan. 5.17 Mr. G. as Daniel said of wicked Nebuchadnezzar. When Anthony the great was troubled with this and the like questionings about the Providence; It is said that he heard a voice, saying, Anthony, Anthony, look thou to [...]hy self, and to thy own duty, and let God alone with Governing the World, he [...] wise and just, and powerful enough to do what is to be done, Gersoh. And Austin well answers the questionist asking him; [Page 162] Why God suffers the Wicked to slay the Innocent? see, (saies he) whether in the first place it be not your duty, to consider such plain Texts as these that more concern your self,Vide prus ne illud debeas-frange esurienti panem tuum &c. Psal. 61. Break thy Bread to the hungry, and bring the poor that are cast out to thy houfse; when thou seest the naked cover him, and hide not thy self from thy own flesh. That would be time well-spent, and God would allow for it.) Wash you, make you clean,Esa. 58.7. Esa. 1.16, 17, 18.put away the evil of your doings from before your eyes, cease to do evil, learn to do well, seek Judgment, relieve the oppressed, Judge the Fatherless, plead for the Widow: come now, and let us reason together;Disputare vis anrequam facias unde dignus sis disputare &c. you would be disputing (saies he) with God about Providence, before you have made your self fit to dispute with him: Come now and let us reason together, now, when you have done all the former that more nearly concern you; and it were good that many of the questions of this overcurious age were also thus answered: But besides this answer, he goes on and tells him, that perhaps the party whom he thought was innocent was not so, for how could he pry into his Heart, or search into all his Life to know whether he had not thought, or [Page 163] done any thing amiss; wherefore God might justly suffer him to be put to Death? But again, suppose he were innocent indeed, what then? Christ was innocent, and yet we know God's counsel to have been good and just in suffering him to be put to Death by the wicked; seeing therefore by God's revealment, thou hast found out his counsel why he suffered the unjust to slay that just one, and such counsel as thou likest of very well thy self, believe also that in others, God does the same upon good counsel, but it is perhaps concealed from thee: lay aside therefore such Discourses about God's Transactions, or if thou will discourse, do it as the Prophet Jeremie does chap. 12.1. Who layes down this for a ground, that God is righteous in them all; if thou does thus thou wil easily light upon this solution, v. 3. pull them out lihe sheep for the slaughter, and prepare them for the day of slaughter. I might add in the last place, vain and foolish talking and discoursing with jesting which is not convenient; which has nothing but frothines and unsavouriness in it, ministers no edification but tends to put the Soul in a careless posture and set it at a greater [Page 164] distance from the fear, of God, which should alwayes be maintained as the Souls watch and overseer.
3. Confused musings and dark reasonings, spending much time holding a parley with Satan's suggestions and objections; God has allowed no time since Adam's fall to spend in conference with Satan, his plain rule is to resist him and then he will flee from us; how are poor Souls bewildred, and spend much pretious time in hearing what he has to say against them, their State, their Duties, their Comforts! betake your selves to the strong hold of Scripture, and there you will find safety, rest and peace; time spent in searching the Scriptures, and meditating upon them is well-spent time, and will cause Satan to depart from thee.
4. Callings and necessary diversions and avocations take up much time; a gracious Soul many times does begrudge the time he spends in eating, and drinking, and sleeping, and in the necessary duties and labours of his calling; he could wish with all his heart he had more time for God, and that his business [Page 165] did not ly so hard upon him though this he cannot do without Divine Teaching; the Men of the World (and I fear many Professours too) think their time well enough spent in the forementioned affairs.
5. Idleness is a great feeder upon time, doing nothing, or next to nothing; though no Man can be idle, for the Devil imployes every one whom he finds idle, & he that is imployed by the Devil, he may be sure it shall not be about building of chappels, and hearing of Sermons, not about any good and godly imployment. The old Monks of Egypt were wont to say, that the working Monk had only one Devil haunting and tempting him, but the idle Monk had a number of Devils still about him to tempt him; the idle body is haunted and followed with a Kennel of Hell-Hounds still about him to tempt him to naughtiness, the unclean Devil to tempt him to uncleanness, the prodigal Devil to tempt him to wastfulness, what wastfuller than Idleness?Queritur Egystus quare sit factus adulter; in promptu ratio est desidiosus erat. two of the best labourers [Page 166] would have much to do to maintain one loyterer, one drone would devour more honey in a day than two Bees could gather; the proud Devil to tempt him to Pride, for what Prouder than Idleness, that hath nothing to do but to trick and prick up it self, the slandersome detracting Devil to tempt him to slander and detraction, for who runs over all their neighbours in passing consures on them, but they that talk away time, they are so, idle; see 1 1 Tim. 5.13. Where the idle, the tattlers and busie-bodies are ranked together; the ristous drunken Devil to tempt him to drinking, and who so faulty that way as they that must drink away time? the sins of Sodom are made to be fulness of Bread; and abundance of idleness; why is fulness of Bread, and abundance of Idleness such great sins? no; but he mentions these as causes and occasions of a great many sins; give me a place where there is abundance of Idleness and I will not doubt to say there is abundance of naughtiness too; thus for the sixth particular, the wasters and devourers of time.
[Page 167]7. The seventh particular is this; none can know the periods of time without Divine Teaching; and none can number his natural Dayes aright, that does not in some measure understand Metaphorical and Mystial dayes; he cannot perform his duty aright that does not understand what dispensation he is under in some degree, see Revel. 13.18. Here is wisdom, let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast, for it is the number of a Man and his number is six hundred threescore and six. Our Saviour blames the Pharifees that they did not discern the sings of the times: Mat. 16 3. the Men of Issachar are commended that they were men that had understanding of the times. We read of seneral number of dayes and times in Daniel 9.25, and 12.11, 12. and Revel. 11.3.11. ans 12.6, 14. and its true that several have been guilty og misses and mistakes in their calculations; but all argee that we are fallen into the very last dayes of Antichrists reign, perillous times, wherein the Devil is come down in great rage, and that the signs of the times recorded Mat. 24. and Luk. 21. are upon us; and therefore we come to understand what our duties are that are required in such [Page 168] times, as watchfulness, Prayer, &c. which are likewise clearly laid down in both the forenamed chapters; now to take out these lessons and live in the practice of them, and not fall into that fatal security, unbelief sensuality, and: those other sins which make the last times dangerous, does require Teachings from above. None can know the successor of time without Divine teaching, & 'tis impossible for a Man to number his dayes aright that does not know time's successor.
1. That time will certainly have a successor, and that it will cease and be no more.
2. What kind of successor it will be, not of the same Nature with time, Eternity is quite differing from time; in the Resurrection there will be no eating, nor drinking, nor marrying nor giving in marriage, nor buying nor selling; no Turkish Paradise to entertain us with carnal plasures, nor yet a Popish Purgatory to cleanse us from sins unrepented of in time.
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For Application, I note this in the first place, how few there are that are under Divine Teachings in this point of numbring dayes aright; We live bySense and not by Faith; Oh what is time to endless conceiveless Eternity! but alas, alas, where is the Soul that sits down and thinks of Eternity for half an hour together? David's History of the Men of his day, is a Prophecy of the Men of our day, Psa. 49.11. Their inward thought is, that their Houses shall continue for ever, and their dwelling places to all generations; Ver. 12. though Man being in honour abideth not but is like the beasts that perish.
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Beg of God this blessed skill and art of numbring your daies aright; do not think it a needless Petition, thou does not know that thou shalt die, unless God reveal it to thee, thou does not know that time will end, that there is an Eternity; thou lives in this World very forgetful how transitory the state [Page 170] of all these things are; the vulgar Proverb bears witness to vulgar practice, I thought as much of it as of my Death, as of the day of doom as of the worlds end. I was much pleased with what I met with lately in the Book of wisdom, chap 8.9. which though it be Apocriphal, yet it is Canonical truth; For I was a witty Child (saies he) and was of a good Spirit; nevertheless when I perceived I could not enjoy her (that is wisdom) except God gave her (& that was a point of wisdom also to know whose gift it was) I went unto the lord and besought him, &c. Witty Men, Learned Men, Old Men, Holy Men, unless they be all taught of God will be at a loss in the point of numbring their dayes, of living under the powerfull perswasion of the shortness, swiftness, and determination of dayes and times. Let me add one thing which was slipt in the proof of the point, when your bagging of God this holy Wisdom to number your daise aright, be sure you be earnest with the Lord, that when you number your daies he would still help you to make the number come even; what is that? that that you may see your good dayes to be as many and as long as your evil ones, [Page 171] and your dayes to be full as good as any of your neighbours; thus to number will exceedingly conduce to give you content in your daies which the Lord numbers out to you in this World, and keep you from inordinate desires after the changing of them, and having some other dayes in the room of them. The Wisdom of God in ballancing Men's conditions in the World is much to be observed, though it is but little taken notice of; every day has it's suitable good as well as sufficient evil, every Man may see in his own condition, if he has but his eyes open, as much cause of rejoicing as of mourning; and he may likewise see his own condition, take it all together, to be as good as any other Man's: what is the reason no Man is contented With his Lot and Portion? it is; because they do not reckon right, they do not stand in right places to take a view and an estimate either of their own or others conditions; you stand on the inside of your own, and on the outside of another Man's, and by this means, your own seems to be much worse, and his much better than indeed it is; do but change your stand, and go into the inside of his, and the outside of your [Page 172] own, and then you will set cause to change your Opinion; we may see the neatness of the shew but we little know where it pinches, and others at a distance will judge your state very happy, which it may be you do not sit so easily in, but might, sit more easily if thou would not sit alwayes in one place and posture. I am perswaded the Lord hath in his Wisdom so ordered Mens conditions in this world, that there's no ods, not one better than another if we could but see the ends and sides of them, no room left for choice, and that condition which every Man is in, ought to be concluded, the best for him of any in the World, the Beggar's condition is as good as the King's take it all together: no state in the World can be an object either of meer pitty or meer envy, none so bad but a great deal of good is to be seen in it, none so good but a great deal of misery is to be found in it: the Lord in Wisdom and Goodness has fitted every Man's condition for him (that another would not fit him so well) and it will be our Wisdom (if the Lord will give it us) to see our selves fitted to our conditions, and to observe in every point how well they fit us, Here a bunch [Page 173] of pride is growing, straighten and check there saies God; there sensual delight would come in, stop that place; here strength is ready to be running over to be imployed in vanity, pinch there with a little sickness; there a grace or two want imployment, send a cross or two to give them some work and exercise: here the Soul is ready to faint; slacken a little and give a cordial, and there the Soul is like to fall, clap an hedge or a wall quickly in the way, &c. What happy lives should we lead in comparison of what we do, if we did but know how well every thing we meet with fits us; what fitty dayes we enjoy: there is not the most cross crooked thing comes to thee, but there is some part of thee that it will fit exceeding well; now the skill lies in putting it to the right part, a Man's shooe will not fit his head, nor his glove his leg; do not turn thy back to thy cross when thou should take it in thy armes, nor yet take it up at arms end, when thou should bear it upon thy back; a little weight is heavy at armes end, which will be scarce felt upon the back which is a fifty place for a burthen: we must take up our Crosses, as the Man did his sheep upon his shoulder [Page 174] and away with it, trudging after the Lord Jesus; some men lead their crosses gingerly as a Man leads his young Child by the hand, and so make no way; some take them by the wrong end, and are not able to lift them up; some leap over them, some fall upon them, and many fall under them, and all for want of this blessed Teaching of the Lord: let us therefore never leave this out of our Parayers, that the Lord would teach us the even numbring of our dayes, and give us to see that every day we live, whatever falls out in it, is a fitty day; and that our condition, take it all together is at any time of the day as good as any Man's living, and take his all together too: If he have money, I have health; if he have Children, I have wealth; if he have power, I have peace; if he have prosperity, I have grace &c. And so much for the third observation; I come now to the,
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Fourth and last Observation in which I shall be brief, That the right numbring of our dayes is a special means to obtain true Wisdom; I shall endeavour to [Page 175] give you cle [...] demonstration of the point in these following particulars.
1. He is a wise Man that minds his greatest concern, in the first place; now he that numbers his dayes aright, that reckons of shortness, of time, he makes it his first business to seek the Kingdom of God and the righteousness thereof, he will take Maries part, and leave Martha's till afterward if there be time for it: Luk. 10.38 Our Lord Jesus in his travel, comes into a certain Womans House named Martha, and falls a Preaching: her sister Mary, considers with her self that she might have time to provide food, when she could not have an opportunity to hear a Sermon and therefore she sate Jesus feet and beard his Word; Matha was very busie in serving and providing entertainment, and complains of her Sisters sleight and disrespect to his person, and unkindness to her to suffer her to serve alone; our Saviour gives her a check, and commends Mary's, entertaining his Doctrine, before Martha's entertaining his person; Christ loves that Man should look after their Souls, and not make such a bustle about their, outward cordions to make them easie, and splendid [Page 176] and delightful, but be content with such things as you have, such things as the house affords; as Christ would have been well enough, and have been better pleased with Martha, if she had sit down with Mary to hear the Sermon: if Christ gave such a check to Martha for her great love to his outward Man, because she neglected the good of her own Soul; What a severe censure will he pass upon many one day, whose care and cumber, and pains, and time, and strength has been mostly imployed about their own outward Man, and their Families, and Children, how to get them Bread, and Livings, and Portions; and in the mean while have made no provision for their long home, for Eternity, for their precious Souls, but let them lie at sixes and sevens, hunger'd, starved, defiled, naked and bare. He that reckons of the fewness of his dayes reasons and resolves thus; let me secure an interest for my Soul in the Lord Jesus, let me be assured of a kind reception beyond the Grave, and a mansion in Glory, and then if I have time, I may look a little after the World, but if I leave the former undone, I shall be undone for ever; I may leave the latter [Page 177] undone and no great loss, God will take care of my Children, he is bound to it; and for my self, if I be in the meaner condition here, as we use to say to Children, no body will ask them, or tell them, when they come to be Men, what cloaths they did wear when they were Children; so when I come to Heaven, it will be all one then whether I had two coats here, or never a whole one, whither I lived in plenty here, or sometimes was in such a strait that I did not know where to get my dinner; let my Soul be once in a safe condition, and then I am sure there can be nothing much amiss in other things.
2. It is a Point of Wisdom to foresee an evil, and to avoid it; the Wise-Man foreseeth the evil and hideth himself; but the simple pass on,Prov. 22.3and are punished. He that numbers his dayes aright, that knbws the shortness of time, the certainty and suddenness of Death, does prepare himself accordingly, he gets himself hid in the rock the Lord Jesus; he has got an hiding place, so that when Death, comes to strike, and Satan watching for the Soul, and the Grave (which can never have enough) gapeing [Page 178] for the Body; all on a sudden, the Soul is carried by Angels into Abraham's bosom, and the Body laid as seed in the Earth, (not detained as a Prisoner under the grave's power) to be raised again a Glorious Body at the Resurrection of the Just; the Soul is continually whilst here fortifying it self, by Faith and Repentance, and humility and self-denial which are Armour of proof in every evih day.
3. He is a Wise-Man that knows how to carry himself suitable to his condition. The right numbring his dayes conduces much to this, as you have already heard, and therefore I need not enlarge upon this Head; only this, he reckons his time is so short that it never concerns him whether he be in an high or in a low condition; it's no matter where or how I fit, I am not like to fit so long; no matter what part I act, I shal quickly be gone off the stage, I can take any part that is allotted me; it's no matter how I buy and sell, or pofesess, for I must do all as though I did it not, because of the shortness of time: so that in short, as numbring our dayes aright is the fruit of Divine Teachings; [Page 179] so it is the way and means to obtain Divine Wisdom.
4. He is a Wise-Man that is wellread in antient Records and History, and has a good reach with him about what things may fall out hereafter and manages himself accordingly. Now to number our dayes aright will put us upon a search of the dayes that are past, what times have been before; and that which is, is but what hath been, and is gone and past, and so must what lies before us top; and therefore we shall be looking after something that is lasting, & not so flitting and fading as these earthly things are: a Man that knows no more than the present day, will mind nothing else but the present things; will be alwayes muddling, and moyling, and scraping in the World, and never looks about him, to see what has gone before him, or what will come after him, which if, he once did he would quickly come out of his muddy hole, and shake himself, and seek about for some surer foot-hold, some better standing, some other imployment than what he is now engaged in, and taken up with.
5. He is a Wise-Man what knows things of deep reach and search, of profound [Page 180] enquiry, things that are out of other Mens thoughts, that never enter into their head's; the right numbring of our dayes will much help to this knowledg, for he that considers that time will quickly end, and Eternity presently begin which will never end, will begin to inquire what things are conversant and in use in the other world; and when he finds that Communion with God, beholding Christ in his Glory, freedom from all sin, the society of Saints, &c, is the condition of the place; he presently turns out, Worldly thoughts and designs, and discourses about Houses, and Lands and Money, and Pomp and Glory and Pleasures; and dives into the Mystery of the Gospel, the Word of reconciliation, a Life of believing, the work and sealing of the Spirit, the priviledges of God's People &c, and falls upon studying the work of repentance, of self-denial, of mortification, together with all those works of meekness, love and charity, by which Persons are made meet to be partakers of the inheritance of the Saints in light, and are prepared for an Eternal state and condition: alas, faies he, why do you trouble me with these trifles as Eating, and Drinking [Page 181] and Trading &c. It's true they are of use in, and are calculated for this present infirm state, and must have their place; but the main work and business is quite another thing, the usages and customes of this World are quite differing from, and contrary to those of the next; and therefore I must begin the life here that I expect to live in the next, and must be practising Non-conformity to, and living above this present evil World, I must come out of it, I must be out of Love with it, I must keep it at due distance, I must use it as not abusing it, as if I used it not, that I may be ready and fitted for the condition and company of the World to come, when-ever the messenger of Death comes for me, Luk. 12.35, &c. which I am to expect every hour: For I am commanded to watch alwaies with my loins girt about, and my light burning, that when my Lord comes and knocks I may open to him immediatly.
6. We count him a Wise-Man who is willing to be taught, and nothing like the numbring of our dayes will further that, it cures trewantry; he that does a thing as his last will be willing to do it the best way he can, and will be glad of any help persons that have difficult [Page 182] business to do which must be done in such a time, are ready to receive advice and take it kindly, and this does argue them to be wise, for willingness to learn is a sign of Wisdom, he is a fool that thinks he knows enough; how glad is a serious Christian that values time of an opportunity of receiving good, of being helped on his way, of a little cordial in time of fainting, of one that will take him by the hand when he gives a slip; he that knows the most is the most receptive of knowledg, and the ablest Christian readiest to take in more strength.
7. He is a Wise-Man who is able to give advice and counsel, and nothing does so much inable a Man in that as to number his dayes aright: what's the reason that we go to the Ancient for counsel but because they have had the experience of many dayes past, and they reckon but of a few to come, they look upon all the years they have lived, but as yesterday, and they reckon to Die to morrow; were I to chuse a Man for my Life to give me counsel, it should be one that makes Conscience how he spends his time, that will not trifle and idle away his time. The diligent good School-master does first of all teach the [Page 183] well-using of time, when he is very severe if his Scholars do not come in the morning exactly at the time appointed.
8. We count him a Wise-Man that is of few Words, for even a fool when he holds his peace is counted wise; now he that values time and knows the pretiousness of it is alwayes very thoughtful and studious, what he must do in the next place, he is not for talking but for doing, his words are weighty and alwayes spoken in due place and season; he has no superfluous time for supernumerary words.
9. He is a Wise-Man that loves and keeps Wise-Mens company; he that measures time has none to spare to spend with fools; he that makes conscience of redeeming his time, finds that he has not so much time as he would have with Saints, he has none at all for sinners.
10. We count him Wise that minds his own business and meddles not with other mens, he that numbers his dayes; sees that he has time little enough to manage his own matters in: It is observable that walking wisely towards them that are without, and redeeming time [Page 184] are put together, Col. 4.5. Eph. 5.16. of all Men he gives the least offence: Two things offend the World, First, When they observe your failings: Secondly, When you observe their's; Now the Man that spends his time conscienciously, minds his own Paths, looks directly forward, he neither stumbles, nor looks on side to take notice of the falls of others; he looks to his own place and work that the Lord left him to do, Mark. 13.34.
11. He is a Wise-Man in Scripture-sence that fears God.Prov. 1.7. The fear of the Lord is the Beginning of Wisdom; Job 28.28. The fear of the Lord that is Wisdom, and to depart from evil that it understanding. Now none is so prepared for the fear of the Lord as he that numbers his dayes, it keeps the Soul in the continual awe and dread of the Almighty God: and the reason is evident and plain; for he looks upon the Lord as his Landlord, and himself as his Tenant at will, the rent he payes is but small, and he is very careful to please his Landlord, turning out is troublesome at the best, and upon short warning it may be somewhat dangerous, & therefore he judges it very reasonable that he [Page 185] should continually stand in awe of him in whose power he absolutely is as to his being and wel-being, as to his stay here, and his dwelling place hereafter; and thus much briefly for the proof of the point, one word of Application, and so I conclude this Text at this time.
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One General exhortation from the whole; let us learn this Wisdom of numbring our dayes that we may be Wise: has it been our evil that we have lost much time, and have not put a due value upon it, let us now redeem it, repurchase it at any rate; the word signifies to buy some things back, a Metaphor taken from one that mortgageth his land and redeemeth it again, or from the practice and custome of Wise Merchants, [...], Eph. 5, 16. who use to buy their commodities whilst fit time of buying serves, and whilst the market holds, and having haply had great losses, or formerly spent their time idly or unthriftily do by their diligence seek (as it were) to buy back again the time that is past. The truth is, my Brethren, we have been great unthrifts, have squandred away [Page 186] a great stock and portion, of time; time is now grown a scarce commodity, the price of it is risen; we are fallen into those hard times mentioned, 2 Tim. 3.1. [...], Dura, molesta. hurtful, heavy, damaging times; that as the Sea being infested by pirats, the Earth being followed with male-influences from the Heaven, make times hard for the Body; so the scarcity of opportunities together with their ensnarements and molestations, adding the great suspension of Heavenly influence, renders the seasons of receiving good very difficult, hard to come by, and harder to be improved: besides this, the swifter motion of time now (because nearer to its center) meeting with an old, crazy distempered World, (all Persons and Things being grown worse than they were every way) does cause much detriment and spoil to both, as the speedy motion of a Coach in bad wayes makes the passengers knock their Heads together, and fall heavy upon one another that never intended it; the hurry of this last time does wear and weary out Person and Things, throws Men and breaks them one over another, casts some into the grave, and leaves others I know not where, and causes such commotions, [Page 187] mutation, and inflammations that it is much to be feared that the axletree of the World may catch fire which may not so easily be quenched but increase to the general conflagration of that great day mentioned, 2 Pet. 3.10. But the day of the Lord will come as a Thief in the Night, in the which the Heavens shall pass away with a great noise, and the Elements shall melt with servent heat, the Earth also and the works that are therein shall be burnt up. I shall conclude my exhortation in the words of the same Apostle that immediatly follow, seeing then all these things shall be dissolved, v. 11, 12, 14, 17, 18, (that time will bring matters to this pass) What manner of Persons ought we to be in all holy Conversation and Godliness, looking for, and halting unto the coming of the day of God wherein the Heavens being on fire shall be dissolved, and the Elements shall melt with servent beat, wherefore (Beloved) seeing ye look for such things be diligent that you may be found of him in peace without spot and blameless, and seeing ye know these things before, Beware last ye also being led away with the errour of the wicked fall from your own stedfastness; [Page 188] but grow in Grace and in the knowledge of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.
To him be Glory now and for ever AMEN.
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